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被我從背後環抱著的這個人。8964 copyright protection138PENANAyx35sIIuKE 維尼
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你要自殺也好...8964 copyright protection138PENANAsyTtI6NZx2 維尼
真的,沒關係。8964 copyright protection138PENANAUc6MqujUTy 維尼
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可是,如果你真的決定自殺的話。8964 copyright protection138PENANAuUqDiTLmFP 維尼
請你務必,要帶上我。8964 copyright protection138PENANASHHqxgPi3q 維尼
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「心音,心音—!!」旁邊的聲音越來越強烈,讓我開始看清楚眼前的映像。8964 copyright protection138PENANAEWqx9EcT2R 維尼
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...哥哥。8964 copyright protection138PENANAEiLe7Hb2VP 維尼
不見了。8964 copyright protection138PENANAMSVGtz4ejr 維尼
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你還想死嗎?8964 copyright protection138PENANAjdVix2f2iK 維尼
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真的,沒有關係。8964 copyright protection138PENANATHnbb50zZx 維尼
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我知道你很痛苦。8964 copyright protection138PENANA2EZcYUJgnF 維尼
我知道你無法在這種黑暗與罪惡感內活下去。8964 copyright protection138PENANANXIr3Gj1JM 維尼
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所以,沒有關係。8964 copyright protection138PENANAXL91dAw7c6 維尼
你想死也沒有關係。8964 copyright protection138PENANAkKnUdvo5Ks 維尼
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可是...8964 copyright protection138PENANAKw0bTb5yXh 維尼
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如果我不能把你留下來的話。8964 copyright protection138PENANAN3lT0HEWol 維尼
那麼,請你帶走我吧。8964 copyright protection138PENANAOBu4O6KpEO 維尼
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「沒事吧?」主影的聲音響起,「做惡夢了嗎?」8964 copyright protection138PENANAtanmnjNMvq 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANA4gTEQ2W13R
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...惡夢一般的回憶。8964 copyright protection138PENANAU586YISFCo 維尼
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黑暗,不能控制。8964 copyright protection138PENANAmiyBNti5Ra 維尼
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當時的我,只有一個目的。8964 copyright protection138PENANABp3xpVJilf 維尼
讓你活下來。8964 copyright protection138PENANAwFMA99Ao4C 維尼
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在我調節著呼吸的時候,我才發現自己緊緊地抓住了主影的手。8964 copyright protection138PENANAa3curfqzVJ 維尼
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主影...8964 copyright protection138PENANAGT5pQBYfQ5 維尼
非常擔心地看著我。8964 copyright protection138PENANAAsiweJRf73 維尼
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「...沒事。」我也邊擦著眼淚,邊交待著道。8964 copyright protection138PENANAn5112WPJ2p 維尼
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「我去倒杯水給你吧?」主影皺著眉問道。8964 copyright protection138PENANALLBvNFtKGV 維尼
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我沒有回答。8964 copyright protection138PENANAuNKeVHok5r 維尼
顫動著的手卻無法放開。8964 copyright protection138PENANAmG0VIo82hc 維尼
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「我睡了多久?」我的聲音也沒有全開。8964 copyright protection138PENANAL7SA46l90I 維尼
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「大約半個小時,我剛才洗完澡出來就看到你靠在沙發上邊睡邊哭了。」主影回答著道,「做了什麼夢?很可怕嗎?」8964 copyright protection138PENANAHF5EDKS5Tr 維尼
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...很可怕。8964 copyright protection138PENANAqFR6u0wUeJ 維尼
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那是我人生中一段最可怕的回憶。8964 copyright protection138PENANA4KAeKAjXol 維尼
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每天都很害怕...8964 copyright protection138PENANANfCGRM4D3J 維尼
哥哥會死掉。8964 copyright protection138PENANAfdkpnw5G0l 維尼
