陳凱婷的心死了。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekEWuyzlF8
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準確點來說，她的心死於大半年前的平安夜。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6w8JT8JJQ
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老實說，她不想再回望當晚發生的事。只是自從她和朱碩謙正式分手後，腦海總會不受控地浮現與少年初遇的那一天。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO04waKolJb
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那個黃昏，朱碩謙跌坐在巷子裡，頭髮一縷縷的黏在額上，臉色蒼白，奄奄一息地喘氣。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wtN1mWiqH
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他好像被擊中胸膛，一呼一吸間盡顯吃力，並不是甚麼特別帥氣的一面。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dZEfBpxdF
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可青春期的悸動從來不需要理由，亦毫無預兆。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡct6nnqWpDm
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陳凱婷被他深深吸引住了。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TEHP5nYdU
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接下來發生的一切都可笑得讓人不忍直視，她亦懶得再提起。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwo3w3rw40
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陳凱婷最近經常想起「人生若只如初見」這句話。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsH11JAWul
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCaZzl3W05
要是她與朱碩謙的故事永遠停留在巷子便足矣。要是他永遠只像初見般溫柔體貼便好了。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwePCDTCqYv
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXjbONpLFF
陳凱婷並不是甚麼記仇的人，但朱碩謙始終是她初戀，是她第一個為之傾心，為之心碎的對象。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlYdd2Smvy
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更不用說二月所經歷過那短暫的生離死別，這不是一時半刻就能一笑置之的事。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJw8yfKavF
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她從來沒聽過朱碩謙的解釋，她聽不下去。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyfO0MaVAV
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陳凱婷寧願抱著朱碩謙沒有愛過自己，只想一心一意把她騙上床的心態看待這件事。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcZIiy3lY4
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始終讓自己徹徹底底痛恨一個人，總比藕斷絲連更好過，因為她把不切實際的幻想都切斷了。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8wu8QeNwe
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8o1a5Bahkj
她曾暗暗希望這段往事能夠等到朱碩謙和她畢業後，悄悄埋藏於學校裡。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKkki5Dvmw
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只是，自從封鎖掉對方所有聯絡方法後，陳凱婷知道這一天理論上是他們最後一次見面。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfjaUhg0Sk
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兩人不會再遇上對方了，是真正的分道揚鑣。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIiPxGjk96
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於是她現在和朱碩謙面對面站著，兩人心緒一時間混亂得無言以對，相視的眼神訴說著難以言說的感情。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNRwpa7jPr
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說完全放下了是假的，可無法回到當初也是真的。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnWL4KfDE4
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朱碩謙再不是穿著校服，臉色亦不如以往般朝氣勃勃，笑容滿面。相反地，他變得消瘦憔悴，下垂的嘴角如牽掛重重心事。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeujdE4KDz7
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空氣凝結了那麼數秒。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslHVidTekj
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「對唔住。」朱碩謙想了又想，最後低下頭輕聲道歉。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3Ml77jD2p
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhGxZMISKW
短短數隻字彷彿甚麼都沒說過，卻又確確實實讓陳凱婷聽出少年濃濃的愧疚感和後悔。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CBGevpNv8
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mK9fb7RnJ
她鼻子本能地酸了酸，攥緊拳頭，心臟揪成一團。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iDwDucRd1
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzajddS7RtB
陳凱婷好像沒和其他人說過，她後來之所以不斷對朱碩謙拳打腳踢，是因為她仍未放下他。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGIti65F4C
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她打得有多大力，代表著她當初有多愛對方。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6fwxhRsh8
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「朱碩謙。」陳凱婷說出那個曾讓她心動不已的名字，聲線微微顛動：「有啲嘢唔係講對唔住，就可以當無事。」211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLjMHAFLnC
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少年頓了頓，靜了下來。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMb3SJ8fB5h
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他對上陳凱婷晦暗不明的目光，心頭一緊。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CaLziVsDb
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LFwiGALBL
少女仍像初見那一天般紮起高馬尾，雙目如圓鏡清亮，眼底卻再也不見昔日的憧憬和光芒。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZp79v0gf8
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHYgShBgOX
朱碩謙重重嘆了一口氣，彷彿下一句話是最強大的詛咒般沉重。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSuAzVPACw
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUwDF65Uqq
「其實我有一段時間好愛你。」他凝望面前的少女：「只不過後來我真係控制唔到情緒。當知道你去咗流產嗰陣，我知道你冇做錯決定，但我…我好似癲咗咁。」211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qjJ0u7Pf9
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他是如此痛恨自私自利的自己，竟因一時衝動傷害了最愛的人，然後接二連三地錯下去。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZZU95E5lf
