她的嗓子頓時像是窒息一般,半晌說不出話來。160Please respect copyright.PENANAhu25QdbTLk
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良久,她才艱難地吐出一句話,「……你、你說的是真的?」160Please respect copyright.PENANAcrndVwoLWu
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少女的聲音顯得不可置信,帶有莫名的慌張。160Please respect copyright.PENANA1GyX2KgJpC
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——明明他是那麼驕傲的人。 160Please respect copyright.PENANAKYoScnW6tQ
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背著陽光、恣意生長於又野又亂的陰暗小巷裡,頑強而劣根。160Please respect copyright.PENANAkznuLhO8vs
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而且有些反差的,他笑的時候很好看,向菱覺得,那是一種非典型的溫柔。160Please respect copyright.PENANA6Do2caBPxJ
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他怎麼可能做出……那樣的舉動。160Please respect copyright.PENANAAFb49xNyIz
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沈中奕的聲音還在另一頭繼續,向菱聽得恍恍惚惚,隱約間捕捉到一句:「不信的話,你去看看他眉毛上是不是有個疤。」 160Please respect copyright.PENANAjxDY0Uv8gf
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然後,他補充了一句:「晚上從海岸邊的懸崖那裡掉下去,據他說那個疤是擦傷的。」160Please respect copyright.PENANAm4k2vWw0za
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向菱隱隱從那些話裡,聽出他所指的地點。160Please respect copyright.PENANAomJXUTVIlQ
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峭壁高聳,底下就是長年湛藍的海,夜晚時風強浪大,鎮民都警告小孩子晚上別去的地方。160Please respect copyright.PENANAwQ4qjQW1g0
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沈中奕:「那次之後,每年春節我都會打電話過去,但剛才一直撥不通,就想到是不是你和他出去了。」 160Please respect copyright.PENANAJCGnRvIAQB
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不是。 160Please respect copyright.PENANACrlU7AmUYN
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她仍然很難相信沈中奕說的話,但是卻莫名擔憂。160Please respect copyright.PENANACZTOo8fVd9
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擔憂對方不是在開玩笑。 160Please respect copyright.PENANAXoMCB7CyGZ
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少女捏著手機邊緣的指頭竟然微微發顫,張了張嘴,卻不知道該說什麼。 160Please respect copyright.PENANAboPDhJ2R9F
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「怎麼可能。」 160Please respect copyright.PENANAm5oEc9a1YP
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一股陌生又難言的心緒油然而生,整個人像是被陌生情緒浸透了一般,濃烈到她無法忽視。 160Please respect copyright.PENANAgHcIOrZBhy
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向菱久久沒有再講話。 160Please respect copyright.PENANAuIGy0nDFSJ
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手機音響傳出對面的聲音:「這事我只和你一個人說,千萬別跟他本人提起。」160Please respect copyright.PENANAW4AiqDmC5G
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沈中奕和祁澈算是從小玩大的,很早以前就認識了。160Please respect copyright.PENANAbzD6hgypmV
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但是向菱,從來不知道還有這樣一段往事。 160Please respect copyright.PENANAgrLPgmWHhM
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她只覺得心尖上彷彿有什麼東西,一下一下,隱隱抽疼著,什麼都聽不進去,心臟跳動的聲音被無限放大,拉長迴響在耳際。160Please respect copyright.PENANAvHcvhcsu9C
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「你要記得,絕對、不要和那傢伙提這件事。」對方還在那一頭絮絮叨叨。160Please respect copyright.PENANA69SEA0Va8B
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草草說完,掛掉電話,她拿了包便飛快走出宿舍。 160Please respect copyright.PENANAABqcpHhl3H
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忽視了宿管阿姨的那句「新年快樂」,她直接走出了學校外。160Please respect copyright.PENANAKqhnK1efIL
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大街上依然充滿歡騰喧譁的群眾,街邊有人放鞭炮,屋內的人圍成一桌或打牌或吃飯。160Please respect copyright.PENANAc9GmPsoKrR
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她有些焦急,粗魯穿越著人群。160Please respect copyright.PENANArtkeqEQVpG
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推擠間,少女一邊思索著祁澈可能在的地方,一邊撥手機電話。 160Please respect copyright.PENANAjYt1fjS6qX