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出於不想被哥哥拋下的自私心態,所以用盡一切方法留住他。8964 copyright protection138PENANAiAnN9jwW3E 維尼
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可是...8964 copyright protection138PENANAdG5vdDj70a 維尼
我最後卻竟然拋下他一個人了。8964 copyright protection138PENANAPvdWyEZU0B 維尼
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「你等等,我去拿紙巾給你。」主影摸了摸我的頭髮,然後嘗試往後走。8964 copyright protection138PENANAJJNKU4lMr9 維尼
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可是,我的手卻抓得更緊了。8964 copyright protection138PENANAhozFYgvp50 維尼
我也不能控制地...8964 copyright protection138PENANA9JlkL3IMaX 維尼
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「你真的...」主影看著我的反應,輕輕嘆了口氣,「很不老實。」8964 copyright protection138PENANAkcyYNGBhbI 維尼
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我還在為主影的話而猶豫時,已經感覺到自己被抱了起來。8964 copyright protection138PENANArbCRfhvFuf 維尼
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「...做什麼?」我驚訝地看著主影問道。8964 copyright protection138PENANAhHVj53h2qR 維尼
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「進房間睡吧,在這種地方睡的話,更容易做惡夢。」主影平靜地解釋著,走向我的房間。8964 copyright protection138PENANAWqsRMtUNM3 維尼
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...第一次,以這種角度仰視主影的側臉。8964 copyright protection138PENANAZyvsP6ibTf 維尼
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他真的是一個很神秘的人。8964 copyright protection138PENANAaAxOyX5zp1 維尼
常常對我的行為作出讓我意想不到的反應。8964 copyright protection138PENANApvQIt8pDT3 維尼
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可是,卻又不會讓人感到不舒服。8964 copyright protection138PENANA2tcuSns8Oc 維尼
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走到我的房間裡,主影把我放了在床上。8964 copyright protection138PENANAnfkojJTYig 維尼
然後,替我把被子蓋好。8964 copyright protection138PENANACJ7fMAD945 維尼
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「會不會太熱或是太冷?」主影把化妝椅搬到床邊,坐了在椅上。8964 copyright protection138PENANAhXlb6v0WEB 維尼
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「不會。」我也搖了搖頭,「...你不回去睡嗎?」8964 copyright protection138PENANActomrFmH7N 維尼
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「目前不會。」主影毫不猶豫地回答道。8964 copyright protection138PENANAYfyGaagM5O 維尼
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「為什麼?」明天還要回公司吧?8964 copyright protection138PENANAWKkHLj3MEc 維尼
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「因為,我知道你現在很害怕啊。」主影替我把放在床邊櫃的手機連接到充電器上。8964 copyright protection138PENANAHsFpz4IrMy 維尼
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...很溫柔。8964 copyright protection138PENANApzSpOwRjrV 維尼
而且,無微不至。8964 copyright protection138PENANAA1U5H5qEgi 維尼
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「...你總是要睡的。」我也平靜地回答著道。8964 copyright protection138PENANAf6kNeMqdHL 維尼
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「那麼,在你睡之前,我也不會離開你的。」主影嚴肅地回答道,「我不會丟下你一個人。」8964 copyright protection138PENANAvXMCrQ1eMl 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANAF6VURVwy62
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...你到底是為什麼。8964 copyright protection138PENANAmoCc6VSXrc 維尼
能這麼容易地說出動搖人的話?8964 copyright protection138PENANAUzT5dEKV91 維尼
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「...聊一下天吧。」我與主影對視著,「我還沒有睡意。」8964 copyright protection138PENANAXI1lF5Los4 維尼
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「知道了。」主影爽快地答應道,「想聊什麼?」8964 copyright protection138PENANAPtGk6LVzcO 維尼
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「...不知道呢。」一時三刻想不出來,「主影有什麼想聊的嗎?或是想要知道的事情。」8964 copyright protection138PENANAwAXpDT9rD1 維尼
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主影聽了我的話,猶豫了幾秒。8964 copyright protection138PENANAyB92zBmxzL 維尼
