I feel like loneliness will never let me go.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TCW1ELTEX
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLPjnLczNC
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRJSPGRnMC
people I can turn to—any time—203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQdnTlcram
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAqZzPiZrn
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDKbA0LgLy
someone who chooses them,203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawJncaJhro
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZSOhogwbh
I don’t have siblings,203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRTrMZHs3l
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoewE3VMNeB
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0ztbDOrRX
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujyCP9nx7f
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcT0qYNf1k1
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kc6i2wxNO
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2qyBLVfq8
but maybe it’s worse.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLdaud26ga
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvAeOKBVGT
I can’t.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGYC4OHeKi
Because if I go,203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2xMgh58zt
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ilGiFXIPO
I would support him, and he would support me.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLwD8cyY4x
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFdUYT3O2e
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPZ94CgqhL
when it was my turn to enter adult life—203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCSBwkJTrV
I was alone.
