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「音音?」8964 copyright protection156PENANAOMRU2CAcLi 維尼
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坐在接待處的女同事...8964 copyright protection156PENANAcTpqeDG30D 維尼
這是Ada吧?8964 copyright protection156PENANAvYP0D8S5Pk 維尼
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「又嚟接阿哥放工?」Ada微笑看著我,「廿四孝阿妹。」8964 copyright protection156PENANABQY8UBrClP 維尼
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...每次碰到認識凌鏡唯與心音的人,都會覺得自己變得年輕了。8964 copyright protection156PENANAJ3m3u665sI 維尼
總是被當成『妹妹』一樣的人呢。8964 copyright protection156PENANALd4HsEKH8P 維尼
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「我同佢講聲啊,我諗佢應該做埋啲手尾就會出嚟。」Ada說完,便站了起來,向著辦公室裡大喊,「凌,你個妹等你放工啊—!」8964 copyright protection156PENANA2mcxQCZh47 維尼
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...沒有回應?8964 copyright protection156PENANAbW9GWy7nzQ 維尼
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「可能傾緊電話...?」Ada再次看了接待處的電話一眼,「係喎,佢個位係接緊電話...咦,又cut咗線。」8964 copyright protection156PENANAkW6idO2B8R 維尼
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我聽著Ada的敘述,也往辦公室看著。8964 copyright protection156PENANA49kecutNZz 維尼
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然後,看到凌鏡唯正競步走出辦公室。8964 copyright protection156PENANAkMsaarjSvP 維尼
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「等等,阿鏡!」後面有另一個男社工喝住了凌鏡唯,「唔好咁衝動,阿sir未返到!」8964 copyright protection156PENANAVP8yMii2BY 維尼
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「等唔切。」凌鏡唯繼續往外走來,「人命嚟。」8964 copyright protection156PENANAIqghnCoOtw 維尼
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「...發生咩事?」Ada也看著往外走的凌鏡唯,「阿鏡,咩事?」8964 copyright protection156PENANAPbSyrxoO7n 維尼
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「爆case,胡sir電話打唔通。」凌鏡唯打開了接待處與中心範圍之間的門,「我出去搵個case。」8964 copyright protection156PENANAS3hNS1tQq4 維尼
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打開了門,凌鏡唯與我對視了一眼。8964 copyright protection156PENANApLdWFETrqX 維尼
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「...留喺度等我。」凌鏡唯丟下了這一句話,便往中心門口走去。8964 copyright protection156PENANAhuZ591aGHW 維尼
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「等等,阿鏡,一齊去—!」剛才叫住凌鏡唯的聲音也連著人一同跑了出來,「Ada,同胡sir講聲,我陪阿鏡去!」8964 copyright protection156PENANAhNhMmtZJ60 維尼
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上次看過這個社工。8964 copyright protection156PENANAiEXmOvmWE7 維尼
他是凌鏡唯在實習期間的同事,也是教了他很多事情的人。8964 copyright protection156PENANApIR7rSLMGQ 維尼
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好像是叫作Hinson。8964 copyright protection156PENANAhrgc0sB7Uo 維尼
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...這是什麼情況?8964 copyright protection156PENANAAq0YQsM2ks 維尼
要跟上去嗎?8964 copyright protection156PENANARTNamxNYb5 維尼
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還沒有想出個實際的答案來,腳步卻已經跟了上去。8964 copyright protection156PENANAIfWyEviMoe 維尼
我跟著凌鏡唯與Hinson,跑到一所中學。8964 copyright protection156PENANAhFv4jswevh 維尼
然後,跟了進升降機。8964 copyright protection156PENANA9QguAYp9Z1 維尼
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「鏡。」Hinson喘著氣,皺眉看著凌鏡唯,「太衝動啦,個case已經refer咗俾學校社工,我哋唔應該理。」8964 copyright protection156PENANAeAcgJSnAO4 維尼
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「等得大sir返嚟,再等埋聯絡到學校社工,咁就太遲。」凌鏡唯也一樣喘著氣,「俾人罵都要。」8964 copyright protection156PENANALcO9w4WWtp 維尼
「陣間等我嚟啦。」Hinson要求著道,「你學生嚟,唔可以出事。」8964 copyright protection156PENANAecJQdw8N8C 維尼
