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鄧伊嵐親吻床伴的臉頰。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPp2OpQSw2K
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「以後唔見啦。」她淡定地說。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7QlbD9neE
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她不習慣長時期接觸一個不感興趣的男生，因為如此下去，必然會越來越依賴；原先只將身交付予對方，心更不能就此任意出走。這樣對大家都不好。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkf2Ewknhb
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何況，這種關係，多是沒有真心。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0npZRGTyb1
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有真心的話，除了兩情雙悅，否則只得一方沉淪，沒有人能進行救援，吐泡、窒息、發脹、腐爛，是必然的結局。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdQn2KEhHp
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有性無愛，是伊嵐自我慰藉的方法。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmT6FD1vFjY
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她無法有愛無性——因為她愛的人不與她做愛，甚至對她無愛。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSZ9uFU2VK
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伊嵐與阿行認識十二年，他們是小學同學。當時，他喜歡的女孩子是她的鄰座。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWEF5S5Gjh
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但她沒有助攻，只和他說：「佢鍾意班長！唔鍾意你，死心啦。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGYyjIxBUt
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而伊嵐，已經喜歡阿行十二年了。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhmF6Um3RT
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楊念行摸摸宿舍附近的小貓，然後拍了拍手，行去上課。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQoa6rKWmd
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這個學期，他大部分課堂都回復面授形式；他便悠閒地在日光下，慢慢走上山。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctdVpN6jiQ
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張漫青快步走。她提前到了學校，便不想乘校巴，行上山更加能感受冬日的陽光；太陽並不猛烈，反而有些綿密的溫柔，這於她是好天氣。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt66LTuPUfE
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然後，阿行看見了青青，或者說，他見到一個和她很相似的側臉、三七臉、背景。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhdKbsTLSx
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但他不打算行前一點拍她的肩。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycRTA5szms
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她前晚的拒絕稍稍令他認為，也許她並不願與他再接觸；然後就是，他的自尊心也輕微受創。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ433VsrqtrK
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無論當晚聊得多麼好，下次見面都不知應否打招呼。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KFHDL1xiH
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二人的路程一模一樣。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9dBDDH069
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她哼着鄧麗欣的《日久生情》：546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsoBBCTuFno
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大概一起了相擁過未算好546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCN6SEmfFQ6
只因是發覺被愛的恐怖546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98kSTE153A
能生出愛情546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciAZOrLCdr
問我應不應去禱告546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eZA0VEZ72
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搭𨋢、上天橋、行樓梯、踏大路、搭𨋢……546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SKKCJMXqd
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvYhtAKvBE
青青終於看到阿行：「Hi？」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwTxU6bpG6
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjUUaoCKAc
他沒有說，自己一早已經看見她：「真係再見添。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrd4b0mUiyy
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrAeCrMZwO
「咁啱嘅，」她有些愕然地笑一笑：「我嚟上堂呀。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9XCmMQ8wE
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「我都係。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOI542Mqvp
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他們靜默，再沒有話聊，卻一直行到同一個課室；然後停一停，他首先打開門，和她一同內進，成為鄰座。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLdlkcVt4o
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「唔係咁啱吖嘛？同一班？」她驚訝。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQEXwpJmJ5
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她覺得有點邪，多疑的她不相信如此，這事說給誰聽，都像是誇張失實的節目橋段。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYV6UitWES
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……546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡameBj2ma5w
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會不會真的太巧合了？546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLFrwh1Xej
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於他更甚，線上線下，已經遇見了她三次；「三」是「幾」的程度，算不算多？546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbe4NYcN9wo
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下一秒，他笑自己——係咪太想要女朋友？見多幾次就幻想咁多。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8N3yiNOirZ
