我與阿軒正坐在學校的噴泉旁的草地上,今天我們又翹課了。456Please respect copyright.PENANAfdtWzOo1Vh
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不用太介意,大學生不翹課才不正常。456Please respect copyright.PENANAX49LSsyuGA
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我喜歡躺在柔軟的草皮上,仰望著藍天與白雲,靜靜地沉思未來的目標。456Please respect copyright.PENANA93Y5GldMi2
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在我身旁的阿軒一直拿著素描本,很認真畫著圖。456Please respect copyright.PENANAqJtQzsRcpp
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我好奇的問道:「在畫什麼呢?」456Please respect copyright.PENANAVEfMnXumzY
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「隨便畫畫而已。」456Please respect copyright.PENANAY2HrfPOg2p
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「是嗎?我看你每天都在畫畫。」456Please respect copyright.PENANAmvQM5cT5jJ
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阿軒停下了筆,並且轉頭看著我說道:「我喜歡繪畫,與你的夢日記一樣。」456Please respect copyright.PENANAC6yPnEijv3
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我笑著回答道:「難道你喜歡把你的夢用圖記錄下來嗎?」456Please respect copyright.PENANAIxIghxDYlK
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「文森.梵谷曾經說過:我夢著我的畫,然後把夢畫下來。我覺得繪畫就是這個道理。」456Please respect copyright.PENANAzKuudTo922
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阿軒解釋著他喜歡繪畫的原因,並將他的素描本遞給我。456Please respect copyright.PENANA3qGBdIvd5L
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「我可以看嗎?」456Please respect copyright.PENANAcSdIus7RMq
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阿軒笑著回答:「當然!我與你之間不需要有秘密。你可是第一個看我作品的人!」456Please respect copyright.PENANAPsLBzoeYDK
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「那我還真感動!」456Please respect copyright.PENANAinicReBMGo
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「你現在才知道喔,傻瓜!」456Please respect copyright.PENANAqQ9jFM7Pxq
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我笑著翻開阿軒的素描本,一頁頁的仔細欣賞。456Please respect copyright.PENANAnFxZnQw019
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素描本中描繪了許多不同的事物;從兒童到老人, 從平房到高樓,從教堂到德古拉城堡.......我慢慢的被阿軒所繪畫的內容所吸引,那不是因為細膩的畫技,或是有著任何美感。456Please respect copyright.PENANAtqef37V7wK
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阿軒的畫表達著一種無法用言語形容的魅力,那是平凡的美麗。明明只是平凡的人、事、物;但是在他畫筆的詮釋下,卻有著一種魔力,透過他的畫,我彷彿旅行在世界各地,享受著平凡的日常。456Please respect copyright.PENANAgUCF5HBN5V
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「看完了嗎?」456Please respect copyright.PENANAnnkDV6tDDi
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「恩。」456Please respect copyright.PENANA7IeNl8ZU5p
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「感想如何?」456Please respect copyright.PENANAbRIamUJiwk
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「該怎麼說呢!就是很平凡,但是平凡的讓人覺得溫心!」456Please respect copyright.PENANAQdL505guZQ
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「哈哈哈哈哈,對!就是平凡,我想要表達的主題。」456Please respect copyright.PENANACsY0VV4ntX
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阿軒聽完我的感想,開心的像小孩子一樣的大笑。456Please respect copyright.PENANAMJDsDuBecS
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「為什麼想要表達平凡?」456Please respect copyright.PENANAEDTQLfo4VM
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「你知道為什麼我喜歡梵谷嗎?」456Please respect copyright.PENANAeFTsNJiXWk
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「不知道!」456Please respect copyright.PENANALVn4sttEXC
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「我喜歡他荷蘭挨騰與海牙期間所繪畫的一系列的其中一幅畫,你知道是哪一幅畫嗎?」456Please respect copyright.PENANA7CmT2gB9Hc
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「我怎麼可會知道!你要我亂槍打鳥的去猜嗎?」456Please respect copyright.PENANANxJvI1iTqj
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雖然我不是很懂文森.梵谷的作品,但我知道他那系列最早是從1881年開始的,到那系列的結束應該也有十年,這是要我怎麼去猜......456Please respect copyright.PENANAXc0G5RLAxe
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「答案是1890年的那幅「飽經風霜的老人」!」456Please respect copyright.PENANAKYXg4IR8Kk
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「好像有點印象。」456Please respect copyright.PENANAdF9GkEAWNM
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我記得那幅畫是一個坐在暖爐旁的椅子上,雙手抱頭的老人......456Please respect copyright.PENANAKR18Fq1yOu
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「我之所以會喜歡梵谷,就是從看到這幅系列畫開始。當時我想著這是畫嗎?我在這個系列畫中感覺到前所未有的震憾,他抓住了當時社會各種人們的形色與特點,並也暗示當時他的痛苦。」456Please respect copyright.PENANAIBw1Ghcn0q