然後,輕輕地深呼吸了一下。8964 copyright protection138PENANAVCGCpnO6OQ 維尼
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「有。」主影的表情依然認真,「可是,如果你不想說也沒關係。」8964 copyright protection138PENANAnoWxkx1q1w 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANA9NQBBa22Xu
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「什麼?」我先選擇追問。8964 copyright protection138PENANA6xhAsBdoJw 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANAL3SZeCFFun
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「你或許...」主影想了一會,「有情緒病嗎?」8964 copyright protection138PENANAH3sOS1r56G 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANAi2H59B2ual
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...該來還是來了。8964 copyright protection138PENANAqO64beiEX3 維尼
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「為什麼這樣問?」我不解地看著主影。8964 copyright protection138PENANAypteFMxSE7 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANAaIQglFhHiS
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「...開始時只是覺得很特別,一時間可以很樂觀熱情,一時間卻又悲觀冷漠;一時間很糊塗,一時間卻又能很冷靜地處事。就像是有不同的人格生存在你身體裡那樣。」主影俯視著我,「可是,之後看到你不斷拒絕我的關心,而且心情總是在應該高漲及激動時平靜下來,便開始猜測...這些是不是你不能控制的身體狀態。」8964 copyright protection138PENANAujFvOkCzKz 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANA2h8JKQBXAl
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...原來都已經快要兩個月了。8964 copyright protection138PENANAwrUzi7z21X 維尼
從我自殺的那天開始計起。8964 copyright protection138PENANAjkRg7xXrSB 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANAQVkRNndN9K
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剛開始交換靈魂的生活起,直到現在...8964 copyright protection138PENANATMO51WlB5B 維尼
一直陪伴著我,讓我能渡過這段時間的人,是主影與劉夏謙。8964 copyright protection138PENANAlvQFwXBDcP 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANASl4xmcgnkL
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世娜姐姐說過,她信任這兩個人。8964 copyright protection138PENANAB8fGCBgyx6 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANA99dYwiRSLN
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那麼,我呢?8964 copyright protection138PENANA5lFSlbH95w 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANASBm9w7HLU5
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我信任你嗎?8964 copyright protection138PENANAud5wr04FgG 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANABfSHjRswYI
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權主影。8964 copyright protection138PENANAmhN0qIv9DK 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANAuxLk0q7k1j
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...我相信你,也沒關係嗎?8964 copyright protection138PENANAOphFeHYxbv 維尼
把真實告訴你,也不會受傷嗎?8964 copyright protection138PENANAy2xJvJtypd 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANABtN3Dqm3Vb
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「...即使如果在知道後可能會受傷。」我也認真了起來,看著主影,「也想要知道嗎?」8964 copyright protection138PENANAkPYylUF9Cw 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANAZq7Ks56wAu
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「嗯。」主影沒有一絲猶豫,「我要知道。」8964 copyright protection138PENANAEEZT31pAYZ 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANAgezKYE0ozn
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...到底是為什麼?8964 copyright protection138PENANAsYYXzvdf9p 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANAH25Hev5Xhw
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我明明就不能給你什麼。8964 copyright protection138PENANAoqj1doVgvs 維尼
為什麼還要這麼關心我?8964 copyright protection138PENANAAB5g3M1UuU 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANALxKi17uwLE
