清晨，我從溫暖的陽光中醒來。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOHXFLxL1l
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明明．．．．．．．已經好久沒有做過這個夢了。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0ttcrZGWi
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這個夢讓我想起了與布魯克斯伯伯的初遇。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOH8Qbht1X
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他救贖了我，把我從黑暗的深淵拉了回來。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ515V4FNeyW
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這一切的開端要從那一天開始說起；380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYwoNtZQbk
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１９９８年的４月２１日．．．．．．是我滿六歲的生日。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5F2WhXK2j
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也是在這一天，死神無情的奪走了我雙親的生命。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVHMGjseu1
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一場意外．．．．．．在意外的現場，找到了一盒未拆封的水彩。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMYUqTxYV5
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即使已經因為意外而變得殘破不堪，但是對我來說．．．．．．那是我的寶物，最後一次從雙親手上收的生日禮物。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtcBAU75Gx
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「姐、姐姐．．．．．．爹地、媽咪呢？我要．．．．．爹地、媽咪！」380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRxMnsuD6Z
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雙親的喪禮就在一間小教堂簡單的舉行了．．．．．．當時我不明白什麼是死亡，更不明白雙親們到哪裡去了？380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlui6asahq
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安娜姐姐一句話也沒說，只是緊緊得抱著我。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLQ5QBAPhX
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那一天．．．．．．是雨天。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpyxOO9Tzw
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離雙親逝世已經超過了半年．．．．．．我似乎理解了什麼是死亡，死亡是惡魔！380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMCyZRP5xH
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死亡．．．．．．是神對生命的惡作劇！380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgQYhX3uLC
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我不明白；既然有生，為何又要有死？380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSD05RNAXqZ
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我不理解；既然都難逃一死，人類又為何要求生？380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxT378e86Wd
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這個過程的目的是？380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3S78PyuSP
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在我六歲的那一年裡，我一直在思考這樣的問題。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1247W0h23
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死亡這個單字，對我所造成的衝擊太大了！380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbp1SqKQKGG
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這一天是平安夜，但是這是我第一次體會到沒有親人陪伴的聖誕夜。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWq7Ni18iaJ
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為了生計，安娜姐姐從高中休學，而不停的打著零工。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aVZlMKpzD
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只是為了生存！380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLM9mbadRVD
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可笑的是．．．．．．人遲早都會面臨死亡！380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWWz3ly8Q6
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那一天我一個人帶著雙親遺留給我的水彩盒，來到了聖奧爾本斯教堂的附近徘徊。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Ng40rAGjx
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我看著這雄偉的教堂，這裡面供奉的是人們所信仰的神！380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZISV1tdbu
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「如果真的有神的話，就告訴我生命是什麼啊？」380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nrqn5WXiv
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我忍不住朝著教堂大吼，想要發洩心中一切的怨氣。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszEmCVq9MN
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「小男孩，怎麼啦？」380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWW23LqpluR
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一位正好路過，穿著有點凌亂的老人問著我。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08PWW0b8vH
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我心想：這個人．．．．．．遲早也是會死的．．．．．．．380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsCE3YPlkD
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「我不懂既然神給予了我們生命，為何又要剝奪？」380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCT7JsJgmhI
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「真是個深奧的問題呢！」380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvstc4HdpCJ
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聽到我的問題 眼前的老人似乎有點吃驚，或許這真的是一個非常深奧的問題。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGG3dpyTTWs
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老人一直用奇怪的眼神打量著我，讓我感覺到有點不自在。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rkSaUq5qE
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「小男孩，你喜歡繪畫嗎？」380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6NBqfVTp4
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老人的目光停留在我手上的水彩盒，然後柔聲的問道。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxXWH9BuoA
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「以前喜歡，現在不喜歡了！」380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXukczlQLN
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「喔？為何呢？」380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFJCm5Wgio
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「因為所有的一切都是騙人的假象，一切都會消失！」380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHo5w28ZtUJ
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想起了雙親．．．．．．380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDocq7xXixD
