和王曉在走廊盡頭分道揚鑣之後,向菱不斷回想起剛才她那番話。 141Please respect copyright.PENANAXWkgK8klIW
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她並非對未來沒有任何打算,只是不知道具體的道路在哪兒。 141Please respect copyright.PENANAmTCXAYHzKO
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某一節課間,向菱想這些事情想得出神,視線有點放空,手支著頭顱發呆。 141Please respect copyright.PENANAcIlLgKkmOk
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連坐同桌的少年不輕不重的敲了敲她的課桌,她都沒發現。141Please respect copyright.PENANAteMsF0F4rH
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「喂,你發呆呢?」少年盯著她,慢悠悠說道。141Please respect copyright.PENANATYSTlyRXf9
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向菱瞬間被他嚇一大跳,眼睛瞪得更大:「……你、你別嚇我!」141Please respect copyright.PENANAxxfbHOeqVD
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祁澈沒有再接話,只是懶洋洋用下巴比了比黑板。141Please respect copyright.PENANAw0GitkrDl3
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她不明所以的往那邊望過去,卻看到黑板上寫著工整的一排大字體。141Please respect copyright.PENANAvBPgZvGYZY
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——「下節課換新座位」。141Please respect copyright.PENANAgOriscglI1
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不知怎地,向菱得知此消息的第一反應是—— 141Please respect copyright.PENANAJaX3UHCSUt
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「所以我們以後不是同桌了?」她居然有點喪氣。141Please respect copyright.PENANAqVHvZ3L0sn
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少女當下的神情帶著莫名其妙的淡淡委屈,唇角彎下來,說話時尾音略為往下沉。141Please respect copyright.PENANA0PurVBUMXb
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她也不懂得這種情緒從何而來。141Please respect copyright.PENANAEfcKZWGAqf
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只知道,因為換座位這事,自己突然變得有點低落沮喪。141Please respect copyright.PENANAwmjn9ZkBbQ
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面前的少年一看見她的反應就有點錯亂了,他討厭那種把自己在意的人惹毛了的感覺。 141Please respect copyright.PENANAHDMlgeAsEV
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而且他甚至還不知道自己哪惹她了。141Please respect copyright.PENANAhZmXBYih96
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更何況……這還是他特別特別在意的女孩子。141Please respect copyright.PENANA6QhYrePKAY
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向菱深呼吸了一口,「對了,要不要找圓規商量一下,讓我們繼續留在這個位置?」 141Please respect copyright.PENANAC180G25cG0
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起初剛轉到這個學校時,人生地不熟,她誰也不認識。141Please respect copyright.PENANAcbl4YSkyaA
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在南雨中學的第一個同桌將要被替換,莫名有點令人不捨。141Please respect copyright.PENANAJg8Nd4ueKI
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她有些著急,而她一旦急促起來,說話就總是不經腦子。 141Please respect copyright.PENANAmfQWfRaIiJ
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「我挺喜歡坐你旁邊啊。」 141Please respect copyright.PENANALqV8lOkeeU
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「……」少年抬眸看了她一眼,心跳倏地就落重了一拍,像是失誤的鼓點。 141Please respect copyright.PENANAEHMfqkieLP
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「我我我是說,我喜歡你——」她話沒說完,就因為語氣急促而咳嗽了一下,話語被迫先中斷。 141Please respect copyright.PENANAPRMUiPbTmd
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祁澈的腦筋停擺了一瞬間。141Please respect copyright.PENANAKXuW1yQwzM
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但這是個誤會,所以她趕緊慌亂的把沒說完的部分補完。141Please respect copyright.PENANAJCMktMkq7c
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「咳,喜歡旁邊的位置。」 141Please respect copyright.PENANA1hYu191xZV
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心臟撞擊胸口的鼓動太大聲了,幾乎聽不見周圍的噪音。兩人都是。141Please respect copyright.PENANACYbtMCF7Xt
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……? 141Please respect copyright.PENANAfQQuvnMCPL
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被她影響,祁澈突然也覺得錯亂,資訊怎麼也捋不清。141Please respect copyright.PENANAJaSfSvcFOG
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彷彿斷線的機器人,表情沒有多大變化,黑瞳裡卻略顯愕然。141Please respect copyright.PENANAcb2inh9aOY
141Please respect copyright.PENANAiVNdv6ozMW
少年抿了抿唇,重重吐了口氣,試圖恢復大腦的正常運作。141Please respect copyright.PENANAoHG4801Bck
