風仍未止。界紋淡淡，於天際似寫未竟之痕。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqW6yxIFOv7
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無名獨立於息象丘後山之巔，手中捧著那冊筆記本，書頁闔起，沉靜無聲。不是沉寂，而是拒絕。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAo5Fg4tx2p
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfx5ycD1qIT
他已第三次試著提筆書記，卻每一次，筆觸將落未落之時，紙面即微微振動，筆尖自行脫離。書頁翻過，空白如雪，不納一字。仿佛紙也有心，知他將書何物，便先一步避開。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBm3FoZlg2p
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzACCpeuFeB
他閉上眼，深吸，將心念集中。想寫下剛才對林慧芳的那句話：若問不能止，妳便非問者。筆尖懸空，氣息凝斷。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BIPprFwgl
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcUMPhzDHN
筆冊驟然自翻，下一頁自行展開，浮出一行墨影。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtKWA82LGn
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJMhNSNhnQ
——「非問者，不配書。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWd2WsIYYfv
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXvmepuacS
無名怔住，那不是他寫的，也不是他心中原念所映。那像是筆冊自己在答——不，是在審。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaht9OxSJBZ
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLPSOcTwrb
風更寒，空氣中浮現一絲絲心象紋理，無形無味，卻使他心中一震。他看見筆冊內頁開始自動顫動，一頁頁拋開記憶：過往他所記下的每一筆問語，每一句對破相的懷疑，每一個在幻象中見到的他人與自己，現在如同被筆冊回放，卻全然陌生，彷彿不是他所書。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qJnWYV6AV
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYCDVLwSng
忽然，一頁頁之中浮現一道影子——是他自己，坐在幽光中，執筆無動，眼神冷然，如審稿者般看著他。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsq3shOUKS
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOwchP2LYM
幻象之中，書中之他問道：「你還在寫嗎？」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKaQp6w5fy
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRgZiO6N8k
無名喉頭一緊，不知如何應答。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VByqOvM7I
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3SntubT6B
書中之影繼續：「你不是在問。你是在記錄你曾問過。你已經不再問了。筆知道，你只是想留下一點證明——你曾經想過什麼。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO77q52lwiM
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMNNTDtO8V
無名輕聲道：「我……我只是還不知道答案。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMGwsJJIHx
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6Hr03V5M5
書中影子冷笑：「所以你用筆填補空白，而非面對空白。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv39quca7Ge
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIa1pQF0rY
筆冊翻頁聲自幻中傳來，一聲一響，如斷裂之骨，響於虛空心界。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZ5mDXJ0Hy
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPEjAFHQ9r
他猛地睜眼，幻象崩散，但筆冊依然展開，一頁頁空白之中，中央那一句話未曾抹去：34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnoYZ7W0s8a
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJaWuOZ9Wv
——「非問者，不配書。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yxfWqqBWS
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdewKctspE
這一次，他真正明白，筆冊不是失控，而是拒控。不是記錄之器，而是問之回響。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rNNXT35US
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmVSIpNkfn
他手一鬆，筆墜地，靜止無聲。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHEFHtHTM4
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVP9SQDkIb
他低聲自語：「筆不記我之問，那我，還能問什麼？」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFuvNEaeEJ
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsO1Cps3yhg
天光一線，無響而落，界仍無語，心未止。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKPtsEzvp8
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaftAYei4L1
筆冊翻至第十三頁時，一道筆痕未現的頁面忽然泛起淡淡心象光痕。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gA1eo0HvI
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDn4rcX7ru
無名本欲合上筆冊，卻在那光痕形成瞬間，整個人如被筆冊牽引，意識被拋入書頁之內。周遭景色頓轉，四下皆白，無天無地無聲無物。唯有一方墨海浮空，其上懸著無數他曾書寫過、卻從未再讀過的詞句與問語。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEZKqcHSoZ
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4onBzb9WOK
他站在其中，彷彿進入了自己筆記未完成的夢中。那裡有他記過的名字、有他懷疑過的真理、有他寫下卻未能回答的問題——一個個懸浮在墨海之上，化為虛影，如同書魂殘影。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFaO4ktU059
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHAZZN3YWk
忽而其中一道影子從虛中走出，與他身形相似，筆在手、冊於懷，面無表情。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlbaiJvLFT
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1b61zuXEI
那人一開口，聲音竟與無名無異：34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1EoogdQn7G
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7e1IWxmLfD
「你問這麼多，想知道什麼？」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5ZEBYGXao
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQOMTBQaoR
無名愣住，語塞。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzdYMeAVFV
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNZh48KM8N
書中之影步步靠近，語氣不斷加深：「你寫下那麼多字，記過那麼多事——你有真正去回答過哪一個？」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTD9baiTGW
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwhgFRerrW
無名低語：「我……不是為了回答，我只是想留下……」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbyklcbZuD
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOxLD58uQF
「留下什麼？問？還是你自己？還是希望有人讀？」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJtQ8czd2o
