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被我從背後環抱著的這個人。8964 copyright protection140PENANAXAJOoredTf 維尼
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可是,如果你真的決定自殺的話。8964 copyright protection140PENANAZr4QzBHFcW 維尼
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「心音,心音—!!」旁邊的聲音越來越強烈,讓我開始看清楚眼前的映像。8964 copyright protection140PENANAIWq07velCb 維尼
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...哥哥。8964 copyright protection140PENANA8Evf6s0m0T 維尼
不見了。8964 copyright protection140PENANAQ9XcpDXzGt 維尼
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真的,沒有關係。8964 copyright protection140PENANAUXyW07w6Gp 維尼
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所以,沒有關係。8964 copyright protection140PENANA07JlDWESmh 維尼
你想死也沒有關係。8964 copyright protection140PENANAja0z8UMGjd 維尼
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可是...8964 copyright protection140PENANAotJX2ygPNM 維尼
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如果我不能把你留下來的話。8964 copyright protection140PENANAFiXTroSUas 維尼
那麼,請你帶走我吧。8964 copyright protection140PENANA3BBfk6E098 維尼
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「沒事吧?」主影的聲音響起,「做惡夢了嗎?」8964 copyright protection140PENANA96wwSwKAsw 維尼
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...惡夢一般的回憶。8964 copyright protection140PENANAg1sTFEeqWe 維尼
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黑暗,不能控制。8964 copyright protection140PENANAhWdDWHj2Tv 維尼
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當時的我,只有一個目的。8964 copyright protection140PENANAbICqhV0mWb 維尼
讓你活下來。8964 copyright protection140PENANAqAJNjD3kHW 維尼
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在我調節著呼吸的時候,我才發現自己緊緊地抓住了主影的手。8964 copyright protection140PENANAEqKcXxzWSm 維尼
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主影...8964 copyright protection140PENANAvpcGdC1yv4 維尼
非常擔心地看著我。8964 copyright protection140PENANA1RFuAJS9gD 維尼
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「...沒事。」我也邊擦著眼淚,邊交待著道。8964 copyright protection140PENANApqFy7DdePZ 維尼
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「我去倒杯水給你吧?」主影皺著眉問道。8964 copyright protection140PENANAdAZT3f1ncQ 維尼
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我沒有回答。8964 copyright protection140PENANAP1BOweTX0N 維尼
顫動著的手卻無法放開。8964 copyright protection140PENANAhrmM2UPGSt 維尼
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「我睡了多久?」我的聲音也沒有全開。8964 copyright protection140PENANAbdXNlbBbfe 維尼
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「大約半個小時,我剛才洗完澡出來就看到你靠在沙發上邊睡邊哭了。」主影回答著道,「做了什麼夢?很可怕嗎?」8964 copyright protection140PENANAdqbqvSW9S0 維尼
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...很可怕。8964 copyright protection140PENANATvtblzZQcz 維尼
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那是我人生中一段最可怕的回憶。8964 copyright protection140PENANAEFmr3AZ3G9 維尼
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每天都很害怕...8964 copyright protection140PENANAPIL67n5wzB 維尼
哥哥會死掉。8964 copyright protection140PENANADXiX57qfHr 維尼
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出於不想被哥哥拋下的自私心態,所以用盡一切方法留住他。8964 copyright protection140PENANAfBnWN02qpp 維尼
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可是...8964 copyright protection140PENANArzz3PT9YrE 維尼
我最後卻竟然拋下他一個人了。8964 copyright protection140PENANAVCnNTxXTsc 維尼
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「你等等,我去拿紙巾給你。」主影摸了摸我的頭髮,然後嘗試往後走。8964 copyright protection140PENANAA7n82vPusb 維尼
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可是,我的手卻抓得更緊了。8964 copyright protection140PENANAUxiFNM8QWB 維尼
我也不能控制地...8964 copyright protection140PENANA01ArlXBtPd 維尼
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「你真的...」主影看著我的反應,輕輕嘆了口氣,「很不老實。」8964 copyright protection140PENANAlHzXKNFDo1 維尼
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我還在為主影的話而猶豫時,已經感覺到自己被抱了起來。8964 copyright protection140PENANAMKYYUZzq40 維尼
