「小蝶，坦白講，我不知道該怎麼回答你這個問題。」209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVHUTRaMDH
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「嗚哇......」小蝶戲劇性地哭了起來。「志珊不回答的問題209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbGYI5k2Wt
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肯定是悲觀的！或許......，他根本就不喜歡我！」209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwo5YhNYTm
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講出結論後，小蝶哭得更理所當然了，我的心隨著她一抽一抽209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSVsgDXzgS
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的肩膀而緊縮，不禁再一次自責。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFFgi1cdmq
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「也有可能......，他是那百分之一的機率啊，雖然很不想幫209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTHhlEQhTI
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他說話，可是或許，世界上真的有那種......明明喜歡對方，卻常209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3D8lesnOT
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常不在意對方的人存在也不一定......。」209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKLm9QmcH9
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「真的嗎？」小蝶終於停止悲傷的抽泣聲，抬起的臉蛋上佈滿209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpNZn1kUES
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淚痕，那一條條透明水線，柵欄似的困住我差點衝口而出的殘忍。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8pEo7ClNX
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「明明喜歡，卻不在意，這不是很奇怪嗎？我實在不明白。就209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZsW26kNAv
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算沒有事先跟他約好，也沒有要見面，但是下班後留下來開會時，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DK2Lrwsa5
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我還是會怕他擔心我而自動打電話報備耶！難道他都不怕我會擔心209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCavyA3HmZ
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嗎？還是根本就不在意我會不會擔心？」209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReTeVGNtjv
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「唉！小蝶，會不會是因為你們交往五年了，他太習慣你的存209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUPvabsD4j
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在，覺得你的愛是理所當然，無論他去做什麼，你都會乖乖的等他209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzo9UbsoWrJ
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回來，所以他就讓你等、讓你擔心，一點罪惡感都沒有啊？」209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwxGjPVdj9
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「你的意思是說，我寵壞他了？」對於這個說法，小蝶相當滿209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtkTKwd3lt
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意。「志珊，你果然最懂男人。」209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOlTb04nLE
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拜託！讓你擔心又讓你等，心裡一點罪惡感都沒有，這不就代209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSojLyMVVI8
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表他根本不在乎你嗎？完全不管你的死活啊！只管去做自己想做的209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLWybAX6kM
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事，從基礎忘記你的存在，這樣還能稱為喜歡嗎？209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkepiKqDJ5V
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可是現在的小蝶非常滿意這個解釋，一點都不想接受現實的模209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkTDGkxfYc
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樣，我也只好忍住不說清楚。唉！女人只聽自己想聽的話。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLZyEYDznn
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「小蝶，或許你是時候考慮新對象了。」無論如何，讓小蝶哭209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTuGhqA7Ng
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的都是壞傢伙。「你們這樣五年了耶，他又不可能改變這個行為，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNIbe7KeTF
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你想要忍受他這樣一輩子嗎？」209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuydw4whzx3
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「不想啊！可是如果就像你說的，他只是因為在一起太久了，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPynPxp9TyT
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忘記要珍惜我對他的感情，那我們應該不至於走到分手那一步。」209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdE58bZ8aM
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「所以，你已經決定要一輩子忍受他這種行為了嗎？」我想，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmL42m1Mk7P
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小蝶的意思應該跟之前一樣，天真的希望能改變對方。「你知道，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrdncmJouF
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愛是不可能改變一個人的，你要想清楚，不分開，就代表你會有數209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44iZ6Xrv4V
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不清的次數打電話沒人接，數不清的次數一個人等著他回電，數不209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFGMXa3YLg
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清的次數害怕他是不是劈腿，數不清的次數猜想會不會發生意外，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHs2iCmEwX
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數不清的次數等待再等待，而且將來和你們的小孩一起等待，當孩209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4c0Pyq6FI
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子問你爸爸為什麼還沒回來，你們也只能一起聽話筒那一端轉入語209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RIx7MC6MF
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音信箱，就這樣直到小孩長大，你變老，一直等一直等......。」209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOPmTCsUQh
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「......志珊！」她閉上眼大吼，制止了我這些讓她無法承受209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNKvFUzxjZ
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的殘酷話語，淚水在她臉上形成了包覆的面膜，我家客廳的淺藍色209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJdiUtpkZ0
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抱枕，被小蝶決堤的淚水染成了深藍色。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhmDWlHQoF
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「對不起，小蝶，我知道你會很難過，但是我不能不說，因為209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0etsvrFR4n