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukbKtkGduY
那影子筆一揮，虛空浮現過往一頁問語：「『破相者無相之相，問者無問之名』——你寫下這句話時，心中有答案嗎？」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67VdZouuyg
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZ0hbvy1Fl
無名凝視那浮字，搖頭。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ran1uQTXQ
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXNIfFfjoc
書中之影怒聲：「那你為何書之？」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmIbt4nKpO
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZBQjsq0N5
無名沉聲道：「我不知道答案，但我記得那時候我動了心。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCkOhVYPcR
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyVgPKVEfr
書影低笑：「動心，便要書之？那筆冊成了什麼？心動紀錄器？還是怕自己日後忘記曾有過懷疑的記錄儀？」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlnkry4oen
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXne1Bss6v
無名一字一字地回答：「筆，不是為了證明我知道什麼。筆，是為了不讓自己忘記，自己曾經不知道。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DZMd22czl
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnx7UNAXcBy
書影靜了數息，沉默凝視著他。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb17OSkqeow
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFdn0qgsH3
最後，筆冊驟然合頁，墨海崩散，心象碎裂成白光。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbHZxy38ja
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KpzrI6yZk
無名猛然從幻象中甦醒，背脊冷汗未乾，筆冊仍在手中，未曾動過。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFkggWL8v3
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeI4BMqirvW
唯有書頁最下角浮現一句——34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9R186xbzj
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pbASJ0bBI
「若問者不能自答，筆即不答之。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqtLWWeJzZ
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfdLXZrIto
筆冊無聲闔上，天色轉冷。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWGseo53s4
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3Sb0WsTxl
他的手仍握著筆，卻再無勇氣提起。
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34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnwKly96YB
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXt2zU3ZZwc
無名靜坐於枯石之上，雙目垂下，筆冊攤開在膝頭，頁頁雪白如初。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnt6k2txZFc
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOwkaeLPm5
他再次嘗試提筆，這一次不寫任何語句，只想畫下一筆橫線——象徵斷裂、結束、沉寂。那筆尚未觸紙，便忽然一震，如被反彈之力推開。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBrTQpGmWP
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56TgnmxQmk
他的手微顫，再度落筆，紙頁竟捲起如波，筆尖未至，筆鋒已自碎。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ607mLP26KU
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZbhegEIc7
筆冊中央，浮起一道極細的裂紋，如書頁之折線，自中軸斜斜而裂，輕如息卻深如刃。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIL7mWqTUkX
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtK1GAoEIvc
那一刻他明白——筆冊，不再容他書寫。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTxx3nNbqw
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajvDyYUDCM
筆非碎，書非毀，卻在排拒他本身。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHx2xom6Nok
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbUcN2YYgY
風從斷紋中穿過，如冷指劃過脊骨。無名聽見某種聲音，自書頁深處傳來，不是語音，不是念語，是一種無形的抵抗。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3HMa3Dk3b
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNpMnERG4Y
「你不是問者了。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUU42dAy4Jx
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCyp4KNbXF
這句話無從而來，無形所現，卻重如山崩，將他整個人壓下。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZiw5IJdniA
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDknkwG7B3K
無名張口，卻無聲。他想問：「為何我不是？」卻無一語能出，彷彿不配提問。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFogbNgAku
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zD9RvqR5I
筆冊緩緩闔上，如不願與他對話。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIfJl1rpTK
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtiOSHAw4q
他低頭望著自己手中的筆，那是他多年來書過最多問語的筆，卻在此刻，顯得比石更冷，比雪更遠。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnW6cvDGNO6
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMc0O2J8gUy
他緩緩放下筆，將筆橫置膝前，低聲說道：34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkrqFjZTcC
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96PvEq9IMn
「若筆不再信我之問，那我是否……再無問可書？」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuZCwiB6bF
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XfjFObz85
無人回答。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5q73yRvX4k
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡND1mUgqKmL
書頁無聲，筆拒其心。書冊未毀，問已不續。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymvh2r2moj
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEre4qlvxBO
他明白，此非筆毀，而是——筆已不再認他為問者。
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIU5Myg63l1
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbOObbL677
問界深處，七宗心盤高臺上，觀測者接連傳來異動警示。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiD6qACKKSR
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavpCumc02l
一位身披灰紗的女性立於語律宗觀臺，她名喚「厲瑤言」，面容清冷，手執空訣，心盤之上浮現一道深裂筆紋。她目光微凝，聲音清晰卻無情：34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡav9XvBo5we
