陳凱婷的心死了。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJX1d1sZHV
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TxnUaiJNW
準確點來說，她的心死於大半年前的平安夜。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ALgedxT1s
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD74Lha7NEQ
老實說，她不想再回望當晚發生的事。只是自從她和朱碩謙正式分手後，腦海總會不受控地浮現與少年初遇的那一天。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mDeXAuXGw
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqrfoEmhYG
那個黃昏，朱碩謙跌坐在巷子裡，頭髮一縷縷的黏在額上，臉色蒼白，奄奄一息地喘氣。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QnCpH7H2b
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOYulTJhrN
他好像被擊中胸膛，一呼一吸間盡顯吃力，並不是甚麼特別帥氣的一面。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsUUNxJt6b
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOccN0bCi2
可青春期的悸動從來不需要理由，亦毫無預兆。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4P9TPaM5Ro
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYCRmAT5rA
陳凱婷被他深深吸引住了。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Nl4rizfvc
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNm7yFyadp
接下來發生的一切都可笑得讓人不忍直視，她亦懶得再提起。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3wnlrFXJJ
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiaAfuEau1z
陳凱婷最近經常想起「人生若只如初見」這句話。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVZHFQhsKv
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTi3V5N4wYC
要是她與朱碩謙的故事永遠停留在巷子便足矣。要是他永遠只像初見般溫柔體貼便好了。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwaT5kuphi
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1KeRJ37W1
陳凱婷並不是甚麼記仇的人，但朱碩謙始終是她初戀，是她第一個為之傾心，為之心碎的對象。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBWoXwp72t
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MPhdVKrF7
更不用說二月所經歷過那短暫的生離死別，這不是一時半刻就能一笑置之的事。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklWAfB7QDn
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86svgI2H9h
她從來沒聽過朱碩謙的解釋，她聽不下去。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVTYyAvw4v
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WZSkVFBeM
陳凱婷寧願抱著朱碩謙沒有愛過自己，只想一心一意把她騙上床的心態看待這件事。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDimAF20kDc
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhNaZVEFuz
始終讓自己徹徹底底痛恨一個人，總比藕斷絲連更好過，因為她把不切實際的幻想都切斷了。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjimLGH1oJ
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOedHc8OvrL
她曾暗暗希望這段往事能夠等到朱碩謙和她畢業後，悄悄埋藏於學校裡。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhhvZD1im5
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuHXWhrb6c
只是，自從封鎖掉對方所有聯絡方法後，陳凱婷知道這一天理論上是他們最後一次見面。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1vFkrWVVM
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhxeO5iHSD
兩人不會再遇上對方了，是真正的分道揚鑣。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGHj7I4jda
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDyIDXoSs0
於是她現在和朱碩謙面對面站著，兩人心緒一時間混亂得無言以對，相視的眼神訴說著難以言說的感情。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhZ1cptfI3
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZamn34krd1
說完全放下了是假的，可無法回到當初也是真的。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XD7TFFk6i
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEErwM1FYb
朱碩謙再不是穿著校服，臉色亦不如以往般朝氣勃勃，笑容滿面。相反地，他變得消瘦憔悴，下垂的嘴角如牽掛重重心事。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfvfwOapsd
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxk0woS1D2
空氣凝結了那麼數秒。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfD3VJGtWCT
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSuQ9zyzC2
「對唔住。」朱碩謙想了又想，最後低下頭輕聲道歉。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlCYqEZNWi
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1tZFnpddu
短短數隻字彷彿甚麼都沒說過，卻又確確實實讓陳凱婷聽出少年濃濃的愧疚感和後悔。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjt0Es30UQc
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQLLsDFWTk
她鼻子本能地酸了酸，攥緊拳頭，心臟揪成一團。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOp5S0IrQum
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuBEh11Bfk
陳凱婷好像沒和其他人說過，她後來之所以不斷對朱碩謙拳打腳踢，是因為她仍未放下他。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fqKlBRSV5
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhiSjHpu9q8
她打得有多大力，代表著她當初有多愛對方。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEoMSByDqP
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKg50EGpQk
「朱碩謙。」陳凱婷說出那個曾讓她心動不已的名字，聲線微微顛動：「有啲嘢唔係講對唔住，就可以當無事。」188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxS7pri3UJ
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNeTGtJNIQ
少年頓了頓，靜了下來。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxqorLQsop
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdHxSgcUYs
他對上陳凱婷晦暗不明的目光，心頭一緊。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQH9uvdKwY4
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8Ly12oXYX
少女仍像初見那一天般紮起高馬尾，雙目如圓鏡清亮，眼底卻再也不見昔日的憧憬和光芒。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEu6RWCe3f
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOwqIj5kPI
朱碩謙重重嘆了一口氣，彷彿下一句話是最強大的詛咒般沉重。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3duXq88tqi
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgPwVV4Kja
「其實我有一段時間好愛你。」他凝望面前的少女：「只不過後來我真係控制唔到情緒。當知道你去咗流產嗰陣，我知道你冇做錯決定，但我…我好似癲咗咁。」188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChIGIGEKmF
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ83r83XZRv
他是如此痛恨自私自利的自己，竟因一時衝動傷害了最愛的人，然後接二連三地錯下去。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Qc4PU1miJ