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「唔得。」凌鏡唯堅決地拒絕道,「呢個係我以前嘅case,我應該要負責任;同埋我係實習學生,犯錯都情有可原;但你係在職社工,處理得唔好會釘牌。」8964 copyright protection156PENANAv525OhIFV4 維尼
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...到底是怎麼一回事?8964 copyright protection156PENANAOfCUhWsWRd 維尼
什麼也不知道,但還是跟來了。8964 copyright protection156PENANA6gUYcEI8zm 維尼
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「音。」凌鏡唯喚了我一下,「我叫咗你留喺中心等我。」8964 copyright protection156PENANAPjr0H6KxRg 維尼
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「...Sorry啊。」我輕輕喘著氣,「我擔心你。」8964 copyright protection156PENANAXx6zrjf2cZ 維尼
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「...陣間留喺隔籬,咩都唔好做。」凌鏡唯指示著道,「Hinson,你陣間幫我睇住音音。」8964 copyright protection156PENANAeXrv3oqB7Z 維尼
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「點可以...」Hinson還想說下去時,升降機的門已經打開。8964 copyright protection156PENANAJl9gtKPo8T 維尼
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凌鏡唯先一步走了出去,我與Hinson也立刻跟上去。8964 copyright protection156PENANA0C0X7xq9XJ 維尼
我們再走了一層的樓梯...8964 copyright protection156PENANAjKwYrF3mDv 維尼
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然後,到了學校的天台。8964 copyright protection156PENANAClsJVUJEmY 維尼
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已經漸變得黑暗的天色...8964 copyright protection156PENANAaAG8fpAIwk 維尼
天台上的燈,照耀著天台的桌子、花、圍欄...8964 copyright protection156PENANAUlKYGkjwjg 維尼
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以及在圍牆邊站著的女生。8964 copyright protection156PENANAugEaCMk4wp 維尼
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「鏡sir...」女生與凌鏡唯對視著,「你趕得切嚟。」8964 copyright protection156PENANAvLBT0u4rlf 維尼
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「Fiona。」凌鏡唯也一邊喚著一邊向前走,「嗰邊太黑,你不如過嚟呢邊傾?」8964 copyright protection156PENANAm5rRlxC4kh 維尼
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「唔使啦。」女生微笑看著凌鏡唯,「我見到你最後呢一面,咁就夠啦。」8964 copyright protection156PENANAhZwdWDkQhK 維尼
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女生說著這話,抓上了圍牆。8964 copyright protection156PENANAmphLuB0pPe 維尼
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不論是凌鏡唯,或是我與Hinson,看到這個情況,也立刻往前跑。8964 copyright protection156PENANApyg1OX4wqe 維尼
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「唔好過嚟。」女生的警告一出,我們便立刻停了下來,「如果唔係,我就即刻跳落去。」8964 copyright protection156PENANAPG5jKtXbJz 維尼
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「Fiona。」凌鏡唯再次喚了一聲,「你仲有好多嘢未同我講。」8964 copyright protection156PENANAtypkSk3CZ7 維尼
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「所以我打算而家講。」女生又再次微笑了起來,「多謝你,鏡sir。」8964 copyright protection156PENANA6sVARXaZvO 維尼
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...雖然聲音很小。8964 copyright protection156PENANAk6L2Lq2JNJ 維尼
但卻已經足以經過微風...8964 copyright protection156PENANAZAoFKt9zH8 維尼
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傳進我們的耳中。8964 copyright protection156PENANARiSf8rByyW 維尼
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「多謝你咁緊張我。」女生的聲音也輕輕顫動著,「調咗社工之後,我覺得好辛苦。個社工不斷話我知啲事唔係我問題,話係我本身嘅性格係咁,話我冇做錯啲咩。但係其實我知道,我冇做錯啲咩,但我嘅出世本身就已經係一個錯誤。」8964 copyright protection156PENANAA8uNMCQbHu 維尼
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「我話過俾你聽...」凌鏡唯專注地看著女生,「即使我哋嘅出世可能係一個錯誤都好,我哋可以親手將呢啲錯誤慢慢修返好。」8964 copyright protection156PENANAoVGUCSkwpn 維尼
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「我一個人真係好辛苦,我真係修唔到啦。」女生的哭腔越來越嚴重,「如果個個社工都好似你咁,咁就好。」8964 copyright protection156PENANALRWgaDWwaZ 維尼
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...剛才Hinson說,他已經叫了Ada報警。8964 copyright protection156PENANAFhRkA1ZDp4 維尼
