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『你想自殺都唔緊要。』8964 copyright protection139PENANA5cfTlywrkc 維尼
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被我從背後環抱著的這個人。8964 copyright protection139PENANAW6bPHILxR6 維尼
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沒有了靈魂,沒有了意識。8964 copyright protection139PENANAsvoWn3824h 維尼
沒有了光,沒有了希望。8964 copyright protection139PENANArJoVHE8C2U 維尼
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只剩下軀殼的這個身體。8964 copyright protection139PENANASn1S5Ndslo 維尼
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沒關係...8964 copyright protection139PENANA2jZp4TdP3e 維尼
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你要自殺也好...8964 copyright protection139PENANA4HoaiKUogw 維尼
真的,沒關係。8964 copyright protection139PENANACAd7sqlv3g 維尼
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可是,如果你真的決定自殺的話。8964 copyright protection139PENANAcHix9vYT8b 維尼
請你務必,要帶上我。8964 copyright protection139PENANABovwROu8RE 維尼
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「心音,心音—!!」旁邊的聲音越來越強烈,讓我開始看清楚眼前的映像。8964 copyright protection139PENANAUwT9Zrbq2n 維尼
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這裡是宿舍。8964 copyright protection139PENANAoUURuMfXf1 維尼
眼淚以及急促的呼吸不能被控制。8964 copyright protection139PENANAQXA9xz58jG 維尼
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...哥哥。8964 copyright protection139PENANAB9voyP2R7x 維尼
不見了。8964 copyright protection139PENANAaeouOmEHvl 維尼
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你還想死嗎?8964 copyright protection139PENANAUpioJhyoon 維尼
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真的,沒有關係。8964 copyright protection139PENANAUKk7izxbbI 維尼
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我知道你很痛苦。8964 copyright protection139PENANAbXq455JETL 維尼
我知道你無法在這種黑暗與罪惡感內活下去。8964 copyright protection139PENANAEb3Edy6i3t 維尼
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所以,沒有關係。8964 copyright protection139PENANAIgaqyUNr9i 維尼
你想死也沒有關係。8964 copyright protection139PENANA6fR8jAZ4B4 維尼
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可是...8964 copyright protection139PENANAV2kJSlQcXD 維尼
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如果我不能把你留下來的話。8964 copyright protection139PENANA2ZCEH5pBpa 維尼
那麼,請你帶走我吧。8964 copyright protection139PENANAMBhg3fMqtf 維尼
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「沒事吧?」主影的聲音響起,「做惡夢了嗎?」8964 copyright protection139PENANAuytT8tG1Uf 維尼
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...惡夢一般的回憶。8964 copyright protection139PENANAnFtgv6lPaZ 維尼
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黑暗,不能控制。8964 copyright protection139PENANAhh43VFjufU 維尼
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當時的我,只有一個目的。8964 copyright protection139PENANAwaK9GybeqL 維尼
讓你活下來。8964 copyright protection139PENANA6m7GdENdtl 維尼
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在我調節著呼吸的時候,我才發現自己緊緊地抓住了主影的手。8964 copyright protection139PENANAwn4BI1ZDgz 維尼
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主影...8964 copyright protection139PENANAdaotsrEhHx 維尼
非常擔心地看著我。8964 copyright protection139PENANAgJGJzgiSsG 維尼
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「...沒事。」我也邊擦著眼淚,邊交待著道。8964 copyright protection139PENANAMvHCPYdgKm 維尼
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「我去倒杯水給你吧?」主影皺著眉問道。8964 copyright protection139PENANADW7LooE6zl 維尼
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我沒有回答。8964 copyright protection139PENANASOBox02Dxj 維尼
顫動著的手卻無法放開。8964 copyright protection139PENANAIvjQu82zP9 維尼
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「我睡了多久?」我的聲音也沒有全開。8964 copyright protection139PENANAN7Ai5H9kAV 維尼
