I feel like loneliness will never let me go.110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77T6wCjJDm
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFyExj14Xl
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUUWVJTiaS
people I can turn to—any time—110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PPY4UK04y
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIMyPVTCgl
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshk0BnGGX4
someone who chooses them,110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWngHCIa4aJ
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7pUvfdNNN
I don’t have siblings,110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxsEIyqVUg
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOL54LEVaTV
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcBS2m18Zn
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAXU7Wjuff
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsgAP5q8gK
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYE7fuFu1fr
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlWBiSpgbn
but maybe it’s worse.110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZ8ewvyO2q
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQWgRMBJvh
I can’t.110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSP69rmqTd
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I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXnZwlxAuc
I would support him, and he would support me.110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBbcgYanQR
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPFynPJyA8
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmejfOJRQ6K
when it was my turn to enter adult life—110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGTnbbjTA9
I was alone.
