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在快速循環四次之後,我手指夾著那根黑紙的細長菸支,我不知是已經疲憊還是麻痺。87Please respect copyright.PENANAdXuVYABKit
遴天也不如之前那樣抗拒「我」帶走他,我跟他對望,聽著門外那打鐵的敲擊聲。87Please respect copyright.PENANApejlpF3gq3
我一直在陷入死循環,每日每夜我做的夢都是這場的接續。87Please respect copyright.PENANAE9o3MQ51Mx
不同的畫面一樣的結局。87Please respect copyright.PENANAKrhnfFS1G9
問題在哪?87Please respect copyright.PENANAqNQY1OJWGs
我不知道我想離開這個夢。87Please respect copyright.PENANAw37iOsGYLH
可是遴天他有什麼錯?87Please respect copyright.PENANAg1blNDo7V9
「遴天。」我第一次在這間屋子叫他名。87Please respect copyright.PENANARUIXRcrEvn
那孩子訝異的神情在我眼中顯現,「我累了。」我說出我的倦怠,日復一日過程有些微差距,但結果都差不多。87Please respect copyright.PENANA8U3yhq7Z6b
「這次一定要把我殺了,拜託。」我沉重地請求,我不想再回到這裡了。87Please respect copyright.PENANAYukHnNOvut
聽到這話,遴天瞬間長大,變成成人。87Please respect copyright.PENANAwG3cVPIf1q
「那要用你的眼睛來換。」他低沉的聲音如同惡魔,好像他期待我說這句話很久了。87Please respect copyright.PENANA41uBSgyoPJ
但是我那近視又散光的眼睛,有他漂亮的赤色如玻璃珠的眼眸好看嗎?87Please respect copyright.PENANABV212lpnOG
在他眼裡倒映著我的螢光綠雙眼,原來是這樣。87Please respect copyright.PENANAYxvjWr4O0j
這個世界觀,眼睛顏色很重要,可是每次他都會被當成救世主,而我則是脅迫他的惡棍。87Please respect copyright.PENANAbZubZpu7tM
「好。」87Please respect copyright.PENANALgF3fQVQ29
我應聲。
我再沒聽到那一聲要租屋子的話語,也沒聽到那充滿節奏的打鐵聲。87Please respect copyright.PENANAx3CQJd2C9S
聽見:「好好睡吧。」
遴天低聲呢喃,捧著翠綠的珠子,挖出自己血一般的赤色眼珠,把螢綠的珠子放進雙眼的坑洞中。87Please respect copyright.PENANA3IuP20rjjt
「原來你的世界是這樣。」87Please respect copyright.PENANAUH9IBjVJHa
「是那麼孤獨、寂寞,沒事我會陪著你,在你需要我的時候。」
黑暗中我只聽到有這樣一句安慰的話,我沒辦法回應他。87Please respect copyright.PENANAaarii3dXlb
就此夢醒,再無循環。87Please respect copyright.PENANA95936SXsrE
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