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「大約半個小時,我剛才洗完澡出來就看到你靠在沙發上邊睡邊哭了。」主影回答著道,「做了什麼夢?很可怕嗎?」8964 copyright protection139PENANAVh0rEP73d7 維尼
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...很可怕。8964 copyright protection139PENANAz7nleg21ub 維尼
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那是我人生中一段最可怕的回憶。8964 copyright protection139PENANAdJcUFEYktB 維尼
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每天都很害怕...8964 copyright protection139PENANAmoKDnFrMhn 維尼
哥哥會死掉。8964 copyright protection139PENANA9YX06SXGmC 維尼
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出於不想被哥哥拋下的自私心態,所以用盡一切方法留住他。8964 copyright protection139PENANAI2CocQJgkb 維尼
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可是...8964 copyright protection139PENANAZu6Tat3bTU 維尼
我最後卻竟然拋下他一個人了。8964 copyright protection139PENANATX7bLzoDyO 維尼
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「你等等,我去拿紙巾給你。」主影摸了摸我的頭髮,然後嘗試往後走。8964 copyright protection139PENANAqfOdPSB6we 維尼
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可是,我的手卻抓得更緊了。8964 copyright protection139PENANAlOE2I7Me0O 維尼
我也不能控制地...8964 copyright protection139PENANAsLA80U5SPb 維尼
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「你真的...」主影看著我的反應,輕輕嘆了口氣,「很不老實。」8964 copyright protection139PENANAYdy8IR5Luo 維尼
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我還在為主影的話而猶豫時,已經感覺到自己被抱了起來。8964 copyright protection139PENANArNHE5FXBHx 維尼
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「...做什麼?」我驚訝地看著主影問道。8964 copyright protection139PENANAC1anoVMUY0 維尼
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「進房間睡吧,在這種地方睡的話,更容易做惡夢。」主影平靜地解釋著,走向我的房間。8964 copyright protection139PENANACmHwC5qZo3 維尼
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...第一次,以這種角度仰視主影的側臉。8964 copyright protection139PENANAV1YanXhptU 維尼
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他真的是一個很神秘的人。8964 copyright protection139PENANAcymAru5TAY 維尼
常常對我的行為作出讓我意想不到的反應。8964 copyright protection139PENANARnrF4BFVgi 維尼
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可是,卻又不會讓人感到不舒服。8964 copyright protection139PENANALB2Zd82CXh 維尼
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走到我的房間裡,主影把我放了在床上。8964 copyright protection139PENANA1zy5Aqd515 維尼
然後,替我把被子蓋好。8964 copyright protection139PENANAuiUNmUuNNv 維尼
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「會不會太熱或是太冷?」主影把化妝椅搬到床邊,坐了在椅上。8964 copyright protection139PENANA3uPQFcnssl 維尼
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「不會。」我也搖了搖頭,「...你不回去睡嗎?」8964 copyright protection139PENANAAUrAEIxFzj 維尼
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「目前不會。」主影毫不猶豫地回答道。8964 copyright protection139PENANA1EoLXMWdmv 維尼
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「為什麼?」明天還要回公司吧?8964 copyright protection139PENANAbWJF4WgrPo 維尼
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「因為,我知道你現在很害怕啊。」主影替我把放在床邊櫃的手機連接到充電器上。8964 copyright protection139PENANAX35BT9lsmF 維尼
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...很溫柔。8964 copyright protection139PENANAEUy6Xoy8Pg 維尼
而且,無微不至。8964 copyright protection139PENANAW2HcplKlbI 維尼
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「...你總是要睡的。」我也平靜地回答著道。8964 copyright protection139PENANAOF1dCrbMNh 維尼
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「那麼,在你睡之前,我也不會離開你的。」主影嚴肅地回答道,「我不會丟下你一個人。」8964 copyright protection139PENANA16EieJ4eaK 維尼
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...你到底是為什麼。8964 copyright protection139PENANAgDlLF4dlgw 維尼
能這麼容易地說出動搖人的話?8964 copyright protection139PENANAE3tLUGpi9F 維尼
