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被我從背後環抱著的這個人。8964 copyright protection142PENANAMeAVZcmm2r 維尼
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沒有了靈魂,沒有了意識。8964 copyright protection142PENANA9gu400OXem 維尼
沒有了光,沒有了希望。8964 copyright protection142PENANAxMaWnColDb 維尼
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只剩下軀殼的這個身體。8964 copyright protection142PENANAmCftzDr3JK 維尼
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沒關係...8964 copyright protection142PENANAhz0beifCuU 維尼
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你要自殺也好...8964 copyright protection142PENANALtQE0ERh1z 維尼
真的,沒關係。8964 copyright protection142PENANAwP5Su4kzUe 維尼
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可是,如果你真的決定自殺的話。8964 copyright protection142PENANAPAf33p2jtd 維尼
請你務必,要帶上我。8964 copyright protection142PENANAXfcZ2BrMtb 維尼
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「心音,心音—!!」旁邊的聲音越來越強烈,讓我開始看清楚眼前的映像。8964 copyright protection142PENANAO0JSaFmILY 維尼
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這裡是宿舍。8964 copyright protection142PENANAApfP6CmTXe 維尼
眼淚以及急促的呼吸不能被控制。8964 copyright protection142PENANArzJUYoUIu1 維尼
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...哥哥。8964 copyright protection142PENANAcKu8E2siHP 維尼
不見了。8964 copyright protection142PENANAvvdxcvuFtB 維尼
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你還想死嗎?8964 copyright protection142PENANAQEyCUSEO4f 維尼
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真的,沒有關係。8964 copyright protection142PENANAV3Cbr3gJ5T 維尼
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我知道你很痛苦。8964 copyright protection142PENANAGbzTEM0ZBr 維尼
我知道你無法在這種黑暗與罪惡感內活下去。8964 copyright protection142PENANAODcUqlmiK5 維尼
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所以,沒有關係。8964 copyright protection142PENANAiJ25Au1RaO 維尼
你想死也沒有關係。8964 copyright protection142PENANAgaJUfsRn1m 維尼
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可是...8964 copyright protection142PENANAGWLwmsHrnO 維尼
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如果我不能把你留下來的話。8964 copyright protection142PENANAtOdeN00aVC 維尼
那麼,請你帶走我吧。8964 copyright protection142PENANA9kk2jgrwLA 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANASi9lJcpzvN
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「沒事吧?」主影的聲音響起,「做惡夢了嗎?」8964 copyright protection142PENANAlsT1xFUnwq 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAAMsfyEOYeW
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...惡夢一般的回憶。8964 copyright protection142PENANAM6kB4m5MmF 維尼
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黑暗,不能控制。8964 copyright protection142PENANAPNpr4DgRd3 維尼
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當時的我,只有一個目的。8964 copyright protection142PENANAuTjOotirO3 維尼
讓你活下來。8964 copyright protection142PENANAvkvWGP4SpM 維尼
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在我調節著呼吸的時候,我才發現自己緊緊地抓住了主影的手。8964 copyright protection142PENANA9YFhMY3ZMI 維尼
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主影...8964 copyright protection142PENANAEFjU8KpybD 維尼
非常擔心地看著我。8964 copyright protection142PENANAIUU28HETRf 維尼
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「...沒事。」我也邊擦著眼淚,邊交待著道。8964 copyright protection142PENANABUWG5JXNei 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAIk9NuSLimB
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「我去倒杯水給你吧?」主影皺著眉問道。8964 copyright protection142PENANAwAcx1Z7eSF 維尼
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我沒有回答。8964 copyright protection142PENANAPqHiRcJhg7 維尼
顫動著的手卻無法放開。8964 copyright protection142PENANACWKbgzknPb 維尼
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「我睡了多久?」我的聲音也沒有全開。8964 copyright protection142PENANAdA8kICnaG7 維尼
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「大約半個小時,我剛才洗完澡出來就看到你靠在沙發上邊睡邊哭了。」主影回答著道,「做了什麼夢?很可怕嗎?」8964 copyright protection142PENANAC31gLuoafw 維尼
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...很可怕。8964 copyright protection142PENANAYva6QoT2mB 維尼
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那是我人生中一段最可怕的回憶。8964 copyright protection142PENANAlfgJoZkK4o 維尼
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每天都很害怕...8964 copyright protection142PENANAGEIt98fiQj 維尼
哥哥會死掉。8964 copyright protection142PENANAVgPBDah7a3 維尼
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出於不想被哥哥拋下的自私心態,所以用盡一切方法留住他。8964 copyright protection142PENANABPJj2cAV29 維尼
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可是...8964 copyright protection142PENANA6wI9qe8GVV 維尼
我最後卻竟然拋下他一個人了。8964 copyright protection142PENANAOErpXD6t9W 維尼
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「你等等,我去拿紙巾給你。」主影摸了摸我的頭髮,然後嘗試往後走。8964 copyright protection142PENANArVv43JET5t 維尼
