Who am I?111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzctEVx52kg
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXE5tlFhui
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kelY3RYc4
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrWey7dGod
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwZmc622wG
but I feel like I’m stuck.111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzw9L1pIX1
I don’t know what I want.111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmnvaDu6fj
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNIwVDrC7t
I want to have a dream.111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjL2hbyWB4
Have a goal.111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12HUoyBHFN
Try to achieve it...111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQPkbfBq5j
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zmholIgLA
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CQJcADUq2
I’m alone, trying to dream,111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgETFPI2kO
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oLT7OWPjB
after a long journey,111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEGetQzsCv
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSX8ksmNl4
