他並非生氣，只是某種有如一頭困獸般的疲乏。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5usXOt1yd
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeMrOvjbVr
不是受挫，也不是心理防線崩潰，只是壓抑著不算高漲的情緒。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbnaLBykSk
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxwIHulodJ
那份異常似乎不針對誰。或許是煩躁，或許只是剛好心情糟糕。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9I16mO5VN
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向菱垂下眸子，轉開視線。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPnkye96Ba
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIQfHyvxT0
她覺得，祁澈實在是一個很矛盾的人。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEDiT4M7Pg
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡty6ijbEio7
——對他來說，世界上的人似乎只分為兩種。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2sf2u8b8C
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhwEYEnNYx
在乎的人，以及無關的人。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMiOnPGLMnU
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGvg8xPbLL
他脾氣極壞，但那些脾氣是可控的，並且似乎只針對不在意的人發作。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBLbO7KZWY
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42UTsFPfjn
對於不在乎的人們，他甚至可以直接把那些人按著揍，而他並不會對任何受害者感到抱歉。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3VA9LpJWp
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKXZiAHLCD
但是，祁澈真正在乎的那些少數人，別人休想動他們一下。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeY0G52OrE
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZt7NZL27we
因為一旦被盯上了，就會立刻被反咬、報復。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNreRs8Wzc
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他可能，就是這樣的人。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuodlDkHoP
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEB70l16LtP
……69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SDLkukXaI
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYAqMC34OJ
夜色籠罩下的男生宿舍裡。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡboD6gnYBRr
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HY59tpBhz
短暫沉默後，少女清脆的說話聲忽然響起。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnb2ENhEeM
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxutQ0gYU9y
「我問你，如果把世界切成兩半，」她慢慢說道，「一邊站的是你在乎的人，其他人站到另一邊去。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1CnDHgM8K
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBV6AvIMPw
「嗯？」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSeOkRvpcPN
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6kN2MN6VU
「那你會把自己放在哪裡？」她輕聲說完，用力嚥了下口水。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmP1USykvi
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyFPK24MfJ
「不在乎的那一邊。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgBnUfNepH
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Ckw3KVNft
今夜漫長，月色黯然，月球悄然無聲被雲彩遮住大半。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXcRqQM1TL
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＿ 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAWGjdh38x
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZM3xZ7IPq
那一晚，她離開後，少年做了個詭異的夢。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamkfNPhJ8s
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyU8dtd80Zs
四周一片漆黑，壓力環伺，恍若被什麼可懼的東西盯上。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqx6FN0dkf
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkOgwfhQLs
——野獸的目光。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkUlzIRFQG
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAmEgwbdP2
看不見，耳裡聽到的聲音既混亂又雜亂無章，毫無規律可言。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKtB2vfk1e
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsTTSLKGJ7
出口的話成了碾碎的片段，光怪陸離的閃光浮現又一閃而逝。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafQZgBZ5ts
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVfowPkf0X
世界在傾倒，同時也在下墜。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6i8Qnl3vw
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwghi319uv
傷疤被毫不留情地揭開，猙獰的傷口完全暴露在空氣中，凝血彷彿失常，暗紅血液汩汩流淌。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3tByodpOh
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoODaFD67m
麻木似的，做夢沒有痛覺。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikZdRoL7eS
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJsO8R7918
持續墜落的踩空感覺在夢境中分外真實。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZOeQ4upDL
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgYujsFxHP
突然腳跟像是觸碰到什麼冰涼的東西，冰冷的觸感從末梢神經擴散到全身，緊接著是近乎窒息的冷意。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXQGHWBOSh
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMS57QGqqT
——落海。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTiTogHiRr
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGsLJYRws8
如她所說的那樣，也如同實際遭遇過的那樣。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDIfezxaM0
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5s3U4s1MyL
清晰的知道自己在噩夢裡，卻醒不來。祁澈感覺得到海水又冷又鹹，分不清是回憶倒放還是夢境。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpB1S1y8qvS
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6USFHtCUJ
完全沒有預警，無所謂，反正他從來就不在乎任何。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16N7jenU53
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqo7oRQvI4I
如果自己消失的話，那些人會過上更舒服的日子吧。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡby35hy1glb
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sHxcij6Mb
類似的嘲諷念頭劃過腦海。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZyj9LMFys
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbi3sypFy7V
這大概是從什麼八點檔裡抄來的惱人劇情——念頭冒出來的時候，他諷刺自己一句。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVjiYf9z3E
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryRUkWRHpA
事發的時候，究竟是多少年前，別人大概記得比他自己更清楚。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOeHAEarjb
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEi7FxmggAR
明明好像也沒過多久。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgzoKfUTgE