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9LO6ed3ol
事實上朱碩謙有想過就這樣了結生命，可這樣一來，不就是逃避責任的表現嗎？211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMqG0vGaZf
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人終有一死，可他想在死前向陳凱婷真摯地道歉。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOpSxQnWS7
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvoqlAtM6i8
他也作好了不會獲得原諒的準備。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdowjz7Msz7
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIPmLv5e1z
「但…」陳凱婷欲言又止，嗓音變得沙啞。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP25xnghhFW
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGj31jhOy7
陳凱婷難受極了，由對方口中吐出「愛」字那一刻，心臟便好像被觸到最柔軟的一部分般陷下去。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQV44Vf5h2t
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUWNSzhjRe
既然你愛我，那為甚麼你要把我推下深淵呢？為甚麼我好不容易才爬上來的時候，你又再一次把我推下去呢？211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuG6az6D9r
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對啊。他們都曾經深深愛著對方，只不過那些日子早已一去不返。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZA3dbvOE3z
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJ2DO854GD
她眼睛一眨，淚水瞬間奪眶而出，在臉龐上劃下溫熱的痕跡。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIQWVcSVhn
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKzxsotbfy
陳凱婷的聲線染上嗚咽：「你知道我哋返唔到轉頭㗎可？」211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9eXIaJ3jiz
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2w28zKaAUp
她倏然低下頭擦去眼淚，哀傷如潮水一下子席捲心頭。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYuGJwFl48
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsY45fOAfNO
朱碩謙下意識欲伸手撫上少女的頭，可手那刻凝滯半空，握成虛拳，最後收回身旁。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPrZLaleMU
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他沒有資格安慰對方。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiJOBkIYgF
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「我知道。」朱碩謙喉嚨乾澀，艱難地接受殘酷的現實。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsVdXrXtEV
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqAO3jEQI4
即使用膠帶重新拼湊撕破了的紙張，那條裂痕也不會消失。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vVWgvuUTL
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZujYz7pZE
溫熱的淚水流進她嘴裡，又酸又苦。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgYGKla17R
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她再也消受不起這樣的刺激了。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79QshRIr6t
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「出到去，記得唔好再利用人哋對你嘅愛，傷害返佢哋。」陳凱婷眼眸紅紅的，她僵硬地牽起一個笑容：「我哋就咁先啦。」211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EvwhOCYPY
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她沒有給予朱碩謙回應的空間，轉過身子便捂著臉跑開。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkgjhnMQwq
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腳步磕磕絆絆的像是在逃離現實。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkq6zd4Zx9Q
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這個結局糟糕透了。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjgzQatnUf
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「凱婷…」躲在後方的張靜宜擔憂地發聲探問，伸出手想要握住對方。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEHjnHqYt9
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陳凱婷輕輕推開對方，繼續獨自跑開。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVmhAx9crB
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrA8Np2SBlZ
「我想要一個人靜吓。」211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9JaZl77GS
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夏天確實熱烈如常，可她的心也死得透涼。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESgQfJHtlQ
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ124qAKMbU3
張靜宜探出頭凝視朱碩謙失聲痛哭的模樣，少年兩側拳頭捏得發白，落寞的身影明朗不再。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIAFhnKR1w
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDfinZXpvh
他好像真的切切實實地愛過陳凱婷。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2x8YUB9OaE
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBD8KMJRjc
但為甚麼後來又一手摧毀了這段關係呢？211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBNoaXz1zG
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RkHkn7sA1
人類是很矛盾的動物，上一秒明明還信心十足，下一秒便會因一丁點兒的跡象而陷入迷茫。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnlfcuFKIA
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkL1rsGnvyV
張靜宜亦不外如是。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirtgTb7nUg
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她不禁回過頭仰望身後的陳曉智：「如果你一開始就知道個結局會係咁嘅話，你仲會唔會開始段感情？」211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7BtF5mZaj
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uR6FMQVw6
陽光傾斜到他們這邊，少年的頭髮被吹得凌亂，散漫地扒在欄杆上的模樣就像隻慵懶的貓。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBknwqBLwl
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUffgY8XVaJ
「我哋唔係先知，唔會一開始就知道個結局係點。」陳曉智的語氣很平靜，深啡色的瞳眸一瞬不瞬地盯著少女。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnoIJKEpF6
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlrrNYdiKU
「但如果你連開始嘅勇氣都冇，咁你都注定唔會有結局。」211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYAv3EWSXd
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