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大家好,我是《自殺未遂。》的作者落紅。119Please respect copyright.PENANAWTcIw9onJ9
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本來根據排程,今天應該不會出文。119Please respect copyright.PENANAQtkMXp1bo6
但我希望這能成為遠在英國的我給大家的聖誕禮物。119Please respect copyright.PENANASy1Q3oytdQ
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心音與世娜的交換靈魂期限為三個月,119Please respect copyright.PENANAxGwJ0s39A2
而這個故事的時間軸便在這三個月期間,119Please respect copyright.PENANAdX1bFyOdpB
發佈故事的時間也是在這段時間,119Please respect copyright.PENANArO0fUff1Bf
所以,《自殺未遂。》的本篇故事的確是到了世娜墮樓的一刻便結束了。119Please respect copyright.PENANAFNiltbDSpq
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但是,對我來說,幾位主人翁的故事是仍然未完結的。119Please respect copyright.PENANAYlk4LsskZ2
故事後半部也有插入過主影與阿凌的主觀畫面,作為特別篇,使讀者們能夠更了解兩位男主角的過去及心路歷程。119Please respect copyright.PENANAYFgevcfKdy
而結局篇也是以同樣手法,去交代各個主人翁於這三個月後的去向。119Please respect copyright.PENANACZq5sOclPh
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不會很長,始終要交代的事情不多,許多畫面亦希望留白。119Please respect copyright.PENANAY9BkWp1gz8
明天,照舊時間,五位主人翁的主觀畫面,將會為這個故事畫上句號。119Please respect copyright.PENANAzngZADSotW
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交待完了大家最關心的結局問題,現在便說說自己吧。119Please respect copyright.PENANA1UmkKnfq3o
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比起道歉,更想對大家道謝。119Please respect copyright.PENANAAPa5jFRjHr
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很感謝大家,即使小妹並不是有名氣的作者,大家仍然願意追看這個故事。119Please respect copyright.PENANAnEuLJDLIrv
很感謝大家,即使這個故事寫了二十多萬字,大家仍然有耐性地等待更文。119Please respect copyright.PENANAFmq1v57SHI
很感謝大家,即使用字與文筆都仍然未熟練,大家仍然沒有怨言地包容我。119Please respect copyright.PENANABWfFmPbg9W
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一開始時,我之所以用『如果你同我一樣想死』作為故事的其中一個標籤,119Please respect copyright.PENANAqCfQLdGBYM
便是因為希望能讓更多有自殺傾向或關注自殺問題的讀者能遇見這個故事。119Please respect copyright.PENANAsHZBhNLJKr
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當然,這不只是一個標籤。119Please respect copyright.PENANA80aRjgAhJj
落紅本人,亦是在死亡邊緣中,經過掙扎,好不容易才勉強活了過來的人辦。119Please respect copyright.PENANATXsR5mShCB
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有讀者會問我,為什麼能如此理解自殺邊緣的人的心態。119Please respect copyright.PENANANMs873deKX
除了澄清自己只是以個人角度出發,而每個人都是獨立的,我不能代表所有在自殺邊緣的人的心態;以及為自己能讓一部分的人感到被理解而覺得高興時...119Please respect copyright.PENANAw8v7Jv5BQW
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我也很誠實地說一句,是因為我也是一個在自殺邊緣的人。119Please respect copyright.PENANARJ4KNG8WaD
這個故事,是一個主角群中超過一半都有自殺傾向的故事。119Please respect copyright.PENANApsrXon70ty
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而當中,每一個有自殺傾向的人,說的每一句關於自殺的話...119Please respect copyright.PENANAQv9ooUrY5H
幾乎都是我有浮現過的念頭。119Please respect copyright.PENANAv5aFCarJZj
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生存的意義。119Please respect copyright.PENANAcFBkYPOgKU
我的存在,是不是必要的?119Please respect copyright.PENANAw2iDVxIZxi
我的未來,是不是黑暗得寧願應該提早結束?119Please respect copyright.PENANAH9aRJxId2G
我的形象,哪一個才是被接受的?119Please respect copyright.PENANADRendAyOzn
我這種人,是不是不應該活在世上?119Please respect copyright.PENANAR1ks9av55E
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還有無數的念頭...119Please respect copyright.PENANAIHggu27PMc
全部,都是我親身的經歷。119Please respect copyright.PENANAUmgTxK4OV7
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而我說這些,並不是要為了搏得大家的同情,或是讓大家更喜歡我這個人。119Please respect copyright.PENANA46rWnVrR3B
而是,我很想告訴大家,在這個世界上,你們並不是一個人。119Please respect copyright.PENANAnUmOZM1ooo
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即使我們把自己困在黑暗的房間中,無論外面有多少人經過,無論我們曾經伸手多少次,失望過多少次,受傷過多少次...119Please respect copyright.PENANAwn19F9ZicW