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3vyi3oUGr
「此人筆冊已拒主，書問失綱，應封。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFJCe6TlOr
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQkOKpk2ko
旁側，武衡宗項悲風抬眼，沉吟道：「拒主不等於毀問，或許……是他心問未穩，筆自止。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShKKZ4OYj8
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlw2hUp4Ne
寂骨宗的牧魃子倚於一旁石座，冷笑聲中透骨：「問者之筆，若不服問者，則人亦無義持筆。若他仍自視問者，便是狂。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDy07lUacd
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1duYqm7ot2
靜詠宗觀主低聲提筆，記下觀盤紋變，語氣柔和卻不無警示：「筆冊未毀、心象未亂，僅以『拒』判封，過重。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvN39qbS6KZ
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIoN8ylPP1
而真籙宗心臺中央，一道光幕投出筆冊中心之裂，光紋閃爍間，浮現出無名的心象殘痕，不成字、不成句、亦非象。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuErr8DhxWj
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CW4Lptx5p
真籙宗使者低語：「此為非象之象，或許……非止人之問，乃界之回。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0579eZH4Dy
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmFtzfHyoL
語律宗厲瑤言冷斷一句：「無象可記者，不可留筆。此例若開，界將無律。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0g6cR0bxlR
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMbYoXAtxt
眾聲爭論未決，心盤共振，浮出一句系統性心盤預判語：34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGSqQ5oZqd
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqA8BR98KDt
——「問者筆冊失控三級，預評為界源風險體。建議七宗內審。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiLM1rHNOQ
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWpiHZo5lF
此言一出，六宗觀者同時凝神，七宗內部首次同時記下關於無名之筆冊之異動事件。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqB9n5UBDr
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkqiwYW45D
項悲風垂首，目中似有難言。牧魃子袖中藏意，冷冽一笑。厲瑤言閉目再觀，手中空訣凝成碎影，似擬筆裁問。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYA28O1uLP
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筆冊尚未崩裂，議決之聲已先臨。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyiTyxYEu2
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHvLf9f5dS
七宗，從觀問轉為審問，從外察轉為內斷。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OY91xoEhv
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7rmCsmI6F
此為問界筆冊紀錄中，首次記載：「問者失控，筆冊拒主。」
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33nG5EulFH
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxNcws6qR9
無名坐於息象丘後緣的山石之上，天色已沉，暮色灑落如灰墨，他眼前的筆冊，靜靜躺著，闔上，未再震動，也不再翻頁。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPpQwQ9cPW
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPnTrcxCwd
他沒有再試圖提筆。筆仍在掌中，但像握著一枚冷鐵，無暖、無息、無應。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUo12WlbDn
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1moOGJDv9s
他曾以為，問與筆是一體的。問者必有筆，筆者即問者。如今筆不書、問不映、字不顯、心不見，他忽然不確定了。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zVH0cbaIi
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdUwxzf6n3
「若我無筆，還能問嗎？」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3wpDz1Bah
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLagMdsc2Au
他問這句話時，無人聽見。楚紅練不在，林慧芳亦不在，丘地只剩風聲與一縷未明之光，從霧中透出，薄如問影。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NuLn7PHeq
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他低頭看自己的掌心，那曾為千問所記之筆冊，如今彷彿從他生命中抽離，不再是器物，而是一段被拒絕的過去。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtqPRDEZtE
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他忽然想起許久以前，在某個幻界之底，他曾問過：「問，是為了答案，還是為了不斷問？」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1SM8ZEFBw
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當時他記下這句話，是想以後回來看——現在他來了，那答案卻只剩靜默。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEUtSxTwj8
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他試著閉上眼，在沒有筆、沒有冊、沒有語、沒有頁的情況下，心中默問：34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29EuEFEl0Q
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「我還在嗎？」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzPqydoO3k
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這一問無聲無象，卻在心底深處漾開一圈極微的波紋——如無聲之響，如無筆之印。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vx6Dc63ex
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幻界遠處，天際深紋再現，一條極淡之裂，延伸向無名所在之地，如回應他的默問——34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7XPzLdlsQ
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但無字，無語，只有一道問的感覺。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2PtjuypyL
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他睜眼，第一次明白：問，不必藉筆；念，不需落字。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbBvGJdAv7
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他緩緩收起筆冊，將之懷中藏起，手中空空如初，卻覺得那空，不再只是遺失，而是一種準備。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOYa9mYZoy
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「無筆，不是終點。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmrgnCBze6
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「或許，是我真正要開始問的起點。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxpW89qsgy
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此刻的他，不再是筆之問者，而是——無筆之人。
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