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『你想自殺都唔緊要。』8964 copyright protection144PENANAJkPSls5Ubw 維尼
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被我從背後環抱著的這個人。8964 copyright protection144PENANA4CIbwViKeT 維尼
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沒有了靈魂,沒有了意識。8964 copyright protection144PENANA605xVK1bgA 維尼
沒有了光,沒有了希望。8964 copyright protection144PENANAMUzFqthMv3 維尼
沒有了愛...8964 copyright protection144PENANALdXc6swPtZ 維尼
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只剩下軀殼的這個身體。8964 copyright protection144PENANAtthGrK9ke5 維尼
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沒關係...8964 copyright protection144PENANAT4vGXXa0iU 維尼
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你要自殺也好...8964 copyright protection144PENANAHdfzdYOyX3 維尼
真的,沒關係。8964 copyright protection144PENANAajfo7KX8Hf 維尼
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可是,如果你真的決定自殺的話。8964 copyright protection144PENANAPrM8GA4G2M 維尼
請你務必,要帶上我。8964 copyright protection144PENANAXdlzUmON6S 維尼
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「心音,心音—!!」旁邊的聲音越來越強烈,讓我開始看清楚眼前的映像。8964 copyright protection144PENANAeOPeXqojCI 維尼
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這裡是宿舍。8964 copyright protection144PENANAqvVKfg78Ws 維尼
眼淚以及急促的呼吸不能被控制。8964 copyright protection144PENANAIzWWlZSNQz 維尼
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...哥哥。8964 copyright protection144PENANADfLEhW2ul0 維尼
不見了。8964 copyright protection144PENANAW12bEl7jCL 維尼
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你還想死嗎?8964 copyright protection144PENANAuDWltP1uAP 維尼
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真的,沒有關係。8964 copyright protection144PENANA8yYOAJ1Ml6 維尼
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我知道你很痛苦。8964 copyright protection144PENANAb45NO5mfNY 維尼
我知道你無法在這種黑暗與罪惡感內活下去。8964 copyright protection144PENANAzbIFFB5rHW 維尼
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所以,沒有關係。8964 copyright protection144PENANANAFBK1krJg 維尼
你想死也沒有關係。8964 copyright protection144PENANA5Vaauj6BJO 維尼
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可是...8964 copyright protection144PENANAtgtjs11zCo 維尼
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如果我不能把你留下來的話。8964 copyright protection144PENANARdlfzINSWN 維尼
那麼,請你帶走我吧。8964 copyright protection144PENANA9Fk2VET9sN 維尼
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「沒事吧?」主影的聲音響起,「做惡夢了嗎?」8964 copyright protection144PENANA5frzWY3k1H 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAT77dOv9WAB
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...惡夢一般的回憶。8964 copyright protection144PENANADfqAdVQ04P 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAUuxJQjWtL5
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黑暗,不能控制。8964 copyright protection144PENANAUQUglpeZcJ 維尼
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當時的我,只有一個目的。8964 copyright protection144PENANA8MMh1f5h0d 維尼
讓你活下來。8964 copyright protection144PENANAi6jYOZFYNX 維尼
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在我調節著呼吸的時候,我才發現自己緊緊地抓住了主影的手。8964 copyright protection144PENANAlteXmt1TGE 維尼
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主影...8964 copyright protection144PENANA8wKyNau8JE 維尼
非常擔心地看著我。8964 copyright protection144PENANAMiT5GapaFM 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAU4Adh0AkRS
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「...沒事。」我也邊擦著眼淚,邊交待著道。8964 copyright protection144PENANAxiYiNYHgQE 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAGt8CaIUes3
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「我去倒杯水給你吧?」主影皺著眉問道。8964 copyright protection144PENANAdaOeIxXAcR 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAHcgrOIhsx8
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我沒有回答。8964 copyright protection144PENANASDInI1L5C3 維尼
顫動著的手卻無法放開。8964 copyright protection144PENANASkpxwtEntx 維尼
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「我睡了多久?」我的聲音也沒有全開。8964 copyright protection144PENANAalk4sVlKbQ 維尼