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可是,我的手卻抓得更緊了。8964 copyright protection142PENANAm2S8YT8EWF 維尼
我也不能控制地...8964 copyright protection142PENANAW5hgXzulbJ 維尼
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「你真的...」主影看著我的反應,輕輕嘆了口氣,「很不老實。」8964 copyright protection142PENANAc3X16QFxvM 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAMlIBFJ7uM0
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我還在為主影的話而猶豫時,已經感覺到自己被抱了起來。8964 copyright protection142PENANA4Vf1NTAKLa 維尼
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「...做什麼?」我驚訝地看著主影問道。8964 copyright protection142PENANAZUP4AUvyOB 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAMoShmX9VTK
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「進房間睡吧,在這種地方睡的話,更容易做惡夢。」主影平靜地解釋著,走向我的房間。8964 copyright protection142PENANAbhJRQLUVR2 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAWt6MuXB7Vi
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...第一次,以這種角度仰視主影的側臉。8964 copyright protection142PENANANVMHabdIMj 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAKRa0BuJJSq
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他真的是一個很神秘的人。8964 copyright protection142PENANAIhwBHdkMoO 維尼
常常對我的行為作出讓我意想不到的反應。8964 copyright protection142PENANA0lQargve44 維尼
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可是,卻又不會讓人感到不舒服。8964 copyright protection142PENANANw9tKZ6Y9W 維尼
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走到我的房間裡,主影把我放了在床上。8964 copyright protection142PENANAzB5dV5wGEX 維尼
然後,替我把被子蓋好。8964 copyright protection142PENANAkYAa9cnYqq 維尼
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「會不會太熱或是太冷?」主影把化妝椅搬到床邊,坐了在椅上。8964 copyright protection142PENANAvybPSFo115 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAl3vXwcUID6
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「不會。」我也搖了搖頭,「...你不回去睡嗎?」8964 copyright protection142PENANAbTLx5Q8XUh 維尼
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「目前不會。」主影毫不猶豫地回答道。8964 copyright protection142PENANATB1N7kYSgO 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAJEwYrE8OCg
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「為什麼?」明天還要回公司吧?8964 copyright protection142PENANASUah3ZuoeX 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAOSQ4Cpnu3x
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「因為,我知道你現在很害怕啊。」主影替我把放在床邊櫃的手機連接到充電器上。8964 copyright protection142PENANASX37tJC5BV 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAflHsd5dqhs
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...很溫柔。8964 copyright protection142PENANANrWFBS8Gcg 維尼
而且,無微不至。8964 copyright protection142PENANAoanKEcfqHq 維尼
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「...你總是要睡的。」我也平靜地回答著道。8964 copyright protection142PENANAmNAcy4BshC 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAtK0s6eNtf5
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「那麼,在你睡之前,我也不會離開你的。」主影嚴肅地回答道,「我不會丟下你一個人。」8964 copyright protection142PENANAbZmF1xaRG9 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAZVYUlUus2d
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...你到底是為什麼。8964 copyright protection142PENANAYVQJ8nxjyw 維尼
能這麼容易地說出動搖人的話?8964 copyright protection142PENANAEfuwrNC7EK 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAtrT6Lh9vd2
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「...聊一下天吧。」我與主影對視著,「我還沒有睡意。」8964 copyright protection142PENANA2MKGENenCx 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAWAiv1E9WmU
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「知道了。」主影爽快地答應道,「想聊什麼?」8964 copyright protection142PENANAIN5vBOOpuR 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANACI1A6o98PM
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「...不知道呢。」一時三刻想不出來,「主影有什麼想聊的嗎?或是想要知道的事情。」8964 copyright protection142PENANAETxqrEGxom 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAJIhRr45egD
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主影聽了我的話,猶豫了幾秒。8964 copyright protection142PENANA33X2YtEWQl 維尼
然後,輕輕地深呼吸了一下。8964 copyright protection142PENANA2V9GoJkWGA 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAtk1eLOJYZO
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「有。」主影的表情依然認真,「可是,如果你不想說也沒關係。」8964 copyright protection142PENANAU5YdLruy6i 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAXAqsBykZHF
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「什麼?」我先選擇追問。8964 copyright protection142PENANAuQujjTAHBf 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAM6zJjVuLiG
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「你或許...」主影想了一會,「有情緒病嗎?」8964 copyright protection142PENANA2q7YgZLr98 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANADNq9FwK7Hk
