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趕故書生 趕故書生
Feb 26, 2021 549 1 Min Read
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我等埋佢先食，喺頭先，我見到佢枱面學友社份出路指南，佢入面做曬筆記，對於前路，就算未諗定都好，至少已經有準備。

但其實我，無佢諗得咁多。

以為有，但其實淨係得表面。

呀詩想要嘅，係想要一個具體，你會點樣去完成，諗好步驟未？諗好下一步未？

呀詩往往已經有曬打算，而我，以為知道自己想做咩就得⋯⋯

唔知係咪慢慢大個，呀詩對於個人嘅安全感開始降低，越睇重嘅，係將來嘅安全感⋯⋯

而我，到好後來先察覺得到。

我同蕃薯仔都係，自己以為做咗好多，另一半好似點都唔滿意咁，亦諗都諗唔明白。

直到我哋終於做到嘅時候，先至明白⋯⋯

呀詩食住碗糖水，係隔離拎住本指南嚟睇，睇得入神。

「好驚聽日放榜啊？」我柔聲問。

「越近就越驚囉，睇怕今晚都瞓唔著啦。」

「我今日氹你瞓囉。」

「睇死你都係最後自己瞓著啦！」呀詩白我一眼，十分之清楚我。

「你得嘅，不嬲成績都好，俾啲信心自己啦。」我唔知點安慰人，就亂咁講。

「都會驚。」然後佢就放低碗糖水。

輕輕咁捱係我膊頭。

房間入面無音樂，無播片，無打機，就係咁⋯

——安靜。

我哋嘅思緒都放咗係聽日嘅放榜。

其實我之前都無乜點諗，係我自己唔想面對姐，因為點諗無用，索性打機，一路去到頭先，係網吧嗰三個鐘，我都完全無諗，去搵呀詩都無。

依家靜落心嚟，先感受到恐懼。

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