約會的這一天,好不容易爬下床,如常的刷牙、洗臉,看著鏡子了的自己,一如過去二十年的普通。看著額頭上的凌亂劉海,忍不住把劉海撥好,把劉海如常的撥到左邊,卻又突然覺得自己右邊的臉比較大。分一點劉海到右邊,卻又覺得遮住眼睛,好像很MK。劉海真讓人感到煩惱,怎麼放好像都不好看。任由它隨意散落,卻又看起來很亂,所謂的凌亂美不適用於我身上。其實,我知道不是劉海不好看。330Please respect copyright.PENANAqHsmW481AQ
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最後,還是如常的讓它自然散落在左邊。330Please respect copyright.PENANAaT3eZiparK
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打開衣櫃,看著裡面的一片藍,藍裡唯一的一點白,是一件白色的毛衣。我拿起那件白色毛衣,放到自己的身上,看著旁邊的鏡子。330Please respect copyright.PENANAwdJXdI8Uaj
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我站在鏡子前,想了一會。330Please respect copyright.PENANAS7wherI3VK
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這樣穿好看嗎?好像有點蓬鬆?又好像有點太白?然後又忍不住從衣櫃裡拿了一件常常穿的Hoodie,的確順眼好多,可是好像有點頹廢的感覺。左手拿著Hoodie,右手拿著白色毛衣拼來拼去,糾結了良久。330Please respect copyright.PENANAiU00ej2KDS
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手機的鬧鐘再次響起,我才驚覺要出門了,要不然會遲到上課,這一課的教授總愛把課業的重點放在開頭講。330Please respect copyright.PENANAVZM1z2QVhq
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我最後還是挑了白色毛衣,配了一條格子長裙子。再拿起放在地上的麻布袋就直接出門口。330Please respect copyright.PENANAshLpHvJLWC
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坐在巴士上,看著窗外飛過的風景,又不自覺看到自己的倒影,看著自己白色的毛衣,好像這樣穿也不錯。或許,我也該試試淺色的衣服,為衣櫃裡的一片藍增添顏色。衣櫃裡的藍色總是給我安全感,那種不會出任何意外的安全感,不會在人群中被人記住。330Please respect copyright.PENANA7uLVk4Se7f
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我害怕標奇立異,於是只能讓自己隱藏在人群當中。330Please respect copyright.PENANAGAozFMoD9J
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坐在課室裡面,內容卻聽不入耳,旁邊都是偷偷低聲閒聊、按著手機的人。我靜靜找個位置坐。330Please respect copyright.PENANAAqZhZ3UdaT
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Angela剛進課室就坐在我旁邊,然後問:「喂,今日咩事?著得咁令嘅?」330Please respect copyright.PENANA1fknb8j4FN
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「冇啊,心情好。」我說。330Please respect copyright.PENANA4xfyURPKvy
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「冇啦啦心情好,好日都唔見你咁著。」330Please respect copyright.PENANArNr694ATAh
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「唔。」330Please respect copyright.PENANAHfHperHBW6
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我把教授的聲音當作背景滑著手機,不自覺打開跟Joe的對話。330Please respect copyright.PENANAv6IkeDUVwW
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「四點半,旺角E出口等。」330Please respect copyright.PENANAphXCHDcFZf
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現在是兩點半,還有兩個小時就會下課,下課再過一個小時,我就迎來我人生的第一次跟異性的約會。330Please respect copyright.PENANAkPAQiOySjB
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約會跟偶遇是很不同,約會不是單單兩個人的相處時間,而是有前奏、有餘韻。現在有三個小時讓我期待,只剩兩個小時的時候我也許會坐立不安,還有一個小時的時候,或許我會開始想像見面的情景,構思一下對白。330Please respect copyright.PENANAk9sHa5IQkj
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開了一下ig,又開了一下Facebook,再看了一下討論區。然後,又打開Whatsapp,置頂的還是跟Joe的對話,下面一句我回覆的,「ok,陣間見。」就這樣不斷的重複,好不容易才捱到下課。330Please respect copyright.PENANAlh3PkbNFQl