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「大約半個小時,我剛才洗完澡出來就看到你靠在沙發上邊睡邊哭了。」主影回答著道,「做了什麼夢?很可怕嗎?」8964 copyright protection144PENANA4E0yI3n0Jn 維尼
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...很可怕。8964 copyright protection144PENANAAFzQJJQoL1 維尼
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那是我人生中一段最可怕的回憶。8964 copyright protection144PENANAfUz2D6HErF 維尼
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每天都很害怕...8964 copyright protection144PENANAPhjXtmWNpE 維尼
哥哥會死掉。8964 copyright protection144PENANAffAVqA3RQL 維尼
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出於不想被哥哥拋下的自私心態,所以用盡一切方法留住他。8964 copyright protection144PENANAIhTIcyzl8k 維尼
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可是...8964 copyright protection144PENANA0H7RYaMm7Y 維尼
我最後卻竟然拋下他一個人了。8964 copyright protection144PENANAQuNCDDCJTH 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANA7GQsge6HVf
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「你等等,我去拿紙巾給你。」主影摸了摸我的頭髮,然後嘗試往後走。8964 copyright protection144PENANA9BY0SkbsQo 維尼
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可是,我的手卻抓得更緊了。8964 copyright protection144PENANASACOnZrGh4 維尼
我也不能控制地...8964 copyright protection144PENANAr8kQyOCFJL 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANANR0qoeUPol
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「你真的...」主影看著我的反應,輕輕嘆了口氣,「很不老實。」8964 copyright protection144PENANArn26RvWTyf 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANA3RZP15I4tg
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我還在為主影的話而猶豫時,已經感覺到自己被抱了起來。8964 copyright protection144PENANA1sp23cgje1 維尼
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「...做什麼?」我驚訝地看著主影問道。8964 copyright protection144PENANAPlMF2RnJdB 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAA4RDx5bbQd
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「進房間睡吧,在這種地方睡的話,更容易做惡夢。」主影平靜地解釋著,走向我的房間。8964 copyright protection144PENANAeKgoXCwF2b 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAu7aF0EULlz
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...第一次,以這種角度仰視主影的側臉。8964 copyright protection144PENANAosWWxGqKO8 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANANuyfkCPujM
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他真的是一個很神秘的人。8964 copyright protection144PENANAyENLeb93Sq 維尼
常常對我的行為作出讓我意想不到的反應。8964 copyright protection144PENANAqK47Ex8Mez 維尼
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可是,卻又不會讓人感到不舒服。8964 copyright protection144PENANAxyBNz1keKl 維尼
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走到我的房間裡,主影把我放了在床上。8964 copyright protection144PENANAMpH4Ipm7qv 維尼
然後,替我把被子蓋好。8964 copyright protection144PENANAo7LKH43pyZ 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANACZOyWCmksW
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「會不會太熱或是太冷?」主影把化妝椅搬到床邊,坐了在椅上。8964 copyright protection144PENANACiU6Q8fmgz 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANA8NoLaCDrKG
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「不會。」我也搖了搖頭,「...你不回去睡嗎?」8964 copyright protection144PENANADg8sNe93gB 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAiY6sgUYT5g
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「目前不會。」主影毫不猶豫地回答道。8964 copyright protection144PENANAz2AmuGYgS5 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAlfjPp53qfJ
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「為什麼?」明天還要回公司吧?8964 copyright protection144PENANAlyZFpQHSll 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAqmYR7d2pqg
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「因為,我知道你現在很害怕啊。」主影替我把放在床邊櫃的手機連接到充電器上。8964 copyright protection144PENANAkYjgsHHuRG 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAJDpHdFmzoB
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...很溫柔。8964 copyright protection144PENANAAKGpgARF8b 維尼
而且,無微不至。8964 copyright protection144PENANA6QqpTgAqB6 維尼