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「...做什麼?」我驚訝地看著主影問道。8964 copyright protection140PENANAtAmoPVGCdd 維尼
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「進房間睡吧,在這種地方睡的話,更容易做惡夢。」主影平靜地解釋著,走向我的房間。8964 copyright protection140PENANAAnId98zE1X 維尼
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...第一次,以這種角度仰視主影的側臉。8964 copyright protection140PENANA4yIg09U3w0 維尼
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他真的是一個很神秘的人。8964 copyright protection140PENANAuQi6pv5wKp 維尼
常常對我的行為作出讓我意想不到的反應。8964 copyright protection140PENANA3trQE3W1uX 維尼
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可是,卻又不會讓人感到不舒服。8964 copyright protection140PENANABWaOUXWUOT 維尼
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走到我的房間裡,主影把我放了在床上。8964 copyright protection140PENANAfGjU4JcYCo 維尼
然後,替我把被子蓋好。8964 copyright protection140PENANAFDbvx4qoKC 維尼
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「會不會太熱或是太冷?」主影把化妝椅搬到床邊,坐了在椅上。8964 copyright protection140PENANAtHE5uMzHqZ 維尼
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「不會。」我也搖了搖頭,「...你不回去睡嗎?」8964 copyright protection140PENANAeWWL4pax8F 維尼
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「目前不會。」主影毫不猶豫地回答道。8964 copyright protection140PENANASBlJUHX9gk 維尼
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「為什麼?」明天還要回公司吧?8964 copyright protection140PENANAuHj5ApGCzI 維尼
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「因為,我知道你現在很害怕啊。」主影替我把放在床邊櫃的手機連接到充電器上。8964 copyright protection140PENANA78MGFEshom 維尼
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...很溫柔。8964 copyright protection140PENANA4h72NeYuv5 維尼
而且,無微不至。8964 copyright protection140PENANA5ZXsuSf0L6 維尼
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「...你總是要睡的。」我也平靜地回答著道。8964 copyright protection140PENANABnGkL5tNmU 維尼
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「那麼,在你睡之前,我也不會離開你的。」主影嚴肅地回答道,「我不會丟下你一個人。」8964 copyright protection140PENANAYPkx1wy9HT 維尼
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...你到底是為什麼。8964 copyright protection140PENANAfagdu8Qi3S 維尼
能這麼容易地說出動搖人的話?8964 copyright protection140PENANAGwArazLVfp 維尼
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「...聊一下天吧。」我與主影對視著,「我還沒有睡意。」8964 copyright protection140PENANAsaMQy0WxsM 維尼
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「知道了。」主影爽快地答應道,「想聊什麼?」8964 copyright protection140PENANAj3vqZujE4I 維尼
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「...不知道呢。」一時三刻想不出來,「主影有什麼想聊的嗎?或是想要知道的事情。」8964 copyright protection140PENANAyuFDcYnSk5 維尼
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主影聽了我的話,猶豫了幾秒。8964 copyright protection140PENANArHBgDQgxvk 維尼
然後,輕輕地深呼吸了一下。8964 copyright protection140PENANA0D2BJc3OH2 維尼
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「有。」主影的表情依然認真,「可是,如果你不想說也沒關係。」8964 copyright protection140PENANAzgRXTyaiwB 維尼
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「什麼?」我先選擇追問。8964 copyright protection140PENANApUinsUKlBZ 維尼
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「你或許...」主影想了一會,「有情緒病嗎?」8964 copyright protection140PENANAXxQdRVAc0w 維尼
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...該來還是來了。8964 copyright protection140PENANA5BOMXMydgr 維尼
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「為什麼這樣問?」我不解地看著主影。8964 copyright protection140PENANANmEuJoDJXb 維尼
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「...開始時只是覺得很特別,一時間可以很樂觀熱情,一時間卻又悲觀冷漠;一時間很糊塗,一時間卻又能很冷靜地處事。就像是有不同的人格生存在你身體裡那樣。」主影俯視著我,「可是,之後看到你不斷拒絕我的關心,而且心情總是在應該高漲及激動時平靜下來,便開始猜測...這些是不是你不能控制的身體狀態。」8964 copyright protection140PENANAzrioVFQRvg 維尼
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...原來都已經快要兩個月了。8964 copyright protection140PENANA63bGewL3Bd 維尼
從我自殺的那天開始計起。8964 copyright protection140PENANAhJ0v7ki3sp 維尼
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剛開始交換靈魂的生活起,直到現在...8964 copyright protection140PENANADArogj9APG 維尼
一直陪伴著我,讓我能渡過這段時間的人,是主影與劉夏謙。8964 copyright protection140PENANAuGHdqTrFxl 維尼
