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No Plagiarism!ESGK4H39d0Ja7wSA11oYposted on PENANA 夜晚高高盤照,沒有群星,只有寥寥幾顆星像沙粒一般渺小映照。8964 copyright protection12PENANAztxrN6uwSP 維尼
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在遼闊而繁華的這座城市裡,擁有自立及懸臂式結構的高塔就聳立在正中心。8964 copyright protection12PENANAUDQKK7maLe 維尼
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一名金髮的少女的腳尖就輕輕處站在塔的最頂端,另一隻腳則抵在了這隻腳的腳背上,城市的萬千霓虹如星海般在她腳下浮沉。8964 copyright protection12PENANASC2q5eH1l4 維尼
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與其說是站在塔尖,她的身姿看起來,更像是懸浮在上頭。8964 copyright protection12PENANAnqBdysryFr 維尼
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也許是訊號的干擾,耳機中先傳來微微的電流雜音,隨後才是清晰的叫喚:「小浠。」8964 copyright protection12PENANA8gpRVPzqrM 維尼
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「怎麼了?」金髮少女的語氣輕鬆,言語背後風聲呼嘯,聽起來像是人在高處。8964 copyright protection12PENANAD1TvQC8Fvn 維尼
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「所以呢,妳沒事跑到電波塔上站著幹嘛?」那語氣聽起來,像是Eve在另一頭忍不住翻了個白眼。8964 copyright protection12PENANAue7ANhQnTM 維尼
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風從四面八方狂湧而來,掠過她金色的長髮,惹得那些柔順的髮絲如浪潮翻捲般,在空中凌亂的飛揚。8964 copyright protection12PENANAEu7IIpaiFg 維尼
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「嘛,當然是為了找出他在哪裡呀。」她一副理所當然地回應,彷彿本就該這麼做:「你不是說要帶回來的人是預言之子?」8964 copyright protection12PENANAimclaCRjCU 維尼
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「所以我得在其他人來之前,趕快把他帶回李維蘭塔。」8964 copyright protection12PENANA8Ka2CSTGny 維尼
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在說話的同時,少女那雙淺金的眸子微微地閃爍起光點。8964 copyright protection12PENANAsBfWfMM7sF 維尼
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那些光點彷彿黃金熔解後的液體,慢慢地匯聚成線條,最終鑄造成了包圍住瞳孔周圍輪廓的光圈。8964 copyright protection12PENANAql9RXduWQX 維尼
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一襲貼身的白裙隨風晃抖,外披的禮服大衣則在風的拍打下綷縩作響,她只是撩起額前的髮絲,將視線鎖定於一點,然後光圈裡的瞳孔便微微緊縮8964 copyright protection12PENANAGVQKYgdAe3 維尼
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片刻後,她語氣帶點得意:「吶,Eve,我找到了。」8964 copyright protection12PENANApeeXCyuaVj 維尼
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李維蘭塔的特級生8964 copyright protection12PENANAWaG19KTbLO 維尼
Chapter 028964 copyright protection12PENANAuBCKMcfZE6 維尼
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這裡是市中心,今天是聖誕夜。8964 copyright protection12PENANAaIQNvhsLA9 維尼
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周圍都是高樓大廈與霓虹,許多汽車在馬路上行駛著,街道上人來人往的走過,號誌的燈光不停的流轉與變換。8964 copyright protection12PENANAkCgdF7qOKg 維尼
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「好吵。」8964 copyright protection12PENANA985gRaG1Hs 維尼
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這一片繁華的景象,少年只用一句話便概括完畢。8964 copyright protection12PENANAowGfbY7ZnW 維尼
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他望着前方的街道,雙眼毫無深情的陷入了回憶。8964 copyright protection12PENANAMCSIyPdovp 維尼
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那是來自夢裡的話語,這叫喚他聽過許多次。8964 copyright protection12PENANAewhk8FVkQO 維尼
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「哥哥——」8964 copyright protection12PENANALxAHzrEV6F 維尼
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就像是無止的輪迴一般,每當他就要忘記時,因為他便又會莫名其妙的再做一次這場夢。8964 copyright protection12PENANACKRWU6SIi9 維尼
