「小蝶，坦白講，我不知道該怎麼回答你這個問題。」273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMWJMBHL1b
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「嗚哇......」小蝶戲劇性地哭了起來。「志珊不回答的問題273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72ooGKS4iW
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肯定是悲觀的！或許......，他根本就不喜歡我！」273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhmoh9UFTf
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講出結論後，小蝶哭得更理所當然了，我的心隨著她一抽一抽273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HIYvjMJq6
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的肩膀而緊縮，不禁再一次自責。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwON6c9hcSb
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「也有可能......，他是那百分之一的機率啊，雖然很不想幫273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJaqqWZqo7
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他說話，可是或許，世界上真的有那種......明明喜歡對方，卻常273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzr8GqzojG
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常不在意對方的人存在也不一定......。」273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbKntfMopo
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「真的嗎？」小蝶終於停止悲傷的抽泣聲，抬起的臉蛋上佈滿273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVWpz73cH9
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淚痕，那一條條透明水線，柵欄似的困住我差點衝口而出的殘忍。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEBj1YwkYT
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「明明喜歡，卻不在意，這不是很奇怪嗎？我實在不明白。就273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJatlxInzun
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算沒有事先跟他約好，也沒有要見面，但是下班後留下來開會時，273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs74WtyEci4
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我還是會怕他擔心我而自動打電話報備耶！難道他都不怕我會擔心273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3ZcUxJDDs
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嗎？還是根本就不在意我會不會擔心？」273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5DYvpnOsA
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「唉！小蝶，會不會是因為你們交往五年了，他太習慣你的存273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAcE9ENt8v
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在，覺得你的愛是理所當然，無論他去做什麼，你都會乖乖的等他273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79cTK7s36s
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回來，所以他就讓你等、讓你擔心，一點罪惡感都沒有啊？」273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEBXp4ZMTH
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「你的意思是說，我寵壞他了？」對於這個說法，小蝶相當滿273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshlihz1xHd
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意。「志珊，你果然最懂男人。」273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqG3GdVkqd
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拜託！讓你擔心又讓你等，心裡一點罪惡感都沒有，這不就代273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SZUuoYQSB
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表他根本不在乎你嗎？完全不管你的死活啊！只管去做自己想做的273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kTpypDFCB
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事，從基礎忘記你的存在，這樣還能稱為喜歡嗎？273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2g6ceWb3W
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可是現在的小蝶非常滿意這個解釋，一點都不想接受現實的模273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9M40cANGT
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樣，我也只好忍住不說清楚。唉！女人只聽自己想聽的話。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3GFXf5u4I
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「小蝶，或許你是時候考慮新對象了。」無論如何，讓小蝶哭273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuhh1bpv5D
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的都是壞傢伙。「你們這樣五年了耶，他又不可能改變這個行為，273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMxYvBMBo0
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你想要忍受他這樣一輩子嗎？」273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcJL4824iZ
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「不想啊！可是如果就像你說的，他只是因為在一起太久了，273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFh4XTUpeD
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忘記要珍惜我對他的感情，那我們應該不至於走到分手那一步。」273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrh2OPdivN2
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「所以，你已經決定要一輩子忍受他這種行為了嗎？」我想，273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiejwRYCWr1
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小蝶的意思應該跟之前一樣，天真的希望能改變對方。「你知道，273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3j1xQjxInu
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愛是不可能改變一個人的，你要想清楚，不分開，就代表你會有數273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3noVCB0yz
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不清的次數打電話沒人接，數不清的次數一個人等著他回電，數不273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqb3ONgakPJ
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清的次數害怕他是不是劈腿，數不清的次數猜想會不會發生意外，273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIheC0NSsKx
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數不清的次數等待再等待，而且將來和你們的小孩一起等待，當孩273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMPAXJO2u7
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子問你爸爸為什麼還沒回來，你們也只能一起聽話筒那一端轉入語273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrU57YFZxQ
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音信箱，就這樣直到小孩長大，你變老，一直等一直等......。」273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtp3mRu1Uq5
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「......志珊！」她閉上眼大吼，制止了我這些讓她無法承受273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKAuDVbClH
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的殘酷話語，淚水在她臉上形成了包覆的面膜，我家客廳的淺藍色273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUut9obHPR
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抱枕，被小蝶決堤的淚水染成了深藍色。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8P9BxYqrd
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「對不起，小蝶，我知道你會很難過，但是我不能不說，因為273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96d6n2lydf