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螢幕上通話的字樣閃爍,嘟嘟了幾聲。 160Please respect copyright.PENANAac1IBPGVcS
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電話撥出的音效,第一次顯得這麼漫長。 160Please respect copyright.PENANAWnEd2c0m3F
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幾秒鐘後,才終於接通了。 160Please respect copyright.PENANA43foYCETGR
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她才鬆了口氣,說話也跟著流暢起來。不過她的話有些前言不對後語,大概是焦急所致。160Please respect copyright.PENANAzMKrF5URjJ
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「怎麼回事,你怎麼不接沈中奕電話?」160Please respect copyright.PENANAI04ttfz8uG
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心裡還緊緊記著沈中奕說的那次落海,向菱忍不住又反覆慌亂起來。 160Please respect copyright.PENANA9vQcYij9JW
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兩個人都沒有意識到,她的關心,已經超過了對於普通朋友應該有的程度。160Please respect copyright.PENANA92pJHIrPeU
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對面傳來的是有些耳熟的少年嗓音。 160Please respect copyright.PENANA2NA94zNSQH
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「在宿舍,剛回。」 160Please respect copyright.PENANAtyNiFKGVxl
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不知怎地,可能是因為這句話,她居然就稍微平靜了下來。160Please respect copyright.PENANA37rEUg8kDD
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「去哪裡?你剛剛都沒接沈中奕電話。」幾乎是興師問罪的語氣,帶點尖銳又有點氣惱。160Please respect copyright.PENANAR7EJ1uVCMj
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她說著,立刻掉頭往宿舍的方向折返回去。160Please respect copyright.PENANALQNvvmO4qk
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對面默了默,半晌只吐出一個輕而短暫的「嗯」字。160Please respect copyright.PENANAT6xF3dVi6d
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「……你等著,我去找你。」向菱邊走邊說,語調顯得有些倉促,卻沒半點讓人拒絕的意思。 160Please respect copyright.PENANAGWGEyZDaZa
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她還有很多事情想追問,想知道詳情,雖然沈中奕剛剛告誡過,但她仍然想要當面提起。 160Please respect copyright.PENANA2c5aUaf7E2
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宿舍裡,少年垂著眸。160Please respect copyright.PENANARbIRbSt1QV
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心跳有一瞬間的悸動。160Please respect copyright.PENANAvSTsvIVIs9
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幾分鐘後。 160Please respect copyright.PENANACzJUP9zNsK
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她掛斷他的電話,人也跟著出現在門口。 160Please respect copyright.PENANA6SQAMKNjU8
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少女手裡提著一袋溫熱的關東煮,站在門口敲了敲門板。160Please respect copyright.PENANAIoxNXkJbLQ
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宿舍老舊的門被人粗魯拉開。 160Please respect copyright.PENANAiE7stMpbXi
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如她所料,開門的是祁澈,祁小波坐在雙層床上鋪的那個位置。 160Please respect copyright.PENANA122CdrKZAA
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看了一眼牆壁上的時鐘,時針指出的時間已經不早了——晚上十點半。 160Please respect copyright.PENANAZgSoHPiaKo
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向菱有點急躁,正想開口詢問方才沈中奕告訴她的事,話到嘴邊卻成了:「你吃飯了沒?」160Please respect copyright.PENANAgNDjUjlzh6
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她揚了揚手中的那袋熱食。160Please respect copyright.PENANAUzdcaM9nyL
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沒等對方回答,她兀自把食物放到旁邊的書桌上,就著書桌拆起塑膠包裝。160Please respect copyright.PENANAHWOnfIXmMF
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店家包裝時綁了個死結,向菱弄得有些費力。少年一語不發的湊近,劃拉幾下揭開那個綁結。160Please respect copyright.PENANAyP02MEktuy
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兩人的指尖順勢碰到了一起。160Please respect copyright.PENANAYk2RzfTWEW
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那瞬間,彷彿有道細細的電流悄然流通而過。 160Please respect copyright.PENANASiWrwhNFJg