所以說,只要能拖過這幾分鐘...8964 copyright protection156PENANAjFWV2xqatz 維尼
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「我已經好痛苦,所以求下你,送我走啦。」女生說著這話,身體開始往後轉,「鏡sir,多謝你,再見啦。」8964 copyright protection156PENANA9WTCp5VfzB 維尼
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凌鏡唯看著這個畫面,立刻往前跑了兩步,然後把女生的腳抱住,重心往後。8964 copyright protection156PENANANzFnBQIzSr 維尼
在即將往天台的地上摔時,Hinson也趕到了,把女生的頭墊住,不讓她直接撞到地上。8964 copyright protection156PENANAjIEUHA8I3E 維尼
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女生想要掙扎,但卻被Hinson與凌鏡唯一同壓制著動作。8964 copyright protection156PENANALe50GH5cnm 維尼
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「有冇事?」Hinson立刻看著凌鏡唯問道。8964 copyright protection156PENANA45j7PZQEbj 維尼
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「冇事。」凌鏡唯也報告著,「好在你接得切。」8964 copyright protection156PENANA2LUHxnovbf 維尼
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「點解唔俾我死?」女生的瞳孔中沒有焦點,「你哋以為咁樣係幫緊我哋?」8964 copyright protection156PENANAAGx15e7fhx 維尼
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...一心求死的樣子。8964 copyright protection156PENANANFZuuBmgF0 維尼
與當天來找我的Victor...8964 copyright protection156PENANA3Bbts7BOBK 維尼
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一模一樣。8964 copyright protection156PENANAnbQpbqLzhO 維尼
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「你哋知唔知,唔俾我哋死,係一件幾唔負責任嘅事?」女生的淚從眼中流出,「你哋做咗一件好事,你哋救咗個人,但由得我繼續喺地獄入面生存。你哋唔係救緊我,你哋係用緊另一種更痛嘅方式殺緊我。」8964 copyright protection156PENANAW5b8HgSWAa 維尼
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...手腕的傷口裂開了。8964 copyright protection156PENANAac3RYCe3L9 維尼
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就連手上的傷痕,也與Victor很相像。8964 copyright protection156PENANAqtstRyot57 維尼
藍鯨。8964 copyright protection156PENANArrI8J4Wndc 維尼
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「...你又玩返藍鯨遊戲?」凌鏡唯也注意到了女生手上的傷口,「你覺得個社工唔好,咁我打嚟問你嗰時,你點解唔同我講?」8964 copyright protection156PENANANZhVqXAQQp 維尼
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「...我唔想影響到你,我知你只係實習社工。」女生抽泣著說道,「個社工覺得我只要斷咗玩藍鯨遊戲就冇事,但係我知道唔係。」8964 copyright protection156PENANAYJhxnvqUoE 維尼
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藍鯨遊戲。8964 copyright protection156PENANAVEjMGNMGp1 維尼
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上次,在看到Victor手上傷痕的樣子後,有問過凌鏡唯那個傷痕的意思。8964 copyright protection156PENANAzEWfANjw80 維尼
他說,那是一個協助有自殺傾向的人完成自殺的一個遊戲。8964 copyright protection156PENANAaRCHyIu5S3 維尼
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遊戲開發者,覺得社會中的邊緣人應當被『清洗』。8964 copyright protection156PENANAWZgolVyjXf 維尼
於是,便以遊戲形式,清洗社會中正處於邊緣的人。8964 copyright protection156PENANAGM44DiXdAf 維尼
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...甚至還覺得自己是在『協助』這個世界。8964 copyright protection156PENANABsavb7OGEM 維尼
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最後,Victor因為入院,所以不能繼續藍鯨遊戲。8964 copyright protection156PENANAKJj71C1s3x 維尼
而這次這個女生...?8964 copyright protection156PENANApYeRqXb2YE 維尼
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「就算冇藍鯨遊戲,都唔會救到我哋。」女生大力地呼吸著,「藍鯨遊戲只係其中一個俾我去死嘅媒介,只要我想死,好似而家咁樣,唔使過哂五十日,都已經可以死。」8964 copyright protection156PENANAu2TMqFvPXw 維尼
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...她說得沒錯。8964 copyright protection156PENANARxNtfNke2S 維尼
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當時,凌鏡唯向我述說這個遊戲,以及大眾希望這個遊戲的開發者被制裁時,我便已經在想...8964 copyright protection156PENANAXsOt07Mn3J 維尼
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這樣,真的有用嗎?8964 copyright protection156PENANA1Cz1ZBFTj7 維尼