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「...你總是要睡的。」我也平靜地回答著道。8964 copyright protection144PENANAmpRZ1KNTc1 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANANbMZQMe3hw
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「那麼,在你睡之前,我也不會離開你的。」主影嚴肅地回答道,「我不會丟下你一個人。」8964 copyright protection144PENANAX9h787cNzO 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAvEAqCVgUfN
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...你到底是為什麼。8964 copyright protection144PENANAx0Pal4CmBI 維尼
能這麼容易地說出動搖人的話?8964 copyright protection144PENANAIynwPY1QlJ 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAEgWgdQUQk8
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「...聊一下天吧。」我與主影對視著,「我還沒有睡意。」8964 copyright protection144PENANA2zVPCo8RMO 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANACbJCFnLhLk
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「知道了。」主影爽快地答應道,「想聊什麼?」8964 copyright protection144PENANAQrp2CJ1jUe 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANA5tb6ZA6bN0
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「...不知道呢。」一時三刻想不出來,「主影有什麼想聊的嗎?或是想要知道的事情。」8964 copyright protection144PENANAvC4sd004hp 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAyC0WSpqxw8
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主影聽了我的話,猶豫了幾秒。8964 copyright protection144PENANAXyk3tKXe9I 維尼
然後,輕輕地深呼吸了一下。8964 copyright protection144PENANA2TbXGyhXFs 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAIseT2Zghmg
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「有。」主影的表情依然認真,「可是,如果你不想說也沒關係。」8964 copyright protection144PENANACMTOEthFwr 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAKPDGGZBZDI
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「什麼?」我先選擇追問。8964 copyright protection144PENANAhOiJhihV9U 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANA4UlLgfRsWZ
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「你或許...」主影想了一會,「有情緒病嗎?」8964 copyright protection144PENANA8XyiLxGb5j 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANA0vbsQI1zLr
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...該來還是來了。8964 copyright protection144PENANAuZrOGanlVq 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANA8wSbpL8VzP
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「為什麼這樣問?」我不解地看著主影。8964 copyright protection144PENANA6iwMV5ibwR 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAYjDWWSsMIb
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「...開始時只是覺得很特別,一時間可以很樂觀熱情,一時間卻又悲觀冷漠;一時間很糊塗,一時間卻又能很冷靜地處事。就像是有不同的人格生存在你身體裡那樣。」主影俯視著我,「可是,之後看到你不斷拒絕我的關心,而且心情總是在應該高漲及激動時平靜下來,便開始猜測...這些是不是你不能控制的身體狀態。」8964 copyright protection144PENANApFf8nwk9ho 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAmxlUVtjX2T
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...原來都已經快要兩個月了。8964 copyright protection144PENANAThddwr7RFJ 維尼
從我自殺的那天開始計起。8964 copyright protection144PENANAFsr51wR6V2 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANA5wKNDtVRSU
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剛開始交換靈魂的生活起,直到現在...8964 copyright protection144PENANA7o5I0YbURP 維尼
一直陪伴著我,讓我能渡過這段時間的人,是主影與劉夏謙。8964 copyright protection144PENANAedCBfD3rF8 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAFW6n24qa6p
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世娜姐姐說過,她信任這兩個人。8964 copyright protection144PENANAXlp8bAn46U 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAhnynWW4NmO
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那麼,我呢?8964 copyright protection144PENANASOr3nXqHxg 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAZnopvFyR5m
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我信任你嗎?8964 copyright protection144PENANAvIZqvbQlJA 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAKh32wwXZrH
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權主影。8964 copyright protection144PENANAcYSzjJLVs8 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAHYoQdeRd9U
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...我相信你,也沒關係嗎?8964 copyright protection144PENANAHsf7aiPLZd 維尼
