早上六時起床的我，拿著手機想消費腦袋一會兒。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyVJ8E4hJk
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就這樣百無聊賴浪費了人生半個小時後，我洗澡換衣服，然後去了樓下買了芝士蛋三文治。看了看手機，我猜她應該是夜班。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbESQqZ7hRf
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但我還是不想放棄的去找找她。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOb56C9qMY
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到了她家片刻，我發現她醒了，禁不住去看看。腳步停在她的屋門口，我發現沒有什麼動靜，我看到她房門是開了，突然聽到開門聲是，在廁所走出來的是她媽媽，我發現她好像看了我一眼，我感覺像是一種「被發現」的感覺。但她沒有任何的反應，轉身就回房間了。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55v6byH0mr
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我想是因爲沒有眼鏡所以「視而不見」。我也想到她起床了是因爲她媽媽，她是很容易驚醒的人。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBjpPPMKo5
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我大概已經知道她那些時候夜班了。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGlcHsfeQG
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回到樓下，把三文治吃完才上班去。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSmPqkiOUK
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上班時發現體力去到極限了，一整天不斷的找時間補眠。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QTaJZqIId
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今天問了她可否幫我修改設計作品的文本，我很喜歡她的字，小時候我想像她將來會是一個作家，是我心目中的文學少女。當然我認為我的文本給她修改是最好，因為她抓到的字會很對題，畢竟哪有「文字人」會比我這「視覺人」的字還爛。而這作品由她來寫文本的意義，501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XJ8hQP88o
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她是每天都寫日記的人，可能就像我在寫的小說一樣。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33d2V7lW3u
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片刻，她只回了三隻冰冷的文字：501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tM81qIxua
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「自己想。」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfcxqMJXj3
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似是三塊方冰，於渾濁的酒杯底浮起，令我渾身一冷。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tOPv9DpTk
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我大概了解到她想冷處理我，但這種做法還是太冷了。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92vtHt1s7h
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我只好說得明白一點。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlJeZ11kt8
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我找了她的朋友傾訴。她的朋友是一個很好的人，老實不客氣，我很欣賞這一點，也開解我很多，當然我這是麻煩別人太多。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2o1c1ukpDS
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我問她是不是這樣討厭我。我也說明了她朋友是一個她好好的朋友，希望她會珍惜，如果要討厭就我一個就可以。如果不是這樣也希望她明白我，我也會明白她，尊重她的決定。也說明要她幫我是因為覺得她是最適合的人。也問她想法如何。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvPbb9Kxkt
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之後她沒有回應什麼，卻直接就幫我的作品起了名，比我的文字美麗得多。過了一會兒，也為我修改了作品概念的文本。在那一刻，我很感謝她。雖然字數上還是沒有刪減到150字內。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjvtJSZwaz
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之後我們互相刪減修字。最後由200多字經歷多個版本到150字內，內容簡潔，也能保留重點。我很感激，也表示希望能夠贏出第一。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR18MGKWnoA
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在上述的情況下，其實工作效率不算很高，而且本身已經精神不足，能做到互相修字，我感覺已經很厲害了。當然我很清楚自己不會寫得出什麼好字，最後選的當然是她精煉後的「結晶」。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeprSEQxjg4
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下班和同事一起離開。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgmu2kOx5y
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疲憊不堪的我，仿如行屍走肉一般，內心充滿想做要做的事卻又矛盾不斷。和同事閒聊，回答都已經是不假思索的直白。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2T7kW9em0h
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口裡說出了無數的累。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmQXkm18OU
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真的很累。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKQHSwuRU3
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過了不長也不短的時間。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMo0IR4UJX
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車停了，下車了。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3LjrSjj9i
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我用「工作毒品」葡萄糖把僅餘的意識拉扯住，直到回家。我發現我開著的電腦和插著的外置硬碟分離了，真的千言萬語說不完，我撥了電話給母親，那是多管閒事的人又不做好自己。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRMN8WEsQB
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彷彿被拉得繃緊的的那根理智線被斷掉了。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9qeHqpTUt
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在電話中的我破口大罵，說明我的硬碟在傳輸資料。自己的東西又不收拾卻去動別人的事物。前天還說什麼不會動別人的東西。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCl9Mg6vga
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過了一會收到她對不起的訊息，算吧，那人誠信一早破產。在我寫著這篇時，她就早已說自己什麼都沒做、也沒有錯。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssLdxMmVaE
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完全令我感到無言的無賴。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuv8ZyAhinu
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累透的我把晚飯在冷藏櫃先拿出來，繼續工作。其實我在車廂時已不斷的找人幫忙問比賽作品的成本價目，因為比賽需要列出。在我回來後，我其中一樣學習的是找別人幫助──那是我從前不會做的。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkBKAto9X8
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面對很多事物，我都是把所有包著，然後由自身來消化、學習。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡum1vAoWnJr
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只是現在的我才明白這是不健康的，所以我在那一天後也常常會找人幫忙，找她也如是。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnbPWFa65t
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我比較了各人的意見，再把我可以從網上找到的資訊整合起來……501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUl0ND7jgW
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把她給我的字句和設計圖做最後整理，然後提交到主辦單位。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Sdl3yecH3
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終於完成了。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ypKq3nIeB
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身子放鬆下來，但這些超時工作偷來的時間是需要還的。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgzbwgmAiM
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我在梳化上，完全靜止不動的休息了一小時。回過神來的我拿起了手機，向她道謝。今天晚上下雨了，我把晚飯放到電飯煲加熱，中途把一隻在家裡肆虐的蟑螂殺了。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDD9LHAfLN
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「不收拾自己東西的人」就是這樣地養大「小可愛」全家。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzi0gjP2Xdy
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吃過飯後，我在家中做運動，做了三組，非常辛苦，又在想是誰設計這種東西，一定是心理變態。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDczPdsxo5K
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我又再開始整理她和我的照片，很多很多快樂的事。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxswJyUAVY
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時間過了很久。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNCLJYvyFt
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夜色早已籠罩了天空的深夜。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzztZAKsZN3
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我朝窗外看了一眼，覺得不能不睡了。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqr8WF2kej
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