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淘汰了一個自殺的方法,拿走了我們打算用來上吊的繩子。8964 copyright protection156PENANAen3S0IjZYW 維尼
有誰覺得這樣真的在救贖我們嗎?8964 copyright protection156PENANA411U3VN40Z 維尼
這對我們來說,不過是多痛苦了幾天。8964 copyright protection156PENANAk5rT4D6CXo 維尼
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然後,到我們想自殺時,自然會找出別的方法。8964 copyright protection156PENANAW9lJm0qhsM 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANAqvevsgSgQ8
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「唔需要同我講咩正面嘅嘢,唔需要催眠我,同我講我冇錯。」女生的哭腔讓說出的話也開始不清楚,「我生存喺呢個世界上,本身就係一個錯誤。」8964 copyright protection156PENANAjPFkBFDEB8 維尼
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「...你想做啲咩?」8964 copyright protection156PENANAvwG7o235x9 維尼
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凌鏡唯聽了我突然的介入,也呆了一下。8964 copyright protection156PENANASJp3Avvyp4 維尼
我走到幾人的旁邊,看著女生。8964 copyright protection156PENANA3mLahmt82b 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANAsG0NKfVhpT
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「你想你嘅生命係點嘅?」我再次延伸著問題。8964 copyright protection156PENANATlpWDQZLt4 維尼
「我想做model。」女生猶豫了一下,於說出來後卻哭得更厲害了,「我都希望自己可以影平面照,我都希望我可以好似你咁。」8964 copyright protection156PENANA0krdFhcoql 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANAXYA0CX974b
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...打進心底的話。8964 copyright protection156PENANA4lLl3xzKuK 維尼
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這是我聽過無數次的話。8964 copyright protection156PENANA9v2EY8GvhG 維尼
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「你又有fans,又識作歌,又識彈琴,又識跳舞。而家發展得咁成功,每條片都有咁多人睇。」女人直直地瞪著我,「好似你呢啲咁幸福嘅人,又點會明白我面對緊啲咩,又點會明白我有幾辛苦?」8964 copyright protection156PENANAUfyQx57yhe 維尼
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又來了。8964 copyright protection156PENANASX4dmprRBm 維尼
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只看到螢幕的一面,便覺得是全部的人。8964 copyright protection156PENANAz1zWuFmVTx 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANAi3MSurAFyj
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『世娜真好呢,新人獎都拿到不想拿了。』8964 copyright protection156PENANALDspJRhyHd 維尼
『很羨慕世娜啊,前途一片光明嘛。』8964 copyright protection156PENANA8Y7mmoy4IR 維尼
『世娜收入一定很多吧?』8964 copyright protection156PENANAslKDt3yga9 維尼
『我想當像世娜前輩一樣的歌手。』8964 copyright protection156PENANAGD0r8VwxXm 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANA0fWt90krl7
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...每次聽見這些話。8964 copyright protection156PENANAbVdLiy8zza 維尼
我卻只覺得很好笑。8964 copyright protection156PENANAOqcCXKXF3J 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANAaN6BkQrKhS
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他們只能看到我們幸福、榮耀的一面。8964 copyright protection156PENANAQb59SddMS4 維尼
卻不知道我們所身處的地方有多黑暗、恐怖與陰森。8964 copyright protection156PENANAEYUQUZxy2S 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANAdpWu3IdhJb
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「唔好嘗試去猜度或者妒忌其他人嘅生活。」我再次與女生對視著,「因為呢啲光環,可能只係你夾硬幫人哋嘅人生加上去。」8964 copyright protection156PENANAcQK9Auj2aH 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANAiI9OhW3f9p
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不要再想像我的生活有多幸福與富裕。8964 copyright protection156PENANAwOF7iokA2G 維尼
這只是你不像話的猜測。8964 copyright protection156PENANAFscs9gCQWT 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANAjdGwphbxL5