把真實告訴你,也不會受傷嗎?8964 copyright protection144PENANAC2KegpG8nM 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAVHDEMVpezx
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「...即使如果在知道後可能會受傷。」我也認真了起來,看著主影,「也想要知道嗎?」8964 copyright protection144PENANAe1TH83WqM9 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAkRmnsyEWwz
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「嗯。」主影沒有一絲猶豫,「我要知道。」8964 copyright protection144PENANAhxAIRlNmWK 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAA01Q9aGw4s
8964 copyright protection144PENANALko4Dfq57K 維尼
...到底是為什麼?8964 copyright protection144PENANAsf58lh5ZJn 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANA8sVbDe0AH8
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我明明就不能給你什麼。8964 copyright protection144PENANA4jjumfui57 維尼
為什麼還要這麼關心我?8964 copyright protection144PENANAy7Gbz1CR5K 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANABt8uhMZhes
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「不算是情緒病。」我輕輕嘆了一口氣,「是人格疾患。」8964 copyright protection144PENANAwT4GsqexTT 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAQJwDOOCZHn
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既然如此...8964 copyright protection144PENANAWQ4HXaZrfO 維尼
既然都到了這一步。8964 copyright protection144PENANA1ZREYQLy6S 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9GG6FHPLw
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就賭一把吧。8964 copyright protection144PENANAdUbudzt1Bd 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAriPuatEVSK
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「邊緣性人格疾患。」我補充著道,「沒有聽過吧?」8964 copyright protection144PENANATLM67O7duI 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAMyqGy6izxz
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人格疾患,Personality disorders。8964 copyright protection144PENANAl6sE2Wc9j1 維尼
被分類為精神疾病。8964 copyright protection144PENANADU7puDjupb 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAZ63evTQRvw
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患者會經常因人格和行為的問題...8964 copyright protection144PENANASMqHI6RKxo 維尼
導致社會功能的障礙。8964 copyright protection144PENANAgTPCwtvgZx 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAKHz8hux9f2
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而邊緣性人格疾患的患者,很多時會同時出現極端對立的表現。8964 copyright protection144PENANANPHhPqRyKo 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANADCgQkOaQZT
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衝動;冷靜。8964 copyright protection144PENANAWUFaZ9Iezb 維尼
熱情;冷漠。8964 copyright protection144PENANAOt6Sz9ii2F 維尼
樂觀;悲觀。8964 copyright protection144PENANAGLvpr2dBSR 維尼
開朗;平靜。8964 copyright protection144PENANAo3OvqHwCYZ 維尼
光明;黑暗。8964 copyright protection144PENANA9qAgGkupnV 維尼
希望;絕望。8964 copyright protection144PENANAOuJ0dMYpgf 維尼
掙扎;服從。8964 copyright protection144PENANAZSp1zX9UkG 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAlv4UcvLpOv
8964 copyright protection144PENANATTKPgeug0K 維尼
想生存。8964 copyright protection144PENANA3jcQderTC0 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANACDj1wPYgEG
8964 copyright protection144PENANAedcUJRyim6 維尼
...想死亡。8964 copyright protection144PENANAmSNhEGHaHY 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAvU9AxRFIIo
8964 copyright protection144PENANAHar58uI9MG 維尼
「...是怎樣發現的?」主影沒有正面回答我的問題。8964 copyright protection144PENANAedCTZEvPXI 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAUBoFdWrd8L
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「當每一天都處於希望之地與死寂之地的交界,不斷來回時,我便去看了醫生。」我憶述著道,「然後,被確診了。」8964 copyright protection144PENANAxhJVXzL9KW 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANACprjuhgqFi
8964 copyright protection144PENANALFjzJ6AT1f 維尼
那段時間的我,很不正常。8964 copyright protection144PENANANEgmFY3zCp 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANA7bpL8UQR3s
8964 copyright protection144PENANAsktUfqYilG 維尼
