陳凱婷的心死了。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7J7QfNNLT
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準確點來說，她的心死於大半年前的平安夜。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdKsWvP4cz
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9K7a7MtWHP
老實說，她不想再回望當晚發生的事。只是自從她和朱碩謙正式分手後，腦海總會不受控地浮現與少年初遇的那一天。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7x8xEZqW9T
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那個黃昏，朱碩謙跌坐在巷子裡，頭髮一縷縷的黏在額上，臉色蒼白，奄奄一息地喘氣。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzSCkz6ABJ
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他好像被擊中胸膛，一呼一吸間盡顯吃力，並不是甚麼特別帥氣的一面。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WwZ8NQzfx
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可青春期的悸動從來不需要理由，亦毫無預兆。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuFwfs8KSn
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陳凱婷被他深深吸引住了。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZp3uMOgU4d
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVnhCb493Y
接下來發生的一切都可笑得讓人不忍直視，她亦懶得再提起。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHQ8DgRHjB
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESefe0jDpT
陳凱婷最近經常想起「人生若只如初見」這句話。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeol4doR86T
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bacYeGsE4
要是她與朱碩謙的故事永遠停留在巷子便足矣。要是他永遠只像初見般溫柔體貼便好了。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNpgl7oyPG
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxUCQQyYe8
陳凱婷並不是甚麼記仇的人，但朱碩謙始終是她初戀，是她第一個為之傾心，為之心碎的對象。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8b0uiYdKiS
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMrLcDNWFI
更不用說二月所經歷過那短暫的生離死別，這不是一時半刻就能一笑置之的事。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQUDqP5Col
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9fcsfoWLj
她從來沒聽過朱碩謙的解釋，她聽不下去。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuboonOVjd
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dKAZj2Yoz
陳凱婷寧願抱著朱碩謙沒有愛過自己，只想一心一意把她騙上床的心態看待這件事。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxlI5S9Dil
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhk9eM21Ve
始終讓自己徹徹底底痛恨一個人，總比藕斷絲連更好過，因為她把不切實際的幻想都切斷了。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsYBaCESQR
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbL2drduT2z
她曾暗暗希望這段往事能夠等到朱碩謙和她畢業後，悄悄埋藏於學校裡。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbSFAp61iv
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrPuVS3Qc0
只是，自從封鎖掉對方所有聯絡方法後，陳凱婷知道這一天理論上是他們最後一次見面。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGpyLNu1IS
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGaM92vgZ9
兩人不會再遇上對方了，是真正的分道揚鑣。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lF9i5bnMH
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxKL8AXAaO
於是她現在和朱碩謙面對面站著，兩人心緒一時間混亂得無言以對，相視的眼神訴說著難以言說的感情。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtnk1L42uj
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23ZXlOnZSl
說完全放下了是假的，可無法回到當初也是真的。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwv1xwmudOW
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpshBqRInW
朱碩謙再不是穿著校服，臉色亦不如以往般朝氣勃勃，笑容滿面。相反地，他變得消瘦憔悴，下垂的嘴角如牽掛重重心事。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6X2hkojso
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdF7k0bIiek
空氣凝結了那麼數秒。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEMwoWuRgS
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBr6nBMvBo
「對唔住。」朱碩謙想了又想，最後低下頭輕聲道歉。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0NFxbuLyn
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxbRny8LJC
短短數隻字彷彿甚麼都沒說過，卻又確確實實讓陳凱婷聽出少年濃濃的愧疚感和後悔。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaZIQcDhha
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEU0b51dLEz
她鼻子本能地酸了酸，攥緊拳頭，心臟揪成一團。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKvGOrUayn
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtApSKkltvV
陳凱婷好像沒和其他人說過，她後來之所以不斷對朱碩謙拳打腳踢，是因為她仍未放下他。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpMZ9HOrk1
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqlr9fceMI
她打得有多大力，代表著她當初有多愛對方。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lfWsEbOCO
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwrFKbUH0a
「朱碩謙。」陳凱婷說出那個曾讓她心動不已的名字，聲線微微顛動：「有啲嘢唔係講對唔住，就可以當無事。」184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmkLCeaDTE
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06wsBZS1Me
少年頓了頓，靜了下來。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOwJaw9LvS
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdFHtPBPJz
他對上陳凱婷晦暗不明的目光，心頭一緊。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRgHCsOucs
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGcHnzCI4g
少女仍像初見那一天般紮起高馬尾，雙目如圓鏡清亮，眼底卻再也不見昔日的憧憬和光芒。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8ephG4qXL
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHo24YMgqPU
朱碩謙重重嘆了一口氣，彷彿下一句話是最強大的詛咒般沉重。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJfutKWQU6
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLOZKRWSpJ
「其實我有一段時間好愛你。」他凝望面前的少女：「只不過後來我真係控制唔到情緒。當知道你去咗流產嗰陣，我知道你冇做錯決定，但我…我好似癲咗咁。」184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIZwG2M7I1
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3BmQ7pjv2
他是如此痛恨自私自利的自己，竟因一時衝動傷害了最愛的人，然後接二連三地錯下去。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTwwBnERim