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「人哋嘅人生好成功,人哋嘅人生好燦爛,全世界就只有你一個人嘅人生係不幸。」連風也停了下來,讓我的聲音更大的環繞在這個空間,「你知唔知道,呢個諗法,對嗰啲俾你羨慕嘅人嚟講,係幾咁可笑?」8964 copyright protection156PENANAs6s1AyNqax 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANAvPRr1XndF5
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要不要來看看我在舞台後的樣子?8964 copyright protection156PENANAGg8eXdsQLO 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANAJglyUVfQN0
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被威脅,被企圖強姦。8964 copyright protection156PENANADjkCmlPzpK 維尼
被家人背叛,只有一個人留在孤單的屋裡。8964 copyright protection156PENANAYfnAyQ8lu6 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANAo2x7ax11CB
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「之所以覺得可笑,唔係因為俾邊個人羨慕,而係因為俾人羨慕。因為我哋嘅人生,根本就冇你想像中嘅咁好。」我繼續延續著道,「我哋看似掂到夢想,但其實我哋所得到嘅根本就唔係你哋見到嘅咁樣。」8964 copyright protection156PENANAXUTzgr172j 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANAVqXlyagBuY
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寂寞,黑暗,恐怖,孤獨。8964 copyright protection156PENANAFzaqkDMLiv 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANA9XKW5UYU1t
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這種沼澤之地...8964 copyright protection156PENANARglZzZN3ZL 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANAv6RqgTBurE
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「你哋呢啲將條路行到一半,就冇堅持落去,就轉彎嘅人。」我的語氣也開始嚴肅了起來,「又憑咩嚟妒忌看似活喺天堂,但其實係活喺地獄嘅我哋?」8964 copyright protection156PENANAbB1BmQAiC5 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANA8YocPkFOfy
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「我都想過嚟啊,你哋呢啲得到咗嘅人,當然講得簡單。」女生眼神中的恨意依舊,「我哋呢啲想得到但得唔到,想堅持但冇力堅持嘅人,又點會係咁簡單?」8964 copyright protection156PENANAPQMBfqiQ43 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANAKGSvWvYz3W
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「你明知唔係咁簡單,點解唔拼死一搏,向我哋呢邊跑過嚟?」我也繼續反駁道,「既然你覺得自己所在之處係地獄嘅話,就過嚟啦。」8964 copyright protection156PENANAmaYvHyzajE 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANAg5wOd63BBN
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女生聽了我的話,愣了一下。8964 copyright protection156PENANAZFvRG7w6KZ 維尼
然後,說不出什麼話來。8964 copyright protection156PENANAWfMCNLTWtw 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANA5QPpk7gtXr
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「唔得?放棄唔到?」我看著女生的反應,「因為你所在之處根本就唔係地獄。」8964 copyright protection156PENANAoNe0GLqeUS 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANAepw0sasxiR
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你明明就很清楚,自己並不是毫無壓力,毫無負擔,毫無圈子。8964 copyright protection156PENANA3uq3hheWJY 維尼
明明就很清楚,自己還餘下一條將近崩毀的救命繩。8964 copyright protection156PENANAOAN1HW8UEn 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANAFFSFc6bDn7
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所以,因為想要留住這條救命繩...8964 copyright protection156PENANAr9kzyfQ2Zs 維尼
便不想作出任何需要冒險的行為。8964 copyright protection156PENANAPC6UypYwq9 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANAkRg1cGZGUT
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「如果真係覺得自己所在之處係地獄嘅話,點解要捉住地獄唔放?點解唔放低捆綁住你嘅任何一塵一土?」我沒有停下質問,「因為你驚自己會跌入更加深嘅地獄?」8964 copyright protection156PENANAyFEq2ak8q6 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANAB2umNw934C
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只剩下這條救命繩...8964 copyright protection156PENANA6F8vp9vFzx 維尼
如果連它也斷掉的話。8964 copyright protection156PENANASZvkAjqGvp 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANAl9l3luCcy9
