「哎唷,隔著浴廉又看不見,你還在生氣啊?」背後傳來小蝶261Please respect copyright.PENANAeqh0Oafplt
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試探的尋問,隔著兩層薄被,可以感覺到她過於冰冷的體溫。261Please respect copyright.PENANASlOVT1ZRVk
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「你還記得嗎?志珊,高中畢業以後,有好幾年我們都沒有見261Please respect copyright.PENANA9BfAUHvk3s
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面耶,而且你後來搬出來住,要不是半年前我從你哥那裡問到住址261Please respect copyright.PENANAdwUBkploPX
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,根本就找不到你的人,更別說像最近這樣一起過夜,現在讓我好261Please respect copyright.PENANAg5p7t30mZe
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懷念國中的隔宿露營哦!」261Please respect copyright.PENANAN4EBGswjtT
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小蝶的體溫總是比一般人來得低,國中剛入學時,好不容易從261Please respect copyright.PENANAyE7zl2CVDv
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不同班的國小六年被編入同一班,我們開心的拉著手逛遍整個校園261Please respect copyright.PENANAhTczUCQnMB
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,從那時候起國中三年和高中三年,都是我負責在幫小蝶暖手。261Please respect copyright.PENANAQsb7iDzsCS
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我繼續假裝睡著,不搭理小蝶的自言自語,而小蝶不曉得是睡261Please respect copyright.PENANAmhs3LPJLlA
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不著,還是知道我還沒睡,自己一個人喃喃說下去。261Please respect copyright.PENANACFfJWaZNbD
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「說起這個,就想起那個時候的志珊好能幹,無論是搭帳篷還261Please respect copyright.PENANApoNB1ocTvg
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是燒碳烤肉,你都可以一個人做得很完美,那個時候我就覺得未來261Please respect copyright.PENANAs5ezY71ME5
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一定比不上你。事實證明也是這樣的,志珊一直都很厲害,成績比261Please respect copyright.PENANAFDaeto5J2J
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我好,就算你爸反對,你還是念了大學夜間部,然後白天在你爸的261Please respect copyright.PENANAfdRszEHdla
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公司工作,畢業後沒多久就篡了你爸的位,還把公司帶進上巿上櫃261Please respect copyright.PENANAKzVn0SZs9Z
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的境界。」261Please respect copyright.PENANA8oozjzD2Y0
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背對著小蝶,我的思緒落入話題前半段的國中時期,印象中那261Please respect copyright.PENANAFxp9iz4dzJ
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個時候的我,只是個凡事愛逞強的笨蛋,不願意求助於人,更不願261Please respect copyright.PENANAf0TRhf0JeV
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意輕易在小蝶面前示弱,或許天真的以為自己有一點點希望,才會261Please respect copyright.PENANAOB2EDW8LEw
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那樣傻的以小蝶為中心團團轉。261Please respect copyright.PENANAIdYtJNRvAC
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「後來我高中畢業又念大學,畢業到現在常常都是待業中,每261Please respect copyright.PENANA0xv6BrJ5Mc
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次都在想,為什麼我不是志珊呢?志珊長得漂亮,又不只在事業上261Please respect copyright.PENANAuhMpCQCNJ9
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有成就,連感情史都那麼豐富,簡直就是我想當的那種人。」261Please respect copyright.PENANAYbyBEyj67V
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當我有什麼好?只不過是一個愛逞強的笨蛋,放不下長達二十261Please respect copyright.PENANAFvTD4YZpGH
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年的感情,更放不下比天高的自尊心,才將全部的心力用來工作,261Please respect copyright.PENANA42fAIHJDxx
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或用來跟一些不愛的人一起玩樂,這樣的我有什麼好羡慕的?261Please respect copyright.PENANAeNuPinTRm6
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「如果我是志珊的話,劉華軒一定會在意我的,才不會三不五261Please respect copyright.PENANADcs5fRRtkG
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時就給我搞失蹤,也不會總是讓我等他,唉!」261Please respect copyright.PENANAMifgCmcO7d
