那頓沉默到可怕的午飯結束之後,他們倆又分別解決了手上那支引起尷尬的冰棍。 151Please respect copyright.PENANA2LeTCwq7en
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吃完東西,她揮揮手準備回學校宿舍,沒再去老宅。 151Please respect copyright.PENANAiZebdkD1XJ
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少女一個人走在回宿舍的路上。 151Please respect copyright.PENANAVSNO8sZBTg
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腦裡不斷回想著幾分鐘前,在速食店內聽到的話。151Please respect copyright.PENANAQhEDc8jaOa
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——自己最狼狽、不堪的一面,由別人的口中毫無保留的道出。 151Please respect copyright.PENANATjz3FOFbwL
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這樣的情形,換作是任何人,都會覺得煩躁吧。151Please respect copyright.PENANASrvwmGAVap
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向菱如此想著,然後加快了腳步。151Please respect copyright.PENANA1AlNQLQw7L
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…… 151Please respect copyright.PENANAsJhPEr4XYW
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小鎮的另一邊,不遠處。151Please respect copyright.PENANAEprcdaFsZw
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祁澈其實並沒有覺得不高興。151Please respect copyright.PENANAgdMW4CuG9t
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少年面無表情地盯著手上快化了的雪糕,巧克力融在雪糕棍上,漿液順著邊緣慢慢流淌,深色溶液覆蓋了「光」這個字。 151Please respect copyright.PENANAiGzXMcSQl5
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他無聲地笑了下。151Please respect copyright.PENANAmSjFG5v0oy
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——他從來就不很在意別人看法。151Please respect copyright.PENANA46x3u0mxjK
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也並不在乎,別人對自己的偏見或想法。或者該說習慣了,所以沒關係。 151Please respect copyright.PENANAilAqhHcic8
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只是這種態度,對象一旦換作是她,又會變得不同。 151Please respect copyright.PENANA1Qwcg40j56
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明明被任何人聽到都無所謂,可為什麼現在自己卻會覺得丟人? 151Please respect copyright.PENANAEg6S0engR5
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少年不知道該如何形容這種陌生的錯亂,只覺得……很荒謬又慌亂。151Please respect copyright.PENANAuEyIqHeMOx
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上課時會不自覺飄過去的目光,擦肩而過的瞬間加快的心跳,從來沒體驗過的異樣流通四肢百骼。151Please respect copyright.PENANA9nEZA0mRdy
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無法抽身的,陷進那轉瞬即逝的絢爛裡。151Please respect copyright.PENANABawHQ2GpgK
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……真的像光一樣。151Please respect copyright.PENANAl2vYYWBFi7
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這個假期,向菱過得不怎麼樣。151Please respect copyright.PENANAeUi5GXxIHT
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農曆過年前一週,南雨鎮經常下雨。到處霧濛濛的一片,襯得小鎮越發瀲灩。151Please respect copyright.PENANAq2wPPqAp63
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宿舍假期留校的人很少,她整天在校園附近遛達,卻很少碰到同學。 151Please respect copyright.PENANANwKGth8oIU
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她也沒遇著祁澈,這個人的行蹤挺飄忽的,能遇見多半是巧合。151Please respect copyright.PENANAjEhuzimECC
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在校園內悠悠哉哉地撐傘閒走,她心情莫名有點低落。 151Please respect copyright.PENANAno89ImLYq1
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之前發表的長篇小說獲得了某個文學獎的提名,其結局頗具爭議,目前網路上正吵得不可開交。 151Please respect copyright.PENANA2Mb31Zhx0r