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世娜姐姐說過,她信任這兩個人。8964 copyright protection140PENANA7lvLT9BNxn 維尼
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那麼,我呢?8964 copyright protection140PENANAX56wBrgnYQ 維尼
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我信任你嗎?8964 copyright protection140PENANAXrjFw7TekK 維尼
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權主影。8964 copyright protection140PENANAo1Ev5b3SOk 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANARfyE7VFzUe
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...我相信你,也沒關係嗎?8964 copyright protection140PENANAlprlGPKKB4 維尼
把真實告訴你,也不會受傷嗎?8964 copyright protection140PENANAxwePihyGj4 維尼
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「...即使如果在知道後可能會受傷。」我也認真了起來,看著主影,「也想要知道嗎?」8964 copyright protection140PENANARUiwW6mYeR 維尼
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「嗯。」主影沒有一絲猶豫,「我要知道。」8964 copyright protection140PENANAAq9cndIQWG 維尼
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...到底是為什麼?8964 copyright protection140PENANAHMr8PkEfys 維尼
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我明明就不能給你什麼。8964 copyright protection140PENANA692kGeWTd4 維尼
為什麼還要這麼關心我?8964 copyright protection140PENANAFOd9sz7sBs 維尼
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「不算是情緒病。」我輕輕嘆了一口氣,「是人格疾患。」8964 copyright protection140PENANAKJ3CMY0nuJ 維尼
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既然如此...8964 copyright protection140PENANAiRmAvNtEht 維尼
既然都到了這一步。8964 copyright protection140PENANAQqYeBaAgCv 維尼
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就賭一把吧。8964 copyright protection140PENANAYD6RlDj0Du 維尼
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「邊緣性人格疾患。」我補充著道,「沒有聽過吧?」8964 copyright protection140PENANA1NG6pL6Ek6 維尼
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人格疾患,Personality disorders。8964 copyright protection140PENANANvQMqNeEwK 維尼
被分類為精神疾病。8964 copyright protection140PENANAAGvUZnFb5o 維尼
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患者會經常因人格和行為的問題...8964 copyright protection140PENANATWY7LVU9DC 維尼
導致社會功能的障礙。8964 copyright protection140PENANAaT91nRQVIs 維尼
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而邊緣性人格疾患的患者,很多時會同時出現極端對立的表現。8964 copyright protection140PENANAKcfEyUF86Q 維尼
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衝動;冷靜。8964 copyright protection140PENANAtUc9QWllLO 維尼
熱情;冷漠。8964 copyright protection140PENANAYLo5rmzJMf 維尼
樂觀;悲觀。8964 copyright protection140PENANA3PBn0OcKKE 維尼
開朗;平靜。8964 copyright protection140PENANAA14sVd4stR 維尼
光明;黑暗。8964 copyright protection140PENANAixOq0vV4vL 維尼
希望;絕望。8964 copyright protection140PENANACIP7nNbfPP 維尼
掙扎;服從。8964 copyright protection140PENANAyApOllEJzQ 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAJnLBZklyEk
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想生存。8964 copyright protection140PENANAc9icrDC21z 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAbTA2xBq1PQ
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...想死亡。8964 copyright protection140PENANAL7IPVodl8S 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6vTV0Ap97
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「...是怎樣發現的?」主影沒有正面回答我的問題。8964 copyright protection140PENANAP1UdRxfIZo 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAO5xnfTcCNT
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「當每一天都處於希望之地與死寂之地的交界,不斷來回時,我便去看了醫生。」我憶述著道,「然後,被確診了。」8964 copyright protection140PENANA2HqyyYP1JD 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAnuvSHwM8PP
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那段時間的我,很不正常。8964 copyright protection140PENANA7T55b7GiTr 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANArEvWOSmR3f
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每天都是那樣子...8964 copyright protection140PENANA89hvg982Vc 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAlYapa0Yzwg
