起床後的我滿臉疲態。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6Wgba5Eo8
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我晚了一點起床，梳洗過後就立即出門。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGxWyKlhPZ
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我想要偶遇她，只是理解時間上應該有點差異。我習慣的這個時間，是她第一天的上班時間，而今天，我想她大概是早了出門。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp64GOqoBLS
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又到了公司樓下吃早餐。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkw2oVatTX
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我在寫著這小說，在想她的需要，不想再找無謂的話題，只想做到令她感到我的關愛的事。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq39fgpGZNv
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上班也在不間斷的寫著，途中感覺到毒癮的發作。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9J6M65dx4n
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於是我祭出心理鹽水這殺著，然後選擇當沈思的大衛。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezaEdREyxR
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聽著歌，一個人。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYfon4fjhJ
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在小小的空間裡靜靜地寫作。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25siWJpCpG
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中餐之後，今天會有一個「自由兼職者」來幫忙，那人年資比我多一點，我想她大概是一個渴望自由的人。我也是這種人，但她和我想像是很大程度上的差距。在我眼裡她是為了生計而東跑西走。但我想要的是一個屬於我的地方。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIROIXK2aJ1
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縱是這樣想著，看著她，我還是覺得此人比起我這籠中鳥還好。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlzTMDIHcT
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隨著我的工作量不斷增加，我也感到內心的失控感在直線遞升。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvHqgIOJOs
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哪怕有人幫忙，也只是為了不給我去煩惱另一些的麻煩事，工作量根本沒有減輕。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IZ7aQzSE3
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而且我也要安排她的工作。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvlpPQv1Kk
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其實我的狀態也不太想工作，心不在焉。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDZg3utAEb
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隨此之外，還要做著比賽的設計，重重的山壓下來，我感覺到我很像之前那位走了的同事。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukNOxtcr5p
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對我來說，上班的工作應該是最嘔心。那些不務正業直到快死了才問你要東要西的人、還有那些有五十至一百張，一張一張輸入到雲端的麻煩文件。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdutKkdoqVk
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我也嘗試著聽不同的歌和資訊。了解苦情歌賣座，但畢竟那不合我的性格，我會愛聽不放棄的歌。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQLxcwQkd5
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當然，心癮來到我也會用「心理鹽水」。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuD2HlgcGY
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下班後，我做了一會兒工作，便出去吃點東西後再到運動場。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KhiLB8xI1
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運動場的地面很濕滑，那些膠沙有時是滑滑的，我找了轉彎線內圓的地方做體能。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54DLonY1Ai
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一直做著做著，由運動場充斥著一群人，做到空無一人。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg06wUy48Er
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做了四組運動，全身上下的毛孔都似是哭出來般，但同時又感覺到自己的堅持與意志力。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkm1FRSjTA
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做著的時候，會在想「這到底是誰想出來的鬼東西！」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgHqwDU41M
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就像我的人生一樣，這算什麼鬼東西。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLXE4Jbvws
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我只好做好自己，好到一個比十個月前更好的自己等待她回來。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9Tchq5xZD
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全身哭了的我回到家。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcj5Zhq7PKP
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或許毛孔代替我已哭乾了的雙眼。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbvvqTWgM5
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最後沈沈睡去。
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