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3qwMCDdjo
那夜的南雨鎮，也在下雨。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5VkVhw9Oj
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbH0x1Z9sQ3
狂風暴雨的架式，像是要把人捲進大海裡。毫無預兆的那種，彷彿有人給你一個驚喜。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVX025pIoK
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEnWJo48Ku
時間宛如倒流，夢境的場景回到不知多久以前，那夜除夕的海岸邊。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ii9jg92sx
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANGXKvEwaN
浪忽地驟強，海嘯警報從鎮上的廣播喇叭喇傾瀉而出。器材老舊，音質顯得沙啞。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSnStaqCH1
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vDQpJE6ut
潮水一波波湧上，浪潮漸高，伴隨著強烈海嘯，小鎮似乎被黑夜及狂雨籠罩。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP71ajjAF8u
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXivAegCJOS
少年獨自站在海邊崖上，自虐式的，就只是怔怔的乾站著。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LhPzVJIiD
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eXPpPQqji
——其實他從來就沒想過跳下去，也從來沒有那種打算。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJBNt6sXDq
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjq2devsKd
海浪挾帶著一種把人捲下去的氣勢。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TZKrSWrHI
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOmmNuFky8
浪太大，他站得太近，一切事件的發生連貫得理所當然。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlluqf9kcI7
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKDkstxRSz
不過，當浪真的把自己席捲下去時，他腦子裡閃過的念頭有些過於隨便——好像，也無所謂。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtj5omYMCfZ
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KHDfDq4S1
那一夜很冷。除此之外，相關的記憶幾乎等於零。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcJxwk4GEi
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmefnHiEiw
破碎的廣播音，短暫的失神。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyEmygl1Ha
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfVMt1OsOC
雨幕是殺死夜的嫌疑犯，雨停了，天也跟著濛濛亮了。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmIRv27B3S
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkskhZNwJuD
海水並不會因為朝陽升起就乾涸。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjn0tOqMei
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoWUPihudZ
沒人發現落海的孩子，他獨自掙扎著浮起來呼吸，他命大，那塊海岸的水又深，沒摔出什麼大傷。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXQq8pd2N6
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeltDhMaYey
意識仍然恍恍惚惚，一絲模糊的念頭從精神的縫隙竄了出來。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFys96GmC0f
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUueXd0vzz
完了，昨晚沒給祁小波留晚飯。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9BL1A0Dhx
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…… 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrxiH7URVa
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8pGxkdqbn
後來，他是自己攀著石頭回岸邊的，然後一個人拖著腳步走掉。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JK9PmIxFo
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIJUnYoUkm
身上都是攀著礁石擦出來的傷，渾身濕透又難受，刺痛到令人煩躁。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4AFFDanF4
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8GgrGgdMT
回去的路上，他特意抄進常年無人經過的窄巷子。可沈中奕卻突然冒出來，逼問他前一夜消失不歸的緣由。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJFK7i4bhz
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTzKlS8j6P
「掉海裡？」沈中奕的眼睛瞬間瞪大。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbq9nS5UfZ
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkiHWL22Qor
「所以你那是什麼，自殺？」 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7g8jSeweO
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6Rupa1Ebp
不可置信的眼神。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqw3tmUBMW9
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwj6JynMTTj
沈中奕是典型「話多反應大」的性格，他看到祁澈滿身狼狽的樣子，又聯想到那段時間他生活有多困難，於是，直覺認定對方是去尋死了。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyo3har2E3B
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFGxnq061M
「……你他媽是在找死嗎？搞什麼，這樣你妹妹要怎麼辦？」 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhchEda9bAw
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYAKLDDc4O
祁澈沒怎麼認真聽他說話，又根本沒聽進對方那一長串的譴責，便直接把那些話給敷衍了過去。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Cas01fkmt
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbQDQUxiAL
那天，是大年初一。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJ0bSc60Rk
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFr3oa8mMh
沈中奕大概把他的反應當成了默認，還真的以為這是一場自我了斷。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCRpov2wOB
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8o7nwC5aJk
於是，沈中奕每年春節都打電話過來。明面上是恭喜新年，實際上他的用意太明顯，祁澈早就看透，只是沒有說而已。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZO8f3Zyn3
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXy2zWsvQxM
——他甚至沒有辯解，其實是那天南雨的風浪太大，其實他只是單純的失足落水罷了。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQl9rI6I0Ki
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuE9HiGYcc
再後來，沒什麼好說的。他斷斷續續高燒了幾天，只覺得愈加煩躁，眼前陷入一片漆黑。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdoxtGfFMA
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bcJ9DL1Gj
之後的事太無趣，所以夢境就在這裡停了。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhnGQ3eFNW
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＿ 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4drDvzpqoF
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjrO10xeIF
有時候，睡夢和回憶只有一線之隔。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcc7PKx6emC
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDi0q400a4m
剎那，夢醒。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbeUvWuhJr
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbtVjV4ki5
稱不上是回憶的往事影像跟著消失，空蕩的房間由模糊變得清晰。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1Mw9cGyEk
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5EfWviWgZ
祁澈幾乎是埋在書桌的桌面上睡著的。天還沒亮，手機的螢幕亮起，顯示出從剛才到現在，只過去了三個半小時。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4avoCSb84B
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1T0U1fnbIl
