I feel like loneliness will never let me go.107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUw3zVLiz7U
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyfhdcQAYI
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcz2yS5YLD
people I can turn to—any time—107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIMieSThfH
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkOtZYEmMr
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5dk9oQFG6
someone who chooses them,107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhTCrfQ6pb
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5WccsVp3Z
I don’t have siblings,107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsl9efwaPKO
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IxxxydIG8
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1u7dAfjZjK
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYBIkLWxCi
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXVxfA1Rdq
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaCMCcec9e
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Xn2rLDdun
but maybe it’s worse.107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqaO69f5fV
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv47XZ5RqVc
I can’t.107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0cQCTGNvd
Because if I go,107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwsArAZiMr
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKzzCVQMI4
I would support him, and he would support me.107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7u39x4Gotk
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfrW3fMsCb
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpg2HHu4CpV
when it was my turn to enter adult life—107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuv8eJMqEY
I was alone.
