清晨，我從溫暖的陽光中醒來。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9x8ghBAr0S
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明明．．．．．．．已經好久沒有做過這個夢了。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QrV65zgu1
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這個夢讓我想起了與布魯克斯伯伯的初遇。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0uuXXvb4C
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他救贖了我，把我從黑暗的深淵拉了回來。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMXUVwBm4T
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這一切的開端要從那一天開始說起；430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVHa7JCtAq
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１９９８年的４月２１日．．．．．．是我滿六歲的生日。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdtBH8PvHY
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也是在這一天，死神無情的奪走了我雙親的生命。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrU6dfbskoe
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一場意外．．．．．．在意外的現場，找到了一盒未拆封的水彩。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZ0rmYEmN8
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即使已經因為意外而變得殘破不堪，但是對我來說．．．．．．那是我的寶物，最後一次從雙親手上收的生日禮物。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkPFgNVpIw
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「姐、姐姐．．．．．．爹地、媽咪呢？我要．．．．．爹地、媽咪！」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpvThyBhPg
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雙親的喪禮就在一間小教堂簡單的舉行了．．．．．．當時我不明白什麼是死亡，更不明白雙親們到哪裡去了？430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGc4hWa4pGY
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安娜姐姐一句話也沒說，只是緊緊得抱著我。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnTMWuyBAo
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那一天．．．．．．是雨天。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYADKdabEiu
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離雙親逝世已經超過了半年．．．．．．我似乎理解了什麼是死亡，死亡是惡魔！430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMjAjC5Jjz
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死亡．．．．．．是神對生命的惡作劇！430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1o3lMqAsu
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我不明白；既然有生，為何又要有死？430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFn8FSdMQR2
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我不理解；既然都難逃一死，人類又為何要求生？430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj84OoCVoIA
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這個過程的目的是？430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gTmHYX2Bh
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在我六歲的那一年裡，我一直在思考這樣的問題。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Xo1E1SkMI
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死亡這個單字，對我所造成的衝擊太大了！430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAyHuawipH
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１９９８年１２月２４日：430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GIQvMpFyS
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這一天是平安夜，但是這是我第一次體會到沒有親人陪伴的聖誕夜。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAfU4Nfagf
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為了生計，安娜姐姐從高中休學，而不停的打著零工。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdiaQlSgV8
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只是為了生存！430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQADCTcT1a7
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可笑的是．．．．．．人遲早都會面臨死亡！430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9qapWGa0z
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那一天我一個人帶著雙親遺留給我的水彩盒，來到了聖奧爾本斯教堂的附近徘徊。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHeQnM37S7
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我看著這雄偉的教堂，這裡面供奉的是人們所信仰的神！430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5JhFodLe0
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「如果真的有神的話，就告訴我生命是什麼啊？」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2RkjOQVY7
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我忍不住朝著教堂大吼，想要發洩心中一切的怨氣。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiTh4dDJre
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「小男孩，怎麼啦？」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJ7kfYl1af
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一位正好路過，穿著有點凌亂的老人問著我。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrQQDPa1iv
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我心想：這個人．．．．．．遲早也是會死的．．．．．．．430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFlkfD4cRP
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「我不懂既然神給予了我們生命，為何又要剝奪？」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDQPpORjXR
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「真是個深奧的問題呢！」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVO7bb0l0f
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聽到我的問題 眼前的老人似乎有點吃驚，或許這真的是一個非常深奧的問題。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPLkgSkZzy
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老人一直用奇怪的眼神打量著我，讓我感覺到有點不自在。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHE9BPlHmk6
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「小男孩，你喜歡繪畫嗎？」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8zhACWI9b
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老人的目光停留在我手上的水彩盒，然後柔聲的問道。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDuKqD3DQd
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「以前喜歡，現在不喜歡了！」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKddIuseV7
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「喔？為何呢？」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVl96koNxC
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「因為所有的一切都是騙人的假象，一切都會消失！」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGL0wvxKLuO