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「你必須快點醒過來——」8964 copyright protection12PENANAlJw7TCwiTA 維尼
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「醒來幹嘛,我巴不得睡死呢。」8964 copyright protection12PENANATIqyQFB1zt 維尼
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少年一個人孤零零的走在街上,他穿著連帽外套,寬鬆的連帽已經戴上,但裡面還多戴著一頂鴨舌帽,帽沿壓的老低。8964 copyright protection12PENANArdsgRlM1Lx 維尼
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他微微低著頭,雙肩與後背微微蜷縮,一隻手插在外套的口袋裡,另一隻手則拎著提袋,整個氛圍看起來很壓抑,走的也很急促。8964 copyright protection12PENANAkQxj8JVt8K 維尼
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突然,「噼啪」一聲。8964 copyright protection12PENANAKPJpRBJhbx 維尼
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像無數繽紛的水晶球在高空碎裂,煙火盛大的在都市的夜空裡綻放。8964 copyright protection12PENANAAcf1k4Y0io 維尼
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少年不由得抬起頭。8964 copyright protection12PENANABgZ6AueIUh 維尼
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夜空中,細碎的色彩輕輕灑落,在空中悠悠墜下,像一場溫柔的流星雨。8964 copyright protection12PENANAK1OUxe4TpP 維尼
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本該是美麗動人的場景,無數情侶與路人們抬頭看著,大部分都露出了溫馨的表情。8964 copyright protection12PENANAPllzsTgLHD 維尼
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但是少年看到的卻不是這樣,帽沿之下的瞳孔猛顫,一張臉看起來咬牙切齒。8964 copyright protection12PENANADUc7jnuMZy 維尼
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刺眼的光芒來回鼓脹與搖曳——8964 copyright protection12PENANAo70fLCIO1c 維尼
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那是一場場絢爛卻惹人驚懼的大規模爆炸——8964 copyright protection12PENANAKyZbCKI8Qp 維尼
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如群星全都撞在一塊——8964 copyright protection12PENANAkrUarLd7gv 維尼
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空氣瞬間沸騰並向以光速向外捲開——8964 copyright protection12PENANAClOH6UpjxX 維尼
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少年不由得馬上低下頭,兩手用力按著頭,一雙眼曈用力的閉上,整個眼瞼都在顫抖。8964 copyright protection12PENANAcZWG4vE3Gw 維尼
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但少年知道,這並沒有辦法阻止畫面的出現,因為他已經經歷過上百次了。8964 copyright protection12PENANAYRCt1F8vhY 維尼
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高聳無比、環狀圍繞在巨大空間的薄膜——8964 copyright protection12PENANANbYrsYGdnH 維尼
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那薄膜,看起來就像是囚禁這異空間的大型牢籠——8964 copyright protection12PENANA34mC37hez2 維尼
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然後,這膜在熱流之下,有一處開始蜷縮滴落——8964 copyright protection12PENANAK8lHDhemFl 維尼
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出現的遠遠不止這些。8964 copyright protection12PENANAoLwmUiRGpr 維尼
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黑壓壓的雲海中心緩緩裂開,一雙金色瞳孔自縫隙深處睜開,如神裁的目光一般掃過整個世界——8964 copyright protection12PENANAbEZrsK6FPu 維尼
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巨大的振翅鋪天蓋地、巨大的身軀蜿蜒而出——8964 copyright protection12PENANAEUS4nzoqcH 維尼
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「夠了、夠了——」他用力地抱著頭,歇斯底里地大吼:「到底為什麼要一直給我看到這些!到底是要幹嘛!」8964 copyright protection12PENANAkhZTms24CY 維尼
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於是少年像是再也受不了一般,開始在街道上狂奔。8964 copyright protection12PENANACNM0Fcbu1a 維尼
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他想逃,他想逃出一直在他生活中反覆出現的幻影,但是他能逃去哪裡呢?8964 copyright protection12PENANAa0veT5rnKn 維尼
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「喂、喂!撞到人不用說對不起嗎?」8964 copyright protection12PENANAACBl01EQ2N 維尼