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這個課堂並非呆板的講書、聽書、功課、報告，更着重個人思考和成長。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlegAezgVNf
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老師說：「呢度嘅大家都係嚟自唔同科系同年級——我諗冇人原本就識？所以，都可以避免同識嘅人分享啲尷尬嘢……而家請大家同隔籬位傾十分鐘偈，然後，畫出對方喺你心中嘅形象。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31pXxQGAtC
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqoevnj589
阿行和青青手上都各有一張紙、幾枝筆。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5TDC5BRop
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他們傾偈。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOITqQxdVTk
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「有冇覺得可以見返我？」他以調情的口吻說，但很像在扮演另一個人。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqE0FFLnTe
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXj6GL77GY
「咩料呀你？你嗰日都唔係咁㗎喎。」她也故作深沉。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfc454v1R8
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她有覺得能夠再遇他，香港不大，就讀同一間學校更易見面，只是想不到會這麼快、這麼近。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQbp9XomYr
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「如果我話，嗰日之日我有啲唔開心，你會唔會覺得我小氣？」他刻意皺了皺眉。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvGjKxI1OR
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjNdXBvx58
「你好坦誠。」她轉一轉眼珠：「但係都小氣。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zYSrjceXi
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「點解reg呢個course？」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsV744ySuVZ
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「唔想讀啲咁嚴肅嘅嘢，我係學術垃圾，做親academic paper都靚唔到grade。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUZt8Uts4L
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkU31DGzS5C
「哦，有人想逃避。」他揶揄她，又說：「我都係因為想讀啲冇咁chur嘅科。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jYKWJsoxB
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今天，他們是鄰座，和前晚的對面位不同，現在更近一些。他盯着她的臉，試圖記得她的臉部細節，等一會兒更加容易畫出來——即使他只會畫火柴人。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYOIMaZ2pj
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bLm5BsqmW
「使唔使傾啲認真話題？」她聽見了別人說對於共產主義的看法，並且越講越激昂。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZLkiuwRHG
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「你問。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYNTClBABK
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「啊——」她突然想到：「你有冇住hall？」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdFfwmOqa1
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她還是不想問太內在的東西，人與人之間，有時親近即遠離。她希望能與他至少在這學期內和平共處，真心地。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaArkMfQ3c
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「好認真喎。」阿行挑眉，答：「有。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyG94F1Qqkl
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0NngxuA2m
「係點㗎？」她沒有住過宿舍，十分好奇，雖然聽過雅君的故事，然而每個人的觀感應是不同的。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjtVuo0ifn
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「好嘈，半夜三更打麻將、播重音樂。全層都係男人……沖涼時間個個都唔着衫走嚟走去。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcy7n2B2lwO
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡleEKGvqCTf
「咁你有冇覺得佢哋好fit？」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1boyMZxZQ
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0GxRu66yD
「咩問題嚟……」他答：「冇。你話有女仔行嚟行去就話啫，男仔有咩好睇。咁你係咪冇住？點解？」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelSKnE7csP
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「係啊，因為唔想同陌生人日見夜見，同埋我都唔算住得遠嘅，宿費又貴。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxdtqUYBQS
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青青說出很現實的答案，完全活在資本社會的她，無法參與社會學的高尚討論。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqMeE5L1jq
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如果問「小孩子是什麼」，而回答是「云云人海中的某個毫無意義的奴隸」，恐怕大家都會不快。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYToWJQHqd
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阿行點點頭，看一看青青的眉，發現她修了眉，立即整齊了許多。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sk8bug5eJ
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他畫了她：眉眼清晰，身材肥胖。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡul1Zgfsvgc
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她馬上不滿：「喂，雖然我唔瘦，但都唔係呢個程度。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zHRBe4eR7
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阿行解釋：「Tinder肥仔聰。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMFOn0j6Wc
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青青稍稍舒心。她對自己的外型沒有自信，如果有人面對面說她胖，玻璃心將會盡碎。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSMaMXIRBa
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父親時常說她遺傳了他的毛孔，十分粗大，卻沒有他皮膚白；又時常叫她不要攤坐，不然會越來越肥，現在似乎已和他的手臂一樣粗壯。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNycBC8Zb8J
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他總是如此直接地批評女兒，認為她堅強又大方。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJ0J2ERnNl