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她站著滑了一會留言,覺得無趣又充滿惡意,直接把社群軟體卸載了。 151Please respect copyright.PENANAtr2OvHdjSX
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絲絲的雨不斷飛濺到手機螢幕上,莫名令人有點煩。 151Please respect copyright.PENANAhBrOVbaRcE
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少女收起手機。 151Please respect copyright.PENANAyMkranCrNM
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雨勢有加大的兆頭,她的傘明顯不敷使用,被風雨吹得搖搖晃晃,傾斜不定。 151Please respect copyright.PENANAaQCSsAn1UQ
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風急切地撲過來,向菱險些抓不住傘柄。151Please respect copyright.PENANAQO3NiHmVp9
151Please respect copyright.PENANA8itSTV9L4H
她掉頭,正想找一處屋簷避雨——卻突然感覺頭頂沒雨了。151Please respect copyright.PENANA9RqsbeQI51
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「?」她疑惑,默默抬起頭。 151Please respect copyright.PENANAPjddsBpn8q
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雨幕下,祁澈的面容映入眼簾,眉眼疏朗,沒什麼表情的低頭看著她。 151Please respect copyright.PENANA0XviSVpBFj
151Please respect copyright.PENANAeMRWxV5HSS
少女抬頭,正好能看見他的下頷線條,俐落而鋒利。 151Please respect copyright.PENANAngS1leyFoq
151Please respect copyright.PENANATL3aqQ3srL
他修長的指骨攥著一把傘的傘柄,微微傾斜,擋住她頭頂的雨。151Please respect copyright.PENANAjXTB5NfJRN
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她呆了一秒鐘,隨即反應過來,笑起來:「謝謝。」151Please respect copyright.PENANAuxcMqWmW0u
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祁澈握傘的力道不著痕跡的重了點,瞳眸一閃,然後別開目光。151Please respect copyright.PENANA5yUoxS4Wut
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半晌,頓了頓,最終憋出一個「嗯」字。151Please respect copyright.PENANAjTaAw3LK1H
151Please respect copyright.PENANAE7Dvk1CaGg
沉默一會,他聽見少女的嗓音,語氣莫名帶點希冀:「要一起回宿舍嗎?」151Please respect copyright.PENANAyWfQboKrqK
151Please respect copyright.PENANAD7Jg6sSoUR
兩人仰起臉,凝眸便望見雨。151Please respect copyright.PENANAml1nvFm2VD
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幾分鐘後,兩個人共撐一傘,走在回學校的路上。151Please respect copyright.PENANAOwqEwSlCVg
151Please respect copyright.PENANAqRhMW6HJFG
背影稀落,隱沒在漫漫大雨中。 151Please respect copyright.PENANASKK3ua8yzp
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向菱注意到他握著傘柄時,傘面一直是微微傾斜、朝向她那邊的,罩住了她頭頂落下的雨絲。 151Please respect copyright.PENANAAY9Exln15F
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而他自己卻先淋濕了大半。151Please respect copyright.PENANAvvTETQ5T4G
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向菱十分難得的感到有些難為情。 151Please respect copyright.PENANADq8MRsPFb0
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於是她抬手捏住傘骨,將之往他那推了推,讓傘正立,兩邊遮住一樣的面積。151Please respect copyright.PENANAtRxxUapbn6
151Please respect copyright.PENANAsDYwOV0Zw0
——全程沒有說話,只是輕推了下傘。151Please respect copyright.PENANAn1mw9z3WSS
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不過,三秒鐘後。 傘傾斜的角度又被推了回來。151Please respect copyright.PENANAKPU3KNjzL2
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與一開始的角度無異,略為偏向她這邊。151Please respect copyright.PENANASGt8yfQv3r
151Please respect copyright.PENANAoV81Dihbup
「……」少女耳根一燙,無意識地吞了下口水,強迫自己鎮定地看向前方。151Please respect copyright.PENANAZW91uXJnU1
151Please respect copyright.PENANALNjl3m0SGW
她偷偷瞥了少年一眼。 151Please respect copyright.PENANAsoR1Hcsw1a
151Please respect copyright.PENANAD4EAMgksZT
明明他的神色淡漠如常,她卻自我解讀似的在他的眼底讀出溫柔,很溫柔。 151Please respect copyright.PENANASzzagAtdmn