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心跳還來不及加速,兩人甚至沒有正眼對到視線,祁小波便順手扔了圖畫書,咚咚咚的跑下來搶走一碗熱食吃。 160Please respect copyright.PENANAs5RqIW68q3
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三人圍著書桌的一側坐下,桌上還隨意丟著祁小波的彩色筆。160Please respect copyright.PENANApPChSb3Vb9
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向菱已經吃過了,目前還不怎麼餓,於是把餐點往祁澈那邊推過去。160Please respect copyright.PENANA4TvG1uHqG8
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祁澈沒動,那碗冒著熱氣的關東煮在桌上孤然地放涼。160Please respect copyright.PENANAN4igsiTN2U
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他們誰也沒開口,各自瞧了對方一眼,誰也不動筷子。160Please respect copyright.PENANAsM03UrnR7g
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向菱:「你吃過飯啦?今天是除夕。」160Please respect copyright.PENANAXGmhtdYKio
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「嗯。」少年的目光在面前少女的眉眼上停留了一下,然後心不在焉的飄忽開來。160Please respect copyright.PENANAEJWyKqu8KC
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年夜飯不怎麼愉快。160Please respect copyright.PENANAsTYpfLgdiq
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前不久,約莫幾天前,他被告知回謝家吃年夜飯。160Please respect copyright.PENANAD2NhYGNXhL
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表面上可能是一番好意吧,但是回去那裡並不會被善待,實際上只是羞辱的另一個機會而已。 160Please respect copyright.PENANAtQxAGOxKq0
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他不是傻子,當然沒有讓祁小波去見謝家的親戚,是隻身回去的。160Please respect copyright.PENANAyR8IbKHHN3
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而祁小波的年夜飯,還是便當。 160Please respect copyright.PENANAxXPmSsUgcd
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硬要扯一個不同之處的話,那就是今天她吃碗飯的時間,好像比較早。160Please respect copyright.PENANArS88cYE6oV
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……因為要趕在去謝家之前讓祁小波吃完晚飯。 160Please respect copyright.PENANALSKL1Uqgkd
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祁澈其實並不想去那裡吃年夜飯。160Please respect copyright.PENANAINpptkVLbn
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他和那些親戚早就關係疏離,沒必要討好,也沒必要低聲下氣。160Please respect copyright.PENANAUUMRiLbt2h
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——真奇怪,明明住在同一個鎮子上,不過是隔著幾條街的距離,根本沒有必要託人傳話給他。160Please respect copyright.PENANABz6zTWCzG9
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而在飯桌上,連挾一口菜、盛碗飯都要頂著其他人責難的目光。 160Please respect copyright.PENANAnTYvmQBxcy
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彷彿不願讓他佔到任何一點便宜,給他的飯碗都是最破舊的那個。160Please respect copyright.PENANAuwuK8orVtl
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少年的面色淡然,眼瞳裡看不出任何情緒。 160Please respect copyright.PENANA2vv7VO3Poj
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這像是一次敷衍了事、草草交卷的考試,他沒有鬧事,但要是別人問他話,他也一概不理。160Please respect copyright.PENANAKRw2GVamVo
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耐著性子,挨著那些目光直到一餐飯結束,少年直接起身走了,沒再逗留。160Please respect copyright.PENANAlcA8BWVKEj
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謝家那群「家人」的視線歷歷在目。160Please respect copyright.PENANAtYrk7pW1yv
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少年的思緒兜了一圈,回到眼前,少女已經拿過他面前那碗沒動過的關東煮,吃了起來。160Please respect copyright.PENANAn16zsvSTfA
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她臉頰被食物塞得鼓鼓的,像隻進食中的倉鼠。 160Please respect copyright.PENANAQOSbn5AoZ9
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他默默看了一眼,之前的煩躁感居然悠然散去。 160Please respect copyright.PENANARReTnbIyzr
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祁澈輕勾了勾嘴角。160Please respect copyright.PENANAgdw3TssIsN
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少女很快便察覺到他無意識間,停留得太久的目光,抬眼,黑色睫羽跟著扇動。160Please respect copyright.PENANAHz3VgEBMl0
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她的一雙眼睛又褐又亮,染上熱食冒出的水氣,顯得無辜。 160Please respect copyright.PENANATWvUzsv8Jg