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兩人面對著面,因為那句話而相對斷線死機了三秒鐘,在吵鬧的教室裡這個氣氛顯得格外好笑。 141Please respect copyright.PENANA3QIr0DcSFm
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然後他們同時回過神。141Please respect copyright.PENANAvR3Vd8HIoY
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他薄唇微啟,嗓音還在掩飾地佯裝淡漠,「……你不是討厭我麼?」 141Please respect copyright.PENANA9p0KRNzg0u
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他真的以為自己被討厭了。141Please respect copyright.PENANAK9yG8X8Gg7
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很多人看他不順眼,對此他從來沒表示過什麼,因為不在乎,所以沒什麼影響。141Please respect copyright.PENANAu0V7qOQiaX
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但是春節那天的巧遇,少年第一次有某種錯覺——要是再不捉住,對方就會從掌心揮發。 141Please respect copyright.PENANAMdTnGmjCc9
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之後當她從樹上墜落下來的時候,他莫名的,格外愧疚,格外患得患失。141Please respect copyright.PENANAZlFrLvDPcl
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明明他應該封閉自己的情緒,可在那種時候,少年本能地想要像犬類似的為同伴療傷。 141Please respect copyright.PENANAo2Cb9o61Vi
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祁澈第一次覺得,所有的人要怎麼看他都無所謂,但他不想要被她討厭。141Please respect copyright.PENANAFEkwwfN2mI
141Please respect copyright.PENANAYV2XgVCBkr
……多麼可笑的心事。 141Please respect copyright.PENANAjK3Tl3gXBa
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向菱睜大眼睛,一雙明亮的狐狸眼閃現晶光,大力搖著頭,「當然是不討厭!」141Please respect copyright.PENANAnrI5IhdMn1
141Please respect copyright.PENANAKz4CsqRiH1
——對她來說,這可是場大誤會。 141Please respect copyright.PENANARv7Sh3iScB
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她想起上次她坐在樹上和他講話,那時確實有點太尖銳了。141Please respect copyright.PENANAJmamoOR0ss
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不過要回答的話,一直以來都不討厭。141Please respect copyright.PENANAPKX9BEI29t
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她澄清似的張口解釋:「一開始你確實挺煩人的,有事沒事要找我麻煩,但是跟你認識久了我覺得……」 141Please respect copyright.PENANAdzD2txMzQs
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一時找不到適合的形容詞,她停頓了下。141Please respect copyright.PENANAUoowCZnTFF
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「嗯?」 141Please respect copyright.PENANAWt7HAcsJUQ
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「被……被吸引?」她不是很確定地吐出這個詞。141Please respect copyright.PENANAObJo3sIcp4
141Please respect copyright.PENANA8SsOrNDqNS
氣氛有些危險,溫度驟升,空氣微熱,使人不住的心跳加速,喉嚨發乾。141Please respect copyright.PENANAC3NXhWOEfB
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向菱想了一想又覺得不太對,歪過頭:「你讓人很感興趣?」 141Please respect copyright.PENANAM92PXxuDmT
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「哦、對了,我還挺喜歡當你同桌。」 141Please respect copyright.PENANAu2JtFeTAJq
141Please respect copyright.PENANAA6b5DdlLW2
「……」少年那個時候,有點想讓她閉嘴。 141Please respect copyright.PENANAnO4TYbF73g
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嘴巴堵住嘴巴的那種,閉嘴。 141Please respect copyright.PENANAyMV0nfNM39
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完了,他又不是狗,為什麼常常下意識想要模仿犬類的行為…… 141Please respect copyright.PENANAbMy7eaTPNE
141Please respect copyright.PENANAQGhSk8xTzi
少女慢半拍的意識到自己有點越界,慌亂解釋道,「不對不對,不是你想的那樣!!」141Please respect copyright.PENANALziktMnbJA
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糟了,她說話又開始不經腦子了。141Please respect copyright.PENANACHuzFZuBgx
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「其實我覺得你很好,不是被吸引,剛剛是口誤……奇怪,也不對,好像又有點被吸引。」141Please respect copyright.PENANAXAtTysdeb6
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少女仰臉思考著,要用什麼詞彙,才足以表達那種不對勁的感覺。 141Please respect copyright.PENANAkbDtSrZfsV
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祁澈想,要不是在教室裡他可能真的讓她閉嘴了。141Please respect copyright.PENANAWCXTg1gNio
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…… 141Please respect copyright.PENANA75a9oydgEI
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她不記得後來具體發生了什麼事。141Please respect copyright.PENANAqUN0GC7H6p
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不過,那一天,她第一次看見了某人通紅著一雙耳朵的樣子。141Please respect copyright.PENANAtjaAEPFocU
