我認識Ｋ的時候，他已經死了很久，既不記得自己的過去，也想不起來自己真正的名字，只知道自己叫Ｋ。Ｋ？不管怎麼看，都更像是一個代號或者假名不是嗎？當我這麼問Ｋ的時候，Ｋ傻傻的笑了很久，什麼也沒說，一雙清亮的眼睛裡，讀不出來任何的情緒。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYQWHY7Qle
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於是，從暑假搬進這棟房子開始，我不得不和Ｋ這傢伙同居。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5k36D7CV8P
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嗯。就整體來說，Ｋ是個有趣的傢伙，拿第一天我搬進來的事情來說好了－－565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlLu9Fuf59
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那天我剛提著行李進到了房間就聽到浴室傳來了水聲。於是我放好行李後，想也沒想就扭開了浴室的門踏了進去，而當時的Ｋ正在洗澡，氤氳的霧氣讓他整個人看起來更加的飄渺。很香豔是吧？前提是Ｋ沒有發出那種極度女性化的尖叫和下意識遮著胸口、一副我要侵犯他的動作……565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrP4K0dv22
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「你在打些什麼？」一邊壓在了我的背上，Ｋ發出了像是貓咪打呼嚕般意味不明的聲音。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0dMduaDv0
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「打第一天我看到你裸體的那件事。」我一邊敲打著鍵盤，一邊伸手將他幾乎快要貼在我臉上的臉推開。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRppVgxwXJ
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「抗議啦，你怎麼可以寫我的糗事。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzdBALthOF
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「抗議無效。」我睨了他一眼，將視線挪回了螢幕。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsN7AdpNSq
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7b04vvQfu
他在旁邊嘟嚷了一會兒，突然發出「嘿嘿嘿」的笑聲，將嘴巴貼在了我的耳邊，小聲的說道：「我不知道你對那天的事這麼念念不忘。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WxA7WKu8n
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2axmiRRbL
他的氣息噴在了我的耳朵旁，讓我有點癢，大概近似於有蒼蠅在耳邊飛呀飛的那種怪異感吧。沒多久，他發現我沒什麼反應，便有些賭氣的將我的椅子轉向了他，然後一個人全裸的站在我面前擺出各種Pose，但我老是想到他那天發出的尖叫，所以倒也沒有覺得眼前的景象有多麼香豔。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBW0D2Wwj78
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裸體嘛，我看多了。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrZraSHjgN
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「怎麼樣？」擺了一陣子，他轉頭看向我，一雙眼睛期待似的閃爍著亮光。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTmqDDnOLX
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvypBvZJkf
「什麼怎麼樣？」我挑起了眉問他。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yHPCSSr0q
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「好看嗎？」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDdpALOL65
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不，你現在看起來就像一隻想要主人讚美、摸摸的大型犬。我暗自在心理翻了一個白眼，頓了一下，將手環於胸前，靠著椅背敷衍的說道：「嗯、嗯，好看。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXll6xuXku
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「你騙人。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8NtZAVeVf
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現在又變成倉鼠加上怨婦的綜合體。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbz3TqMXLsm
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「所以？」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhDjgY9WiL
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……想捏他的臉。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzoef0fb8np
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「喜歡嗎？」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjwh53rsOr
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一般會這麼問嗎？565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBE5Dbx2lU
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我怔了一下，調整好坐姿，看向他，說道：「……我們先來玩一個遊戲，我說什麼話，你就接下去，怎麼樣？」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0a8njzANCK
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他歪頭想了一下。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CQY2N9Hf2
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「好。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfZqLYg12s
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「如果你三百六十五天，餐餐都吃雞腿……」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAttjgwyqVn
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「會膩。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0aRTybhiY9
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「如果你三百六十五天，都看Ａ片………」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UZ7HzCswo
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「會煩。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoz8be5oHQV
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「如果……」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMCX9FUgva
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「等等，為什麼都是三百六十五天？」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRvxMCXIEg
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pkdacGfyo
「這是重點嗎？」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9isqbTIqR
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「哎，不是。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5HY3xJjMU
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「好，那我們繼續？」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqO4ZYRhRd
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「好。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPFYTI5lmC
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「如果三百六十五天，你都看同一個人的裸體……」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjgaqpFpd6
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「會看到不想再看。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzOGq54YKG
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「好，我已經回答你問我的問題了。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgev7oC8sm
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「……哎？」他瞪大了雙眼看著我，表情呆到不能再呆。「什麼東西？」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdoQx8mLbg2
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlj0WrjZtM
「你剛剛不是問我喜不喜歡你的裸體嗎？」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqMVFwXgtL
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKNsVZxyA2
「對……不對啊，你什麼時候回答我問題了？」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnBXxuvl7K
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjg8y4fTtkq
「重複一下遊戲最後，你說了什麼。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5z6smexb5