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少年用他往前奔的身子不停在人群中推擠,他粗暴的在人海裡掙脫,不顧一切的向前跑。8964 copyright protection12PENANAYDyEx7B2gg 維尼
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他拐過幾個彎,越跑越快,直直往富人區奔去。8964 copyright protection12PENANA7UCveGE942 維尼
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數十分鐘後——8964 copyright protection12PENANA62y8qzlwQn 維尼
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住宅大樓的第六十樓、一層兩戶的奢靡豪宅裡,左邊那間充滿著歡樂聲,右邊那間則是一片死寂。8964 copyright protection12PENANAEs2WZTMGuF 維尼
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「唉——」隔壁估計是在慶祝某人生日吧,聽著那些隔著兩道門也能傳進來的高呼聲、拍手聲、拉炮聲,躺在沙發上的少年仰天長嘆:「活在這世界上有什麼好開心的?」8964 copyright protection12PENANADC9TXd1lK2 維尼
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「這次一定要——」他一邊呢喃,一邊拱起腰背,伸手去拿桌上癱軟的提袋:「永遠的沉睡下去。」8964 copyright protection12PENANApWf2tLiL93 維尼
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然後他從裏頭掏出了整罐的安眠藥。8964 copyright protection12PENANAcVMLMCqH2G 維尼
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他擰開瓶蓋,毫不猶豫而隨意的倒出所有的藥丸。8964 copyright protection12PENANABMaHV3HcAG 維尼
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而旁邊,屋裡能找的最大杯子裡,早就倒滿了數百毫升的RO 逆滲透水。8964 copyright protection12PENANAlnrFxNwtIU 維尼
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「既然是一整罐的量,這次應該就可以了吧。」8964 copyright protection12PENANAZASz7Rueb6 維尼
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從某個時刻開始,他便很常做這種重複而怪異的夢。8964 copyright protection12PENANAuJS5FdYMK3 維尼
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一開始,他只要多吞幾顆安眠藥就行了,可後來,他吞的藥丸數量越來越難以嚥入,但是夢卻越來越加劇的上演。8964 copyright protection12PENANAREHmXHBriH 維尼
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伴隨夢到來的次數頻繁起來,他的現實生活也開始出現了症狀。8964 copyright protection12PENANA7zd14M5FIn 維尼
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他總會時不時的看到一些莫名其妙的幻象,會像剛剛看到煙火時那樣,透過親眼所見的來被引發,有時症狀會嚴重到,他一時之間根本分不清何為虛幻,何又為真實。8964 copyright protection12PENANAMAQiXRiCAs 維尼
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「抱歉了,世界——」前一晚,第一次要自殺時,他翻出家裡剩下的藥丸,看著手心裡的十五顆藥丸,淺淺的喃喃:「我真的撐不下去了,你贏了。」8964 copyright protection12PENANAU9A9eWy9dF 維尼
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可他失敗了,不僅沒死,還在昏睡時又做了那場有人會喊自己「哥哥——」的夢。8964 copyright protection12PENANAKRZsy9Gyuc 維尼
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今晚,翻倍的三十顆,他一手將所有藥丸抓起,再丟入另一手,看著手裡密密麻麻的白色小藥丸,竟輕輕笑出了聲。8964 copyright protection12PENANAfFXO6TzaGO 維尼
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在他掌心的藥丸全都往嘴裡一摀的瞬間,突然傳來了一道言語。8964 copyright protection12PENANA1n3J4pcqrw 維尼
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「嘛,別死啊,李渺然。」8964 copyright protection12PENANA9eCz9RD1Gf 維尼
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話語中似乎夾雜著笑意,隔著一絲電子雜音與距離感,從門扇之外傳來。8964 copyright protection12PENANAtwkgpZxRpa 維尼
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「咦、咦——」8964 copyright protection12PENANAreF94RfUYr 維尼
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名為李渺然的少年被這言語嚇了一跳,身子一顫,本該進嘴的藥丸全都灑落在地。8964 copyright protection12PENANAadQ0sukBY3 維尼
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儘管他還在驚慌之下,電子門鎖已經發出一聲短促的嗶聲,著鎖芯輕響,門把在無聲中被優雅而果斷的壓下。8964 copyright protection12PENANAx4LR8RXDe1 維尼