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阿軒很認真的解釋梵谷從1881年的作品「筋疲力盡」到年末的「老人把米放在爐子上」,及1882「開向永恆的門」、1883「坐在籃子上,頭埋在手裡的女人」等等作品給我聽......456Please respect copyright.PENANAx2jqX1UMEm
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「聽你這麼解釋,到讓我聯想到維克多.雨果所著的沉思一書中的詩歌一個〔窮人拿著金蔥從風中走過〕。」456Please respect copyright.PENANASfjj1J9Gqj
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其實梵谷同時也讓我不自覺得聯想到超現實主義的始組,法國詩人阿蒂爾.藍波。456Please respect copyright.PENANA5z8CMDpCx4
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「是的,我對梵谷如此著迷的原因也許是為他透過畫體現了當時社會上的縮影吧!烏拉克曼在巴黎參加完梵谷的畫展後,曾經說過:感動莫名,忍不住要發出歡喜與絕望的吶喊。」456Please respect copyright.PENANA7o5aNqYOGw
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(註:烏拉克曼-野獸派的先驅,1901年在巴黎參加梵谷畫展。)456Please respect copyright.PENANAhhGM5aNnui
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「我說你還真適合唸藝術系,幹麻來唸心理學?」456Please respect copyright.PENANApHgOt3Vp1R
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看到難得認真起來的阿軒,我忍不住消遣他。456Please respect copyright.PENANAFgYYSxmCkb
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「其實我也曾經掙扎過,但是比起繪畫,我更喜歡人類的思想。」456Please respect copyright.PENANA9dDPK4xrwW
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「思想?」456Please respect copyright.PENANAWfvh65GyOc
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「如同我喜歡繪畫,是我覺得那是能表達我思想的一種管道。我喜歡畫者,那是在於他們所表達在畫中的思想。」456Please respect copyright.PENANAz1PeRaVCAp
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阿軒很認真的看著我說道,他的眼神透露著堅定。456Please respect copyright.PENANAFeFaPvqhir
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「你還真是奇怪!」456Please respect copyright.PENANANH7ksBrv8j
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「是嗎,那你呢?你的夢想是什麼?」456Please respect copyright.PENANAkefywTvfeE
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「我......我的夢想?」456Please respect copyright.PENANAa1I6CBBmtp
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我回答不出來,不知從何時開始,我就沒有想過這個問題。456Please respect copyright.PENANA7gicAGDKqT
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「你只有夢,但是卻沒有夢想!」456Please respect copyright.PENANA1dKmQmnfsG
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阿軒完全看穿了我的內心,我只有夢在。456Please respect copyright.PENANAwoLbZqVm8F
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「我不需要物質性的夢想,我只需要精神性的指標!」456Please respect copyright.PENANATsUn0dNV9r
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我試著避開阿軒的問題,因為我不敢去想那個問題的答案。456Please respect copyright.PENANAfwFoOL3kx7
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阿軒笑著說道:「那是不可能的!物質完全不需要?你又不是神仙!」456Please respect copyright.PENANA9kKx9egGK6
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「不是不可能!只要有決心......」456Please respect copyright.PENANAqtsLsCYjGI
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「決心?那我問你,金錢算不算是物質?你能完全的擺拖它嗎?」456Please respect copyright.PENANAJx2uRjvgb2
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「講夢想,你扯到錢幹麻?」456Please respect copyright.PENANAOyEs3XcUgl
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「回答我的問題,小無!」456Please respect copyright.PENANAN6UxzIRfuz
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「唉!錢只是社會契約中的一種工具,在最低限度下維持生命的一種工具罷了!」456Please respect copyright.PENANAkb16TvbNy1
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我無奈的回答阿軒的問題。456Please respect copyright.PENANA8TJQDzdWwo
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老是講著金錢是人印的,一直追逐著它不是很傻嗎?但是,沒有錢又萬萬不能!456Please respect copyright.PENANAGTodW5i9uE
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「看吧?要有夢想首先還是要擁有物質。精神性的指標?充其量只是一種自我安慰罷了!」456Please respect copyright.PENANAiMXeQpNPRD
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「至少我覺得夢與我形影不離,夢想卻不是!阿軒,你根本沒搞懂夢與夢想之間的最大差異!」456Please respect copyright.PENANAk6Id2k8y1S
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我憤怒了,感覺阿軒他正在試著挑戰我的界限。456Please respect copyright.PENANAbN5qOrO8px
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阿軒完全不理會我的憤怒,只是笑著問道:「那你說的分別是什麼?」456Please respect copyright.PENANAxSBDD9FagG
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我舉起右手,食指比著天空說道:
「所謂的天空只是反映出人類的渺小,而所謂的夢想只是自我滿足的一種空虛!」456Please respect copyright.PENANAOHG9CvPt1o
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「你是說夢想只是張空頭支票嗎?那夢呢?」456Please respect copyright.PENANAAMfssjQEpd