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我沒有辦法看著你哭一輩子，我捨不得。」273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvq3hJW1KP
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關於這個問題，我們早就談論了五年，哭了五年的小蝶，難道273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYiE27u29X
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從今天開始要一直哭到死嗎？273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OleXG97fw
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然而最重要的原因，確實是因為我捨不得，小蝶是個多麼優雅273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMx2u65D5X
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的女孩，從小開始就非常注重自己舉手投足的氣質，去除掉對蝴蝶273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMd7ZteQ6q
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的狂熱，小蝶對生活和衣著的品味非凡，她總是美麗耀眼的出現在273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKOfJ6Aqj2
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大家面前，即使私底下，她在我面前也不曾有過不雅動作，這樣的273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKQvK93L4A
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完美女孩，不該為了一個男人終生以淚洗面。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHRm9zKBp3
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「為什麼？」小蝶邊哭邊語音不清地說：「身為好朋友的你都273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBCdcB4qiT
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會捨不得了，為什麼他卻不會捨不得我難過呢？」273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBeWkkv2ga
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「因為......你應該換一個比我更重視你的對象。」如果可以273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdDbQHqr6N
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的話，我也願意成為那個給你幸福的人，可惜我沒有資格。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99TCkKumY7
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「嗚......，借我肩膀啦！」273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6E6fv0XeQu
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坐在小蝶對面，本來就是刻意的保持距離，我知道自己根本招273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3D5NHpFAof
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架不住小蝶示弱的每一個動作，就像現在小蝶要求的安慰，身為好273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUi9PXfCmd
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姊妹的我，心裡強烈左右搖擺。我借的向來都不只是肩膀和安慰，273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz55PwKYj1a
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而是我的關心和擔心，以及濃烈的......心酸。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugfpLitCoi
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「志珊......，我不會弄髒你的衣服啦，你來我旁邊嘛！」273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9bc9ZjbQf
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小蝶的手掌握住我的指頭前端，我仍然沒移動半步，在小蝶對273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrT8IvygPxW
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面座位猶豫不決，臉上亳不掩飾我的左右為難。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihyxjsDOYm
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「志珊，你借我靠一下嘛！我不要一個人失戀啦！」273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5UOokdWTn
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她將我的反應解讀成討厭衣服被弄髒嗎？273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lmJqD56Np
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小蝶說完又掉了四串淚，這華麗的淚痕簡直像刻在我心上，只273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmRSLtK5sH
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是一秒，我就發現自己坐到了她身旁，下一秒，蝴蝶紋路點綴的雪273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SDlo7J6ZD
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紡紗衣服就在我的懷抱裡了，衣服的主人任性的借走整個我，不單273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcb3dZw9pN
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單只是借去她說的肩膀。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCwjQ7SexA
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她環抱著將整張臉貼在我的衣服前襟。「唉！不是說不會弄髒273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5KJTCtwaA
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我的衣服嗎？」273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMUYWfIvjN
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沒有回應我的話，她只顧自己發洩痛哭，哭了一會兒，伸手從273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKJcub75cV
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衣服口袋拿出手機，輕輕放在我手心裡。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtDwOL8HZ5
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「唔，志珊，你幫我保管手機，我想，如果我自己帶著手機，273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkXGEqV96w
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一定會忍不住想接他電話，或是忍不住想打給他，這樣，我會一輩273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJOHlMs4iA
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子不幸的，你可不可以幫我這個忙？」273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4vQ5LZ4aV
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看來是下了相當大的決心，這樣的小蝶，不知為何的忍人憐愛273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4U8yf8nB2
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，我無法拒絕她的求助。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ynciV4W5l
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「好是好，可是你不帶手機，我怎麼找你？」273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwaHqTvP1h
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「不用找我，從今天開始，我想暫時住你家。」她抬起頭，身273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4tkcU87Ef
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體仍然像無骨水母般癱軟。「收留我好不好？」273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSEnNhYuJj
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「我家？！」幾乎大吼。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxukrj5z6J
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這個消息也太突然了吧！我沒有一點心理準備。何況，我其實273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMY6RyLd3lv
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不太願意讓小蝶住進來，因為有不想讓她知道的秘密，一個我隱藏273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7A1xtGLKDf
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了許多年的秘密，現在讓她住進這個私人空間十分不妥。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqe7bYXnRTO
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