151Please respect copyright.PENANAgjBAeWR95u
風將旖旎吹來南雨,雨滴與玻璃窗互相碰撞,發出滴滴答答的清脆聲音,好像是銀鈴一般。151Please respect copyright.PENANAXeNEfQ94HQ
151Please respect copyright.PENANAb1gtn5WR48
——不久之後,天邊將浮現彩虹。 151Please respect copyright.PENANA2A9SR7n6rG
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宿舍大樓底下的門口,兩人簡單道別之後分道揚鑣。 151Please respect copyright.PENANArT0QN7jYiy
151Please respect copyright.PENANACOuVxotQCP
她幾乎是連滾帶爬的上階梯,擰開門,落鎖。 151Please respect copyright.PENANAxOhL17FaVZ
151Please respect copyright.PENANAU3eQieucIQ
呼吸無端變得有點急促,心口上、腦子裡,全都莫名其妙地充斥著少年的容顏。151Please respect copyright.PENANAyWGfJzFwsr
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看見自己進門時隨意掛在門口的傘,向菱忽然又想起剛才的景象。151Please respect copyright.PENANAnWGf8EHgpI
151Please respect copyright.PENANAv042kDp8ea
她把傘推回去之後,祁澈把傘再度傾斜了回來。 151Please respect copyright.PENANAfuUIk66TdV
151Please respect copyright.PENANAsKvrjaJLXy
幾秒鐘後,她又推。 151Please respect copyright.PENANA42cCwvP8vv
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他再次傾斜手中的傘。151Please respect copyright.PENANAKIxT76iBlq
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…… 那舉動帶著某種極幼稚的偏執,或者莫名的較量——不想讓她淋雨。151Please respect copyright.PENANAGBSxySLKCu
151Please respect copyright.PENANAw9ZrKsrzgR
然後正當她無所事事的,在腦海裡想著這些內容的時候,他突然狀似漫不經心的問她。151Please respect copyright.PENANAJqQfk9XJeo
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「在想什麼?」151Please respect copyright.PENANAwk5ujhSu0y
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她甚至沒怎麼猶豫,順著他的話流利的答:「在想你啊。」151Please respect copyright.PENANAt1AjXh5DGv
151Please respect copyright.PENANA2H7WsBcKK9
「……」那一頭的回話突然就沒了。 151Please respect copyright.PENANAxYQrM9Ht9Q
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向菱那時候還沒反應過來自己到底說了些什麼虎狼之詞,無辜的抬頭,卻看見少年默默撇開臉。151Please respect copyright.PENANALkpHr6naJx
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耳尖竟然略微紅了紅,暴躁的閉了下眼。151Please respect copyright.PENANAPM2RbZjZRb
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向菱隱隱覺得詫異,於是稍稍回想了一遍自己幾秒鐘前說過的話。151Please respect copyright.PENANAsf8xr3Wnmf
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……草。151Please respect copyright.PENANAn0Oz236Jf3
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緊接著,紅著臉別過頭的人又多了一個。 151Please respect copyright.PENANABOD0uqpcZT
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回想到此停止。151Please respect copyright.PENANAErcy7auezT
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向菱在宿舍的床上滾了一圈,翻了個身,用枕頭蒙住臉無聲尖叫。 151Please respect copyright.PENANAFIzvJKX9hs
151Please respect copyright.PENANAeEYxIL9j0E
當時因為兩人都處於慌亂狀態,所以就沒有發現其實對方也在慌亂,惹得氣氛僵硬又燥熱。 151Please respect copyright.PENANAO3Ml2xJk7a
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少女悶著頭踢開棉被。 151Please respect copyright.PENANAgz0LEilMbD
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現在不是冬天嗎,怎麼這麼熱啊!!!151Please respect copyright.PENANAZy7XhQIs2D
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……151Please respect copyright.PENANAb3JLNfUgE2
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她一個翻身坐起,腦袋放空,恍神想著事情。 151Please respect copyright.PENANATpOm0YtjhH
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向菱把剛剛踢到床角的棉被撿了回來,然後她逐漸覺得,自己的狀態好像越來越詭異了。151Please respect copyright.PENANACWycURIyym