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「...聊一下天吧。」我與主影對視著,「我還沒有睡意。」8964 copyright protection139PENANAEOHoDUL9VR 維尼
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「知道了。」主影爽快地答應道,「想聊什麼?」8964 copyright protection139PENANAWauHzCi77U 維尼
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「...不知道呢。」一時三刻想不出來,「主影有什麼想聊的嗎?或是想要知道的事情。」8964 copyright protection139PENANAVMBzbZQuZK 維尼
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主影聽了我的話,猶豫了幾秒。8964 copyright protection139PENANAVSWUtNTRm0 維尼
然後,輕輕地深呼吸了一下。8964 copyright protection139PENANAov8RTDJ4X6 維尼
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「有。」主影的表情依然認真,「可是,如果你不想說也沒關係。」8964 copyright protection139PENANAcjXS2Kk4PT 維尼
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「什麼?」我先選擇追問。8964 copyright protection139PENANAD2XBjozZBl 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAEWoUTSHR8J
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「你或許...」主影想了一會,「有情緒病嗎?」8964 copyright protection139PENANAvs0BH3X5vE 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAqtt7UUsp9r
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...該來還是來了。8964 copyright protection139PENANAJ9NQY8VflR 維尼
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「為什麼這樣問?」我不解地看著主影。8964 copyright protection139PENANA5UepilOkQF 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANA4pzzJEdHsn
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「...開始時只是覺得很特別,一時間可以很樂觀熱情,一時間卻又悲觀冷漠;一時間很糊塗,一時間卻又能很冷靜地處事。就像是有不同的人格生存在你身體裡那樣。」主影俯視著我,「可是,之後看到你不斷拒絕我的關心,而且心情總是在應該高漲及激動時平靜下來,便開始猜測...這些是不是你不能控制的身體狀態。」8964 copyright protection139PENANAMDT4HegTkV 維尼
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...原來都已經快要兩個月了。8964 copyright protection139PENANAFCKNgsFtlD 維尼
從我自殺的那天開始計起。8964 copyright protection139PENANAp1BeZgi9oO 維尼
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剛開始交換靈魂的生活起,直到現在...8964 copyright protection139PENANAHiqMQt0Cfa 維尼
一直陪伴著我,讓我能渡過這段時間的人,是主影與劉夏謙。8964 copyright protection139PENANAks4pJugoFH 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAs0FtWYrS98
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世娜姐姐說過,她信任這兩個人。8964 copyright protection139PENANADqM9xRsYfn 維尼
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那麼,我呢?8964 copyright protection139PENANA7l1BhRGyqT 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANA1SLU2cPQkm
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我信任你嗎?8964 copyright protection139PENANAJVX8vJK0g3 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAScvhs66XAu
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權主影。8964 copyright protection139PENANAbK1PoHo3h5 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANASEV0JIe1aG
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...我相信你,也沒關係嗎?8964 copyright protection139PENANA8ajlBlx5R6 維尼
把真實告訴你,也不會受傷嗎?8964 copyright protection139PENANAe5JoDl52cf 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAOk2ymmiAI6
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「...即使如果在知道後可能會受傷。」我也認真了起來,看著主影,「也想要知道嗎?」8964 copyright protection139PENANAWYGW8cIpuc 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAm5A6xCYEd6
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「嗯。」主影沒有一絲猶豫,「我要知道。」8964 copyright protection139PENANAAxkAeipr0I 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAYvqKfhmo8x
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...到底是為什麼?8964 copyright protection139PENANAY5Lcmf2tXJ 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAwv8eFNyJgJ
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我明明就不能給你什麼。8964 copyright protection139PENANAT6hl4tOcyg 維尼
