I feel like loneliness will never let me go.103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkTdy3CLBi
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYxC8qKr91
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOe8lzWooDW
people I can turn to—any time—103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUE9zka1M4
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfCfE7RTWj
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIvYkg8k8R
someone who chooses them,103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP08mrZKY3r
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNeoDBaKY0i
I don’t have siblings,103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8o14sSZFE
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHtDNe1i2A
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5e5hH3aUqd
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWFz2giIns
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXykmPagOOg
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEQMAK17re
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxaiQcvERr
but maybe it’s worse.103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIk3kYHJ9S
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2M7dw65RZ
I can’t.103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRX5x0Yuvb
Because if I go,103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7Po16Vbzw
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYACdUBADh9
I would support him, and he would support me.103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGwNOM4szz
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7oup7FkpAa
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTyvMYvoun
when it was my turn to enter adult life—103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjBMhdVRok
I was alone.