有時候時間的確過得很快，但大部分時候，它走得很慢很慢。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfFz20MofB
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HUbQNB2lP
祁小波在雙層床的上鋪呼呼大睡，大概要再六、七個鐘頭才能叫她起來。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKq4aPveky
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP51Osj6LfN
腦海被毫無意義的斷簡殘篇充斥著，混亂又聒噪。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPQdG8tfyV
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyXH4wxdBt
少年慢吞吞闔眼，埋回自己彎起的肘間。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOMrwKXBS1
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGMNK1aCjn
想法很亂，意識卻清醒得過分。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJsMyPcT7R
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAhkzvQJ3k
不久之前，他推估也就三、四個小時前，房裡氣氛僵硬，少女自顧自扒完那碗關東煮，然後就提出要離開。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqq8D35wmG
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Tm3pB5hGf
他沒有阻攔。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRtNTmGzHq
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpE5p0sWIM8
她離開的時候，甚至順手把那袋關東煮的垃圾留在門邊。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhM7hKg0YZ
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1orLBgZGK
…… 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2UgB6PIbZ
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MmoV6qndk
夜色闌珊，窗外山頭一片漆黑，沒開燈的宿舍房間映出深沉。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7UXmKvK2J
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncZaUhppDZ
——那為什麼她不跟那袋垃圾一起留下啊。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVEs4skkLv
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuROWx4Ejb9
荒謬，他也沒挽留那袋垃圾啊。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJ8ehaA6KN
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXowQl65Ot
……69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOOp9Td17G
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0ZahtQHkP
少年自嘲似的無聲笑了一下。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQ75pkJLWx
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48VHZ8EEej
他覺得，自己可能腦子有病。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwWWDDc8Ha
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寒假那段期間，宿舍裡只有兩個人，其餘室友都不在。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rYDNi3pBK
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還是同一個日子，仍然是同一個夜裡。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfoEk6kJTTa
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夜色很暗，男生宿舍，雙層床的上鋪裡，祁小波悄悄睜開了眼睛。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBxbVzmKA2
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——六、七歲孩子的年紀雖小，但她其實很敏銳。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1v6mTak2D
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祁小波有時候半夜醒來，會發現哥哥根本沒有在睡覺。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy58QLzh1IF
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她睜開眼睛，房間裡很安靜，哥哥就坐在書桌前，眼神很空，不知道在想什麼。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4mFWoCWva
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祁小波不太理解「空洞」這個詞的意思，也還沒學會使用這種詞彙。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKy2wnljxX3
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但她就是能察覺到，哥哥看起來好像沒什麼精神，眼底沒有光亮，有時候，甚至像是在看一個不存在的地方。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfnW0HH93h
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如果換作是平常，他的眼神必定是清醒的，帶有一種屬於少年的銳氣。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANdp0s2U2x
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可是，在那種時候不一樣。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6P291BDzP
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祁小波看不透她哥哥在想什麼。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjWK91ktKf
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然後隔天早晨醒來之後，她會問一句：「哥哥，你昨天沒有睡覺嗎？」 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNVU08Wj5j
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他會回答：「……睡了。」 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmVZbx9BE7
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——但是她知道，哥哥那時候一定是在說謊。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGdcVKNtTw
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祁小波的想法很單純，別人都以為她哥哥兇，但她知道並非那樣。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4pCu3fKe4
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她哥哥才不是真的兇呢，明明自己都沒錢，還是會偷偷給她買好吃的。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UgUPTf8jK
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他總是讓祁小波別亂跑、別吵鬧，但其實她一撒嬌，哥哥就會帶她去買糖吃。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUoLqftK0s
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祁小波心裡的祁澈，或許是世界上最厲害最溫柔的一個人。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZqcZytskP
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但是她覺得，有些時候，哥哥看起來很累。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywKtI0uvAO
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他的眼神會變得很淡、很靜，甚至有點「空」。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKzEX7IbIf
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祁小波有點害怕他這樣。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ371iKb2Jl5
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那種時候，他會笑一下，但那只是一種「安撫小孩用的笑」，眼睛裡卻沒有真的笑意。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd00ERQceHB
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這樣的笑，和平常完全不一樣，祁小波看得出來。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYGgMINWAB
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她不一定能理解「累」這個字的全部含義，但她能察覺到哥哥不對勁，然後用自己的方式去理解。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2ApqNpXnO
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——哥哥每天都很累，但又不說。 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7znhzNYWJz
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祁小波不是笨蛋，她能看出來。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrXWxJm0yE
