二、新636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQT02WIAhi
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鄧伊嵐親吻床伴的臉頰。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5rqAs9TY7
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「以後唔見啦。」她淡定地說。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcbzO1vyex
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她不習慣長時期接觸一個不感興趣的男生，因為如此下去，必然會越來越依賴；原先只將身交付予對方，心更不能就此任意出走。這樣對大家都不好。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4k404ZSN21
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何況，這種關係，多是沒有真心。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcsxvM4KRV
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有真心的話，除了兩情雙悅，否則只得一方沉淪，沒有人能進行救援，吐泡、窒息、發脹、腐爛，是必然的結局。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYH2ROEcQBy
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有性無愛，是伊嵐自我慰藉的方法。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1a1FqWc0sQ
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADYtnUcB4L
她無法有愛無性——因為她愛的人不與她做愛，甚至對她無愛。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5xpNYa9dn
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伊嵐與阿行認識十二年，他們是小學同學。當時，他喜歡的女孩子是她的鄰座。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsqnymhOQ3
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但她沒有助攻，只和他說：「佢鍾意班長！唔鍾意你，死心啦。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLphUMTuKI
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVh8Fvn3W2
而伊嵐，已經喜歡阿行十二年了。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpFIrD1fkl
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楊念行摸摸宿舍附近的小貓，然後拍了拍手，行去上課。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRhKqxzEyI
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2VbdvmINc
這個學期，他大部分課堂都回復面授形式；他便悠閒地在日光下，慢慢走上山。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQx6BA06ul
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張漫青快步走。她提前到了學校，便不想乘校巴，行上山更加能感受冬日的陽光；太陽並不猛烈，反而有些綿密的溫柔，這於她是好天氣。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSjhwwRGKC
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然後，阿行看見了青青，或者說，他見到一個和她很相似的側臉、三七臉、背景。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLApX6uSUm
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但他不打算行前一點拍她的肩。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTwmuEfO2t
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wClrDK0Ju
她前晚的拒絕稍稍令他認為，也許她並不願與他再接觸；然後就是，他的自尊心也輕微受創。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHfyeX0dU3
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYY3R1AYcM
無論當晚聊得多麼好，下次見面都不知應否打招呼。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxRTIJhdM0
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二人的路程一模一樣。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSFxT6lLzi
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIL8gFC9U6j
她哼着鄧麗欣的《日久生情》：636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglt2nAsk8J
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAghGNGmcm
大概一起了相擁過未算好636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XyMeziBHx
只因是發覺被愛的恐怖636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zkroJzkLK
能生出愛情636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMw2oSsNlK6
問我應不應去禱告636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaJ9HfkBjq
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搭𨋢、上天橋、行樓梯、踏大路、搭𨋢……636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fYj5egd3R
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtpbrBU4wi
青青終於看到阿行：「Hi？」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6EZ5XzXiC
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEIrTPBbce
他沒有說，自己一早已經看見她：「真係再見添。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9Gx96SDMz
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOvakC8Cwb
「咁啱嘅，」她有些愕然地笑一笑：「我嚟上堂呀。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcvdKWYJEF
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「我都係。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jR5FPM5f5
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他們靜默，再沒有話聊，卻一直行到同一個課室；然後停一停，他首先打開門，和她一同內進，成為鄰座。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6aDtekjJmO
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「唔係咁啱吖嘛？同一班？」她驚訝。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRlzUYoqsR
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8H4Rf5lwh
她覺得有點邪，多疑的她不相信如此，這事說給誰聽，都像是誇張失實的節目橋段。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxrwUsR4eB
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……636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuwknPatbt
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會不會真的太巧合了？636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwk5c1zSxx
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於他更甚，線上線下，已經遇見了她三次；「三」是「幾」的程度，算不算多？636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQrIX2YlG6
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下一秒，他笑自己——係咪太想要女朋友？見多幾次就幻想咁多。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9eTnfAiFn