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「夢可以將我過去的點滴化作我的內涵,夢可以將凌亂的草圖描繪成未來的藍圖!」456Please respect copyright.PENANAG01gMVeohI
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我認真的看著阿軒,我全身的怒火現在以轉化為堅定的信念!456Please respect copyright.PENANAUZyo9Xtg0Z
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沒錯!夢不旦是我的人生哲學,也是我的信念。456Please respect copyright.PENANARMXydIsVvV
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擁有夢是我身為人的渴望,啃食著夢裡的謎底則是我的精神糧食。456Please respect copyright.PENANA40tISPIeUP
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「你真的這麼想?在我看來,你只是壓仰著自己。你只是一直告訴自己:你唯有夢在!」456Please respect copyright.PENANAwi87durlMY
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阿軒的話就如同一隻銳利的弓箭,直接射穿了我的心房。456Please respect copyright.PENANAwCQUdhVaiw
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的確,我總是壓仰著自己......一直壓仰著自己,但是那又如何呢?456Please respect copyright.PENANA7fl20cTySQ
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夢,是我活著的方程式。456Please respect copyright.PENANAW4rSsTH0Nv
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自從三年前,我在書中遇見弗洛伊德的那一天起......我就一直深信不疑!456Please respect copyright.PENANAwmcKm0aJjg
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「該從你那沒有結果的單戀的束縛中走出來了吧?小無!」456Please respect copyright.PENANA24YuXrvo6l
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「走出去......?」456Please respect copyright.PENANAmHRjYGjcGU
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「你喜歡詩晴吧?」456Please respect copyright.PENANAnyJ3sKsBvR
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「你......亂說什麼鬼話啊!我才見過她兩次而已!」456Please respect copyright.PENANAocckdA2BkZ
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「見過幾次不是重點!這就是所謂的一見鐘情吧?」456Please respect copyright.PENANAP9dKROWu9P
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「你......少亂說。」456Please respect copyright.PENANAHgdCjjyv3e
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對於詩晴,我只是單純的覺得被她吸引了.....456Please respect copyright.PENANARbiCiUaGh1
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但是,我想這不是愛情。456Please respect copyright.PENANAhKZGYUZWVr
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恩......應該吧?456Please respect copyright.PENANAvMGYMcL1wR
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阿軒從口袋裡抓出兩張門票,笑著交給了我,並說道:「這是遊樂園的入場卷,這星期六你帶著詩晴去吧!」456Please respect copyright.PENANA30Nm4Bpgyz
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「喂,我很忙的!」456Please respect copyright.PENANAqysNG0o9bX
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「忙什麼呢?」456Please respect copyright.PENANA3cWC2Y6bbT
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「忙......」456Please respect copyright.PENANAKpxgB84jin
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「別再說謊了啦!別老是交給夢中精靈幫你決定約會對象,偶爾也要自己決定一下!」456Please respect copyright.PENANA372VknCdt6
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夢中精靈......那是我告訴阿軒的。456Please respect copyright.PENANA2fva3fSSSa
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夢中有位掌管夢境的精靈,我一直很像小孩般的相信著。456Please respect copyright.PENANAZhVBYuPkex
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「這樣也不是我自己的決定的吧!而是阿軒你......」456Please respect copyright.PENANAKiknEjnST3
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「總之,你不去也得去!因為我已經用你的名義跟詩晴邀約了!」456Please respect copyright.PENANASvu7lTC0ln
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阿軒這個惡魔,微笑著告訴我這件過份的事情。456Please respect copyright.PENANAKiFYCR2wla
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「我說你也太過份了吧!哪有人這樣子的啊!」456Please respect copyright.PENANAUkfuAwpoRC
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我在罵著阿軒同時,心裡卻有著一種雀躍的心情。456Please respect copyright.PENANAuRwTHVRmzS
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或許......我的內心渴望著打破那個束縛。只是,我一直不敢走出去。456Please respect copyright.PENANAGkCYX9YlY5
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德國哲學家.尼采曾經這麼說過:如果你想走到高處,就要使用自己的兩條腿!不要讓別人把你抬到高處;不要坐在別人的背上和頭上!456Please respect copyright.PENANAHROY008HEB
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想到這裡,我不禁笑了......456Please respect copyright.PENANAU8aAA5LFyO
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阿軒替我創造了一個走出去的機會,那麼接下來我該使用自己的雙腿了......不是嗎?