151Please respect copyright.PENANAlXCk4ycSbV
——她開始期盼見到某個人。151Please respect copyright.PENANA4jXGYb0Umd
151Please respect copyright.PENANAdwTfnN4eCX
不見難受,見了就是受難。151Please respect copyright.PENANAWc6PSI46P4
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一見到他,她就是止不住的心跳加速,手汗,臉紅……等等之類亂七八糟的反應。151Please respect copyright.PENANA4c7Ff1Qo5k
151Please respect copyright.PENANAnnPByIYFRQ
她搞不懂自己這是怎麼回事。151Please respect copyright.PENANA5SiIafMesF
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而且詭異的是,她並不會對這樣的自己感到反感。反倒有些,上癮。151Please respect copyright.PENANAhYfv4c75qx
151Please respect copyright.PENANAfqVKxylAEx
——上癮。151Please respect copyright.PENANA7nI0x0Hd9E
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這是她第一次使用這個詞來形容某個異性,不過,居然還挺貼切。 151Please respect copyright.PENANALfAXF0Se02
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不由自主地想要再更靠近一點點。 151Please respect copyright.PENANAf2X7S61S9u
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祁澈一個人回去老宅。151Please respect copyright.PENANA34Iq4tssrS
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耳根依然有點燥熱,少年用舌尖抵了抵腮幫子,埋著頭走在街邊的人行道上。151Please respect copyright.PENANAC8AYdZTmT0
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闔上大門的那一瞬間,竟然有種如釋重負的感覺。151Please respect copyright.PENANAF9lxk1DtK5
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不就是,三個字而已麼。151Please respect copyright.PENANADgaGzGf2RT
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——在、想、你。151Please respect copyright.PENANAeUnECGg7bP
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這話究竟是什麼意思,她是說真的麼?少年勾了勾唇,然後莫名產生一種又傻又樂的矛盾感覺。151Please respect copyright.PENANAA7WQB5tDv0
151Please respect copyright.PENANADys7fQ8nd0
他想自己腦子裡裝的到底都是些什麼鬼東西。
151Please respect copyright.PENANA5tCuzLtqAA
……算了,不要再回想了。151Please respect copyright.PENANAHDnZHcO4pb
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他抬手使勁掐自己一把,強制清醒過來。 151Please respect copyright.PENANAo1Kir1fFuH
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感覺到清晰的刺痛,也暫時稍微恢復了冷靜。但是他呼吸很亂,緩不過來。151Please respect copyright.PENANA5Az5vVmy5m
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屋裡一片老舊。 151Please respect copyright.PENANARLN8bKXF4h
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後來,他在老宅的廚房裡,看見一個淺藍樣式的水杯。看起來像是屬於少女的,大概忘了帶走。 151Please respect copyright.PENANAEQeiBazlKD
151Please respect copyright.PENANAYx3ynyODmL
淺藍色的半透明款式,角落有個白色兔子的圖案。151Please respect copyright.PENANA9oxOXPc6Ef
151Please respect copyright.PENANAOf73sbGKyE
——上午的插曲彷彿又再度重播。 151Please respect copyright.PENANAndcvZbIjJK
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少年怔了下,半晌,才慢吞吞地走過去揀起那個水杯。 151Please respect copyright.PENANAUf9e4RhOsn
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同一時間。 151Please respect copyright.PENANALPRCpSB7BY
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南雨鎮的另一角落,靠海中學的校園宿舍裡。晚霞的風從窗外打進來,映著淡淡的彩虹輪廓。 151Please respect copyright.PENANA3hkJbgnuYJ
151Please respect copyright.PENANA26obvTP52N
向菱躺在宿舍的床上發呆。 151Please respect copyright.PENANAuZhq5yRVGr
151Please respect copyright.PENANAnhevGN0uXI
她漫無目的把手機裡的貪食蛇撞死了無數遍,螢幕左上角突然跳出通知。151Please respect copyright.PENANAlQpt9hBnIe