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDDoeDBTdO
事實上朱碩謙有想過就這樣了結生命，可這樣一來，不就是逃避責任的表現嗎？184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44KGo6HNPB
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibgJG4jmtZ
人終有一死，可他想在死前向陳凱婷真摯地道歉。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLiz7dl3Y7s
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4QMzhwqBo
他也作好了不會獲得原諒的準備。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvdluLyo9h
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6qThLNeAM
「但…」陳凱婷欲言又止，嗓音變得沙啞。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWxgzDB4is
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0xetVcyou
陳凱婷難受極了，由對方口中吐出「愛」字那一刻，心臟便好像被觸到最柔軟的一部分般陷下去。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRntDuqLaCS
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV18kqm2Gjx
既然你愛我，那為甚麼你要把我推下深淵呢？為甚麼我好不容易才爬上來的時候，你又再一次把我推下去呢？184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Bk6mYnDVZ
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KGuNGzHFp
對啊。他們都曾經深深愛著對方，只不過那些日子早已一去不返。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCMlB18U4Z
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiAKKK2vDy
她眼睛一眨，淚水瞬間奪眶而出，在臉龐上劃下溫熱的痕跡。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMp5iO9Kq1k
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbplgBIzI8
陳凱婷的聲線染上嗚咽：「你知道我哋返唔到轉頭㗎可？」184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5kmSpoQIC
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNiTmoBTUzD
她倏然低下頭擦去眼淚，哀傷如潮水一下子席捲心頭。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JDASbYtgm
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINoabeA9C2
朱碩謙下意識欲伸手撫上少女的頭，可手那刻凝滯半空，握成虛拳，最後收回身旁。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFhPkhB8Mr
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0vDc5sNVG
他沒有資格安慰對方。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmA6lBlg5o
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekeWiog6re
「我知道。」朱碩謙喉嚨乾澀，艱難地接受殘酷的現實。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfg6i4OluaG
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzS8V4ATJXM
即使用膠帶重新拼湊撕破了的紙張，那條裂痕也不會消失。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4VV3Qt3g4
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19yZPkoKH6
溫熱的淚水流進她嘴裡，又酸又苦。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwN9CLWYxk
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDj3s5aHV3
她再也消受不起這樣的刺激了。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9qFW1cMJD
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOt0SPxSXGm
「出到去，記得唔好再利用人哋對你嘅愛，傷害返佢哋。」陳凱婷眼眸紅紅的，她僵硬地牽起一個笑容：「我哋就咁先啦。」184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5i8mWFfBd2
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwuOIhlHY1
她沒有給予朱碩謙回應的空間，轉過身子便捂著臉跑開。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspy20PSAdD
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腳步磕磕絆絆的像是在逃離現實。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtN5Wvj1uQa
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這個結局糟糕透了。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopetc6OWBv
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyn8gDgQLbg
「凱婷…」躲在後方的張靜宜擔憂地發聲探問，伸出手想要握住對方。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vZEwNm8RQ
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuNuT3imuR
陳凱婷輕輕推開對方，繼續獨自跑開。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzOkuyyLIy
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxjiZpUfKl
「我想要一個人靜吓。」184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4idjtU3WFD
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHd821yHYb
夏天確實熱烈如常，可她的心也死得透涼。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJUZmdVckP
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdd4222iIBQ
張靜宜探出頭凝視朱碩謙失聲痛哭的模樣，少年兩側拳頭捏得發白，落寞的身影明朗不再。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9xuwoYhQl
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNm42ev8MCr
他好像真的切切實實地愛過陳凱婷。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOikvDSwkGP
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCQJTzvKZK
但為甚麼後來又一手摧毀了這段關係呢？184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVV68zGWim
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMWfxwsbsl
人類是很矛盾的動物，上一秒明明還信心十足，下一秒便會因一丁點兒的跡象而陷入迷茫。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOh5qLc1qF
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dEfpNLvf0
張靜宜亦不外如是。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujrdLSxUYX
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtO1ihLng0i
她不禁回過頭仰望身後的陳曉智：「如果你一開始就知道個結局會係咁嘅話，你仲會唔會開始段感情？」184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9j88BX48D
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEmkoPI09Z
陽光傾斜到他們這邊，少年的頭髮被吹得凌亂，散漫地扒在欄杆上的模樣就像隻慵懶的貓。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxNn3cwPXP
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySgbPVnBoL
「我哋唔係先知，唔會一開始就知道個結局係點。」陳曉智的語氣很平靜，深啡色的瞳眸一瞬不瞬地盯著少女。184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMXpw36X4x
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbaMbzOkYo
「但如果你連開始嘅勇氣都冇，咁你都注定唔會有結局。」184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrk7ir31TD
184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uMYy8vSLH
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