「哎唷，隔著浴廉又看不見，你還在生氣啊？」背後傳來小蝶259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhArEbTgdQ
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試探的尋問，隔著兩層薄被，可以感覺到她過於冰冷的體溫。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmAYjJOEjp
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「你還記得嗎？志珊，高中畢業以後，有好幾年我們都沒有見259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUjJOHvB4v
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面耶，而且你後來搬出來住，要不是半年前我從你哥那裡問到住址259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwociOOUto
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，根本就找不到你的人，更別說像最近這樣一起過夜，現在讓我好259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRVbTUMeWl
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懷念國中的隔宿露營哦！」259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWP2eUlAUk6
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小蝶的體溫總是比一般人來得低，國中剛入學時，好不容易從259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxc7b8E929T
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不同班的國小六年被編入同一班，我們開心的拉著手逛遍整個校園259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqI1hXfLAI6
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，從那時候起國中三年和高中三年，都是我負責在幫小蝶暖手。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AbjPHgBtU
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我繼續假裝睡著，不搭理小蝶的自言自語，而小蝶不曉得是睡259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxLU3WSLpx
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不著，還是知道我還沒睡，自己一個人喃喃說下去。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgE3ANgBkLZ
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「說起這個，就想起那個時候的志珊好能幹，無論是搭帳篷還259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaDiQMJiWL
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是燒碳烤肉，你都可以一個人做得很完美，那個時候我就覺得未來259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEw0dnxXF0
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一定比不上你。事實證明也是這樣的，志珊一直都很厲害，成績比259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5IZfn1QKt
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我好，就算你爸反對，你還是念了大學夜間部，然後白天在你爸的259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRsjpapRQ1
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公司工作，畢業後沒多久就篡了你爸的位，還把公司帶進上巿上櫃259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoiFrsobE1
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的境界。」259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzx91fMNrz
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背對著小蝶，我的思緒落入話題前半段的國中時期，印象中那259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXZ4emG2Cy
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個時候的我，只是個凡事愛逞強的笨蛋，不願意求助於人，更不願259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFx29ZMbgT
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意輕易在小蝶面前示弱，或許天真的以為自己有一點點希望，才會259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYOzeLzLq3
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那樣傻的以小蝶為中心團團轉。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqM3jS45Kb
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「後來我高中畢業又念大學，畢業到現在常常都是待業中，每259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6rBnEtWMM
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次都在想，為什麼我不是志珊呢？志珊長得漂亮，又不只在事業上259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkl0fDhBes1
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有成就，連感情史都那麼豐富，簡直就是我想當的那種人。」259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPlRdajNv7
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當我有什麼好？只不過是一個愛逞強的笨蛋，放不下長達二十259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBFyU6CJEP
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年的感情，更放不下比天高的自尊心，才將全部的心力用來工作，259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDXQZ8KgrI
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或用來跟一些不愛的人一起玩樂，這樣的我有什麼好羡慕的？259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7lAmrirXG
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「如果我是志珊的話，劉華軒一定會在意我的，才不會三不五259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0LpRzNcdp
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時就給我搞失蹤，也不會總是讓我等他，唉！」259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKUyqbmr3n
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聽到這裡，我終於忍不住了回話。半年前擅自闖入我世界的小259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH46WnyzxpC
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蝶，跟高中時期的她一樣，心裡想的一直都是她愛的那個人，雖然259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmksvY8r5TF
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當時和現在對象不同，但那為愛情?牲自我的小蝶是同一個人。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7Y6GQHT4q
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「說來說去，你滿腦子只有那個劉大少爺。」259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUllRTWqEx
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「不要吃醋嘛！」小蝶挪動身體靠了過來，這是她的撒嬌攻勢259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BCybdHlUx
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，十年不變。「轉過來啦，你還在生氣哦？」259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtVMCirAqF
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「沒有，有什麼好氣的嗎？」我移動身動往床的邊緣靠近，拉259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdMhdditjF
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開與小蝶的距離。「我只是不滿你來我這裡哭訴，佔用我的時間，259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1Au9Y6yD7
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還佔用我的床，再來又浪費下一個五年，浪費我的同情心。」259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgNzwjTuQb
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許久，我的房裡只是一片靜默，我知道那些話可能刺傷她了，259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpkW7xbEnX
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但我又何嘗全身而退？259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ08HQs0kwS
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高中時期就是這樣，小蝶永遠在戀愛上妥協，次次配合著對方259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXGMwjZlWc
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，連自己的生涯規劃都可以為愛情而改變，如果當時沒有發現對方259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYzxYWxEXG
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劈腿，小蝶就不會是現在的小蝶，不會念大學與劉少爺相遇，而是259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnseE0v9XF
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跟著那個人出國，過著在國外工作生存的同居生活。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsj6A8YXZuz
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小蝶雖然是個軟弱的女孩，卻可以為了感情作出一般人作不到259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAW6ChZmoGH
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的重大決定，例如她為了空出和劉大少爺約會的時間，處於學業延259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOBH4clBtu
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畢，連工作都找不到的慘況，仍然甘之如飴。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYKvlndW8u
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如果用生命愛一個人，能夠得到對方相同的回報，我希望我也259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxc5QBHE2L
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有小蝶那樣的勇氣，可惜我和小蝶不同的地方也在於此，她即使得259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTV9HpLn0r
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不到對方相同的回應，還是一如既往的用生命去愛，而我卻是還沒259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AwHyWuk5y
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開始就放棄了，連有沒有回應都不想去確認。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmfYhG0V3f
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這樣的我，難道有資格責備一個為愛付出的女孩嗎？259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3PNe0wh4I
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「對不起。」我輕輕說了三個字，閉上眼不去看她的反應，但259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIpSVCL6wh
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心裡很清楚，容易心軟且生性善良的小蝶，絕對會馬上就接受我的259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1RxR6SiiH
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道歉。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTq4CSV2tU
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微涼的體溫靠近，溼滑的臉龐貼上了我的肩，小蝶用雙臂攀住259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PTYkDVz31
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我的右手臂沒接話，我們就在這樣的氣氛下迎接隔天。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmtYWJgWtl
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