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我便真的活不下去了。8964 copyright protection156PENANAkCwjnyoe7y 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANAkCVqtU1GZv
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「好可惜,脫離地獄同埋跌得更深嘅機會係同時存在。」我的語氣開始變得緩和起來,「你保證唔到邊一樣至係最後嘅結果。」8964 copyright protection156PENANAYC6SpQmut8 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANAbK9IA4V6Iv
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就像是賭注的那樣...8964 copyright protection156PENANA2Xu7PQV0ce 維尼
要是要得到大獎,就必須要付出注碼。8964 copyright protection156PENANAttp4OMLSuc 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANAzaYlCBGCwy
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與真實賭搏的分別在於,在你的人生中...8964 copyright protection156PENANA4fWz2H1i7b 維尼
在付出了一次之後,你還能夠不斷再讓自己付出更多注碼,控制自己對結果有多大程度的影響。8964 copyright protection156PENANADmDenyXvuS 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANAcrLsFlsjvM
8964 copyright protection156PENANAqYU6LNuaFV 維尼
即使可能無法決定最終結果。8964 copyright protection156PENANAACdf6ZVVhg 維尼
即使努力並不是一種才華。8964 copyright protection156PENANAkNcikvzf1g 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANA5VAPqWJl4k
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可是,最後無論結果如何...8964 copyright protection156PENANAjs5MprXTx5 維尼
至少,你選擇了嘗試。8964 copyright protection156PENANAHjXDQayWwJ 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANAFQegM3EqVy
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「明白嘅話,請你決定好追定係唔追,賭定係唔賭,而唔好保持優柔寡斷,但又去羨慕其他人嘅人生。」我把手疊在女生的手上,「請你記住,要改變自己嘅人,就只有你一個人可以做到。」8964 copyright protection156PENANArNpIQEdZoa 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANA5WqqDOhobl
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女生聽著我的話,淚流得更快了。8964 copyright protection156PENANASVwIIfgPn6 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANAfIKLdGpz6w
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「而真係決定好要改變嘅話,就只有而家呢一刻,至係最適合嘅起點。」8964 copyright protection156PENANAFXETef0Oa8 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANA6kS8FosVLZ
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下次會做的。8964 copyright protection156PENANA5MMtd5zliR 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANAyU9clHJ5Te
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我想到了一個想法,但現在不是最適合的時機。8964 copyright protection156PENANA0NFrjIJop0 維尼
還是等下次吧。8964 copyright protection156PENANAHpCt9B6UYQ 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANAoQzEwqqyYs
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我看過身邊的人,無數次在這個循環中徘徊。8964 copyright protection156PENANABMCnZzG3EA 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANAzyF3Cb7utJ
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可是,他們卻不知道...8964 copyright protection156PENANAaFaodFn1Gw 維尼
再一次把想法推辭,也只是再一次把機會推走。8964 copyright protection156PENANACT0vP2EaIi 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANACrEW2NEnDS
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沒有其他更好的時機。8964 copyright protection156PENANAFmSR52op0J 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANATvss2BBXZX
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要改變的話,等不了多少天。8964 copyright protection156PENANAR3ZcmeV2j3 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANAADzo6FEvry
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「你點知道...」女生已經哭得快要崩潰,「當選擇改變,選擇追夢之後,我唔會後悔?」8964 copyright protection156PENANACa0ZwoeMJd 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANACuPDISvNPK
