Who am I?294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLNJOWqEqE
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZVZRSDEjm
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdcp6GBv6v
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NQ0kU5ppD
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLBBmWq5gk
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURJ9RKN9yk
but I feel like I’m stuck.294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Kj52fCcMG
I don’t know what I want.294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSTXt0POje
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCzPN7tLzz
I want to have a dream.294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKySlsoIw4
Have a goal.294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9MSjQm5Um
Try to achieve it...294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirrVmC9Ehi
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHHlauDpNv
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8ZrhVZAXs
I’m alone, trying to dream,294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7nCdZJJow
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxGHb1yC8S
after a long journey,294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa67Okv4bfa
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPEiz80BW5