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想起了雙親．．．．．．430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpvQqzggrm
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雖然我沒有看過事發的現場．．．．．．但是那鮮血染紅大地景像，卻日復一日的出現在我的夢裡。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYsszB7Woo
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想到這裡，我忍不住流出了淚水。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UWumH91NG
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「男孩子不可以哭唷！」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWSoMvKWYn
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老人用他蒼老的大手抹去我臉頰上的淚水，他的手令人覺得溫暖、厚實。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjo8bTATdqM
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我．．．．．停止了哭泣。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlVpWYhING
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「小男孩，你看這棵大樹。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiHaTBv7p1
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我朝著老人手指的方向看了過去．．．．．．430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkOUsHTrbb
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「你感覺到了什麼？」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp11uxG0fQ3
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我搖搖頭，因為那只是一棵普通的大樹而已！430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmfO1Yjl5a
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「你在看看地上這些枯葉，你能明白什麼嗎？」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSlBNhIJ96
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我仍是搖頭。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5Gaxri7XC
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「乖孩子，你記好！有形的事物終將有凋零的一天，即使強壯的大樹幹也好，或是不起的小樹葉也罷！都無法逃離這樣的循環。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5evQul0wC
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「可是．．．．．活著根本一點意義也沒有！」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsedzLwawBF
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「你真的是這樣想嗎？」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6JjC1GF5v
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老人很認真的注視著我，他的雙眼彷彿能看穿我的內心。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2XokIwWwg
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「．．．．．．．」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7roCw0J4j
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「每天都有很多的人死去，但是同時也有很多新的生命誕生！在這樣的無限循環中，你覺得你能些做什麼呢？」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hoy2UQwpj
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「這樣的循環，一點意義也沒有！」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIFqqzW5cZ
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「是這樣子嗎？」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmzAaKmfjE
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「而且．．．．．我根本就什麼也做不到。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQm1JNBBwgw
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是的．．．．．．我什麼都做不到。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IreB6r80Q
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我根本無法自己一個人生存．．．．．．如果有一天，安娜姐姐也離我而去的話．．．．．．那我又能做什麼？430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPRfkUsLlA
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「小男孩，你現在就有你能做到的事情。只是你沒有注意到而已！」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtd1hC4hFl
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「我能．．．．．．做到的事情？」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbeVM7pXLUl
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「就是你手中的水彩啊！」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmKmdTtIKC
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老人笑了，笑的非常開懷。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOLoYJMmQ2
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「我、我的水彩？」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvSs3eMrFR
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我看著手中緊緊握住的水彩盒，唯一的寶物。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jsLy5VsXF
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「有形的事物雖然會凋零，但是思想卻是會傳承的！你不是會畫畫嗎？把你的思想畫在畫中傳達吧！」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7r2UZS2JO
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我疑惑的問道：「畫畫．．．．．．」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIlxEnTHR0
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「對！畫出你所想的、所見的、所聽的、所夢的。雖然你有一天仍必須將要直視死亡，但是你的精神卻會傳承下去！」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZrhnuF7eR
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老人的這翻話，震憾了我．．．．．．．．430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxx1oOTIk9C
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原來，人們並不只是無意義的活在這個世界上。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNgX49QSDF
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我似乎能理解了．．．．．．人的價值。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ530CKXRp2Y
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這就是我與布魯克斯伯伯的初遇。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBbAJIeshb
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英國；430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFMG5NKygz
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１９９８年１２月２４日；430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9gggwXME9
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寒冷的聖誕節前夕．．．．．．我向手中的水彩盒立下了誓言，我要成為一名能傳達思想的畫家。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKsja3DmPC
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用這盒充滿著對雙親回憶的水彩，畫下我曾經存在過的痕跡！430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57ooyXwUwa
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（註：這篇是以軒現有的思維去回想，當時的他並未能完全真正的明白布魯克斯的話中涵義。）
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