清晨，我從溫暖的陽光中醒來。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNJrpOLi77
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明明．．．．．．．已經好久沒有做過這個夢了。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KaOVaD0WK
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這個夢讓我想起了與布魯克斯伯伯的初遇。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa68xb6hHM4
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他救贖了我，把我從黑暗的深淵拉了回來。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7DhYylKns
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這一切的開端要從那一天開始說起；421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TN0a5fXkG
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１９９８年的４月２１日．．．．．．是我滿六歲的生日。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaegI3s5zt
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也是在這一天，死神無情的奪走了我雙親的生命。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfA38W06rXz
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一場意外．．．．．．在意外的現場，找到了一盒未拆封的水彩。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIALsU24I3p
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即使已經因為意外而變得殘破不堪，但是對我來說．．．．．．那是我的寶物，最後一次從雙親手上收的生日禮物。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjWtbwdQl5
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「姐、姐姐．．．．．．爹地、媽咪呢？我要．．．．．爹地、媽咪！」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqpXkSsLku
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雙親的喪禮就在一間小教堂簡單的舉行了．．．．．．當時我不明白什麼是死亡，更不明白雙親們到哪裡去了？421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJOhF8Td1q
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安娜姐姐一句話也沒說，只是緊緊得抱著我。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2EDLu20sf
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那一天．．．．．．是雨天。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZx3hZToYcX
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離雙親逝世已經超過了半年．．．．．．我似乎理解了什麼是死亡，死亡是惡魔！421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLkTsSDTzt
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死亡．．．．．．是神對生命的惡作劇！421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAQrIG8lGB
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我不明白；既然有生，為何又要有死？421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjgBZlIBr4
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我不理解；既然都難逃一死，人類又為何要求生？421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2wS3LHhP3
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這個過程的目的是？421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95ya8GtRuE
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在我六歲的那一年裡，我一直在思考這樣的問題。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQaXQNdEyK
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死亡這個單字，對我所造成的衝擊太大了！421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4RExsh4Bt
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１９９８年１２月２４日：421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1e2HFPrcM5
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這一天是平安夜，但是這是我第一次體會到沒有親人陪伴的聖誕夜。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJh6wMTajTH
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為了生計，安娜姐姐從高中休學，而不停的打著零工。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZ1edz5yOS
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只是為了生存！421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54Bbzga7BJ
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可笑的是．．．．．．人遲早都會面臨死亡！421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50hM0SSRRO
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那一天我一個人帶著雙親遺留給我的水彩盒，來到了聖奧爾本斯教堂的附近徘徊。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgPLskIcEo
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我看著這雄偉的教堂，這裡面供奉的是人們所信仰的神！421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzcGUQ2son
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「如果真的有神的話，就告訴我生命是什麼啊？」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzItD36zK5
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我忍不住朝著教堂大吼，想要發洩心中一切的怨氣。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBabjPxrUJ
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「小男孩，怎麼啦？」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjybxJhPcZ
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一位正好路過，穿著有點凌亂的老人問著我。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPjbAq1nH1
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我心想：這個人．．．．．．遲早也是會死的．．．．．．．421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDty3gE8mx
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「我不懂既然神給予了我們生命，為何又要剝奪？」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDtgi8RHkY
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「真是個深奧的問題呢！」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lBret7kms
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聽到我的問題 眼前的老人似乎有點吃驚，或許這真的是一個非常深奧的問題。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFhWsjY0AX
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老人一直用奇怪的眼神打量著我，讓我感覺到有點不自在。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMXcIrM54d
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「小男孩，你喜歡繪畫嗎？」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKopMmLB7I
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老人的目光停留在我手上的水彩盒，然後柔聲的問道。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqnSwhYXtc
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「以前喜歡，現在不喜歡了！」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegBqz7d7Rz
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「喔？為何呢？」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrW42IGp56
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「因為所有的一切都是騙人的假象，一切都會消失！」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFJcvDXx2H
