筆者之問（一）：革筆當自律否17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQWjYgOisc
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問壁之記流傳已遍及七郡，筆魂之顯亦由無心而至有意。筆革四人於雲南問林堂再議，首次將「問筆之責」提上檯面。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYp9jCu5tME
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林慧芳率先拍桌：「我們當初寫，只為破封，如今有人書出問語卻引人幻覺自裂，這筆還能任其自流嗎？」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDCdKqWW7P
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楚紅練靜坐窗前，低聲應道：「筆可問人，但須問己。若問者無心而筆重千斤，是筆之錯，還是問之失？」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlXax1kumZ
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塵飛揚沉聲補上：「我們不是律宗，不是為了立規來限制人。但我們若不立一線，他日有人問出滅界之語，那筆豈不是從我們手裡流出去的刀？」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgHcP6FnwU
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眾人一時無言。堂中只剩風拂書冊的聲音。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9jqikOgNd
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無名閉目良久，緩緩睜眼，語調平靜卻透骨：「我曾說，筆是記問者之器。但如今筆已入世，便再不是我們私記的書本。若我們不為之立心，它便會被人立形。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4mqHxbobl
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林慧芳挑眉：「所以你贊成立約？」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJ64s5yd1l
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無名點頭：「不是約束他人，而是為了讓我們自己記得——我們為何要問，怎樣才算是問。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGEWzDNVh4
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塵飛揚提筆於竹簡上書下一句：「問筆非禁，但須自審。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGD6ol86nFH
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這是問革之中，首次有文字，被定作「筆者自律之首約」。
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筆者之問（二）：筆若問你，你可答之
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夜幕垂落，雲南問林堂燈火已息，無名獨坐書齋一隅，面前攤開的筆冊如常無聲。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKCPYqMgBT
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他欲再書《問者五準》草句，筆尖剛至紙面，紙頁竟輕輕震動，一行墨影無聲顯現：17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR856YVelhO
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「你為何書問他人，卻避問自己？」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKKaT7yUFO
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvj0CGCpYfk
無名手中微顫，那不是他寫的字跡，亦非筆冊自書之語，而是界心筆魂映問。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWfn2hLfYZ
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSRf1pB0CI
書頁再次翻動，浮出一頁過往記語：「破相者無相之相，問者無問之名。」其上竟赫然蓋上一行新墨：17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1UoEWt0wp
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「此句你記之時，可曾問過自己？」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIE7EdVnZp
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他心中泛起悸動。筆冊再顯一頁，是多年前他筆記於心海迷境的自問：「若我無筆，還能問嗎？」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fjfxif69j
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此刻，那頁紙自燃，化為灰燼，一語無聲浮現其中：「你從未真正問過這句話。你只是寫下它。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrLLX1cp61
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筆冊頁面竟隱隱浮現人形，一道與無名幾無二致的筆魂之影，自冊中現形，緩緩抬頭。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24Hn4d4Xdg
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那影開口，語聲與無名相同：「你記下無數問題，但你可曾回答過哪一個？」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgAghJKrK1
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCZbBJIpgd
無名對視那影，沉默如山。書房無風，心界卻起波瀾。筆不再是書他人之語，而是將他引向自己深處的問——那從未真正開口的問。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mcOyNiJpe
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頁角一句暗墨閃現：「筆若問你，你可答之？」
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筆者之問（三）：問者之名，非筆能代
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無名凝視筆冊中那與他無異的筆魂之影，胸口如壓一塊寒鐵。那影坐於紙頁之上，如鏡映心，語聲雖靜卻如鼓。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBVSZp1b3I
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「你筆記他人千問，書界百念，可曾於這冊中，留下一語屬於你自己？」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhiqqUnikh
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無名反問：「我所書，即我所問。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNh3rciAJd
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筆影輕笑：「你問者之名四處流傳，問魂應筆、界心默許，但你從未問過——你自己是誰？」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVCqQfX0b6
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四周筆頁忽翻如風，一頁頁書中浮現千百語句，皆是他問他人之語：「你為何欺己？」「你可真信？」「你問誰時最怕答案？」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrw5giJNWi
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而他自己的語句——寥寥幾筆，皆未成句，浮現即隱，無一敢直書其心。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2R28mm75N0
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「筆能代書，但不能代心。」筆影冷聲，「你既記筆為問者，卻避開真正的問——你問不是為問，而是為證你還在問。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvKOwFkKx8
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無名沉聲反問：「若不記，問焉存？」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0QI63qEDh