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感到很絕望,覺得看不見未來。8964 copyright protection140PENANA3nlyMFYcgS 維尼
突然對自己有了信心,認為可以憑自己的力量創造未來的人生。8964 copyright protection140PENANAlntANE5U1n 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAl1axnG3gYW
8964 copyright protection140PENANArkEwD8g4cP 維尼
覺得這個人生毫無意義...8964 copyright protection140PENANAwPHaaCHlPA 維尼
覺得這個人生能給予人祝福。8964 copyright protection140PENANA8zfZsEETeC 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAjbfNEuvDUD
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每天都在來回地獄又折返人間,不斷循環。8964 copyright protection140PENANAGayrQQkG4h 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAdl8pS08mxK
8964 copyright protection140PENANAWc9TaQrmS3 維尼
甚至能每天來回三次...8964 copyright protection140PENANAi9p2n2iyjF 維尼
明明一旦發作時,可以無力得無法站起來。8964 copyright protection140PENANAodmJiNaB0d 維尼
但又要繼續在別人面前裝作開心與堅強,然後繼續努力上課,繼續努力工作。8964 copyright protection140PENANAnEY1PTizsF 維尼
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然後,當面對黑暗時...8964 copyright protection140PENANAFykBi6g9pK 維尼
突然湧出那些被壓過去的情緒。8964 copyright protection140PENANAMKUlrBxTxh 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANA6hB4eUoNRo
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去死吧。8964 copyright protection140PENANAC8Cv1we5hg 維尼
既然想停止這樣的生活的話。8964 copyright protection140PENANA2wDf5ZFyPJ 維尼
既然這種生活已經如此沒有意義...8964 copyright protection140PENANAvIUb9jUm82 維尼
既然已經無法看見未來的話。8964 copyright protection140PENANA48HFrmmOTn 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAzP2xUNlYpH
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「情緒病與人格疾患的分別是什麼?」主影追問著道。8964 copyright protection140PENANAkQwF7fhdEl 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAMYGVcGeb9S
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「情緒病,如果找出來源的話,可能可以治好。」我苦笑著道,「人格疾患大多是從成長環境構成,即使找出來源,也已經成為人格的一部分,所以不能治好,只能舒緩。」8964 copyright protection140PENANAV2IQpyguUL 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAsVPx5kqzog
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「...醫生是怎樣說的?」主影靠著床邊櫃看向我。8964 copyright protection140PENANAYefNlrbsFm 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANA5ppOtCQ5rP
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「說已經是情況比較樂觀的患者,起碼不會用自殺威脅別人。」我道出當時醫生的評語,「但他可能沒有想到,我會直接自殺。」8964 copyright protection140PENANA1gURAw9CyO 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAYdtD94nAQe
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...當每天都活在天堂與地獄之間時。8964 copyright protection140PENANAPbzbaqBxqi 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAU5ybXAuFHa
8964 copyright protection140PENANAm0ftOwOsuI 維尼
我開始不知道自己到底是誰。8964 copyright protection140PENANANKWLkiR3xV 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAjSeuW0xC2U
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而且,厭世的感覺更深。8964 copyright protection140PENANAelT6py78zz 維尼
因為這種每天被送到人間,又再次被打回地獄的感覺...8964 copyright protection140PENANAB4BeLGrX6c 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAkA511m5bjY
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痛苦得讓人不想再繼續那樣下去。8964 copyright protection140PENANA9QTWu2K8KS 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAGkiwwxZJP5
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「你一時很快樂,一時很平靜的理由...」主影也很專心地聽著我的話,「就是這個?」8964 copyright protection140PENANAmr3vN8OIsD 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAR8hJhJjEMu
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「...不完全是,我並不打算把我的性格歸究於任何『病』。」我平靜地敘述著道,「而且,即使邊緣性人格疾患的患者會有很多情緒起伏,但不是每個人都會有解離狀態。」8964 copyright protection140PENANAmh1gMaxGNk 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANARXwsLQi65U
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「『解離狀態』?」聽到第一次聽的詞彙,主影再次不解地看著我。8964 copyright protection140PENANAOyHOC5o56W 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAA513dHBJDz