每天都是那樣子...8964 copyright protection144PENANAGnxS61WLRI 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAP5J8KECDIQ
8964 copyright protection144PENANAHeeyoLRk7k 維尼
感到很絕望,覺得看不見未來。8964 copyright protection144PENANALwlThAVYG2 維尼
突然對自己有了信心,認為可以憑自己的力量創造未來的人生。8964 copyright protection144PENANACyQDUYOdsj 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAQZG3m4L84y
8964 copyright protection144PENANASMeNjNFSIa 維尼
覺得這個人生毫無意義...8964 copyright protection144PENANAFiEN3Me23R 維尼
覺得這個人生能給予人祝福。8964 copyright protection144PENANAy7qjoEDQYq 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAOSjamMnjGC
8964 copyright protection144PENANAoD7eSf2Gz0 維尼
每天都在來回地獄又折返人間,不斷循環。8964 copyright protection144PENANANV2OU6la8Q 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAGnEwo2ruRQ
8964 copyright protection144PENANAQ5lO0DDpbl 維尼
甚至能每天來回三次...8964 copyright protection144PENANAYsgbfKMAz9 維尼
明明一旦發作時,可以無力得無法站起來。8964 copyright protection144PENANAV0Er2PA4lC 維尼
但又要繼續在別人面前裝作開心與堅強,然後繼續努力上課,繼續努力工作。8964 copyright protection144PENANAgTAnE3Hi1v 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAoP23mQCs0j
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然後,當面對黑暗時...8964 copyright protection144PENANAE4fUhidr36 維尼
突然湧出那些被壓過去的情緒。8964 copyright protection144PENANAm5eaf3Ylyz 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAqU0SKLT2nN
8964 copyright protection144PENANAqdzkgzmB4A 維尼
去死吧。8964 copyright protection144PENANA1LNPVl6t5H 維尼
既然想停止這樣的生活的話。8964 copyright protection144PENANAhoE6Ua0R8e 維尼
既然這種生活已經如此沒有意義...8964 copyright protection144PENANAnVINlJjEeS 維尼
既然已經無法看見未來的話。8964 copyright protection144PENANA22pExUSTFv 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAVy409W3R2l
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「情緒病與人格疾患的分別是什麼?」主影追問著道。8964 copyright protection144PENANAqBofA5vaco 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANA3goKqDWnzf
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「情緒病,如果找出來源的話,可能可以治好。」我苦笑著道,「人格疾患大多是從成長環境構成,即使找出來源,也已經成為人格的一部分,所以不能治好,只能舒緩。」8964 copyright protection144PENANAY2nDrUEumD 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAB1uOMUtuF5
8964 copyright protection144PENANATMzm4VmNFc 維尼
「...醫生是怎樣說的?」主影靠著床邊櫃看向我。8964 copyright protection144PENANASRaZAWHEG5 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANA6lG3Xy7f0a
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「說已經是情況比較樂觀的患者,起碼不會用自殺威脅別人。」我道出當時醫生的評語,「但他可能沒有想到,我會直接自殺。」8964 copyright protection144PENANAOVRpW08VnT 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAGbxbMOU8e4
8964 copyright protection144PENANAbnSkXE6yFH 維尼
...當每天都活在天堂與地獄之間時。8964 copyright protection144PENANAXI7Fr1m539 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAkkQaiwaxn1
8964 copyright protection144PENANADwh3hLnDZt 維尼
我開始不知道自己到底是誰。8964 copyright protection144PENANARJ29KpwE43 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANApULnmf3e0q
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而且,厭世的感覺更深。8964 copyright protection144PENANAUZCz1AgnYi 維尼
因為這種每天被送到人間,又再次被打回地獄的感覺...8964 copyright protection144PENANAbeYPeP3kUv 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAToW2iBV8ix
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痛苦得讓人不想再繼續那樣下去。8964 copyright protection144PENANA7a9KLvmzXg 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAiY11i7Mscx
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「你一時很快樂,一時很平靜的理由...」主影也很專心地聽著我的話,「就是這個?」8964 copyright protection144PENANA3lgk2ot9xk 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAUGyKSfx4Wp
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「...不完全是,我並不打算把我的性格歸究於任何『病』。」我平靜地敘述著道,「而且,即使邊緣性人格疾患的患者會有很多情緒起伏,但不是每個人都會有解離狀態。」8964 copyright protection144PENANAoa1Ccdob3D 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAz4ikqWstMy
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「『解離狀態』?」聽到第一次聽的詞彙,主影再次不解地看著我。8964 copyright protection144PENANACgY3nJ4iXE 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAR4hTkHy1l0