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雖然我沒有看過事發的現場．．．．．．但是那鮮血染紅大地景像，卻日復一日的出現在我的夢裡。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqg5HtpTuq
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想到這裡，我忍不住流出了淚水。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPKcbpXuF2
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「男孩子不可以哭唷！」380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RnBKxvP0S
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老人用他蒼老的大手抹去我臉頰上的淚水，他的手令人覺得溫暖、厚實。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrxXklNNj4
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我．．．．．停止了哭泣。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBcHvM1Phw
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「小男孩，你看這棵大樹。」380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRc2qV4nLxp
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我朝著老人手指的方向看了過去．．．．．．380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdw1YMz5KZz
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「你感覺到了什麼？」380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQj32xIjwjF
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我搖搖頭，因為那只是一棵普通的大樹而已！380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbHEkyCnsE
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「你在看看地上這些枯葉，你能明白什麼嗎？」380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKW7RYLRWTa
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我仍是搖頭。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6yi0emtbc
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「乖孩子，你記好！有形的事物終將有凋零的一天，即使強壯的大樹幹也好，或是不起的小樹葉也罷！都無法逃離這樣的循環。」380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡie9DKP4k5Q
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「可是．．．．．活著根本一點意義也沒有！」380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TJKfgh63w
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「你真的是這樣想嗎？」380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphjcPxEdSx
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老人很認真的注視著我，他的雙眼彷彿能看穿我的內心。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEFdSifZEZ
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「．．．．．．．」380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcEEsHz3Vr
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「每天都有很多的人死去，但是同時也有很多新的生命誕生！在這樣的無限循環中，你覺得你能些做什麼呢？」380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6hnUM9gFk
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「這樣的循環，一點意義也沒有！」380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VADtt68hv
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「是這樣子嗎？」380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupV2tDvbhc
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「而且．．．．．我根本就什麼也做不到。」380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyq6wIjYcCC
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是的．．．．．．我什麼都做不到。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjVHVoyDtn
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我根本無法自己一個人生存．．．．．．如果有一天，安娜姐姐也離我而去的話．．．．．．那我又能做什麼？380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YBZ8RWDRO
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「小男孩，你現在就有你能做到的事情。只是你沒有注意到而已！」380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJfkCu5m57
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「我能．．．．．．做到的事情？」380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHOQhrIFCw
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「就是你手中的水彩啊！」380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwS450xOiD
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老人笑了，笑的非常開懷。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZDpMmkBlO
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「我、我的水彩？」380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8Tpnbd4Xj
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我看著手中緊緊握住的水彩盒，唯一的寶物。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfO6fDNopW
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「有形的事物雖然會凋零，但是思想卻是會傳承的！你不是會畫畫嗎？把你的思想畫在畫中傳達吧！」380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqrDqKSuqA
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我疑惑的問道：「畫畫．．．．．．」380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RzacB2GlB
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「對！畫出你所想的、所見的、所聽的、所夢的。雖然你有一天仍必須將要直視死亡，但是你的精神卻會傳承下去！」380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZ1N90zf3M
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老人的這翻話，震憾了我．．．．．．．．380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7lW9MEndy
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原來，人們並不只是無意義的活在這個世界上。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumbBOoQyyV
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我似乎能理解了．．．．．．人的價值。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZQ9rGXAFD
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這就是我與布魯克斯伯伯的初遇。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oTlpIHbOM
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英國；380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYAcVabz2n
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１９９８年１２月２４日；380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGmGg1hSUq
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寒冷的聖誕節前夕．．．．．．我向手中的水彩盒立下了誓言，我要成為一名能傳達思想的畫家。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5LI3QPxwu
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用這盒充滿著對雙親回憶的水彩，畫下我曾經存在過的痕跡！380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZa9p49JNvG
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（註：這篇是以軒現有的思維去回想，當時的他並未能完全真正的明白布魯克斯的話中涵義。）
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