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「不算是情緒病。」我輕輕嘆了一口氣,「是人格疾患。」8964 copyright protection138PENANA8ee9u9uF9Y 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANAwHNey2Te8H
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既然如此...8964 copyright protection138PENANAVVIFBETkzv 維尼
既然都到了這一步。8964 copyright protection138PENANAcJZDzURdkN 維尼
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就賭一把吧。8964 copyright protection138PENANAeEMBWcxQDh 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANA1yKRk0TkT9
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「邊緣性人格疾患。」我補充著道,「沒有聽過吧?」8964 copyright protection138PENANAkunnINFkA6 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANAHTMx7pjHNw
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人格疾患,Personality disorders。8964 copyright protection138PENANAjSTetm1tMV 維尼
被分類為精神疾病。8964 copyright protection138PENANAn3ddg7WCnY 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANAUg8CHWtpT9
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患者會經常因人格和行為的問題...8964 copyright protection138PENANAbvBQXjNXQg 維尼
導致社會功能的障礙。8964 copyright protection138PENANADn9m9NnCO9 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANATdOUQkjrfu
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而邊緣性人格疾患的患者,很多時會同時出現極端對立的表現。8964 copyright protection138PENANA07c3vO832R 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANAk5FsBdjAde
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衝動;冷靜。8964 copyright protection138PENANALxrgfY8fad 維尼
熱情;冷漠。8964 copyright protection138PENANASMe9NjJRyZ 維尼
樂觀;悲觀。8964 copyright protection138PENANAUATim6AFk9 維尼
開朗;平靜。8964 copyright protection138PENANAFF1bNQhVZE 維尼
光明;黑暗。8964 copyright protection138PENANA0uECU12yGt 維尼
希望;絕望。8964 copyright protection138PENANAkc5itLCyrV 維尼
掙扎;服從。8964 copyright protection138PENANAbDnifkUSLE 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANAKIq41tTdky
8964 copyright protection138PENANABZNjKOIq8B 維尼
想生存。8964 copyright protection138PENANAzc4a3VGIYT 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANAnptXXnN4S9
8964 copyright protection138PENANATCyJSM4l5G 維尼
...想死亡。8964 copyright protection138PENANAy0LaqFjb5u 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANAhsUGSJvkpA
8964 copyright protection138PENANAlmHAncnjpM 維尼
「...是怎樣發現的?」主影沒有正面回答我的問題。8964 copyright protection138PENANAPMeTTDaiW6 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANAXAHl9WBh9o
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「當每一天都處於希望之地與死寂之地的交界,不斷來回時,我便去看了醫生。」我憶述著道,「然後,被確診了。」8964 copyright protection138PENANAgQr0IC9Hxk 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANAXHESDNlkbF
8964 copyright protection138PENANA8sVjg1UYMR 維尼
那段時間的我,很不正常。8964 copyright protection138PENANAPtLs4MdoaK 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANAtJWBF25842
8964 copyright protection138PENANAKivxm2nxJO 維尼
每天都是那樣子...8964 copyright protection138PENANAfZEIvwig7F 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANAK8mcC883r1
8964 copyright protection138PENANAKRCWt2IXvL 維尼
感到很絕望,覺得看不見未來。8964 copyright protection138PENANAgzirJcxEio 維尼
突然對自己有了信心,認為可以憑自己的力量創造未來的人生。8964 copyright protection138PENANACfUz1C6fla 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANAx0LgCgCeoV
8964 copyright protection138PENANArOWUdQMKmV 維尼
覺得這個人生毫無意義...8964 copyright protection138PENANAb6PxVxsPd5 維尼
覺得這個人生能給予人祝福。8964 copyright protection138PENANAsRSjfC9sLi 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANASxYOjmwE0a
8964 copyright protection138PENANABz66FuEEmm 維尼
每天都在來回地獄又折返人間,不斷循環。8964 copyright protection138PENANAJ4ijfQx656 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANAp6TU8KAEFG