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCJ5hkGxLW
「……會看到不想再看？」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4zUtA7aAV
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OJXKBfQWz
「標準答案。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLG6mBwigbs
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「哭杯啦！」發出一聲怪叫，他雙眼泛淚咬著不知道從哪裡來的手帕，連衣服都沒穿上，就衝進浴室，「碰」的一聲將門給關上。於是，我瞅了螢幕一眼，又將視線挪回螢幕上，點開了Google Chrome，在搜尋引擎上鍵入了幾個關鍵字。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFmxqi4hBH
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台北、大學生、死亡、新聞。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nHGh2oatC
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844,000筆資料。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡph1oARZU9i
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我怔了一下，重新在搜尋引擎裡又輸入了幾個關鍵字。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfu72gGX9mM
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOW6A1AYCP
Ｋ、吳興街。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDiEyDkNtgR
51,800筆資料。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdai2wktYsm
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我怔了一下，拿出筆記本做了一下記錄，將網頁關掉。實際上，在搬進來的幾個月，我和Ｋ比較熟的時候，曾有過一段對話。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtl2iGa9Pr
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「Ｋ，你難道都對自己不好奇嗎？」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuVzBvTfJT
「嗯？現在不好嗎？幹嘛這樣問？」他一邊嗑著雞排，一邊嘗試著在房間裡倒立。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJs5wAUdRn
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「不，我只是有點好奇。不過現在看來，你這傢伙估計是笨死的。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSraHYVHs0
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7giXHL1W3O
「屁啦！」一個翻身，雞排從他嘴裡噴到了角落。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2Kh5Ilh1X
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「根據本草鋼目記載，腦殘沒藥醫。看你那個臉就知道，肯定是腦殘。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5L1qRHZNBI
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「腦殘有我這麼帥的嗎？」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7THGfumcZR
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「哟，納西瑟斯。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERbjN3FHPJ
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「幹。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZERDFsnKrt
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「說正經的，假設你真的死了，你真的打算一直留在這？」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUUzCbubVK
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6z0MwN87v
「有什麼不好嗎？」他怔了一下，笑的有些勉強。「反正現在有你，我也對現狀沒什麼不滿，不是挺好的？」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrSZK4tEEP
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「我不可能一輩子都住在這裡，而且你是狗嗎？對你好一點就跟別人跑。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zJEG39yJS
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「哼哼，我可以跟你到天涯海角，就算我是狗也是會看人的。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEZRZVRJmU
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驕傲屁。我對他翻了個大白眼。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeJ4ilGWsS
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「不要以為我不知道你在想什麼。」換他朝我翻了一個白眼。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVvLqsYQHP
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCin3b2NO8
「難得你有聰明的時候。說真的，在我搬進來之前，這間房間換過多少人？」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwemjqDt6d
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7oZtooKl5
「25人。」一邊說著，一邊盤腿在地上啃著不知道什麼時候被撿回來的雞排。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Y8JH4dGfZ
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「也太多了吧。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBpuzRv8sG
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「沒辦法，誰叫只有你這個奇葩不怕我。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVfZapMy6p
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiP9WqpHGg
「你的裸體……嗯，我好像明白了什麼。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhY8bz65LN
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「窗戶在那，慢走不送。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9QqD3riRL
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「噗。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtf4NsB5srP
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「髒死了！」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMpMIHBMVv
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「說正經的，你開始有印象是什麼時候？」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNJKMWdfsO
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zHCU3zpep
「三、四年前吧，應該啦。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9brFRfr3nK
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「你……」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XPzOPSt4I
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「幹嘛？」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7qISoMhlo
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「沒什麼。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OyoDWzh2m
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我自己也不確定這樣做到底對不對，但我想，其實Ｋ並不是真的什麼都不知道，而是不想知道吧。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2F4EzRxD1D
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「叩、叩」伸手輕輕的敲著廁所的門，我靠著塑膠門板清晰的聽到了裡頭傳來了Ｋ悶悶的聲音說著：「……幹嘛？」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJO9sFYPuNs
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDi6DAQaJCQ
「我要上廁所。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylXgNr8Q1n
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一陣東西掉落的聲音從裡頭傳來，不一會兒，廁所的門就被打了開來，門後是一張嚴肅的不像是Ｋ的臉，卻確實是Ｋ，冷淡的、疏離的Ｋ。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGCjckEpZR
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JjlVNWjJC
「你……」他楞楞地看著我一會兒，最後什麼也沒說，從裡面走了出來，經過我身旁時，聲音像被什麼悶住一樣，輕聲的說道：「進去吧。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYH1ufiFFV
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「喔，好。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjRDAVRk9h