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5To1Vf6Olu
事實上朱碩謙有想過就這樣了結生命，可這樣一來，不就是逃避責任的表現嗎？188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1qFdOSY1E
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRpCwbHl4V
人終有一死，可他想在死前向陳凱婷真摯地道歉。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmcmn2e9xH
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEN4yE6IIS
他也作好了不會獲得原諒的準備。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQRkAU6QdF
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXLjRQFkx6
「但…」陳凱婷欲言又止，嗓音變得沙啞。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoljDqGuKXA
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMZ14xvIeO
陳凱婷難受極了，由對方口中吐出「愛」字那一刻，心臟便好像被觸到最柔軟的一部分般陷下去。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSAUwKbGmV
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNg7QGixJux
既然你愛我，那為甚麼你要把我推下深淵呢？為甚麼我好不容易才爬上來的時候，你又再一次把我推下去呢？188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oqBykn1qD
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRzDKVJACl
對啊。他們都曾經深深愛著對方，只不過那些日子早已一去不返。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIMxsXpMjh
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7ud5QaZKM
她眼睛一眨，淚水瞬間奪眶而出，在臉龐上劃下溫熱的痕跡。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oJFwY3enh
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVWyMnJGRz
陳凱婷的聲線染上嗚咽：「你知道我哋返唔到轉頭㗎可？」188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcxDO8KevQ
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7rWxfAnjr
她倏然低下頭擦去眼淚，哀傷如潮水一下子席捲心頭。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXUiuInYTd
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSr7VIBkrQ
朱碩謙下意識欲伸手撫上少女的頭，可手那刻凝滯半空，握成虛拳，最後收回身旁。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBe5PuYpnNn
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlex35T3qW
他沒有資格安慰對方。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcYD0SsUDC
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYb5SCgBnQ
「我知道。」朱碩謙喉嚨乾澀，艱難地接受殘酷的現實。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtUBfQytxs
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEWcRUBMDu
即使用膠帶重新拼湊撕破了的紙張，那條裂痕也不會消失。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHodRvEhCxH
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Yo59m2Lte
溫熱的淚水流進她嘴裡，又酸又苦。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJU6k05jVH
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcQs87aeZP
她再也消受不起這樣的刺激了。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUd94BvABO
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5N9FI7Dd8d
「出到去，記得唔好再利用人哋對你嘅愛，傷害返佢哋。」陳凱婷眼眸紅紅的，她僵硬地牽起一個笑容：「我哋就咁先啦。」188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNHoWjN5ZP
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrvaH3vgf6
她沒有給予朱碩謙回應的空間，轉過身子便捂著臉跑開。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrQ366VbZT
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqKlKpfHlZ
腳步磕磕絆絆的像是在逃離現實。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUF3J3Qnkma
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdE0re1xLIy
這個結局糟糕透了。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTbkULEm7U
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLKZfWXYQv
「凱婷…」躲在後方的張靜宜擔憂地發聲探問，伸出手想要握住對方。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk74LZ8b9uF
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vr5eevPnS
陳凱婷輕輕推開對方，繼續獨自跑開。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9ZU3vqVDc
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKiCK2nETk
「我想要一個人靜吓。」188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8KvNFonCb
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QoLNmc6ul
夏天確實熱烈如常，可她的心也死得透涼。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCbipX6r7N
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgdTrRlWxi
張靜宜探出頭凝視朱碩謙失聲痛哭的模樣，少年兩側拳頭捏得發白，落寞的身影明朗不再。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpjoqt4fGP
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEB2H6FtQI
他好像真的切切實實地愛過陳凱婷。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqC6kqcS1Bg
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4vc1W3dGh
但為甚麼後來又一手摧毀了這段關係呢？188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfw1IX1V8h4
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPy0wUs56wJ
人類是很矛盾的動物，上一秒明明還信心十足，下一秒便會因一丁點兒的跡象而陷入迷茫。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOujBIkQzjY
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6tdvPEkxA
張靜宜亦不外如是。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsay3IC6psY
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2k9PxVEFTd
她不禁回過頭仰望身後的陳曉智：「如果你一開始就知道個結局會係咁嘅話，你仲會唔會開始段感情？」188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ927vqcEuif
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5acyu1isQ
陽光傾斜到他們這邊，少年的頭髮被吹得凌亂，散漫地扒在欄杆上的模樣就像隻慵懶的貓。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplP1DH5Fde
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxVGER83o2
「我哋唔係先知，唔會一開始就知道個結局係點。」陳曉智的語氣很平靜，深啡色的瞳眸一瞬不瞬地盯著少女。188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZSmrgB0xw
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5q4mGHkCa
「但如果你連開始嘅勇氣都冇，咁你都注定唔會有結局。」188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcFmzGazsC
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjeQpsGYKv
188Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MU5OvbepX
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