「愛是最扭曲的詛咒，卻也是最純潔的祝福。」──《咒術回戰》223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBe568oFIGz
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陳凱婷依稀記得媽媽自殺前一天突然緊緊抱著她，說了莫名其妙的一番話。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEwwB74zg3
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「阿婷。媽媽從來冇後悔生你出嚟。」年不過四十的女人五官素雅，纖手撫上陳凱婷的臉頰。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdP5OgeP8Vv
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她長了一雙和陳凱婷一模一樣的圓眼，柔情似水，猶如看待工藝品般細細端詳面前的小女孩。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZeZjF03ms
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「只不過世途險惡，人心難測…」她嗓音逐漸染上嗚咽，眼底下是無盡悲涼：「我已經冇辦法再行落去。」223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdvRyCCN6Y
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九歲的小女孩固然未能理解大人的世界，她感覺媽媽很委屈，很寂寞。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PE2jBGMdZ
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女人帶著拋下一切離去的決絕，卻流露出不捨的表情，矛盾極了。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlj267oT4K
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「所以你一定要堅強。」媽媽抱得更緊，聲音顛抖不已。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6jla0btbw
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「陳凱婷，你一定要堅強咁戰勝一切。」她在女孩的額上印下一吻，猶如給予對方最好的祝福。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgj7iVozjzu
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陳凱婷呆呆地凝望笑得淒涼的女人，有點不知所措。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gTjZ8zUmu
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那時媽媽倚在窗台邊仰望夜空，微弱的光不輕不重灑在她身上，襯得她無比光潔，好像靈魂不再屬於這塵世。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjPon2Z2f3
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記憶是象牙白色的，可她清晰地記得媽媽的眼角泛了紅。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQYSU7dSzX
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就像面前這兩根紅線一樣。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMxxQ9t0pg
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陳凱婷大腦瞬間變成一片空白，她獨自坐在那裏，仰起頭緊盯天花板，與蒼白光燈對望。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlCMh2ZYhX
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神啊。我上輩子到底是犯了甚麼錯，才使得這輩子插曲不斷呢？223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qo5gnCVIR
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看來你和我一樣笨呢。你投錯了胎，而我信錯了別人。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYw3Cx2fVNN
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她垂眼，捂上平伏的小腹，不敢相信有一個微弱的生命此刻正與她共享一副身體。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXUqvAF8bm
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那只是片刻的慌亂，陳凱婷下一秒便整理好思緒，對她的決定極為清晰。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6WBHvgnCv
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事實上，她作為一個年僅十七歲的中學生，還能作出甚麼抉擇呢？223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4r1BGDuSWi
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她根本沒有選擇權可言。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8P1O6oXsBp
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死路一條。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUOj0yCv98
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狹窄的廁格裡隱約傳來潺潺水聲，滲得人發慌，然而她信念無比堅定。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjUNmzpMgZ
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對不起。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL93dsJPug8
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這句是對肚子裡那人兒說的。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01b9dR7QK5
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陳凱婷深深吸了一口氣，推開門時恰巧照了些陽光進來，灑下一地溫暖。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JUQOzEQQ5
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張靜宜見她出來，忙迎上去，滿眼擔憂：「點樣啊？」223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrdJHJR48U
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陳曉智也望了過來，熾熱的目光讓陳凱婷難堪地別開臉。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ftc8finga
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對不起，我終究是沒能好好保護自己。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHFA2bB5rY
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陳凱婷沉默片刻，然後強顏歡笑：「係呢，有冇人想陪我去家計會？」223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZJFchiU57
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再遲鈍的人也能理解她說話背後的意思。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jmvyOrvas
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張靜宜瞬間神色泯然，一下子抱緊陳凱婷蹭著她的脖子：「我陪，我一定陪。」223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3QlQtl5qv
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也許神明刻意以黑暗籠罩著陳凱婷的前途，但張靜宜一定會陪她走出來。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXShxQBFZu
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畢竟再為無盡的黑暗也終會迎來光明，不是嗎？223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEhIewI8HM
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這次輪到張靜宜成為陳凱婷的小太陽了。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyMvNJks9Q
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接下來的幾個星期，陳凱婷成為了家計會的常客，急急忙忙地排期進行手術，以及和社工周旋。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3fPEVIvad
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那些「點解要咁衝動呀？」、「你真係決定唔要啦？」成為家常便飯，陳凱婷聽了不下十次。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEJ3HjQGst
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她亦從未感到一絲動搖。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPafTqcOvyx
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她並不是沒有想過自己能夠和心愛的人結成聯理，只不過…223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPfI5WLrWt
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無謂再作解釋，一切已成定局，多想亦只會自尋煩惱。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZEaqDvLFK
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幸好她上學期沒有缺席，因此這段時間才能不斷請假去看醫生。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4pmyz6vrl
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與此同時，他們三人的保密工作做得天衣無縫，朱碩謙對這件事毫不知情。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZtX20OtUm
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他一直以為陳凱婷是懶得上學。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡboL8kY7vKp
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但朱碩謙已經不會再對陳凱婷噓寒問暖了，因此理所當然地被蒙在鼓裡。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Iia4mC7oA
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聽陳曉智所言，他們的父親險些氣得要死，把陳凱婷趕出家門。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKEuMXaERr
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然而張靜宜並不知道這軒然大波是怎麼被擺平的，對方不願繼續說下去。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9qhlcLeWy
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即便陳凱婷回到學校上課時，不是在睡覺便是在發呆，整個人彷彿丟了魂，愈發寡言。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iSPfim6xl
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最近她想起媽媽的次數也愈發頻繁。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBG3QVdGLS
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窗外晨光拂照，嫩葉萌芽，一切都為春天的到來準備就緒，她內心卻透着死一般的靜寂。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZahzbMVi5
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她有意無意地將流產手術的日期定在二月十四日。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhFXKXW3lI
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趁人們情意正濃，親手捏死自己的感情。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ohhsNxYPT
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諷刺極了。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1mf5FL8RQ
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說實話，陳凱婷和肚子裡的生命沒有甚麼特別的牽絆，感覺對方只是一個租客罷了。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡno90EJbAnx
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而那短短三十分鐘的手術便是請走客人的過程。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnctlCAJ9b
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但是，當陳凱婷模模糊糊地從麻醉藥中逐漸清醒時，鑽心的痛感同時變得異常清晰。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTDCxOANH1
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她對上張靜宜和陳曉智的目光，淚水驀地奪眶而出，眼角泛起薄紅。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mYYbjSTO3
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這是她第一次在倆人面前忍不住哭了起來。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqvyqqYyjX
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心臟好像隨著抽泣的起伏一抽一抽地痛，不斷錘著她的胸膛。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuB7BN23iE
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她可是親手斷送了一個生命啊。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8BSf3pjKO
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說到底，她比所有人更清楚自己根本無能力養育另一個人，另一個…有血有肉的人。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUyTyaSgaP
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陳凱婷腦海中浮起學期初和張靜宜的對話。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqgTuDwPSy
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那時，自己說小朋友只是一個副產品而已。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rAd1Y15Mz
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陳凱婷終究是錯了，徹徹底底地錯了。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQqnSl7adl
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她們從來都不是副產品。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHOQE2kIDO
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她是在黑暗中堅定地走下去的人啊。223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZWkI4awKJ
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