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聽到這裡,我終於忍不住了回話。半年前擅自闖入我世界的小261Please respect copyright.PENANAN0Pu8YU6wh
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蝶,跟高中時期的她一樣,心裡想的一直都是她愛的那個人,雖然261Please respect copyright.PENANA9eb2GscHlV
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當時和現在對象不同,但那為愛情?牲自我的小蝶是同一個人。261Please respect copyright.PENANAelshVW6qcp
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「說來說去,你滿腦子只有那個劉大少爺。」261Please respect copyright.PENANA8eFHHveElq
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「不要吃醋嘛!」小蝶挪動身體靠了過來,這是她的撒嬌攻勢261Please respect copyright.PENANAI31RtVV2JP
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,十年不變。「轉過來啦,你還在生氣哦?」261Please respect copyright.PENANAIPGwb8VZJc
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「沒有,有什麼好氣的嗎?」我移動身動往床的邊緣靠近,拉261Please respect copyright.PENANA2i0hpHi3UB
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開與小蝶的距離。「我只是不滿你來我這裡哭訴,佔用我的時間,261Please respect copyright.PENANAVlpfTkB3gR
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還佔用我的床,再來又浪費下一個五年,浪費我的同情心。」261Please respect copyright.PENANAF0CYdy1YAu
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許久,我的房裡只是一片靜默,我知道那些話可能刺傷她了,261Please respect copyright.PENANAvDaf7JXth9
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但我又何嘗全身而退?261Please respect copyright.PENANAyhD5m8nR1b
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高中時期就是這樣,小蝶永遠在戀愛上妥協,次次配合著對方261Please respect copyright.PENANArQ1Ip8j6j6
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,連自己的生涯規劃都可以為愛情而改變,如果當時沒有發現對方261Please respect copyright.PENANAkz4wM53e7J
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劈腿,小蝶就不會是現在的小蝶,不會念大學與劉少爺相遇,而是261Please respect copyright.PENANAPMP5y8bgki
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跟著那個人出國,過著在國外工作生存的同居生活。261Please respect copyright.PENANAfQ65LmI4MZ
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小蝶雖然是個軟弱的女孩,卻可以為了感情作出一般人作不到261Please respect copyright.PENANA6OCG7U43GM
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的重大決定,例如她為了空出和劉大少爺約會的時間,處於學業延261Please respect copyright.PENANAh04QeOpg7G
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畢,連工作都找不到的慘況,仍然甘之如飴。261Please respect copyright.PENANAXiXlBquQ2G
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如果用生命愛一個人,能夠得到對方相同的回報,我希望我也261Please respect copyright.PENANAOQieDLQGRN
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有小蝶那樣的勇氣,可惜我和小蝶不同的地方也在於此,她即使得261Please respect copyright.PENANAGqRviyZpS5
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不到對方相同的回應,還是一如既往的用生命去愛,而我卻是還沒261Please respect copyright.PENANAmKZOY9eRP8
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開始就放棄了,連有沒有回應都不想去確認。261Please respect copyright.PENANAcdsg2UXy1G
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這樣的我,難道有資格責備一個為愛付出的女孩嗎?261Please respect copyright.PENANAcfT09AUTha
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「對不起。」我輕輕說了三個字,閉上眼不去看她的反應,但261Please respect copyright.PENANAVDKCLzgi5Q
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心裡很清楚,容易心軟且生性善良的小蝶,絕對會馬上就接受我的261Please respect copyright.PENANARLewVnVFF4
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道歉。261Please respect copyright.PENANAZBQEEfxfwC
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微涼的體溫靠近,溼滑的臉龐貼上了我的肩,小蝶用雙臂攀住261Please respect copyright.PENANA6eOOyPvLsm
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我的右手臂沒接話,我們就在這樣的氣氛下迎接隔天。261Please respect copyright.PENANAHLlkBhwthy
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