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在我們以為自己已經注定獨自一人時,其實,有許多人與你一樣,正困在伸手不見五指的絕望當中。119Please respect copyright.PENANAOVlMQDNHND
而且,只要我們活下去...119Please respect copyright.PENANAX0vd5Dej92
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我們不知道,在哪一天天亮時,會有一個權主影出現,強行踢開房間的門,拼命地把我們拉出來。119Please respect copyright.PENANAKVVA1UrFDk
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當然,現在在電腦前輸入文字的我,並不知道你的困境,也沒能親身經歷你的感受。119Please respect copyright.PENANA2aWYjmFpWY
你可能會覺得,我並不理解你。119Please respect copyright.PENANAA3RiN8YrEM
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可是,先不說有一個理解你的人仍然未被你碰上,仍然在等待你...119Please respect copyright.PENANABOPGpBwg4Y
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我很想讓你知道,有人會陪伴你一同成長。119Please respect copyright.PENANA6A0L0gVVg3
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我也是一個很不完美的人,經歷過無數次的失敗,讓我一蹶不振。119Please respect copyright.PENANARgOYtRpOvL
心中有很多想要實現的事情,可是太害怕失敗,太沒有動力,於是讓時間繼續流走,我卻繼續停頓。119Please respect copyright.PENANAeE9vfYWrB6
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在醒覺過來,自己的生命只有自己能改變時...119Please respect copyright.PENANAuo62dJ00j9
卻已經浪費了極多的時間。119Please respect copyright.PENANAQXjHu29ryC
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但是,既然遲到比沒到好。119Please respect copyright.PENANAIlwllkF545
既然,我有那麼渴望自己能做到的事情。119Please respect copyright.PENANADEXTTjS3fF
既然,我已經沒有什麼能輸的事物。119Please respect copyright.PENANA2G1L4EIzJx
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那麼,我希望能放手一搏。119Please respect copyright.PENANAClebGbyLtG
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以這個故事作為起點...119Please respect copyright.PENANAf2TK7QsaUS
任性地去做自己希望能做到的事情。119Please respect copyright.PENANAbjzxiAjN7L
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而且,很很很很重要的是...119Please respect copyright.PENANAwTP5SZpPgR
我很想讓你知道,連我一個如此不完美的人也能做到的話。119Please respect copyright.PENANAlMUhcddTAC
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你一定也能夠做到。119Please respect copyright.PENANAb21y8mhv5t
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要踏出安舒區不是一件容易的事情。119Please respect copyright.PENANAHFZvaaQzCl
要嘗試新的事物,也不是一件容易的事情。119Please respect copyright.PENANAj0WnQ1WlZP
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可是,如果不做的話,我們一輩子都不會發現自己的極限。119Please respect copyright.PENANA9fulEW2Bwl
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即使墮落...119Please respect copyright.PENANA1idY7Td64j
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至少,我們有張翼飛過。119Please respect copyright.PENANAEUd1mpELFV
至少,我們能告訴自己...119Please respect copyright.PENANAhmwW9uZUnc
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辛苦了,你已經盡過力了。119Please respect copyright.PENANAlNLy0ueElE
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最後,因為很想大家也能參與、見證、陪伴我一同成長,而我亦知道自己短期內不會有新的故事發佈。119Please respect copyright.PENANAdrQGzyjKpn
所以,貼上自己的IG(lokhung_leanna),希望大家在完結故事後仍然能與小妹keep in touch。119Please respect copyright.PENANAUArkH1Oo4Z
這不是因為想自己的follower能變得很多,能有一個美美的數字。119Please respect copyright.PENANAR8e5z0DV8P
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而是,我很希望與大家一同渡過人生的另一個階段。119Please respect copyright.PENANAdI43khcsB5
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以上。119Please respect copyright.PENANALNVKopmnom
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明天,下午六時。119Please respect copyright.PENANAXd1vSJ1IF7
盼望大家能繼續陪伴這個故事,走完最後最後的路。119Please respect copyright.PENANABUqjFwAHyT