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這個課堂並非呆板的講書、聽書、功課、報告，更着重個人思考和成長。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZEfAHXCVu
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lBFmIOinY
老師說：「呢度嘅大家都係嚟自唔同科系同年級——我諗冇人原本就識？所以，都可以避免同識嘅人分享啲尷尬嘢……而家請大家同隔籬位傾十分鐘偈，然後，畫出對方喺你心中嘅形象。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdoaT1hVH8d
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJsFjrfOYe
阿行和青青手上都各有一張紙、幾枝筆。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiqQhoOH7e
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5iVNO0Lw8
他們傾偈。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInI0uCdpy1
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGuF05SYBA
「有冇覺得可以見返我？」他以調情的口吻說，但很像在扮演另一個人。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMI3ZATPK2a
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp16cOnh9NT
「咩料呀你？你嗰日都唔係咁㗎喎。」她也故作深沉。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwkgr10EcS
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWNcBcUuwd
她有覺得能夠再遇他，香港不大，就讀同一間學校更易見面，只是想不到會這麼快、這麼近。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkjQ8VktKN
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「如果我話，嗰日之日我有啲唔開心，你會唔會覺得我小氣？」他刻意皺了皺眉。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRKXGJhda0
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PXhgvhiOJ
「你好坦誠。」她轉一轉眼珠：「但係都小氣。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcaHlPSUSS
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Ezawv37cD
「點解reg呢個course？」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaihl6fEIJC
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilRDDAk53W
「唔想讀啲咁嚴肅嘅嘢，我係學術垃圾，做親academic paper都靚唔到grade。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptJzzWb6lL
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoNAVXnvcq
「哦，有人想逃避。」他揶揄她，又說：「我都係因為想讀啲冇咁chur嘅科。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRjzBPWG1f
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIY06NpcqBx
今天，他們是鄰座，和前晚的對面位不同，現在更近一些。他盯着她的臉，試圖記得她的臉部細節，等一會兒更加容易畫出來——即使他只會畫火柴人。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cwkzhRBvy
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bpT7fLPYy
「使唔使傾啲認真話題？」她聽見了別人說對於共產主義的看法，並且越講越激昂。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qY1J5xgbJ
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「你問。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Rr07Z3Cjo
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「啊——」她突然想到：「你有冇住hall？」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqSCBycDRK
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylUoqY9ZbC
她還是不想問太內在的東西，人與人之間，有時親近即遠離。她希望能與他至少在這學期內和平共處，真心地。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVC6ERc9qg
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56Ab5icMSS
「好認真喎。」阿行挑眉，答：「有。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMvmSREoqm
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvkNKUHhRM
「係點㗎？」她沒有住過宿舍，十分好奇，雖然聽過雅君的故事，然而每個人的觀感應是不同的。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdwUXf7Sri
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「好嘈，半夜三更打麻將、播重音樂。全層都係男人……沖涼時間個個都唔着衫走嚟走去。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJVrO8rzmH
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCjZj3SSqq
「咁你有冇覺得佢哋好fit？」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrKoBab6yI
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQbiqkYc9Y
「咩問題嚟……」他答：「冇。你話有女仔行嚟行去就話啫，男仔有咩好睇。咁你係咪冇住？點解？」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbOhccL2SP
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「係啊，因為唔想同陌生人日見夜見，同埋我都唔算住得遠嘅，宿費又貴。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRJBQk4dZm
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRAKbYUhne
青青說出很現實的答案，完全活在資本社會的她，無法參與社會學的高尚討論。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGELsgznkRE
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如果問「小孩子是什麼」，而回答是「云云人海中的某個毫無意義的奴隸」，恐怕大家都會不快。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWMvuWG5zf
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATdAUI33XC
阿行點點頭，看一看青青的眉，發現她修了眉，立即整齊了許多。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCNykp3zgn
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzvTEVAMHj
他畫了她：眉眼清晰，身材肥胖。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGKb0Gnxhz
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yP1Z5pSH2
她馬上不滿：「喂，雖然我唔瘦，但都唔係呢個程度。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRdFsNdLNX
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3kVgvaxOK
阿行解釋：「Tinder肥仔聰。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEa3vdJnaP4
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCGL6FXUXi
青青稍稍舒心。她對自己的外型沒有自信，如果有人面對面說她胖，玻璃心將會盡碎。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcQntJyE2H
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父親時常說她遺傳了他的毛孔，十分粗大，卻沒有他皮膚白；又時常叫她不要攤坐，不然會越來越肥，現在似乎已和他的手臂一樣粗壯。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlREm2bzKkd
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他總是如此直接地批評女兒，認為她堅強又大方。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkx3fyO9dhJ