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她走了進來。8964 copyright protection12PENANARzgnevaJtR 維尼
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是一位金髮少女,長髮束著高馬尾,柔順的垂落在肩際,隨著步伐微微蕩動。8964 copyright protection12PENANAAAoc9aIMJN 維尼
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她的眼眸是純粹的淺金,看起來一塵不染眼、無比通透的樣子,眼型修長卻不凌厲,在屋內的微光下泛著柔和的光澤。8964 copyright protection12PENANAmKqLnNW1F8 維尼
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她來到少年面前,就這麼看著他,而少年則完全愣住了。8964 copyright protection12PENANAfIkDiSlzKY 維尼
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嘴巴張了又合,合了又張,一直到過了幾秒後,李渺然才找回自己的聲音,語調帶著驚惶未定的顫音:「妳、妳是誰、怎麼進來的?」8964 copyright protection12PENANAWlkpt4lssJ 維尼
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「哇唔,你看著比我還小呢。」面前的少女指著他的臉,對著他眨了眨眼後說道。8964 copyright protection12PENANAethsD3V3r3 維尼
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不等李渺然有所回應,她便自顧的說下去,伸出去的食指對著空氣轉圈圈:「嘛,年輕就是會什麼都想要,也沒有什麼理由,就只是覺得自己有很多時間,覺得自己的生命還很長、很長。」8964 copyright protection12PENANAaJjmnrRpxb 維尼
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「然後就產生了一種恍惚的錯覺,以為自己什麼都有辦法去追求、有辦法去擁有。」說到這裡時,她聳了聳肩。8964 copyright protection12PENANA1FvqpneS0q 維尼
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少女微微彎腰,將臉湊近到李渺然面前:「但你卻一臉頹廢的消極樣子,還妄想吞安眠藥自殺,真是奇怪呢。」8964 copyright protection12PENANA5mBG2hrjxM 維尼
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對方的這舉動,惹得李渺然一陣驚慌失措地向後仰,整個後腦勺抵在沙發椅背上沿。8964 copyright protection12PENANA9EsHH2szuR 維尼
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「是因為出生在這麼有錢的家庭,不愁吃穿、要什麼有什麼,所以這個年紀想追求的都到手了?」8964 copyright protection12PENANAq5jqhFDZ6o 維尼
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少女微微的瞇起自己淺金的雙眸,看向他的眼神,就像是在看一道複雜的謎語,彷彿這一時間,怎麼看也看不透。8964 copyright protection12PENANAWEHPVoRMet 維尼
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「少對我亂指點、亂批評了!」一直承受對方單方面言語轟炸的李渺然,忍無可忍地吼了出來:「你這傢伙懂什麼啊!」8964 copyright protection12PENANAQgllOp8wH1 維尼
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「呦,也是很有脾氣嘛。」少女似乎有些出乎意料,但很明顯沒有被嚇到,在這番呢喃的時候挑了挑眉。8964 copyright protection12PENANAxnqbiUqFeJ 維尼
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「因為我是心理醫師哦。」隨後她慢慢拉回身子,到少年對面的沙發坐了下來:「名字是金浠泠。」8964 copyright protection12PENANADhoqkFF2XC 維尼
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「妳可以叫我小浠。」在頓了片刻後,她才又補充道,彷彿這是她心血來潮後的允許。8964 copyright protection12PENANAyyYVNM8u1R 維尼
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「蛤,我沒有預約心理醫師啊。」一時間,少年早就忘記對方荒謬闖進屋子的畫面,雖然還是一臉詫異,但卻是說道:「而且沒有心理醫師穿的這麼浮誇的吧!」8964 copyright protection12PENANAl6NFYJBjIl 維尼
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「你管我要怎麼穿。」名為金浠泠的少女,說話的同時後背躺的更沉,在沙發上的坐姿更顯放鬆,但仍顯著一股莫名的高雅:「是你弟弟把你介紹給我的,說怎麼樣都希望我來一趟。」8964 copyright protection12PENANA5qeEirgoT9 維尼
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又是弟弟?——8964 copyright protection12PENANAi6zXF6vvBA 維尼
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「我就說我沒有弟弟!」少年下意識的回嘴道。8964 copyright protection12PENANAtGU95TqmTQ 維尼
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「就?」金浠泠一聽後歪著頭,露出了奇妙的表情。8964 copyright protection12PENANAvl2WWEmwye 維尼
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李渺然壓根兒就不想讓這自稱心理醫師的陌生人知道夢境的事,於是大喊道。「少囉嗦!」8964 copyright protection12PENANAUEIDy7sozw 維尼
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「嘛,別這樣,先告訴我你的症狀和身心狀態吧。」8964 copyright protection12PENANAbaKJCQy2Nr 維尼