8964 copyright protection138PENANAU6UpjKMrMS 維尼
甚至能每天來回三次...8964 copyright protection138PENANAio3B8EEbmG 維尼
明明一旦發作時,可以無力得無法站起來。8964 copyright protection138PENANAnIhYmCU7lt 維尼
但又要繼續在別人面前裝作開心與堅強,然後繼續努力上課,繼續努力工作。8964 copyright protection138PENANAfDvftIM9Ox 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANAEJauYVXJbE
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然後,當面對黑暗時...8964 copyright protection138PENANAviRYNBertP 維尼
突然湧出那些被壓過去的情緒。8964 copyright protection138PENANAcAfEHR6Y44 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANA9TJpV8bYfT
8964 copyright protection138PENANA0fiA79uxqm 維尼
去死吧。8964 copyright protection138PENANAzHBb5Nj1Ct 維尼
既然想停止這樣的生活的話。8964 copyright protection138PENANAo980AXuaVi 維尼
既然這種生活已經如此沒有意義...8964 copyright protection138PENANAjB8bDDMaTF 維尼
既然已經無法看見未來的話。8964 copyright protection138PENANAmE8bCJyEUn 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANAuwJwtFGeXJ
8964 copyright protection138PENANApW3MaDlx64 維尼
「情緒病與人格疾患的分別是什麼?」主影追問著道。8964 copyright protection138PENANA9KsxPDI6AN 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANAAVvp5XwQJp
8964 copyright protection138PENANAhwxNHc8qa0 維尼
「情緒病,如果找出來源的話,可能可以治好。」我苦笑著道,「人格疾患大多是從成長環境構成,即使找出來源,也已經成為人格的一部分,所以不能治好,只能舒緩。」8964 copyright protection138PENANAFxBC4fUmGM 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANAeE6PB2fa3n
8964 copyright protection138PENANA7KLIDJy7La 維尼
「...醫生是怎樣說的?」主影靠著床邊櫃看向我。8964 copyright protection138PENANA1a4n7OgcFJ 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANAyjRrj8f7ds
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「說已經是情況比較樂觀的患者,起碼不會用自殺威脅別人。」我道出當時醫生的評語,「但他可能沒有想到,我會直接自殺。」8964 copyright protection138PENANA4cvbXIRlDf 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANAIoz4dsklp8
8964 copyright protection138PENANAJXygvrxGwT 維尼
...當每天都活在天堂與地獄之間時。8964 copyright protection138PENANArFPmlgImsv 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANAyq9amz77Yu
8964 copyright protection138PENANAwYTupKZzDg 維尼
我開始不知道自己到底是誰。8964 copyright protection138PENANANdgh3H6ODs 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANAJWu1XY9C12
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而且,厭世的感覺更深。8964 copyright protection138PENANAeQXeTZndTm 維尼
因為這種每天被送到人間,又再次被打回地獄的感覺...8964 copyright protection138PENANABXHisfSaGU 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANACPnAQbrfjS
8964 copyright protection138PENANA5y7J5j2dJm 維尼
痛苦得讓人不想再繼續那樣下去。8964 copyright protection138PENANAAvoTrxWiPk 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANAE7az4wkd4M
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「你一時很快樂,一時很平靜的理由...」主影也很專心地聽著我的話,「就是這個?」8964 copyright protection138PENANAJkTzl7mvdC 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANA3HxdrKbZqR
8964 copyright protection138PENANAVHHscqcepz 維尼
「...不完全是,我並不打算把我的性格歸究於任何『病』。」我平靜地敘述著道,「而且,即使邊緣性人格疾患的患者會有很多情緒起伏,但不是每個人都會有解離狀態。」8964 copyright protection138PENANAFQN8jkjYtE 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANAN3rWxNbIVb
8964 copyright protection138PENANArApgJacyQL 維尼
「『解離狀態』?」聽到第一次聽的詞彙,主影再次不解地看著我。8964 copyright protection138PENANA6AQ6fmgjMc 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANAxjXtVgwwUN
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「解離有很多種,而我的那種解離,是會將自己從某些情緒中解離。」我解釋著道,「當想讓人對我留下開朗的印象時,我會把悲傷的情緒全然收起。」8964 copyright protection138PENANAErg1fQrpqC 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANAwfUp3YXFgJ
8964 copyright protection138PENANAHb6xwSoeMg 維尼
禁止自己有悲傷的情緒。8964 copyright protection138PENANAKtUXQyTAtt 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANAcXQkArNPCB