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「解離有很多種,而我的那種解離,是會將自己從某些情緒中解離。」我解釋著道,「當想讓人對我留下開朗的印象時,我會把悲傷的情緒全然收起。」8964 copyright protection144PENANALT411U5nYs 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAXQKE49eHqZ
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禁止自己有悲傷的情緒。8964 copyright protection144PENANAaoPyLtFOjv 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAyL56ead3Av
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我很記得,自己在年紀還很小的時候...8964 copyright protection144PENANAR6pVwS7lal 維尼
只要一哭鬧,就會被爸媽打。8964 copyright protection144PENANAr6wQ2sSuDc 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAOGyBUhJjyk
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不能哭。8964 copyright protection144PENANADxotDr774B 維尼
不能悲傷。8964 copyright protection144PENANAylue81jNHv 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANANfzyV5HjwI
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笑吧。8964 copyright protection144PENANAhmAZX5t33I 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAcVueJKffMu
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「久而久之,面對一些會讓我有很真實與強烈的情緒起伏時,我會像『啪』一聲斷了線的那樣,在那一瞬間完全沒有任何情緒,而且忘記剛才發生的事情所引發的情緒。」8964 copyright protection144PENANA6ldtJtKMh1 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAdd7vBwWaCh
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就像是一個碰到重要指令時便會出故障的機械人那樣...8964 copyright protection144PENANA4Zottx3X2y 維尼
即使在開新開啟後能繼續進行指令,但已經無法返回到錯過了的指令。8964 copyright protection144PENANAv0hSAHJ1zi 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAIiW3sMOGjm
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「為什麼,你會說...」主影的語氣依舊柔和,「如果我知道了的話,會受傷?」8964 copyright protection144PENANA9W6BFT9AnP 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANACYuoxuuRJJ
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因為...8964 copyright protection144PENANAn2BBTGLAfh 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAZwzAPZgsYv
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對了。8964 copyright protection144PENANAw2K06dTBim 維尼
我在做什麼?8964 copyright protection144PENANAigcRMMp5fV 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAXgKUVFgkdd
8964 copyright protection144PENANARUhIdhCQ2x 維尼
我一定是瘋了吧?8964 copyright protection144PENANABeOhs6UbZo 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANArtRkb6pWhT
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「...抱歉,我累了。」我把被子蓋得更緊了,「還是明天再說吧。」8964 copyright protection144PENANAVFFn6hsf0z 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAwOVDkWYlzt
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「...知道了。」主影雖然是停頓了一下,但看來明白了我的意思,「明天再說吧,晚安。」8964 copyright protection144PENANACzSYt8FE1o 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAljea3P7W91
8964 copyright protection144PENANAftFPChHmfv 維尼
...我是瘋了嗎?8964 copyright protection144PENANAHmJvlHAH27 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAFXzwHLi7jF
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就連對劉夏謙也沒有說過的事情...8964 copyright protection144PENANAGfK2twzVbD 維尼
為什麼要賭在主影身上?8964 copyright protection144PENANA0jiU3qJBeD 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAvMxohAAb03
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竟然得意忘形得...8964 copyright protection144PENANA45JP3gTqQg 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAXR6PBUJT4A
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忘記了自己受過的傷害。8964 copyright protection144PENANA4VbNwRUroq 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAZZq71HmuNg
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不要倚靠任何人。8964 copyright protection144PENANAcN7xCR6JwV 維尼
不要相信任何人。8964 copyright protection144PENANACez4GBRMbC 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAlyKQGLJb4X
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反正都已經剩下這麼少的時間...8964 copyright protection144PENANAGHeLQdZ9ua 維尼
還是就這樣讓它過去吧。8964 copyright protection144PENANA5SPh1PpywN 維尼
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