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趕故書生 趕故書生
Apr 21, 2022 825 3 Mins Read
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呀詩提得出嗰個時間點，我都大約估到接住落嚟要講啲乜。

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我哋無將所有嘢講到好明，但事情嘅由因，比起上一次，我哋有拎出嚟講。

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對於呢件事，亦無當初係中學嗰陣時，咁難以接受。

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時間真係會改變一個人嘅諗法、心態。

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唔知點解，對於呀詩咁樣講，即使無將「分手」兩隻字明明確確咁講出嚟，我心入面無中四嗰陣咁難受。

829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqkJBF3mHr

係時間沖淡咗？係我已經唔再愛呀詩？

829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvopZcDYNH

之前呀詩講「分手」呢兩隻字嗰陣，我個心絞住絞住痛，嗰種痛記得好清楚，個人無力爭扎，呼吸都覺得好重好重。

829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXu2Z8WuND

完完全全唔想分開，唔甘心，愛得好強烈。

829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi10j5xNgIR

呢啲都係出於自己嘅感受。

829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XgUqEg0W7

依家真係想對方好，我覺得係一種昇華嚟，我哋並唔係唔愛，但亦都唔忍心見住對方受苦。一齊唔見得會令件事好咗，唔見得有所舒緩，卻因為仲愛住對方，其實想自私啲，想佢多啲陪自己，想佢係自己身邊，一樣都有佔有慾。

829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Az10qKMDn

不過喺呢個情況，只會令呀詩有更多嘅壓力，佢都唔想。

829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhh3xHr8z2

但呀詩唔知咩？佢察覺唔到咩？

829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZum0PDRyf

正正因為佢知，所以佢對於我亦都有愧疚感，因為依家嘅佢俾唔到我，佢根本都做唔到。

829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWP2YZDqvuR

所以先⋯⋯先至覺得折磨，自己一個反而無咁多嘅束縛、掣肘。

829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGy9qomb4v

我都感受得到，只係成個過程，諗法，我係之後先至諗得徹底明白。

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同埋，依家嘅我，對於呀詩嘅決定，多咗好幾分尊重。

829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1J2eA7hveF

之前嘅我，會將呢一切視為全世界，無辦法將我同呀詩分離。經過呢幾年嘅洗禮，我哋各自都成熟咗，獨立咗，因為經過asso同大學嘅相處，我哋一早已經有咗自己嘅步伐，學識咗無咗對方，我哋都有自己嘅嘢做，唔會將對方視為自己嘅安全感來源。

829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xq14btHIq

可能我哋經歷過分開，再一齊，都真係有將珍惜兩隻字做到曬。

829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1g0VUwAxqD

唔再覺得唔甘心，對呢段感情，更多嘅係感激。

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我愛呀詩啊，呢種感覺一早已經唔同中學嗰嘅純純而又激烈嘅愛。

829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyAUv6Toa5

呢種會更長久，亦都更沉重。中學嘅愛情，直白而輕盈，我都好想停留係嗰個階段，不過我更慶幸嘅係，自己有經歷過。

829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZmkjMxR8v

「你真係想咁？」心入面好多感受，但一時之間整理唔到，更加唔知講咩好。

829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaHr2JP1fv

「以前我會相信無咩係一齊捱唔過，兩個人總有方法可以解決。的確幾天真，依家我更頃向，真係跨唔過嘅，就跨唔過啦，格硬因為呢啲信念而令兩個人都痛苦，好戇居。」就算萬般不想，覺得我哋好可惜，因為咁樣而停低咗我哋腳步。

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其實都幾沉重。

829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XspUSl3lG

唔再係強烈嘅傷感，唔再係徹夜難眠嘅痛。

829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWV9I5pJKr8

係你面對現實嘅沉重，最攞命嘅，係你好清醒。

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你知道自己做緊乜，你係有深思熟慮過，唔再跟住感覺走，知道咩係輕重。

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