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...該來還是來了。8964 copyright protection142PENANAklVrUcZGZl 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAaP24qwAbbX
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「為什麼這樣問?」我不解地看著主影。8964 copyright protection142PENANAkhvzBSSyDt 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAZ0lTN7qice
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「...開始時只是覺得很特別,一時間可以很樂觀熱情,一時間卻又悲觀冷漠;一時間很糊塗,一時間卻又能很冷靜地處事。就像是有不同的人格生存在你身體裡那樣。」主影俯視著我,「可是,之後看到你不斷拒絕我的關心,而且心情總是在應該高漲及激動時平靜下來,便開始猜測...這些是不是你不能控制的身體狀態。」8964 copyright protection142PENANAUfDjLhwHt3 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAQgm6bScLIU
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...原來都已經快要兩個月了。8964 copyright protection142PENANAxm0IQh33E8 維尼
從我自殺的那天開始計起。8964 copyright protection142PENANAtvR7kUE47C 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAjBqyLgay0X
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剛開始交換靈魂的生活起,直到現在...8964 copyright protection142PENANAGHUgIZG2yG 維尼
一直陪伴著我,讓我能渡過這段時間的人,是主影與劉夏謙。8964 copyright protection142PENANAMnjInDjA7R 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANANKf4Bsz8VF
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世娜姐姐說過,她信任這兩個人。8964 copyright protection142PENANAxeZKUCZRN8 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAZnIEsM4ODR
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那麼,我呢?8964 copyright protection142PENANAj8YXMM16Uc 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAAInt5ZqXor
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我信任你嗎?8964 copyright protection142PENANAAZB0ltFwsg 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAHwC0E9sN9j
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權主影。8964 copyright protection142PENANAvM8XtwjLs2 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANA87MgowSR6k
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...我相信你,也沒關係嗎?8964 copyright protection142PENANANp4krgjbdO 維尼
把真實告訴你,也不會受傷嗎?8964 copyright protection142PENANAELjEX9I0Gx 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAKCJbqCKgmZ
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「...即使如果在知道後可能會受傷。」我也認真了起來,看著主影,「也想要知道嗎?」8964 copyright protection142PENANAtvSLujNCKj 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANALAFHeeOjtq
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「嗯。」主影沒有一絲猶豫,「我要知道。」8964 copyright protection142PENANA6rBapZ43o4 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAGLwOZB7oIx
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...到底是為什麼?8964 copyright protection142PENANAoV9DJE9ctc 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANA36KiONUWTr
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我明明就不能給你什麼。8964 copyright protection142PENANAde4c9jZfAY 維尼
為什麼還要這麼關心我?8964 copyright protection142PENANARpA0PorzdX 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAUKCtmfAJ7u
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「不算是情緒病。」我輕輕嘆了一口氣,「是人格疾患。」8964 copyright protection142PENANAgJscMzLmdr 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANATmdunH1OIb
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既然如此...8964 copyright protection142PENANAcDzzwCY648 維尼
既然都到了這一步。8964 copyright protection142PENANApyMuG71HZR 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANArSQVAw4hkP
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就賭一把吧。8964 copyright protection142PENANA5rYpzROGKf 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAoIf3esAg9t
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「邊緣性人格疾患。」我補充著道,「沒有聽過吧?」8964 copyright protection142PENANAfLk95SVmQg 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAFJTOr4noiW
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人格疾患,Personality disorders。8964 copyright protection142PENANAGgmBk9TlwT 維尼
被分類為精神疾病。8964 copyright protection142PENANAV6XNSmRW0l 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAzgO3Te3FJg
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患者會經常因人格和行為的問題...8964 copyright protection142PENANAnTjvEQzwTV 維尼
導致社會功能的障礙。8964 copyright protection142PENANAxccHLrZMai 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAVWPX4wIXX5
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而邊緣性人格疾患的患者,很多時會同時出現極端對立的表現。8964 copyright protection142PENANAlQpqSwt4vI 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAnFKtXSSjQt
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衝動;冷靜。8964 copyright protection142PENANAqwsb22UuD6 維尼
熱情;冷漠。8964 copyright protection142PENANAefTXOqs8dj 維尼
