幾天又過去了，Joe沒有找我，我只好在討論區中找個話題分享給他，標題為「覺唔覺得人大左好寂寞？」，我覺得這個貼文好像在講我。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2uG931Ie6
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Joe再次秒回：「呢個世界就係咁，冇辦法啦。」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85cpSiNuxL
「唯有去玩下飛鏢、搵人傾下計，派下source，當個人忙啲，就好似冇咁無聊。」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMQgsAOG4k
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「真係咩？玩完翻到屋企對住四面牆都係會悶。」我問409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJpUAoh6xV
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「或者，我唔想睇落好似毒L，好似呢個城市嘅異類。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOl8Faiq7VG
「你明唔明白？」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrPUlJzcGW
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「唔，我明嘅。」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANH46Ky90z
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其實，我不明白。因為我甘願當這個城市的異類。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpqC23ckn8
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每一次，我發訊息給Joe，就好像他在我身邊陪著我。他回覆我的信息，我覺得很高興，很雀躍。當他告訴我，他身邊的朋友、他身邊的點點滴滴，我好像跟他在共同經歷一些事情。每一次收到他的訊息，總會不自覺心動，然後急不及待回覆。偶爾我會為了打開話題，亂發一些討論區的貼文。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupGbWy01h8
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然而，今天我忽然發現打開話題的大多都是我。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFjUCYdOEV
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我想知道，在他的心中，到底有沒有我？我不知道，我是不是煩著他。或許，只是有人湊巧經過，讓我覺得可以談心。我以為他明白我的寂寞，於是不停跟他聊天。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ264tsv34ok
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到底我在他的心中是一個怎樣的角色？還是從來我只是把他當一個解悶的樹洞，他也是這樣。不論我在不在，給不給他回應，他還是可以過得好好的。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1tR10vqwP
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會不會因為我的出現，他的煩惱才出現？因為有一個人當他的聆聽者。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6ERmW5lz1
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我還是想知道答案。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdMCWOANuC
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我決定WhatsApp Cindy。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvZUluvZ5F
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「Cindy，點樣先知道一個人對我有冇意思？」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUxhunvFXx
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「你試下唔搵佢，睇下佢幾時搵你。如果佢唔搵你，你你就明啦。」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRomLo2JBS
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於是，我決定不找Joe。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmnm5zhpa8
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我想知道，他會主動來找我嗎？409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nsI2cB0R9
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我重新翻看我們第一次約會的WhatsApp對話：「得我地兩個咋，仲睇唔睇啊？」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSTBBhBmX3
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那是我約Joe看電影。他告訴我好多好多關於自己的事，把「秘密」告訴我，可是我開始覺得所謂的秘密，會否只是我一廂情願？409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpuLWGPZ670
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