為什麼還要這麼關心我?8964 copyright protection139PENANAs3267718DI 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANA41BisGFKdU
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「不算是情緒病。」我輕輕嘆了一口氣,「是人格疾患。」8964 copyright protection139PENANAco1CkIJKA2 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAUohpO6SkZx
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既然如此...8964 copyright protection139PENANAlcNcRDB0Ln 維尼
既然都到了這一步。8964 copyright protection139PENANA5q2GQsAeZn 維尼
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就賭一把吧。8964 copyright protection139PENANA9k6m50elcs 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAJbysnnYHYq
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「邊緣性人格疾患。」我補充著道,「沒有聽過吧?」8964 copyright protection139PENANA5o1QcaYCpH 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAgQdz1pLAEH
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人格疾患,Personality disorders。8964 copyright protection139PENANA1JoIIXR7Lb 維尼
被分類為精神疾病。8964 copyright protection139PENANAN2Yjjn2cuf 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAPlNl3gGVEb
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患者會經常因人格和行為的問題...8964 copyright protection139PENANAvK7ZvyaOO5 維尼
導致社會功能的障礙。8964 copyright protection139PENANAk3op5nmWwk 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAJKFTUCLPiG
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而邊緣性人格疾患的患者,很多時會同時出現極端對立的表現。8964 copyright protection139PENANAyh6Z4IpndU 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAeSHvHZBrbX
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衝動;冷靜。8964 copyright protection139PENANAxlM2YH3XrZ 維尼
熱情;冷漠。8964 copyright protection139PENANAvqxahVxvtT 維尼
樂觀;悲觀。8964 copyright protection139PENANArxIo90stB1 維尼
開朗;平靜。8964 copyright protection139PENANARaauflMqNS 維尼
光明;黑暗。8964 copyright protection139PENANAdfbZvP4HNd 維尼
希望;絕望。8964 copyright protection139PENANAnj2OayPtaE 維尼
掙扎;服從。8964 copyright protection139PENANAeAv14LJmIk 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAzqxR5J5WvX
8964 copyright protection139PENANA4B2dyaCBa3 維尼
想生存。8964 copyright protection139PENANAUTF605vMlc 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAUYtMnEyizD
8964 copyright protection139PENANAHtUqlbAq94 維尼
...想死亡。8964 copyright protection139PENANAjtfQLe3iid 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAOwbv7IhOYV
8964 copyright protection139PENANAGwJW6fP7ez 維尼
「...是怎樣發現的?」主影沒有正面回答我的問題。8964 copyright protection139PENANAN76QjLV6BL 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAdK3ZT2sdVq
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「當每一天都處於希望之地與死寂之地的交界,不斷來回時,我便去看了醫生。」我憶述著道,「然後,被確診了。」8964 copyright protection139PENANAgQs71EPsDv 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAyq7GbsUoix
8964 copyright protection139PENANADtWiu5rFVH 維尼
那段時間的我,很不正常。8964 copyright protection139PENANAw3SgAoMDBs 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAKSc4iTKr3k
8964 copyright protection139PENANACZ9YLYIp3l 維尼
每天都是那樣子...8964 copyright protection139PENANAJ4jwkmxGAI 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAytaXGp86Qi
8964 copyright protection139PENANAWyfjN7hI9U 維尼
感到很絕望,覺得看不見未來。8964 copyright protection139PENANAr7NI1KzOxt 維尼
突然對自己有了信心,認為可以憑自己的力量創造未來的人生。8964 copyright protection139PENANAuXU1THZJGe 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAKBekR2JQKV
8964 copyright protection139PENANAbgqDaoxFvr 維尼
覺得這個人生毫無意義...8964 copyright protection139PENANA3crlMaBDPK 維尼
覺得這個人生能給予人祝福。8964 copyright protection139PENANATjNTvdnQ07 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAWsWeoIdP59
8964 copyright protection139PENANAZ8CGTUxI6N 維尼