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父親沒有惡意，但她聽得很認真。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvmYSccaL6
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從她九歲，講到十九歲，她真覺得自己的身型很糟糕。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEhDX9IN5m
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青青畫了阿行：眼睛總是瞇起來的火柴人。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqESfZVn1Z
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSN5JPGcWQ
阿行的眼尾微微下彎，像無辜的小狗；眼裏充滿水花，似有萬種風情訴說。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIjIMZgAve
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之後，老師就開始介紹這個課程，他們沒有再說話。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMPiqgdSFU
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKQjXHfWC2
落堂，青青起身離去，說：「拜拜，我去下一堂。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7RetmlFfK
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfwC4U8BSb
這是藉口，她只想快快到飯堂吃飯，自己一人；唯有如此，她才能自然地滿足食慾，不用任何表情、聲調。只是上了一堂，她就已經有點累。這一年裏她似將身體捱壞，時常覺得睏倦，沒有一點青春少艾應有的活力。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGG0h80UMf
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「喂，contact呀！」阿行叫住青青。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQM4fPvbTQx
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXJsu2Rpr2
「你會搵我傾偈？」青青昂首，抓了抓額頭。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnOMsCOtGU
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「會啊。」他點頭。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLD6nv2noE
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「不了，無啦啦傾咩偈，我哋會見㗎嘛；當面先傾，好似舒服啲。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDTKCtbczb
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「咁如果唔會呢？」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFAkyksZbv
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「咁攞嚟做咩？」她理直氣壯。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMQXAaEZDu
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTd3H5pryn
「你反口！」他感覺又被她擺了一道，卻沒有生氣。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3w0hc5NeUK
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她不理，側一側頭，揮手：「下堂見啦，同學仔。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdmZgnyUPq
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LwcL7Vrsj
青青對阿行有些好感，但是，她不想無故與他聯絡，就算他有話題。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9G2xTtcpo8
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mHsa4mv9N
因為二人並不相熟，無事無幹，又豈會私下聊天；如果會，意圖又很明顯——是否她太多心？應該是。她從來都是一個多疑的人，而且心胸狹窄。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZsaaNImnz
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她突然發現，自己口中常說的戀愛渴望，其實並不大。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSgu8IFcWc
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3vwTC0Zzy
她只想開開心心、嘻嘻哈哈，但不想承擔責任。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnQt7SWEw0
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愛人與被愛，都是很害怕的事——546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIY0w6ZDvp
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其實她不應如此說。她的戀愛經驗多數是來自聽別人的故事，但唯有足夠曲折的經歷才令聽者印象深刻546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vZCEWdSYW
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何況，她感覺到，他對她也有好感。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsANdtKMujZ
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阿行心癢。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyPt5Vxovr
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雖然他在上一段感情中並不愉快，但回歸自身人際網絡圈，他總能哄得身邊人高高興興，大家都親近他。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsLqnQeLlA
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青青的反應，令他始料不及。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4ILZ1BeDc
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最重要的是，很快，他便在飯堂看到她，她根本沒有趕去上課，而是在悠閒地玩電話。她的臉部沒有泛起任何漣漪，眼睛不再靈動，只是放空地睜着。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRFxdmVcHj
她欺騙了他，為什麼？是他做了不好的事嗎？546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPTAHpJvq6
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他發現了她身上有很違和的東西——外型菂菂式式，但神態多是冷漠，唯有面對人時，才有人氣。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDpyTuHjEI
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他在離她遠遠的位置，也吃着飯，然後離去。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmiz1meuZA
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下午，阿行離開學校前，都會去摸一下附近的小貓。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkIV4XajlB
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他正在去往圍住草地的路徑，便看見青青；她正蹲下來，靜靜地看着正在睡覺的貓。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8as3WvkZaI
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「呿！」他用力拍她的肩。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4U7tQSK7RU
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「好彩冇嘈醒貓貓。」她嚇得被彈起，瞪一瞪他：「幼稚鬼。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbuLCwZcQl
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他告訴她，牠的名字是Gri。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptFZlbZ2qi
