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The air smelled different that morning — like rain had washed away something deeper than dust.
Colleen sat at the edge of her bed, cradling a warm mug in her hands. It had been days since that dinner. Days since Andrei’s voice cracked in the dark and the truth poured out like a wound finally exposed to air.
She hadn’t seen him since.10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wYqljDFbZ
No calls. No texts.10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbczTN9FPa2
Only the echo of everything left unsaid.
But inside her, something had shifted.
She wasn’t angry anymore.
Not like before — not that sharp, screaming kind of anger that made her want to burn everything to the ground. This was something quieter, steadier. A calm that came not from forgetting what he did, but from finally remembering who she was.
The Letter
She wrote it with trembling hands.
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It wasn’t even a goodbye.10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxt7xGWGw8v
It was a release.
“I loved you. And I don’t regret that.10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OSc4sUvm1
But I also loved myself. And I regret forgetting that for a while.”
She read it once, folded it into an envelope, and slipped it into her bag.
One Last Visit
She didn’t knock. She messaged instead.
“Are you home?”
A pause. Then a reply.
“Yes. Do you want to talk?”
“No. I just want to return something.”
The apartment looked the same.10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV39U65kGIA
He looked the same — maybe a little smaller in his posture, his eyes duller than before. But she didn’t flinch. She had imagined this moment a hundred times, and now that it was here, she felt… steady.
She handed him the envelope.
“I forgive you,” she said. Simply.
He opened his mouth to speak, but she raised a hand.
“I’m not saying that because what you did was okay. It wasn’t. I’m saying it because I want to stop being angry. I want peace — not reconciliation. Just release.”
His jaw clenched. His eyes shimmered.
“I didn’t expect you to ever—”
“I’m not doing this for you, Andrei,” she interrupted gently. “I’m doing it for me.”
Forgiveness Without Return
She didn’t stay long. She didn’t need to.
Forgiveness, she realized, didn’t mean welcoming someone back. It meant letting go of the version of herself that clung to the pain, the questions, the need for closure.
Forgiveness was freedom.
Not softness. Not surrender.10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrRvCvsh9w
But strength — the kind that no longer needed to be loud to be real.
That night, she lay in bed and whispered to the ceiling, “I forgive you,” once more — and then again, to herself.
“I forgive me.”
For staying too long.10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGkNsNM5hl
For hoping too hard.10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIm4fHGz0Oe
For loving him more than she protected herself.
The Last Page
In her journal, she wrote just one thing before turning off the light:
“Forgiveness isn’t weakness.10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQfNda9GG4
It’s the door I open for myself when I’m ready to leave the ruins behind.”
And this time, she didn’t look back.
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