風仍未止。界紋淡淡，於天際似寫未竟之痕。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzFipBxYeQ
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無名獨立於息象丘後山之巔，手中捧著那冊筆記本，書頁闔起，沉靜無聲。不是沉寂，而是拒絕。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RvyAcIFiB
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他已第三次試著提筆書記，卻每一次，筆觸將落未落之時，紙面即微微振動，筆尖自行脫離。書頁翻過，空白如雪，不納一字。仿佛紙也有心，知他將書何物，便先一步避開。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NnktAHvKf
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他閉上眼，深吸，將心念集中。想寫下剛才對林慧芳的那句話：若問不能止，妳便非問者。筆尖懸空，氣息凝斷。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ii0zfP1dc
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筆冊驟然自翻，下一頁自行展開，浮出一行墨影。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEr4ila3zz
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——「非問者，不配書。」29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3FnSH0voF
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無名怔住，那不是他寫的，也不是他心中原念所映。那像是筆冊自己在答——不，是在審。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVDRjj8OgD
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風更寒，空氣中浮現一絲絲心象紋理，無形無味，卻使他心中一震。他看見筆冊內頁開始自動顫動，一頁頁拋開記憶：過往他所記下的每一筆問語，每一句對破相的懷疑，每一個在幻象中見到的他人與自己，現在如同被筆冊回放，卻全然陌生，彷彿不是他所書。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BGo2j3Psv
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忽然，一頁頁之中浮現一道影子——是他自己，坐在幽光中，執筆無動，眼神冷然，如審稿者般看著他。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopbFHMSLrb
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幻象之中，書中之他問道：「你還在寫嗎？」29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc28seb28OZ
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無名喉頭一緊，不知如何應答。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9SjnjTwTa
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHNx1FOvwo
書中之影繼續：「你不是在問。你是在記錄你曾問過。你已經不再問了。筆知道，你只是想留下一點證明——你曾經想過什麼。」29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOlXr14fne
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無名輕聲道：「我……我只是還不知道答案。」29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8lCkhC7yc
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWNv3QTTiv
書中影子冷笑：「所以你用筆填補空白，而非面對空白。」29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOEgRhghAC
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSfEwnGxvN
筆冊翻頁聲自幻中傳來，一聲一響，如斷裂之骨，響於虛空心界。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TwQJtWfub
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kC7RxmM3e
他猛地睜眼，幻象崩散，但筆冊依然展開，一頁頁空白之中，中央那一句話未曾抹去：29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwArTpG4Gq
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——「非問者，不配書。」29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtvYFX2Lsy
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這一次，他真正明白，筆冊不是失控，而是拒控。不是記錄之器，而是問之回響。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwdNFvPJZg
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNzQJC8lJ6
他手一鬆，筆墜地，靜止無聲。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4H0q26hJXy
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6bUZqAG7G
他低聲自語：「筆不記我之問，那我，還能問什麼？」29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lpcUqbVOz
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIcYelsEHM
天光一線，無響而落，界仍無語，心未止。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0QxVCjDlO
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJ54hv1k7y
筆冊翻至第十三頁時，一道筆痕未現的頁面忽然泛起淡淡心象光痕。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnqGfmTZlN
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlrrkVUAHn
無名本欲合上筆冊，卻在那光痕形成瞬間，整個人如被筆冊牽引，意識被拋入書頁之內。周遭景色頓轉，四下皆白，無天無地無聲無物。唯有一方墨海浮空，其上懸著無數他曾書寫過、卻從未再讀過的詞句與問語。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtlq8JGQJw
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CihMHKkTq
他站在其中，彷彿進入了自己筆記未完成的夢中。那裡有他記過的名字、有他懷疑過的真理、有他寫下卻未能回答的問題——一個個懸浮在墨海之上，化為虛影，如同書魂殘影。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMcu5kvLTB
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspdW0AaDml
忽而其中一道影子從虛中走出，與他身形相似，筆在手、冊於懷，面無表情。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtQPr7D2Ev
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27LM7CgX3G
那人一開口，聲音竟與無名無異：29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NATooi2dM
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAV1pJZn87
「你問這麼多，想知道什麼？」29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNuoolYEcBW
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無名愣住，語塞。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkVoKWK5LN
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDz4cnvLKMM
書中之影步步靠近，語氣不斷加深：「你寫下那麼多字，記過那麼多事——你有真正去回答過哪一個？」29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AcmNdrlxc
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3WjbCzoqe
無名低語：「我……不是為了回答，我只是想留下……」29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3vd0qt3gC
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiK4D83PXK
「留下什麼？問？還是你自己？還是希望有人讀？」29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkmYe2gwCn