每天都在來回地獄又折返人間,不斷循環。8964 copyright protection139PENANAEpA2szkidi 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANA3BPPWi1SAm
8964 copyright protection139PENANASkr75Hh1Ud 維尼
甚至能每天來回三次...8964 copyright protection139PENANAa4dkiq9zpl 維尼
明明一旦發作時,可以無力得無法站起來。8964 copyright protection139PENANAdtgcqpcRkk 維尼
但又要繼續在別人面前裝作開心與堅強,然後繼續努力上課,繼續努力工作。8964 copyright protection139PENANAZNfpOOa4ZC 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAEATvaLp2Yb
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然後,當面對黑暗時...8964 copyright protection139PENANAsJFODsXU2B 維尼
突然湧出那些被壓過去的情緒。8964 copyright protection139PENANA6cRpSsZ0Ax 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAXgjcGhxemI
8964 copyright protection139PENANAB5loTj4wlS 維尼
去死吧。8964 copyright protection139PENANAAomuPNfCL7 維尼
既然想停止這樣的生活的話。8964 copyright protection139PENANAPEtNGJZTYb 維尼
既然這種生活已經如此沒有意義...8964 copyright protection139PENANAFeal1HvqRh 維尼
既然已經無法看見未來的話。8964 copyright protection139PENANA4UJgAsdRHT 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANA1tUg852l6U
8964 copyright protection139PENANAX5AMZxJX2j 維尼
「情緒病與人格疾患的分別是什麼?」主影追問著道。8964 copyright protection139PENANAA9RnJd0RV5 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAKMBPE9KBi9
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「情緒病,如果找出來源的話,可能可以治好。」我苦笑著道,「人格疾患大多是從成長環境構成,即使找出來源,也已經成為人格的一部分,所以不能治好,只能舒緩。」8964 copyright protection139PENANAHsG0s8fJc8 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANA2auMbLWnzS
8964 copyright protection139PENANAHr96J41oge 維尼
「...醫生是怎樣說的?」主影靠著床邊櫃看向我。8964 copyright protection139PENANAS3TbqPoS1D 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAVGHHMkRGIB
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「說已經是情況比較樂觀的患者,起碼不會用自殺威脅別人。」我道出當時醫生的評語,「但他可能沒有想到,我會直接自殺。」8964 copyright protection139PENANAHjitxQFkvH 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAJzsQv5ub0b
8964 copyright protection139PENANAGvGeFShqQJ 維尼
...當每天都活在天堂與地獄之間時。8964 copyright protection139PENANA5jPIfGaSTL 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAnOEplhgUcR
8964 copyright protection139PENANAj2FN23ExOP 維尼
我開始不知道自己到底是誰。8964 copyright protection139PENANATKsVu3MN1S 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAsDo36Oi9TH
8964 copyright protection139PENANAzIMpojThRh 維尼
而且,厭世的感覺更深。8964 copyright protection139PENANArmsznh1PRO 維尼
因為這種每天被送到人間,又再次被打回地獄的感覺...8964 copyright protection139PENANAkLr6Hbf9bX 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAw1uwPx7Bdj
8964 copyright protection139PENANAWJiGgNWvGU 維尼
痛苦得讓人不想再繼續那樣下去。8964 copyright protection139PENANAl3Ur8458NE 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANA1ST9AE5SNo
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「你一時很快樂,一時很平靜的理由...」主影也很專心地聽著我的話,「就是這個?」8964 copyright protection139PENANA1pqlRIGPOY 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAKlIgh7oIWg
8964 copyright protection139PENANA4YbJ9Lnv4k 維尼
「...不完全是,我並不打算把我的性格歸究於任何『病』。」我平靜地敘述著道,「而且,即使邊緣性人格疾患的患者會有很多情緒起伏,但不是每個人都會有解離狀態。」8964 copyright protection139PENANARCkvWWkf8u 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAMtMiKAxJYX
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「『解離狀態』?」聽到第一次聽的詞彙,主影再次不解地看著我。8964 copyright protection139PENANA2pQne3KdGa 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANACfQReAOngF
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「解離有很多種,而我的那種解離,是會將自己從某些情緒中解離。」我解釋著道,「當想讓人對我留下開朗的印象時,我會把悲傷的情緒全然收起。」8964 copyright protection139PENANA00Ts1i9Gmq 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAfAziQ7Wb6x
8964 copyright protection139PENANA6A6BWjIGa2 維尼