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「解離有很多種,而我的那種解離,是會將自己從某些情緒中解離。」我解釋著道,「當想讓人對我留下開朗的印象時,我會把悲傷的情緒全然收起。」8964 copyright protection140PENANAqcizv2X3tT 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAMfUGv8V9bw
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禁止自己有悲傷的情緒。8964 copyright protection140PENANAeYRk8Q0Al6 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAxJ7kJfsDv9
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我很記得,自己在年紀還很小的時候...8964 copyright protection140PENANAVv6okoP4rJ 維尼
只要一哭鬧,就會被爸媽打。8964 copyright protection140PENANAPb9CMWWMwX 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAzlbzPlSmRM
8964 copyright protection140PENANAfx6qKQkRoP 維尼
不能哭。8964 copyright protection140PENANAItPnS1M2tY 維尼
不能悲傷。8964 copyright protection140PENANAg3aw3ArZax 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANA3ji7vaIIVU
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笑吧。8964 copyright protection140PENANAKKPQcLKzkQ 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANA18LpKUKWJQ
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「久而久之,面對一些會讓我有很真實與強烈的情緒起伏時,我會像『啪』一聲斷了線的那樣,在那一瞬間完全沒有任何情緒,而且忘記剛才發生的事情所引發的情緒。」8964 copyright protection140PENANArAXGW034L1 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANA0mssLuURgb
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就像是一個碰到重要指令時便會出故障的機械人那樣...8964 copyright protection140PENANA1RntOiMi8L 維尼
即使在開新開啟後能繼續進行指令,但已經無法返回到錯過了的指令。8964 copyright protection140PENANARuuvl9kc3X 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAHMuUrpY0h2
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「為什麼,你會說...」主影的語氣依舊柔和,「如果我知道了的話,會受傷?」8964 copyright protection140PENANAIZgcvhqGzr 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAT20tSVLhJK
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因為...8964 copyright protection140PENANAKSWN6h2JLY 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAWsp7Lmh87A
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對了。8964 copyright protection140PENANAtNQGyesfEI 維尼
我在做什麼?8964 copyright protection140PENANAqMJmNtNztv 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAkkJcb9kkTx
8964 copyright protection140PENANAvrd7h6lZBU 維尼
我一定是瘋了吧?8964 copyright protection140PENANAvVVj6N4MKo 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAq7B4fb500f
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「...抱歉,我累了。」我把被子蓋得更緊了,「還是明天再說吧。」8964 copyright protection140PENANA5yo3w6een7 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAuwhFfCRud5
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「...知道了。」主影雖然是停頓了一下,但看來明白了我的意思,「明天再說吧,晚安。」8964 copyright protection140PENANACETXuMHrf6 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAWUWfr2s0FF
8964 copyright protection140PENANAOmREZeItpc 維尼
...我是瘋了嗎?8964 copyright protection140PENANAL1nnDp7b1a 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANArs77TYZ91N
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就連對劉夏謙也沒有說過的事情...8964 copyright protection140PENANAxS1Pgt8TIJ 維尼
為什麼要賭在主影身上?8964 copyright protection140PENANA6K0mJSzHwr 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAaN1ZLsvAFf
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竟然得意忘形得...8964 copyright protection140PENANAUgVifdYYvW 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANANyRwije26T
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忘記了自己受過的傷害。8964 copyright protection140PENANAtrpZTxo4AF 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAUoAZzF62yg
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不要倚靠任何人。8964 copyright protection140PENANAb8IyjKwV3L 維尼
不要相信任何人。8964 copyright protection140PENANAXaVzqLnCdC 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAJXor1RnOos
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反正都已經剩下這麼少的時間...8964 copyright protection140PENANAShD5JP4UzF 維尼
還是就這樣讓它過去吧。8964 copyright protection140PENANAGj6cB6Rkst 維尼
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