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「不要隨便展開晤談!」李渺然扯著喉嚨喊道:「而且你好像不會營造安全感與信任氛圍耶,一開頭就這樣問,還敢說自己是——」8964 copyright protection12PENANA1YbWvil8G6 維尼
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「少囉嗦!」莫名熟悉的詞句又被喊出,拋進了李渺然的耳裡,打斷了他的話語:「留給我的時間很少,我們趕快單刀直入吧!」8964 copyright protection12PENANACmqTTik6Pd 維尼
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「幹嘛一直對我大呼小叫的啦——」金浠泠接著喊:「我單純就是為了你而來的耶!」8964 copyright protection12PENANAZRxbRGJUT7 維尼
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李渺然聽完後,不由得微微睜大眼,原本充滿抗拒的姿態也在沙發上一下子軟了下來。8964 copyright protection12PENANAJMBIP8Snzo 維尼
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金浠泠感受到了眼前之人態度的轉變,語氣隨即變的柔一些:「拜託你了,讓我救你吧。」8964 copyright protection12PENANA1MrsMwDIvB 維尼
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聽到這句話後,李渺然愣住了。8964 copyright protection12PENANAs47OulP1zF 維尼
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就像是突然被按下了暫停鍵後,時間凝固在那個瞬間,他甚至彷彿能聽見自己心跳聲也隨之停止了一瞬。8964 copyright protection12PENANASdtLVJoh7G 維尼
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金浠泠不再說話,只是靜靜地望著那個少年,薄而溫柔,彷彿真的瞧見了他破碎的部分。8964 copyright protection12PENANAYOkqaL2ZXF 維尼
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在這之後,李渺然不由得將自身的症狀都全盤托出,那重複做著的夢、反覆在日常中看見的幻影。8964 copyright protection12PENANAcsGYG5g29a 維尼
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就連心理的狀態與想法,他也全都如實的告訴了眼前的少女:「不論怎麼掙脫,不論怎麼逃跑,我還是感覺自己又被拖回原地。」8964 copyright protection12PENANANXDGfQ3y93 維尼
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「不過老實說,也很荒謬,我根本不知道自己在逃什麼,只是總感覺自己被束縛著,就好像待在看不清、摸不著的監獄一樣。」8964 copyright protection12PENANA2URp4cX2zf 維尼
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聽到這裡的金浠泠,表情並不驚訝,也沒有被觸動,露出的反而是在核對與評估著什麼的沉思。8964 copyright protection12PENANAE5Gn4qUQEx 維尼
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他的手指不自覺地握緊,又慢慢鬆開,像習慣性模仿著一場失敗的逃脫:「所以我始終逃不走,也始終不明白我是在逃什麼,為此我感到感到不甘、感到憎恨、感到絕望。」8964 copyright protection12PENANABaWF6f7MNH 維尼
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一直聆聽而沒有出聲的金浠泠,在這時候說道,但她沒有看向李渺然,就好像是在自言自語,又或是說給不在場的誰聽:「嘛,解離症(Dissociative Disorders)裡面確實可能出現感知障礙——」8964 copyright protection12PENANAYdS0SSQAsG 維尼
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本章推薦BGM,放在這一段以作類似片尾曲的形式,可在閱讀完畢後繼續聽。8964 copyright protection12PENANAzmzFXhePgL 維尼
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可下一瞬間,李渺然瞳孔驟然放大,眼神在一瞬間湧入大量的空洞。8964 copyright protection12PENANAN7HNgGEVCj 維尼
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他的呼吸也停滯了,胸口忘記起伏,肩膀微微垮下,整個人像是失去支撐力一般的陷入了沙發之中。8964 copyright protection12PENANAgfngfuyRIA 維尼
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那模樣,看起來就好像整個人的靈魂,像是被什麼從體內抽走了。8964 copyright protection12PENANArADDvMaSO9 維尼
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解離症?又是這個名字?8964 copyright protection12PENANAUYt9aU4Nf5 維尼
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這就是妳的答案嗎?8964 copyright protection12PENANALZFTm18bGs 維尼
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妳果然也——8964 copyright protection12PENANAV2dn2G9ys9 維尼
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李渺然打斷了金浠泠的分析:「妳果然也跟他們——」8964 copyright protection12PENANAbeumyMVaeq 維尼