禁止自己有悲傷的情緒。8964 copyright protection139PENANAuGuYC0m1of 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANA97hNp0OszD
8964 copyright protection139PENANAOBjroeU8Jx 維尼
我很記得,自己在年紀還很小的時候...8964 copyright protection139PENANADvQVIxJkwX 維尼
只要一哭鬧,就會被爸媽打。8964 copyright protection139PENANARVUm5MulNV 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANATKMEO2tK6j
8964 copyright protection139PENANAnTNWl1rZSF 維尼
不能哭。8964 copyright protection139PENANAdaz9UgOwX3 維尼
不能悲傷。8964 copyright protection139PENANALUKB6lJ4gI 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAsasnsaZPCr
8964 copyright protection139PENANAIoQ9iput1H 維尼
笑吧。8964 copyright protection139PENANA2iDKRcYZii 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAISlbmmwF86
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「久而久之,面對一些會讓我有很真實與強烈的情緒起伏時,我會像『啪』一聲斷了線的那樣,在那一瞬間完全沒有任何情緒,而且忘記剛才發生的事情所引發的情緒。」8964 copyright protection139PENANAq0hUnRzznm 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAo68Wh5LxbK
8964 copyright protection139PENANAlwyfhH1dhy 維尼
就像是一個碰到重要指令時便會出故障的機械人那樣...8964 copyright protection139PENANAbcXi6jH1NZ 維尼
即使在開新開啟後能繼續進行指令,但已經無法返回到錯過了的指令。8964 copyright protection139PENANAF6sZVZe93D 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAD48fEtsylH
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「為什麼,你會說...」主影的語氣依舊柔和,「如果我知道了的話,會受傷?」8964 copyright protection139PENANAIuDx9pKBex 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAdkLLOXCNkz
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因為...8964 copyright protection139PENANA2tpWE2mVhS 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAn8VyOfmxol
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對了。8964 copyright protection139PENANABY6QgmCSxR 維尼
我在做什麼?8964 copyright protection139PENANAcK5OP49nO6 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAY3kqraRJQZ
8964 copyright protection139PENANANPv3ZbVUQv 維尼
我一定是瘋了吧?8964 copyright protection139PENANABsQ02n2cma 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAjBuLx96wQv
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「...抱歉,我累了。」我把被子蓋得更緊了,「還是明天再說吧。」8964 copyright protection139PENANASx0uQRrFPU 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANA1pDSC1EYv5
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「...知道了。」主影雖然是停頓了一下,但看來明白了我的意思,「明天再說吧,晚安。」8964 copyright protection139PENANAR0Ag3eDGtg 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAmBSckNPA3P
8964 copyright protection139PENANAvjMpxGp1CW 維尼
...我是瘋了嗎?8964 copyright protection139PENANAkdajM0toGB 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAtSOczBSknI
8964 copyright protection139PENANAaEP3ANsVmw 維尼
就連對劉夏謙也沒有說過的事情...8964 copyright protection139PENANA8U65UmivWO 維尼
為什麼要賭在主影身上?8964 copyright protection139PENANActvycA1tUv 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANA89qBQta3Lw
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竟然得意忘形得...8964 copyright protection139PENANA2xME6HaSQw 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANA91oY1Dqmyr
8964 copyright protection139PENANAOHvyVi12CG 維尼
忘記了自己受過的傷害。8964 copyright protection139PENANAxRBLqV2DA9 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAtIJ1SR2jG4
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不要倚靠任何人。8964 copyright protection139PENANAxcnTSXIkKf 維尼
不要相信任何人。8964 copyright protection139PENANASSCnfTL2gI 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAfzFy6f9XD5
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反正都已經剩下這麼少的時間...8964 copyright protection139PENANAtXuZVccpT7 維尼
還是就這樣讓它過去吧。8964 copyright protection139PENANApG3CcS8K4G 維尼
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