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想起了雙親．．．．．．421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfHIedCpfU
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雖然我沒有看過事發的現場．．．．．．但是那鮮血染紅大地景像，卻日復一日的出現在我的夢裡。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZ8abYObxX
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想到這裡，我忍不住流出了淚水。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJexa9GQQC
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「男孩子不可以哭唷！」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllzVlDiGWn
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老人用他蒼老的大手抹去我臉頰上的淚水，他的手令人覺得溫暖、厚實。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBBWzqSvJY
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我．．．．．停止了哭泣。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83MalxtauR
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「小男孩，你看這棵大樹。」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxVXa09HAt
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我朝著老人手指的方向看了過去．．．．．．421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGuqid3vJF
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「你感覺到了什麼？」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5Ywvy1EaP
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我搖搖頭，因為那只是一棵普通的大樹而已！421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlW6zxVNqd
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「你在看看地上這些枯葉，你能明白什麼嗎？」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡundKhY8ojA
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我仍是搖頭。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohekA36Idk
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「乖孩子，你記好！有形的事物終將有凋零的一天，即使強壯的大樹幹也好，或是不起的小樹葉也罷！都無法逃離這樣的循環。」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvADoqy2Cnh
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「可是．．．．．活著根本一點意義也沒有！」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvycLS1krHT
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「你真的是這樣想嗎？」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqz0t2BYCn
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老人很認真的注視著我，他的雙眼彷彿能看穿我的內心。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLru1JgRMXX
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「．．．．．．．」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaTZKiWI2J
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「每天都有很多的人死去，但是同時也有很多新的生命誕生！在這樣的無限循環中，你覺得你能些做什麼呢？」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2h0b8Zy1VA
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「這樣的循環，一點意義也沒有！」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIF9bkSNr9o
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「是這樣子嗎？」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVdGf6Mj2z
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「而且．．．．．我根本就什麼也做不到。」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrKnm4Mzak
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是的．．．．．．我什麼都做不到。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJBezdCddB
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我根本無法自己一個人生存．．．．．．如果有一天，安娜姐姐也離我而去的話．．．．．．那我又能做什麼？421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrwT6BPX3o
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「小男孩，你現在就有你能做到的事情。只是你沒有注意到而已！」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZabhr8hGss
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「我能．．．．．．做到的事情？」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNjNKiasx0
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「就是你手中的水彩啊！」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdz3Ds8zE0
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老人笑了，笑的非常開懷。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡty2nVpzEv2
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「我、我的水彩？」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOg11mhKcaQ
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我看著手中緊緊握住的水彩盒，唯一的寶物。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbqE6WWJut
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「有形的事物雖然會凋零，但是思想卻是會傳承的！你不是會畫畫嗎？把你的思想畫在畫中傳達吧！」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tNkCAPbjm
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我疑惑的問道：「畫畫．．．．．．」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKBHGoy8UD
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「對！畫出你所想的、所見的、所聽的、所夢的。雖然你有一天仍必須將要直視死亡，但是你的精神卻會傳承下去！」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNYuCzfy0U
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老人的這翻話，震憾了我．．．．．．．．421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlim1fEmSj0
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原來，人們並不只是無意義的活在這個世界上。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVc4d1BaQJ
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我似乎能理解了．．．．．．人的價值。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFI9NGieZl
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這就是我與布魯克斯伯伯的初遇。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9ZTCMwqMm
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英國；421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxR9qjQGNi
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１９９８年１２月２４日；421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IAnpfhm6x
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寒冷的聖誕節前夕．．．．．．我向手中的水彩盒立下了誓言，我要成為一名能傳達思想的畫家。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4SFzTYxqX
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用這盒充滿著對雙親回憶的水彩，畫下我曾經存在過的痕跡！421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuzmIsZYsi
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（註：這篇是以軒現有的思維去回想，當時的他並未能完全真正的明白布魯克斯的話中涵義。）
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