「……」我唔係好識安慰人,仲要係一個比我大20幾年嘅人,突然間氣氛變得好沉重。514Please respect copyright.PENANAN7lYJerhnC
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佢點起支煙,好大力吸住煙嘴,鼻孔慢慢噴出煙,煙絲慢慢飄向滿佈石屎跡嘅天花。514Please respect copyright.PENANAenGhYD44e0
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其實我自己對煙味有少少反感,因為嗰陣味真係好難聞,但唔知點解呢刻我望住佢嘅pat羊咩鬚同埋佢失落嘅眼神,我竟然會合埋眼呼吸周圍嘅空氣,嗰刻嘅煙味我唔覺得討厭,甚至喺煙味間了解到佢嘅感受。514Please respect copyright.PENANAPZUGJkGHQd
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「支煙喺哩度點起,吐出嘅時侯就消失喺空氣入面,煩惱只可以收埋喺依度。」佢望住牆講。514Please respect copyright.PENANApfjyvC4l28
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我感覺到佢應該唔係煩惱關於錄音嘅野,好似有另外一啲心事,但佢冇講出嚟。514Please respect copyright.PENANAyPvol5LPpF
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可能人大個咗,煙同酒就喺心事嘅最大朋友。514Please respect copyright.PENANA4END2CY37L
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臨走前佢叮囑我:「你唔好同任何學生同tutor講我食煙。你返去先喇,如果冇晒學生,你同Michael都放工走人喇。」514Please respect copyright.PENANAqxX534yFi6
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「ok……咁你行到? 」我比佢影響到有啲情緒失落。514Please respect copyright.PENANAUWNNWJP9N8
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佢企起身行咗兩步樓梯比我睇。514Please respect copyright.PENANA0AoiBz0jwb
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返到班房,得返Michael同Cindy喺到。514Please respect copyright.PENANAzZ2WazdkXS
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Michael好驚訝:「原來你未走㗎? 」514Please respect copyright.PENANABtbmE2Ux2s
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「未呀,依家執野走,Patrick WhatsApp我話如果你冇野做都可以走喇。」514Please respect copyright.PENANARyq8yo9ixg
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「哦……不過點解你身上咁大煙味嘅? 」佢身體傾前聞一聞我件衫。514Please respect copyright.PENANAaPH86dOnJW
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「啱啱喺後樓梯dum垃圾,果度好鬼大煙。」我好唔自然咁解釋。514Please respect copyright.PENANAyLPLAj55ic
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「你dum咗半個鐘垃圾?」佢雙眼擘大望住我。514Please respect copyright.PENANAwYflmpzMUX
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「係呀,haha。」我敷衍佢。514Please respect copyright.PENANAI5CqQVtLRS
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Michael好尷尬:「……好喇,咁我走先喇。」514Please respect copyright.PENANA21pqjf9OPd
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過多十分鐘我都走人。514Please respect copyright.PENANARpp3QRLSZe
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喺返去搭巴士果段路,我個腦都喺啱啱老細係後樓梯食煙嘅晝面。佢嘅生活究竟承受咗幾多壓力。514Please respect copyright.PENANAfnkmlmpBwY
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聲音A:「可能你遲啲都係咁㗎喇,人人皆有困難之處。」514Please respect copyright.PENANABaoRgdt50U
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聲音B:「你煩惱人哋個煩惱,你自己就冇煩惱咩? 」514Please respect copyright.PENANAMn2QwNtOzp
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聲音B點醒咗我一樣野,由於聽日個星期五輪到Michael返工,即係我有兩個星期冇得見Ellie。514Please respect copyright.PENANAWZZlQpC5C0
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點解又會無啦啦諗起佢。514Please respect copyright.PENANAPFuiQnoDPa
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喺巴士站等車嘅時侯嚟咗架73B巴士,我竟然下意識上咗去,當我想比錢時,先發現個價錢同480號同689號巴士唔同,但車門已經閂埋咗。514Please respect copyright.PENANAg3l09OP7ua
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我心入面怪責自己:「點解我會痴線到上錯車㗎。」514Please respect copyright.PENANAZGYE5cqALC
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上到巴士上層隨便搵咗個位坐,然後就開始反思自己係咪真係要改一改自己講小大話嘅習慣。諗諗吓野突然個腦突然間陰住陰住痛。514Please respect copyright.PENANAhcNOpEqK3B
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我用食指同中指指腹按一按耳仔對上嘅太陽穴,感覺終於好咗啲。514Please respect copyright.PENANAGb2CCakON7