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwM0HYCYZd
父親沒有惡意，但她聽得很認真。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaiG36p5x4S
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1v7qzLxtiy
從她九歲，講到十九歲，她真覺得自己的身型很糟糕。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEh4klHG25
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdDJsBEfQR
青青畫了阿行：眼睛總是瞇起來的火柴人。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0xMgLHE7i
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBXnkvZp4Z
阿行的眼尾微微下彎，像無辜的小狗；眼裏充滿水花，似有萬種風情訴說。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvhsFfVmiE
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之後，老師就開始介紹這個課程，他們沒有再說話。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYiaWmRlCK
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22XKHKsUrs
落堂，青青起身離去，說：「拜拜，我去下一堂。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUwnuQR8sk
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgcxbHa4Xp
這是藉口，她只想快快到飯堂吃飯，自己一人；唯有如此，她才能自然地滿足食慾，不用任何表情、聲調。只是上了一堂，她就已經有點累。這一年裏她似將身體捱壞，時常覺得睏倦，沒有一點青春少艾應有的活力。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQaJg2tXNQ
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsH9knkXpIu
「喂，contact呀！」阿行叫住青青。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5w5iTbwy6D
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPsnU8UARH
「你會搵我傾偈？」青青昂首，抓了抓額頭。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbASwq1Cva
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGlj59yALh
「會啊。」他點頭。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLyfIfPNMM
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「不了，無啦啦傾咩偈，我哋會見㗎嘛；當面先傾，好似舒服啲。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuA1ehf40w2
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICpfe5i2xL
「咁如果唔會呢？」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJZbJPy73W
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAG2k7uWcs6
「咁攞嚟做咩？」她理直氣壯。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQs1FhxfW2
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ405KgyuQlJ
「你反口！」他感覺又被她擺了一道，卻沒有生氣。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hbCKImGcS
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ624ohwoW3n
她不理，側一側頭，揮手：「下堂見啦，同學仔。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYV0vbgVX0
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYv9Q8YSvZQ
青青對阿行有些好感，但是，她不想無故與他聯絡，就算他有話題。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpWnahDUIT
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSlzwhS8eR
因為二人並不相熟，無事無幹，又豈會私下聊天；如果會，意圖又很明顯——是否她太多心？應該是。她從來都是一個多疑的人，而且心胸狹窄。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYoTXkXTJh
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZ0sNxKB1D
她突然發現，自己口中常說的戀愛渴望，其實並不大。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxW2YYKFeSZ
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡud8MD6ZLb1
她只想開開心心、嘻嘻哈哈，但不想承擔責任。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNiAAv3tIa
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKO5iBfOKi
愛人與被愛，都是很害怕的事——636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WfzyC5KRz
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其實她不應如此說。她的戀愛經驗多數是來自聽別人的故事，但唯有足夠曲折的經歷才令聽者印象深刻636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBGS0AFf8p
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何況，她感覺到，他對她也有好感。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjjTcE48S3
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阿行心癢。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OZAMAz1D9
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雖然他在上一段感情中並不愉快，但回歸自身人際網絡圈，他總能哄得身邊人高高興興，大家都親近他。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM65doFCJCk
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青青的反應，令他始料不及。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4MRisdjGV
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最重要的是，很快，他便在飯堂看到她，她根本沒有趕去上課，而是在悠閒地玩電話。她的臉部沒有泛起任何漣漪，眼睛不再靈動，只是放空地睜着。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAE9F8RVCg
她欺騙了他，為什麼？是他做了不好的事嗎？636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3L5CPuvGBw
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他發現了她身上有很違和的東西——外型菂菂式式，但神態多是冷漠，唯有面對人時，才有人氣。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVflE9VY7L
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他在離她遠遠的位置，也吃着飯，然後離去。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zdj9t1q2I
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下午，阿行離開學校前，都會去摸一下附近的小貓。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzdmnA7n3H
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他正在去往圍住草地的路徑，便看見青青；她正蹲下來，靜靜地看着正在睡覺的貓。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4HGuK6NXO
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「呿！」他用力拍她的肩。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCE6iGnfgI7
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「好彩冇嘈醒貓貓。」她嚇得被彈起，瞪一瞪他：「幼稚鬼。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSIKX9iF7z
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他告訴她，牠的名字是Gri。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MCOh16SJF