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他正盯得出神,向菱冷不防輕聲冒出一句話:「你以前,是不是落海過?」 160Please respect copyright.PENANAKAjzswrm5V
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她緊緊看著面前少年的眼睛,認真又帶著執著。160Please respect copyright.PENANAvMbX86jxON
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少年的瞳孔驟縮。 兩雙眸子相對,各自蘊染著鋒利。160Please respect copyright.PENANAhqWltwntca
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「……你聽誰說的?」 160Please respect copyright.PENANAaIUpkSTDUi
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少女從他的黑眸裡望見微末的慌亂,以及蓄意的隔閡。160Please respect copyright.PENANAgsrSW38hEr
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可等到幾秒鐘後,再次對視,他瞳孔裡卻只餘下無機質的淡漠,和某些平靜到可怕的無所謂。 160Please respect copyright.PENANA7QfYCKGOgY
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他的眼睛很擅長隱藏心事。 160Please respect copyright.PENANAwJbzsQ0V2X
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她冷靜道:「剛才聽沈中奕說的,你沒接電話,他以為我跟你在一起。」 160Please respect copyright.PENANAbvfZzwoXYZ
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「所以你幾年前,真的……有這種打算?」 160Please respect copyright.PENANAYCTJH9RH89
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那句「結束生命」到了嘴邊,卻有些難以說出口,頓了頓,換成了意味不那麼清楚的替代詞。 160Please respect copyright.PENANAkwxH9vGRQb
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春節本是應該喜氣洋洋的,可他們聊的,卻是這種不應景、煞風景的話題。160Please respect copyright.PENANAwjj1o5US9G
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祁小波在幾分鐘前就已經爬上床睡了,小孩子入睡的速度快,很快就有了鼾聲。160Please respect copyright.PENANAJ31rz7Wqwk
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淺淺的呼吸聲,迴盪在一片靜謐裡。160Please respect copyright.PENANACCjJmT7O9D
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少年迎著她的視線,姿態散漫,倚著宿舍書桌旁的課椅。 160Please respect copyright.PENANAt7S2xW2Z5L
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向菱坐在另一張椅上,目光帶點尖銳和探詢。160Please respect copyright.PENANAtKGDhGk4iP
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——明明是雙向的互相在意,為什麼要搞得這樣劍拔弩張? 160Please respect copyright.PENANAng1qw7ah66
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她皺了皺眉,語氣裡的銳利已經大過於關心。160Please respect copyright.PENANAXspI2WKTmK
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他一定是很善於隱藏情緒的人。160Please respect copyright.PENANAEdUlw7sSoc
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他的模樣過於從容冷靜,表面看似毫無警惕,卻一聲不吭。 160Please respect copyright.PENANAioAV5gf51D
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向菱決定出聲試探,「你是遇到了很不開心的事情嗎?」 160Please respect copyright.PENANAfF8oFJPQRx
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少年抿著唇,依然盯著她不語。他的眼睛線條仍然是乾淨又冷硬的,雙眼皮的褶皺明晰。 160Please respect copyright.PENANAAxZW6gkgJV
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桃花眼透出的眼神很淡,矜傲又漠然。160Please respect copyright.PENANAbMNSHgA057
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向菱依稀想起什麼,突然伸出手去,碰了碰對方的眉角。160Please respect copyright.PENANAOUFp67DLjm
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少年看了她一眼。 不明白她想要幹什麼,卻也沒有推開。160Please respect copyright.PENANAHaIcpg7y8s
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後來,幾秒鐘後,少女在他眉峰狠狠按了一下。160Please respect copyright.PENANAXkce1myF2Z
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換來的是他輕輕皺了下眉。 160Please respect copyright.PENANAtAebaYYKUb
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還真的有一道疤痕。顏色很淺,像是未完全癒合的傷。160Please respect copyright.PENANALFqDYJPQ1y
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然後,她再也沒有繼續追問。160Please respect copyright.PENANAn31jLP6YgE
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——因為,他的眼神要是再壓迫一點,大概能殺人。160Please respect copyright.PENANApCR2JImfRf