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夜深人靜,晚風無聲無息。 141Please respect copyright.PENANAfe83dFlXRn
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向菱躺床上,嚴肅地打開手機。 141Please respect copyright.PENANAXLG5aw5hfD
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點擊搜尋引擎,慎重按下搜尋輸入框框。 141Please respect copyright.PENANAJdfw7njE2H
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想了想,打字輸入一排關鍵字:「怎樣算是喜歡上一個人」。141Please respect copyright.PENANASCHFCZ0vAJ
141Please respect copyright.PENANAXvmKpHo6pJ
宿舍的破網路笨拙的運轉了五秒,然後,螢幕上顯現出條列式的搜尋結果。141Please respect copyright.PENANAgdq8oWvenb
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她接著輸入「經常想他是喜歡上了嗎」「什麼是心動」「暗戀的特徵」。141Please respect copyright.PENANAQMrVLk464C
141Please respect copyright.PENANA6dJf7xN8li
——以及「如何下船」。 141Please respect copyright.PENANAdtpgSU6xnI
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每一則資訊都不是她平時會瀏覽的。 141Please respect copyright.PENANAJJECUPIwYT
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但是,每個網路文章、影片,都讓她聯想到同一個人。 141Please respect copyright.PENANAZxni54KQMA
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十分鐘後她輸入:「我喜歡坐你旁邊,算一種表白嗎?」141Please respect copyright.PENANAs4OLN5mMNW
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她好像隱約知道原因了,自己為什麼經常心跳加速。不是生病,也不是異常。141Please respect copyright.PENANA6CJ1HIwgfP
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就,這已經是最含蓄的說法了——青春期。141Please respect copyright.PENANAtyjFETRlOo
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她盡最大努力保持著理性,歸納整理了下搜尋結果。141Please respect copyright.PENANAI4ArBuUIO5
141Please respect copyright.PENANANHSnfXpN5L
大半夜的躲在棉被裡偷偷搜尋這種東西,哎,羞死人了。141Please respect copyright.PENANAEKZynSY5BB
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原本稍微平靜下來的心思,轉瞬又變得亂糟糟的,她只覺得腦子一團混亂,臉還很熱。 141Please respect copyright.PENANAjvCwpq7Q4c
141Please respect copyright.PENANAgnV7HnHzTF
——她喜歡他? 141Please respect copyright.PENANA54DIpzPLZn
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句子末端,連接的是問號。這是一個疑問句。 141Please respect copyright.PENANAf9EVlJVgrK
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少女的眼睛裡充斥著疑惑,第一次,她有一種「無法讀取自己」的感覺。141Please respect copyright.PENANApA5AnSpYUb
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她都還沒弄清楚喜歡上某個人是怎麼一回事,身體就搶先自行喜歡上了某人。141Please respect copyright.PENANAYkBAeGhuzg
141Please respect copyright.PENANAhTe6oraQcK
是自己腦子過於遲鈍嗎?還是這根本算不上什麼喜歡?141Please respect copyright.PENANAzZaDeFI5Rh
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但就是莫名其妙,沒有理由,沒頭沒尾地發現自己好像栽進去了。 141Please respect copyright.PENANAbFRBgZjyly
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什麼是喜歡他呢。 141Please respect copyright.PENANAiQMk78dd11
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天冷的時候會忍不住瞄他有沒有穿外套,因為看過他生病的時候好像很難受。141Please respect copyright.PENANAWyf3TeIVFp
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上課途中總喜歡和他搭話,因為他也不上課的。141Please respect copyright.PENANAQwgUpNNH5b
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空閒的時候會不小心第一個想到他,想他現在身邊有沒有別人,或者在哪裡、在幹什麼。 141Please respect copyright.PENANAzgszKScbJk
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…… 141Please respect copyright.PENANAognncst1S7
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其實她只是有一點點點點點的想見他而已。141Please respect copyright.PENANA0M3XRgtNw1
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然而,她總是為自己所有的衝動行為找出合理的藉口,塑造一種「我不在意」的假象。 141Please respect copyright.PENANAWmOCs1sUBi
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於是就一直沒有意識到自己陷得有多深。141Please respect copyright.PENANAwHYJdlspmR
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如果,這些就是所謂的喜歡。 141Please respect copyright.PENANAH9FBZXmM15
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那麼她想她完了……不對,他完了。141Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4o9cCK7N2
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早晨的教室,零零星星的坐著幾個人。141Please respect copyright.PENANAnWAk4MOh9z
