I feel like loneliness will never let me go.285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsAFqXLtso
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FOW4iHE4j
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTBFcNfzGf
people I can turn to—any time—285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKSwGBbSjL
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3EmNqztai
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Q71MHYMcH
someone who chooses them,285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooG5qURMGW
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11vS4W9igH
I don’t have siblings,285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pc6Xi6T55
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZ15GlaDaK
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoZ77yWR00
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6yZDMUo4H
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgbragylvn
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkodJgV5ooO
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCp9myL8H8
but maybe it’s worse.285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYc0qBtxPYc
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuVwNtgQjh
I can’t.285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsRr1LxnjR
Because if I go,285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqXWlRI0Ti
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQci6xUfAME
I would support him, and he would support me.285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJ69ti4J7k
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkmGhglTaK
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QjXRVsU9z
when it was my turn to enter adult life—285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9hGM3BMAA
I was alone.
