Who am I?336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlN3qRh1gjy
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QmFt0D1Sy
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46Xs38iARO
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEgz6CyXcT
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWXRKdXpt3
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIeA2AGsEG
but I feel like I’m stuck.336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtWfEyfcOj
I don’t know what I want.336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBXWm3HhRE
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5MPVx6nFE
I want to have a dream.336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkw89shkiV5
Have a goal.336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ccYNoZOgI
Try to achieve it...336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9NikDqXMB
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC22cS4Ev2d
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCZ6taqSa8
I’m alone, trying to dream,336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWC7dSDXVo
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcmrPwf4Nq
after a long journey,336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93amTccXpe
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4yiHMwGcZ