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「若未問自己，所記皆空。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8QYn1lsCn
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筆影起立，步出冊頁之外，化為一道墨影立於無名面前，語聲低如地鳴：「你若不敢記你之問，他日他人書你之名，便是錯問之源。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Y1LWiQ0Yc
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筆冊再現一語，沉於心頁角落：17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmdFSQUv4L
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「問者之名，不由筆成，惟由自問可立。」
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筆者之問（四）：你是否相信你之問？
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無名靜立於筆魂影前，忽然四周書頁崩塌，意象大變，他被捲入一處無聲心界。那是一方無地無天、唯有灰影浮沉的筆海，每一筆皆為他曾書過之語，筆劃如潮、聲聲入骨。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrJFHGvASX
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「你記這麼多問，是為什麼？」筆魂之聲從四方而來。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEi3l8Kb2Z
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他試圖回答，卻發現每開口一次，便有一筆沉入海底。他忽然看見一幕幕過往——他於山中孤問天道、於市井觀人百態、於迷夢中記幻所言，但從未有一次，是他直問自身。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGi3cMsXxJB
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「你記筆，是為了不忘他人之問；但你可曾想過，若你忘了自己之問，那筆還有什麼意義？」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GBWs7FMXj
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海面驟裂，一道倒影浮現——是他自己，在夢中掩面書字，筆下之語斷續混亂：「我想問……但我怕我問了，就不配再書他人之問。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IZ6QLDVe9
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無名眼神一震。他第一次見到——那才是真正的自己，懷疑、恐懼、渴望、卻不敢開口。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1EhIAB7mgu
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「你是否相信你之問？」筆魂再問。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPXOiGfP53
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他緩緩抬眼，低聲回應：「我曾不敢。但若我不信，那我今日所書皆為偽筆。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttvXxTqFtY
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他伸手取起筆魂之影化出的書筆，筆端未沾墨，卻自顯其光。他於心界中書下一語：17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM81gP0SQNw
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「我問的，不是為知；是為不被忘。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7pOMyPy83
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筆下光痕洇開，心界如潮漸平。那筆，第一次，是為他自己所問。
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筆者之問（五）：筆中現語，界心為證
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無名自心界中緩緩甦醒，雙目微張，書房依舊靜謐，唯獨筆冊中央浮現一行墨語，無筆而成。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVa96cUekN
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「問筆者，不為書他人，而為不書己之時仍敢持筆。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujsCrEJ1h8
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這不是無名所寫，也非筆魂所映，而是界心首次主動於冊中記語，無徵兆，無預警，卻如界律本章，自書其則。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWDoi18xEZ
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他靜坐良久，翻閱整冊，只見過往所記之問皆未動，唯此語懸於心頁之中，字痕微動，如靜水起紋。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMD6Prf4gC
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林慧芳輕步走入書房，看見他失神對冊，問道：「你在看什麼？」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlLGHqTv95
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無名抬眼：「界心，記了我一句未寫之語。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQQuBXfgB8
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她一怔，翻閱書冊，看見那行字，神情頓時嚴肅：「這句……不像是你的筆風。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlPjIELOjE
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「不是我。」無名輕聲，「是界在問我：你敢不敢，在無人知你問的是誰的時候，仍然持筆。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80t3UaeJ2D
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她默然良久，忽而轉身：「那這筆，就不再只是你的了。你不只是記筆者，你——是被筆記者。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeItabzNfb
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無名垂目，看著那句話一字字淡去，最終歸於無痕。唯餘一語，自他心中回響：17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡji07chPYJe
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「問者之筆，不能書己之問者，不配書天下之問。」
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筆者之問（六）：問準立，第五筆影現
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「問之筆成五，心之一缺未補。若其來，須以自問為引，破心而入。名不見，不等於未現；問不書，不等於無問。」
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筆冊所書五準初成之際，問林堂之外，遠方筆碑忽然微震，碑心浮現一道新裂。殘裂之中浮出一行界語：「五問未齊，筆碑不立。」光痕旋即沒入石中，僅餘一道未書之位，如為第五筆者預留。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOq3G7Vt5ow
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林慧芳望著冊中筆影，忽然低聲說：「第五問，不是誰的名字，而是誰敢寫他不願寫的那一句。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1j8hGF8Tq
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楚紅練亦道：「筆非簽名之器，而是承問之人。第五人，不一定是後來者，可能是——我們之中最久未敢問的那一個。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZ8sxKvDwI
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塵飛揚眼神一沉，語氣穩定：「若第五筆要來，就讓我們撐住這個序，等他敢提筆的那天。」
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