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwG1T4LDYfw
那影子筆一揮，虛空浮現過往一頁問語：「『破相者無相之相，問者無問之名』——你寫下這句話時，心中有答案嗎？」29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2RUQeW06b
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZj9hOIDFIz
無名凝視那浮字，搖頭。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPSUlnyIDI
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoom2VII2bM
書中之影怒聲：「那你為何書之？」29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj91zH8IKky
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi78UGnlBIY
無名沉聲道：「我不知道答案，但我記得那時候我動了心。」29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2lCBDOzvk
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorMtnalyfa
書影低笑：「動心，便要書之？那筆冊成了什麼？心動紀錄器？還是怕自己日後忘記曾有過懷疑的記錄儀？」29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJ2BTqfuMl
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQ1PNQlZOI
無名一字一字地回答：「筆，不是為了證明我知道什麼。筆，是為了不讓自己忘記，自己曾經不知道。」29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJoH2MLzrz
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuEEuMaWwH
書影靜了數息，沉默凝視著他。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7rfmvAGHE
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFC3EL6bTvf
最後，筆冊驟然合頁，墨海崩散，心象碎裂成白光。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrdKyLUOrb
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlE7gcsDVGm
無名猛然從幻象中甦醒，背脊冷汗未乾，筆冊仍在手中，未曾動過。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSIVdoPW1P
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCaWAcNNvO
唯有書頁最下角浮現一句——29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHZy3Pfv7d
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5I3JCIwhGW
「若問者不能自答，筆即不答之。」29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBCwwKNnzS
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwm9A5AiDrA
筆冊無聲闔上，天色轉冷。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQSe9Q0JDT
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuc4sgYbYqH
他的手仍握著筆，卻再無勇氣提起。
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無名靜坐於枯石之上，雙目垂下，筆冊攤開在膝頭，頁頁雪白如初。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xVzr2hfa3
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6hcAJzzXD
他再次嘗試提筆，這一次不寫任何語句，只想畫下一筆橫線——象徵斷裂、結束、沉寂。那筆尚未觸紙，便忽然一震，如被反彈之力推開。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2T2PsUHY2C
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vRspX6ImR
他的手微顫，再度落筆，紙頁竟捲起如波，筆尖未至，筆鋒已自碎。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrc6w2mIwOc
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdk1nHD7Xi
筆冊中央，浮起一道極細的裂紋，如書頁之折線，自中軸斜斜而裂，輕如息卻深如刃。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFS9WdMJe4
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那一刻他明白——筆冊，不再容他書寫。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gJQhBvH6H
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uFl8Bv8jw
筆非碎，書非毀，卻在排拒他本身。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSACNxfcu42
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE88XiTxO1e
風從斷紋中穿過，如冷指劃過脊骨。無名聽見某種聲音，自書頁深處傳來，不是語音，不是念語，是一種無形的抵抗。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahBbVmkGrr
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkCwzuMuLA
「你不是問者了。」29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHt2yHjSMwk
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBGK12RPy2
這句話無從而來，無形所現，卻重如山崩，將他整個人壓下。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJizpn8y0i
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHS2ftF0cCv
無名張口，卻無聲。他想問：「為何我不是？」卻無一語能出，彷彿不配提問。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEbk5L8Sn0
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wPTWlOWkm
筆冊緩緩闔上，如不願與他對話。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcg9vcLTr21
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIJgtmgKEh
他低頭望著自己手中的筆，那是他多年來書過最多問語的筆，卻在此刻，顯得比石更冷，比雪更遠。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvcQNlssy4
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3wOBGwsd2
他緩緩放下筆，將筆橫置膝前，低聲說道：29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ik2DFIRb3
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOd6pQZYlnL
「若筆不再信我之問，那我是否……再無問可書？」29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHSl25nTzs
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無人回答。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOaGno2XQ4E
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書頁無聲，筆拒其心。書冊未毀，問已不續。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXybNvpAxiC
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUwrvGrnxL
他明白，此非筆毀，而是——筆已不再認他為問者。
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29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwPrPlv38u
問界深處，七宗心盤高臺上，觀測者接連傳來異動警示。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuHK1SXCP8
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELLEBU8mwz
一位身披灰紗的女性立於語律宗觀臺，她名喚「厲瑤言」，面容清冷，手執空訣，心盤之上浮現一道深裂筆紋。她目光微凝，聲音清晰卻無情：29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfndsqZDVS