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「我唔知道你選擇改變同埋追夢之後會唔會後悔。」我真摯地看著與女生,「但係我知道,如果你自殺死咗,你一定會後悔。」8964 copyright protection156PENANAdwXYca7cu4 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANAnK2askeQVi
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我與凌鏡唯對視了一眼。8964 copyright protection156PENANA2eAyulSvMN 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANArSlCzp9suJ
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這個人,與我相距得如此接近...8964 copyright protection156PENANA40l5yI1X4P 維尼
而我們現在此刻的位置...8964 copyright protection156PENANAoOMK1cMlGd 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANAn6V35S8eVh
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卻又與懸崖邊緣的位置如此相近。8964 copyright protection156PENANAjAXAhKiTxV 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANA5RB9gIawI6
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「因為,我覺得後悔。」8964 copyright protection156PENANAndhm6KgH6z 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANAGCoX9XCHRP
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我後悔。8964 copyright protection156PENANA7Ik93i0D7v 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANAL80B34lMbs
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如果我能再多捱一會兒的話。8964 copyright protection156PENANAjzn36yLRIW 維尼
如果我的希望沒有完全熄滅的話。8964 copyright protection156PENANACGKHAfQiZ0 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANAo7c0cRvvRA
8964 copyright protection156PENANA4DbgCXpbsq 維尼
如果我不是這麼恨自己的話。8964 copyright protection156PENANAmgz4z9uvCd 維尼
如果我不是這麼希望自己能消失在這個世界上的話。8964 copyright protection156PENANANKq58ajkFx 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANASy6uFshK2T
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如果我不是痛苦得只想結束自己的痛苦...8964 copyright protection156PENANAR5qcvMn98m 維尼
而扼殺了你與我將會交纏的機會與未來的話。8964 copyright protection156PENANAni8XjuP9LT 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANAZ3qPOfLtet
8964 copyright protection156PENANAx5zpdba9r2 維尼
我後悔。8964 copyright protection156PENANAyoCGkMp9Ul 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANAEbxzLc2wsu
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因為死去了,所以無法再寫出更多的音樂。8964 copyright protection156PENANAoTOpJdp97c 維尼
因為死去了,所以不能再看到支持自己的歌迷。8964 copyright protection156PENANAbhZe3A2C2i 維尼
因為死去了,所以不能以本人的身份碰上凌鏡唯。8964 copyright protection156PENANAfZGSJwSWTC 維尼
因為死去了,所以遲早也只能再次傷害凌鏡唯。8964 copyright protection156PENANAcU6SGqwpjP 維尼
因為死去了,所以無法與凌鏡唯再渡過更多時間。8964 copyright protection156PENANAKNlRcbkb1f 維尼
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新年、櫻花季、復活節、暑假、感恩節、下一個聖誕...8964 copyright protection156PENANAmORHRimW8F 維尼
還有,無數的生日與紀念日。8964 copyright protection156PENANAsP5OVJn5Et 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANAY85HHXpwPA
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我想與你繼續一起生活。8964 copyright protection156PENANAfvBbGC5m5Z 維尼
160Please respect copyright.PENANAGnk3ygg1qh
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所以,我很後悔。8964 copyright protection156PENANAwEG2m6RdLh 維尼
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就是因為作了這個決定...8964 copyright protection156PENANAgkdcyCOMNU 維尼
我再也無法回頭了。8964 copyright protection156PENANA4HPN2PyxKx 維尼
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我再也沒法,感受你對我的溫柔了。8964 copyright protection156PENANASgWpFLC46o 維尼
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