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已經換了新的座位,向菱和楊宛成為了同桌,而位置也被往前調。141Please respect copyright.PENANAJM4SdtQrsS
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不過她在看座位表時,還是沒忍住偷偷留意了一眼祁澈的座位。141Please respect copyright.PENANAxp46XoS5uY
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也不知道為什麼自己會有種鬆口氣的感覺——他還坐在原本的老位置。141Please respect copyright.PENANA7Q1jLxRigX
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最後一排靠窗的地方,旁邊的那個位置是空的,沒有被安排同桌。141Please respect copyright.PENANAbqe9AGNWBE
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也就是說,她原本的位置是沒有坐人的。141Please respect copyright.PENANAuUFz6z5Sok
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祁澈那一塊區域大概是屬於圓規放棄管理的邊疆地帶。141Please respect copyright.PENANATI6LLNHK2w
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上課中途,向菱總覺得無法集中精神。141Please respect copyright.PENANA44T1WPcpXf
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昨天自己不小心脫口而出的那句「我喜歡你這個位置」似乎仍在腦裡回放,光想就窘到不行。 141Please respect copyright.PENANA6L29KTpakD
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彷彿只要離開那個位置,就渾身不自在。 141Please respect copyright.PENANAyQ1m64MFBK
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而且,她昨天說完這句話的時候對方似乎臉紅了一下。 141Please respect copyright.PENANAOo8BtuEEto
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…… 141Please respect copyright.PENANAUiOFIZbgnj
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然後還裝沒事的別開臉,結果耳朵也是紅的。141Please respect copyright.PENANA2fvO9OZ7Pz
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原本以為是那種冷冷酷酷的男孩子,結果根本不禁撩嘛,哈。 141Please respect copyright.PENANApvL1bwLSbs
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她很確信自己看見他耳朵紅了,百分之百超級確定的那種。 141Please respect copyright.PENANAzwrOagrR13
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少女的唇角禁不住往上彎了一點。141Please respect copyright.PENANAY2YmHOqaVz
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——這種體驗會上癮,像戒不掉的甜癮那樣,時不時糾纏著患者。141Please respect copyright.PENANABpEH0SFZdg
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那天,那句話說完以後,她就沒有再專心上過一堂課,腦裡全部都是亂七八糟的幻想。141Please respect copyright.PENANAGKHghsemrM
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心思完全飄到不可言說的地方去。 141Please respect copyright.PENANA0FUEfaLr99
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新位置讓她不太習慣,同桌不是他,她更不習慣。141Please respect copyright.PENANAkUyE2NwxpZ
141Please respect copyright.PENANAAOrqJuDzEA
下課時,向菱在走廊逮到他。141Please respect copyright.PENANAa5VQle1Vm6
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少年手裡隨便拿了顆籃球,在廊道上漫不經心把球拋高,再自己單手接住。141Please respect copyright.PENANA9pbCrFa0sy
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透著又痞又高傲的氣質。 141Please respect copyright.PENANAFeP223YeHK
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她走近,劈頭就是命令的語氣:「昨天數學課前是我說錯話了,所以你什麼都沒聽到,你什麼都不記得,懂了嗎?」 141Please respect copyright.PENANAFh3QhgLjjb
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少年的眸色一如既往的淡漠鋒利,看久了容易讓人有種不近人情的錯覺。141Please respect copyright.PENANAhrFQn4UWJL
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對方輕輕勾著唇角,「嗯,你喜歡我旁邊那個位置。」141Please respect copyright.PENANAT44Qs9eQ8q
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硬了,拳頭硬了。141Please respect copyright.PENANAVhenNCGuiU
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向菱一窘,氣急敗壞,「……我要給你封口費,不准重複那句話!」141Please respect copyright.PENANA2YBelHGC11
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「……」 141Please respect copyright.PENANAajbflwLvuA
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少女惱羞成怒的炸毛跑掉了。 141Please respect copyright.PENANAiMX5hRMPBj
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——之後少年回到教室,還真的在課桌上發現了一枚硬幣。141Please respect copyright.PENANAMICQXCpEPQ
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他一怔,揚了揚唇,默默把硬幣握進掌心裡。 141Please respect copyright.PENANAvKfoR0ll2F
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像是抓住了某種見證。141Please respect copyright.PENANARdo7fjQBC1