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「那些心理醫師都是這樣跟你說的,對吧?」金浠泠歪著頭,又打斷了他的話。8964 copyright protection12PENANAPWw4SjQk6P 維尼
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「咦、咦——」他猛地眨了眨眼,彷彿懷疑自己聽錯了:「摁,對,沒錯。」8964 copyright protection12PENANArVs39b2bMa 維尼
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「鳥要掙脫出殼。蛋就是世界。想要誕生,就必須摧毀一個世界。(The bird fights its way out of the egg. The egg is the world. Who would be born must first destroy a world.)」金浠泠眼神一沉的喃喃:「可在歲月磨蝕的生命中,又有多少人能夠真切地活著呢?」8964 copyright protection12PENANAKcqLulGVQG 維尼
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李渺然不禁怔怔地望著他,像是一時間沒法明白剛才那些話從金浠泠口中說出後,她所想要表達的意思。8964 copyright protection12PENANAqt04bDodPM 維尼
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「小浠,李渺然的配對吻合,那不是解離症,他確實有返還症候群(Reversion Syndrome)。」金浠泠的耳機在這時傳來Eve的聲音:「然後我還要告訴妳,阻擾者(Obstructor)快要來了,妳得快一點。」8964 copyright protection12PENANAF23tHaTi9d 維尼
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她聽完後,在李渺然面前沒有做出任何回應,而是對著他說道:「李渺然,你聽好了,我不是在開玩笑。」8964 copyright protection12PENANAneKujc2Tgn 維尼
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「這世界是一個巨大的牢籠,它很大,」金浠泠雙手十指交扣,放在膝上,身子微微前傾,眼神沉穩而堅定:「因為太大了,所以裡面的人們都不知道自己身處在牢籠之中,他們都以為自己很自由。」8964 copyright protection12PENANAJz6c29Zxfq 維尼
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「他們汲汲營營的在這座牢籠裡頭追求一切,高高在上的以為自己能夠主宰一切,天知道他們連自己都掌握不了。」8964 copyright protection12PENANAqiL4WcGDKh 維尼
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「他們根本就不知道真相,不知道自己只是個被圈養的豬隻。」8964 copyright protection12PENANAUNvmioxjWc 維尼
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「你知道為什麼你身邊的人都對你嗤之以鼻嗎,因為你是被困住的人——」8964 copyright protection12PENANA6rxQdyEn3J 維尼
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說到這裡時,金浠泠看向李渺然的眼神,就像在看一個負重太久、卻仍只能隻身一人、苦苦硬撐的傢伙。8964 copyright protection12PENANA0HOz4cviJu 維尼
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於是她若有似無的露出了心疼與憐惜,彷彿她也知道孤獨一人,身旁誰也不在,卻要面對這些事情會有多麼痛苦:「你是極少數,近乎唯一知道自己正被牢牢困住的人!」8964 copyright protection12PENANAF1DZl2k3U3 維尼
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不知為何,金浠泠的這句話,讓今年八月才剛高中畢業的李渺然,又陷入了還是學生時期的回憶。8964 copyright protection12PENANA1BRP7aErxQ 維尼
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當他看的道那些換向之後,他總會不自覺的對著空氣大呼小叫,無來由的東逃西竄,那些同班同學看到之後,便嘲笑他是精神病患,在團體中排擠他,甚至差勁一點的,還會在他桌子上亂塗鴉、亂丟棄屬於他的東西。8964 copyright protection12PENANAjWQFnje2Ng 維尼
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「因為你表現怪異,同學們才會這樣對你,你只要正常點就好了,明白嗎,李同學?」那個時候,甚至有教師職員對他說出了這樣的話語。8964 copyright protection12PENANAe74t8xH7H1 維尼
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想這些想到出神的他,在這時被對面坐著的少女叫喚:「李渺然。」8964 copyright protection12PENANANGEjjIFbLx 維尼
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「並非是No one is coming——」名為金浠泠的金髮少女慢慢起身,在這一刻伸出了手:「很抱歉我來晚了,從現在起,如果你願意的話——」8964 copyright protection12PENANAtHWDohP7u2 維尼
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「我們將一起承擔這難以承受之重的苦難。」她微微歪著頭,露出了盛大的甜美笑容:「如何,要跟我一起走嗎,去往真正的世界?」8964 copyright protection12PENANAHVJpVDCfy5 維尼
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「我——」8964 copyright protection12PENANAxoQNjQi5GV 維尼
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本章中,括號裡有粗體英文的句子,來自赫爾曼·黑塞(Hermann Hesse)的《德米安》(Demian)。8964 copyright protection12PENANARXYVANHJhd 維尼
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