樂觀;悲觀。8964 copyright protection142PENANAmJBEp5OGVZ 維尼
開朗;平靜。8964 copyright protection142PENANARUMF4SHcqB 維尼
光明;黑暗。8964 copyright protection142PENANA64wM8Gmyee 維尼
希望;絕望。8964 copyright protection142PENANAtPuKqiK54c 維尼
掙扎;服從。8964 copyright protection142PENANAYPUIhvmaQY 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAH7z733OUEg
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想生存。8964 copyright protection142PENANAUCy68lRyFm 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANA1ngHGdPQcC
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...想死亡。8964 copyright protection142PENANA2jUBrvIK8T 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAhKmIyfNTmS
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「...是怎樣發現的?」主影沒有正面回答我的問題。8964 copyright protection142PENANAp12ed93Of7 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANADnqq27tc0S
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「當每一天都處於希望之地與死寂之地的交界,不斷來回時,我便去看了醫生。」我憶述著道,「然後,被確診了。」8964 copyright protection142PENANA7WKycGq6jP 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAj1fu6pxiYI
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那段時間的我,很不正常。8964 copyright protection142PENANAOqcK7EFPXR 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAkQR2hzg21a
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每天都是那樣子...8964 copyright protection142PENANAHTpawzGGTZ 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAvgGmcJavWs
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感到很絕望,覺得看不見未來。8964 copyright protection142PENANAz3YHT95CUP 維尼
突然對自己有了信心,認為可以憑自己的力量創造未來的人生。8964 copyright protection142PENANApqp67CGlof 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAXAT541UL3I
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覺得這個人生毫無意義...8964 copyright protection142PENANAYK9OqDIlZE 維尼
覺得這個人生能給予人祝福。8964 copyright protection142PENANAgj2j80D7oG 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANARqPW6UGiMp
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每天都在來回地獄又折返人間,不斷循環。8964 copyright protection142PENANAqr3BSBt5u7 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAqbifi4tRFd
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甚至能每天來回三次...8964 copyright protection142PENANA5ImhdIaREl 維尼
明明一旦發作時,可以無力得無法站起來。8964 copyright protection142PENANAhAuDzC1RSk 維尼
但又要繼續在別人面前裝作開心與堅強,然後繼續努力上課,繼續努力工作。8964 copyright protection142PENANAKJ47WuOZqu 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAndEwxozzmt
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然後,當面對黑暗時...8964 copyright protection142PENANAi3VfLfmtF3 維尼
突然湧出那些被壓過去的情緒。8964 copyright protection142PENANASshHWXdVLg 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAcDi3VikPZO
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去死吧。8964 copyright protection142PENANAehvqt5HRqV 維尼
既然想停止這樣的生活的話。8964 copyright protection142PENANAYnm6CXZHq7 維尼
既然這種生活已經如此沒有意義...8964 copyright protection142PENANAoYWLaiRwHF 維尼
既然已經無法看見未來的話。8964 copyright protection142PENANAoYDHN8sulD 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAQzfErLxOBB
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「情緒病與人格疾患的分別是什麼?」主影追問著道。8964 copyright protection142PENANApkkFs3EvvK 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAT5cyXzkycb
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「情緒病,如果找出來源的話,可能可以治好。」我苦笑著道,「人格疾患大多是從成長環境構成,即使找出來源,也已經成為人格的一部分,所以不能治好,只能舒緩。」8964 copyright protection142PENANACX59tpuMCs 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAmQr0IoSnRC
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「...醫生是怎樣說的?」主影靠著床邊櫃看向我。8964 copyright protection142PENANAkFEPVJAetK 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANA0hKRaKf1w0
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「說已經是情況比較樂觀的患者,起碼不會用自殺威脅別人。」我道出當時醫生的評語,「但他可能沒有想到,我會直接自殺。」8964 copyright protection142PENANA9WpkLACXhj 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAlONxfcBQ74
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...當每天都活在天堂與地獄之間時。8964 copyright protection142PENANAC2YLq8DWSL 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAPnyv9o6eau
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我開始不知道自己到底是誰。8964 copyright protection142PENANAz1ayw4KeSw 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAC7XmuJaRB0
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而且,厭世的感覺更深。8964 copyright protection142PENANAQtOtrRm841 維尼
因為這種每天被送到人間,又再次被打回地獄的感覺...8964 copyright protection142PENANAoejyk38o9c 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAA1jsQVuX1L
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痛苦得讓人不想再繼續那樣下去。8964 copyright protection142PENANAn5c2wWSsAM 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAB3SDAJPBOe