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我不相信Ｋ不知道我在調查他的那件事，就像我並不相信Ｋ什麼也不知道。這樣真的好嗎？我真的不知道，只是很多的時候，我會覺得Ｋ並不像他表面那樣，是那麼開朗的人，他一定在試圖迴避著什麼，迴避著這一切謎題的真相。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBOd6tzJIX
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真相固然傷人，但什麼也不做的話，這個傷就永遠好不了了。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsF90xuYWjO
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經過半年之後，我和Ｋ依然住在一起，安靜的、普通的像是往後的日子也如今天一樣沒有過多的變化，那本一直被我放在抽屜裡的筆記本上，只剩下了為數不多的可能。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpZnYUSqo2
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也許，打從一開始我就想錯了方向，被Ｋ誤導。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWg1vC6LcPW
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實際上的Ｋ，並沒有死，但也不能說他活著。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEAyxrZtEd
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點開了Google Chrome，再次在搜尋引擎上鍵入了關鍵字。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWh7MQbVWwZ
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吳興街、學生套房、自殺未遂、新聞。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMhtgF1HWs
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想了一下，我再次打上了幾個關鍵字。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqbktyh2Qu
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2012、2013。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcyQXJ9Swv
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Enter。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUowCcD2mF
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998筆資料。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIR2gsMDttE
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「那個笨蛋。」將頭靠在了桌子上，螢幕上的頁面，正刺目的寫著「報導／男大生為情所困於租屋處自殺未遂」。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mDPPpyFuh
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時間，正是三年前。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEiS7J77XW
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如果過去沒有人陪你面對，是不是如今有我可以陪你一起面對？565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpemPok12mM
「我回……唉，你怎麼睡在桌子上啦。」一樣爽朗的笑聲，我幾乎不用抬頭就可以想像現在的Ｋ是怎麼樣的表情。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0KBfDg6SV
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「我只是在思考，世界上為什麼會有水母這樣深奧的問題。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgE9idVCLoC
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「你想養？」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzMxyP7FTF
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「不，現場就有一隻會講話的。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPdlkxMGEX
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「哭杯啦，為什麼我又變成水母了。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgmXu18h28
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「軟體、無腦、手有毒，不是你嗎？尤其無腦這點。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4m87ZJgQy
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「抗議！」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFTdJPWEwx
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「抗議駁回。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FMq4mit33
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等到他一如往常的靠在我背後的時候，我才感覺得到他的僵硬。於是，我抬起頭看向他，他的臉是蒼白的，比平常是幽靈的他還要蒼白，臉上的笑笑的很勉強。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8BixuqjOO
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「你……」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiS6TYOYFu
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「對，我知道了。就像我知道你今天穿的內褲是小熊三角褲。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnqmaBAWPN
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「變態。」他小聲的咒罵著。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWLi3OuJ48
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOx6Zmwj9D
「整天裸體的大蝴蝶沒資格說我。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYg1RykMP1j
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「大蝴蝶？」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2z0P2kIJrH
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「蝴蝶的生活史稱為……」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Hi1yXOmAE
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「……完全變態。」語畢，「咚」的一聲撞在我的肩膀上。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesDRAiOvHu
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有點痛。我嘆了一口氣，伸手摸了摸他的頭。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9XrOXI0DV
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沉默了一會兒，他雙手還在我脖子上，發出了像悶在什麼東西裡那般模糊不清的聲音問道：「你非得這樣不可嗎？」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrCJddgQXn
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「沒有，我只是想知道你想怎麼做。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfet02xo8T9
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「什麼怎麼做？」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsSvQPxDN2
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「你想死嗎？」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsnFVlih83
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「怎麼可能。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9ObWzQtan
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「那為什麼……」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2EuGgO9bf
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他輕輕的嘆了口氣，鬆開了我的脖子。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PdKLuLjSH
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「你哪，真是多管閒事。」他發出小聲的嘟嚷。「現在不是挺好的嗎？」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4kLzwyyWz
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「任性。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtXWtefMPJ
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「白痴。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkRly2D4of
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「你在害怕。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHInzLkW7m0