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLdARfEK2j
「此人筆冊已拒主，書問失綱，應封。」29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbeklNkNnzp
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqClq6AVjW
旁側，武衡宗項悲風抬眼，沉吟道：「拒主不等於毀問，或許……是他心問未穩，筆自止。」29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVe6gFg24U
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDh5DGA3ZZe
寂骨宗的牧魃子倚於一旁石座，冷笑聲中透骨：「問者之筆，若不服問者，則人亦無義持筆。若他仍自視問者，便是狂。」29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCqCNa5dDm
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhx1cnjNZcd
靜詠宗觀主低聲提筆，記下觀盤紋變，語氣柔和卻不無警示：「筆冊未毀、心象未亂，僅以『拒』判封，過重。」29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZV7flEzB5
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而真籙宗心臺中央，一道光幕投出筆冊中心之裂，光紋閃爍間，浮現出無名的心象殘痕，不成字、不成句、亦非象。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41wEYO67QY
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDoyCWmoEm
真籙宗使者低語：「此為非象之象，或許……非止人之問，乃界之回。」29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoUT34VIAk
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzCV2BXi5h
語律宗厲瑤言冷斷一句：「無象可記者，不可留筆。此例若開，界將無律。」29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAtp6UfEQ8
29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQCLXb9Mec
眾聲爭論未決，心盤共振，浮出一句系統性心盤預判語：29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLs3oTdjKz
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——「問者筆冊失控三級，預評為界源風險體。建議七宗內審。」29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2IPtuCeu1
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此言一出，六宗觀者同時凝神，七宗內部首次同時記下關於無名之筆冊之異動事件。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0lqc3Wvmy
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項悲風垂首，目中似有難言。牧魃子袖中藏意，冷冽一笑。厲瑤言閉目再觀，手中空訣凝成碎影，似擬筆裁問。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YxgDyMJJm
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筆冊尚未崩裂，議決之聲已先臨。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3ZCJCcncY
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七宗，從觀問轉為審問，從外察轉為內斷。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxF8coekXT
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此為問界筆冊紀錄中，首次記載：「問者失控，筆冊拒主。」
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無名坐於息象丘後緣的山石之上，天色已沉，暮色灑落如灰墨，他眼前的筆冊，靜靜躺著，闔上，未再震動，也不再翻頁。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBWxoFGBdJ
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他沒有再試圖提筆。筆仍在掌中，但像握著一枚冷鐵，無暖、無息、無應。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUKrGjNZZq
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他曾以為，問與筆是一體的。問者必有筆，筆者即問者。如今筆不書、問不映、字不顯、心不見，他忽然不確定了。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3cI5dCyUW
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「若我無筆，還能問嗎？」29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Rq7tA986j
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他問這句話時，無人聽見。楚紅練不在，林慧芳亦不在，丘地只剩風聲與一縷未明之光，從霧中透出，薄如問影。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKImkh7Fsl
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他低頭看自己的掌心，那曾為千問所記之筆冊，如今彷彿從他生命中抽離，不再是器物，而是一段被拒絕的過去。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAT6s0iBBR
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他忽然想起許久以前，在某個幻界之底，他曾問過：「問，是為了答案，還是為了不斷問？」29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQYy4pwxTT
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當時他記下這句話，是想以後回來看——現在他來了，那答案卻只剩靜默。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFL1t6q2gi
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他試著閉上眼，在沒有筆、沒有冊、沒有語、沒有頁的情況下，心中默問：29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyfylbjXsH
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「我還在嗎？」29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUolniAbT2a
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這一問無聲無象，卻在心底深處漾開一圈極微的波紋——如無聲之響，如無筆之印。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIUKnwkVg4
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幻界遠處，天際深紋再現，一條極淡之裂，延伸向無名所在之地，如回應他的默問——29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnerMt1dM2
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但無字，無語，只有一道問的感覺。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJpqWOGD5M
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他睜眼，第一次明白：問，不必藉筆；念，不需落字。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2gnctIug2
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他緩緩收起筆冊，將之懷中藏起，手中空空如初，卻覺得那空，不再只是遺失，而是一種準備。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUu6cAJXHWT
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「無筆，不是終點。」29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOFz7IBpy3
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「或許，是我真正要開始問的起點。」29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8VhT5kjnf
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此刻的他，不再是筆之問者，而是——無筆之人。
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