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「你一時很快樂,一時很平靜的理由...」主影也很專心地聽著我的話,「就是這個?」8964 copyright protection142PENANA9KkOvKUM4R 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANA6aS5csQavY
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「...不完全是,我並不打算把我的性格歸究於任何『病』。」我平靜地敘述著道,「而且,即使邊緣性人格疾患的患者會有很多情緒起伏,但不是每個人都會有解離狀態。」8964 copyright protection142PENANAMNfP8fBGYp 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAHSrqggc56e
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「『解離狀態』?」聽到第一次聽的詞彙,主影再次不解地看著我。8964 copyright protection142PENANAzp4ZyRNED9 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAZtbmmpUwSf
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「解離有很多種,而我的那種解離,是會將自己從某些情緒中解離。」我解釋著道,「當想讓人對我留下開朗的印象時,我會把悲傷的情緒全然收起。」8964 copyright protection142PENANAimQk94bquD 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAJmDLreuFMc
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禁止自己有悲傷的情緒。8964 copyright protection142PENANAVOWfY0dgtA 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAiflb7aDWWq
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我很記得,自己在年紀還很小的時候...8964 copyright protection142PENANAZtdCEwsBRe 維尼
只要一哭鬧,就會被爸媽打。8964 copyright protection142PENANAZnFAUCtzdo 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAtt7ZdNsDZG
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不能哭。8964 copyright protection142PENANAzmgZUy97DR 維尼
不能悲傷。8964 copyright protection142PENANAgynj65vOk6 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANALnQHn2qaV7
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笑吧。8964 copyright protection142PENANAi60yhvNwU3 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAYhCrdIBq7v
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「久而久之,面對一些會讓我有很真實與強烈的情緒起伏時,我會像『啪』一聲斷了線的那樣,在那一瞬間完全沒有任何情緒,而且忘記剛才發生的事情所引發的情緒。」8964 copyright protection142PENANAyjvqd4QPL8 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANA9o4J1Wiy4E
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就像是一個碰到重要指令時便會出故障的機械人那樣...8964 copyright protection142PENANA7eKUhUl9OB 維尼
即使在開新開啟後能繼續進行指令,但已經無法返回到錯過了的指令。8964 copyright protection142PENANAuznFn4FuBC 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANA3sxAq5AbqP
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「為什麼,你會說...」主影的語氣依舊柔和,「如果我知道了的話,會受傷?」8964 copyright protection142PENANASZwvMU12eV 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAGrUlFRCvg2
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因為...8964 copyright protection142PENANAQEWSSPia0y 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAyBKoaDHq5t
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對了。8964 copyright protection142PENANAikzrnXECii 維尼
我在做什麼?8964 copyright protection142PENANAUUzbDjp5Ri 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAQVlREzDckR
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我一定是瘋了吧?8964 copyright protection142PENANAIAPVEnv85Q 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANA4YGPcJKAGg
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「...抱歉,我累了。」我把被子蓋得更緊了,「還是明天再說吧。」8964 copyright protection142PENANAJBCekH7Yhi 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAXwP8llc3yi
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「...知道了。」主影雖然是停頓了一下,但看來明白了我的意思,「明天再說吧,晚安。」8964 copyright protection142PENANAdBiR68azGe 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAPFHZ60Cwqm
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...我是瘋了嗎?8964 copyright protection142PENANAMO6B7jRLVD 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAGSy3DsjejC
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就連對劉夏謙也沒有說過的事情...8964 copyright protection142PENANAELmS2dEFSV 維尼
為什麼要賭在主影身上?8964 copyright protection142PENANAxJBYzIAUl7 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1HWq4u3gl
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竟然得意忘形得...8964 copyright protection142PENANArUFiD9hPRL 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAI9TMK4pOza
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忘記了自己受過的傷害。8964 copyright protection142PENANAHdnJvz4thl 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANAmShBnIHnjW
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不要倚靠任何人。8964 copyright protection142PENANAMxu8ij4ppM 維尼
不要相信任何人。8964 copyright protection142PENANA1tNr54AOMT 維尼
146Please respect copyright.PENANA2EmeO8QZrM
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反正都已經剩下這麼少的時間...8964 copyright protection142PENANAbck9iiL0mh 維尼
還是就這樣讓它過去吧。8964 copyright protection142PENANA4FA8KgNJd6 維尼
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