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「沒有。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpJ5IydV7s
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「你敢說你今天不是穿小熊三角褲？」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQaC9a68H5
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYzaWwDfVu
「呃。」他頓了一下，再度將手還在了我的脖子上，嘆了口氣。「事實上，我不是全部都不記得，遇到你之前我確實是打算就這樣一直過下去，現在也是。所以我不是很明白你為什麼必須要找到我的過去。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoZcV1ijo4
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「……這樣真的好嗎？」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhCVXiDx6d
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「什麼意思。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJQxodaUxZ
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「字面上的意思。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtKmXW99P9
「……挺好的。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdXskTsMrZ
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「……看來，你真的是笨死的。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8o7BsG9Ei
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「才怪。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANsSvRRpnK
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「你不可能一輩子逃下去的。」我看向他，他並沒有將臉看向我，只是沉默著。於是，我打開了抽屜，拿出了一封寫著清秀字跡的信。「總得有要面對的時候。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFvCrnmknT
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包括我也是。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzh4vmX4rr
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「這是我朋友五年前寫給我的信，是第一封也是最後一封。」翻過了信封的正面，角落簽著一個小小的名字。「跟你不同，他沒有選擇第二次的機會，所以他自殺了，留下這封信，告訴我他最後的選擇，但實際上裡頭只是一張白紙。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcfmiQp6WB
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「起初，我以為他是想告訴我，他無話可說，但實際上真的是如此嗎？」抽出了信紙，我另外從抽屜裡拿出了電子打火機。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuYHNfpI6e
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「喀。」壓下了按鈕，火焰很快就從打火機口冒了出來。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1CUYBC0VC
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「你想幹嘛？」Ｋ忽然有些驚惶的看著我。「喂。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aT4l2Gm8h
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事實上，答案一直都很簡單。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yapZa239a
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我並沒有回答他，只是拿著打火機在信紙上烤了烤，紙上很快就有了褐色的痕跡。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aQ8RptjrB
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對不起，我愛你。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmeiSThXQl
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整整六個字。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGk2Wz8DUKO
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僅此而已。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxBYfBg23P
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「……我真的非回去不可？」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8Z7ecIhCf
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「對。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2rS9gUGSj
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「那……」他猶豫了一下。「……我還可以在回來嗎？」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfm5zH2yNc
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「我考慮。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9zukz3Kc9
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安靜了一會兒，他靠著我的肩膀，帶有鼻音、小聲的說道：「好吧。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmGM8RZixB
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「那……在讓我多靠一下。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWidHx8PkZ
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「好。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpbp61Tv7q
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「我走了。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDelpa5apK
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「慢走不送。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡac3Om8izeq
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他輕輕的點了點頭，轉過身朝門口走去。最後，我仍忍不住出聲叫住了他。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2NvkjCHMO
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「喂。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpvA8BEPjw
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「幹嘛。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd44STMCpmb
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「記得回來。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhkl134UbG
「好。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGYqUNJ8YY
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第一次，他笑的很燦爛，燦爛的像他過去照片裡的那樣。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjz3DVR9RDw
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbg53WYXONS
「還有，別再穿小熊三角褲，很蠢。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EErLAryXP
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果然崩壞了。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡof0KNFIZm5
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「欠我的錢記得要還。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9f4ViUCXD
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「幹。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLrjlm47e0
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「……你真的很愛罵髒話哎。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nMzaUrY2B
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「閉嘴！」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jR4zNQ2PG
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「Ｋ。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkYn3Kklgw
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「你到底……」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrDKLAzp5E
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「活著回來。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUQ8w7GnNl
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「好……。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBntEBnqWm