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我沒有辦法看著你哭一輩子，我捨不得。」209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0AvudrITo
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關於這個問題，我們早就談論了五年，哭了五年的小蝶，難道209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4lOnGjCdp
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從今天開始要一直哭到死嗎？209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdiOLdSgwA
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然而最重要的原因，確實是因為我捨不得，小蝶是個多麼優雅209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjLDl4xPaQ
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的女孩，從小開始就非常注重自己舉手投足的氣質，去除掉對蝴蝶209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8KZXlhcaX
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的狂熱，小蝶對生活和衣著的品味非凡，她總是美麗耀眼的出現在209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HaSBknqBo
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大家面前，即使私底下，她在我面前也不曾有過不雅動作，這樣的209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdi9pTWtVJG
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完美女孩，不該為了一個男人終生以淚洗面。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6UoVQvhhK
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「為什麼？」小蝶邊哭邊語音不清地說：「身為好朋友的你都209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZt1EkfZOM7
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會捨不得了，為什麼他卻不會捨不得我難過呢？」209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgL2w3BHS8u
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「因為......你應該換一個比我更重視你的對象。」如果可以209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQv0IsAUjl
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的話，我也願意成為那個給你幸福的人，可惜我沒有資格。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5T5m5PL5r
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「嗚......，借我肩膀啦！」209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7jIkGsoBb
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坐在小蝶對面，本來就是刻意的保持距離，我知道自己根本招209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmf4mPEqP5E
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架不住小蝶示弱的每一個動作，就像現在小蝶要求的安慰，身為好209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEVDrcLPU0
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姊妹的我，心裡強烈左右搖擺。我借的向來都不只是肩膀和安慰，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQDIY3x8tK
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而是我的關心和擔心，以及濃烈的......心酸。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmHat3IoLU
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「志珊......，我不會弄髒你的衣服啦，你來我旁邊嘛！」209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhxda9iB9g
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小蝶的手掌握住我的指頭前端，我仍然沒移動半步，在小蝶對209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUwiDfPCtv
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面座位猶豫不決，臉上亳不掩飾我的左右為難。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAA3dj1hZuG
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「志珊，你借我靠一下嘛！我不要一個人失戀啦！」209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYg9MSeuEl
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她將我的反應解讀成討厭衣服被弄髒嗎？209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESUKTVISUA
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小蝶說完又掉了四串淚，這華麗的淚痕簡直像刻在我心上，只209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjgrY9LaAj
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是一秒，我就發現自己坐到了她身旁，下一秒，蝴蝶紋路點綴的雪209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxU5DClrXVh
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紡紗衣服就在我的懷抱裡了，衣服的主人任性的借走整個我，不單209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSEcoAtTNq
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單只是借去她說的肩膀。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRVPNk2PuW
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她環抱著將整張臉貼在我的衣服前襟。「唉！不是說不會弄髒209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsJ6S1UaDK
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我的衣服嗎？」209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtiuFAk3Ysd
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沒有回應我的話，她只顧自己發洩痛哭，哭了一會兒，伸手從209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4E5Fo4dbt6
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衣服口袋拿出手機，輕輕放在我手心裡。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6AYZpbjTG
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「唔，志珊，你幫我保管手機，我想，如果我自己帶著手機，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQkTLPsRnz
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一定會忍不住想接他電話，或是忍不住想打給他，這樣，我會一輩209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsxSP8A2aO
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子不幸的，你可不可以幫我這個忙？」209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhe0o2tXqW
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看來是下了相當大的決心，這樣的小蝶，不知為何的忍人憐愛209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TRFxtzxNK
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，我無法拒絕她的求助。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPLeN78Gw4
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「好是好，可是你不帶手機，我怎麼找你？」209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbECAeMsAKF
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「不用找我，從今天開始，我想暫時住你家。」她抬起頭，身209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdm2CsxNv2Y
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體仍然像無骨水母般癱軟。「收留我好不好？」209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4q1kJ0iMo1
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「我家？！」幾乎大吼。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOulkvRsqL
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這個消息也太突然了吧！我沒有一點心理準備。何況，我其實209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbD6LA80cQ5
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不太願意讓小蝶住進來，因為有不想讓她知道的秘密，一個我隱藏209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGtUYHbbmM
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了許多年的秘密，現在讓她住進這個私人空間十分不妥。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡay6MuEerzv
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