I feel like loneliness will never let me go.27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTjuiOgAdI
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lpn5dln2Y
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGDbI8iWXm
people I can turn to—any time—27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgcb3bNBOK
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbdLcwl5iD
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKijEfeAvHN
someone who chooses them,27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKJlEDLXrM
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJudZqlSn33
I don’t have siblings,27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2c4oTP3gW
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVYXnWjWd7
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcaoGK8feT
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2lzFSkZDQ
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwg9gTIE8C
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvx5tfPn5xt
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpkzMEd8MG
but maybe it’s worse.27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LLTbPpwfS
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqxiWyd4kM
I can’t.27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnizTeazu6C
Because if I go,27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTkQ41iys0
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpYn6yvPtS
I would support him, and he would support me.27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1h17qgdUTo
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmz1U31oOgX
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgWJH15VTI
when it was my turn to enter adult life—27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgZpO18HeV
I was alone.