8964 copyright protection138PENANAJ0NAnt3NVi 維尼
我很記得,自己在年紀還很小的時候...8964 copyright protection138PENANABZnB0YMhck 維尼
只要一哭鬧,就會被爸媽打。8964 copyright protection138PENANAstR6OKKXUG 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANAMrMizuoUpl
8964 copyright protection138PENANAyBDws2Em5z 維尼
不能哭。8964 copyright protection138PENANAcnhc3pXCPm 維尼
不能悲傷。8964 copyright protection138PENANA0sJEqnyYoG 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANATBblVnCwza
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笑吧。8964 copyright protection138PENANA9wDFVfxDn5 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANAaiOpjNPGnJ
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「久而久之,面對一些會讓我有很真實與強烈的情緒起伏時,我會像『啪』一聲斷了線的那樣,在那一瞬間完全沒有任何情緒,而且忘記剛才發生的事情所引發的情緒。」8964 copyright protection138PENANAUjTfXTGc0f 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANAfLD9uJbH43
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就像是一個碰到重要指令時便會出故障的機械人那樣...8964 copyright protection138PENANAV0N2SuySJ3 維尼
即使在開新開啟後能繼續進行指令,但已經無法返回到錯過了的指令。8964 copyright protection138PENANATK4ZgoGDt0 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANARUAeFZTF2Z
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「為什麼,你會說...」主影的語氣依舊柔和,「如果我知道了的話,會受傷?」8964 copyright protection138PENANAe5aPkunkQE 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANAiICYofENaF
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因為...8964 copyright protection138PENANAqWfMxiUqyq 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANADhKHH0hbEQ
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對了。8964 copyright protection138PENANAkwK0xRyKAw 維尼
我在做什麼?8964 copyright protection138PENANAriMOweBd0T 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANA8SEJiRlIJm
8964 copyright protection138PENANAC3PS7RTGUP 維尼
我一定是瘋了吧?8964 copyright protection138PENANAw4IPd5SH4I 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANAichb6HZj7M
8964 copyright protection138PENANAa5piwho75M 維尼
「...抱歉,我累了。」我把被子蓋得更緊了,「還是明天再說吧。」8964 copyright protection138PENANAPU6gjDQB9Z 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANAgsEaqKOeZ7
8964 copyright protection138PENANA2RZu3s4EI4 維尼
「...知道了。」主影雖然是停頓了一下,但看來明白了我的意思,「明天再說吧,晚安。」8964 copyright protection138PENANA49NMZfo2fm 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANA4FALvTJYB1
8964 copyright protection138PENANAckTZSQr99q 維尼
...我是瘋了嗎?8964 copyright protection138PENANAA0sRLVqrDa 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANAZyrLymY0xC
8964 copyright protection138PENANAOuGTSQMM9K 維尼
就連對劉夏謙也沒有說過的事情...8964 copyright protection138PENANA4M5xnmlWRt 維尼
為什麼要賭在主影身上?8964 copyright protection138PENANAxtIgbIjev4 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANAf9I8FUERhx
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竟然得意忘形得...8964 copyright protection138PENANAkoQbHHphHR 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANAxqwoXk8fUW
8964 copyright protection138PENANAOC2DBrRg5x 維尼
忘記了自己受過的傷害。8964 copyright protection138PENANA6mVtfltp8h 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANAiTzrSv1pVS
8964 copyright protection138PENANAXdadIsgLFx 維尼
不要倚靠任何人。8964 copyright protection138PENANAAam1cUPiQU 維尼
不要相信任何人。8964 copyright protection138PENANAT9tVPkSl5D 維尼
142Please respect copyright.PENANAlrjMyXgh7F
8964 copyright protection138PENANAksr5g7SkwW 維尼
反正都已經剩下這麼少的時間...8964 copyright protection138PENANAyFutCfjk5N 維尼
還是就這樣讓它過去吧。8964 copyright protection138PENANANc3xDqER83 維尼
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