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她淡定的點開簡訊通知,打算掃一眼。 151Please respect copyright.PENANABcKQJBqWWD
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結果當她看到這則訊息是誰發來的,已經來不及關閉了——她只能硬著頭皮去讀內容。151Please respect copyright.PENANA3F1k2T33sZ
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用戶名稱只有一個「祁」字的黑色頭像,發過來一張圖片和兩個字。 151Please respect copyright.PENANANtyxLVv5Q0
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然後還順手附贈了個標點符號。 151Please respect copyright.PENANAYb4McxMy1C
151Please respect copyright.PENANAcpP3dUKd1E
祁:「你的?」 151Please respect copyright.PENANAcxtHOYuwCM
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配圖一個水杯的照片,淺藍色的簡約圖案,簡筆畫的兔子活潑而俏皮。 151Please respect copyright.PENANAGTj357gLaW
151Please respect copyright.PENANA3u8WgZSSC2
向菱這次斟酌了很久才回覆訊息。151Please respect copyright.PENANAJQXmnqlT9K
151Please respect copyright.PENANAilidAHBDy9
她突然開始猶豫,是要直接出門一趟,到老宅取回東西嗎? 151Please respect copyright.PENANACrB9z0iCLi
151Please respect copyright.PENANAaF4Q8oXHKw
可是這樣顯得有些刻意。 151Please respect copyright.PENANAjptQqOmH3b
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但是如果拜託祁澈把水杯寄放在宿管辦公室,反而像是她在刻意迴避碰面。151Please respect copyright.PENANAO7HGxOAMHT
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真正開始在意一個人,原來可以因為一則訊息,花費時間糾結不已。151Please respect copyright.PENANANDipr0fpBL
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她考慮得太久,最後只發了一則:「抱歉啊,水壺落在老宅了。」151Please respect copyright.PENANAI4QI13njNO
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……像是在講一句廢話似的,有回覆等於沒有。 151Please respect copyright.PENANAONpekG5ZBN
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對方的頭圖亮著,旁邊的綠點亮起,表示目前在線上。 151Please respect copyright.PENANAYZLoHIy2OF
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訊息框上「正在輸入中……」的字樣出現,向菱看著那排小字,莫名有一絲期待。 151Please respect copyright.PENANAYM3CAdlOfh
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十幾秒後,映入眼簾的是簡短的一行字。151Please respect copyright.PENANAzRD9JLABfM
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祁:「放在宿管辦公室了,有空去拿。」151Please respect copyright.PENANALlW1Gvacdy
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——已經放了啊。 151Please respect copyright.PENANA8VxKbku6tr
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向菱心尖上驀地產生一閃即逝的失落。151Please respect copyright.PENANAVsE6JtkeUZ
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她不滿的鼓了鼓臉頰,回道:「哦好,謝謝。」 151Please respect copyright.PENANAJYmJyF5TMf
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另一頭。 151Please respect copyright.PENANA8lbL3Yv9F6
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少年盯了下手機螢幕,看到對方不鹹不淡的回覆。151Please respect copyright.PENANApU1URUSxvI
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她的訊息看起來語氣隨意,不怎麼上心。151Please respect copyright.PENANAV3CmOrp4Yv
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……又來了,自己又開始了。151Please respect copyright.PENANAMTWaiRDZLK
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重重吐了口氣,少年咬著後槽牙,壓抑掉方才一瞬湧上心頭的煩躁。 151Please respect copyright.PENANA5TQsJjVt2Q
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注意到自己的想法逐漸異常,少年硬生生把任性的念頭壓了回去,腦海裡卻控制不住地浮現少女的面容。151Please respect copyright.PENANAo8BqdkUMVw
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無端的,隱晦翻湧起的暗潮在兩人之間,撞盪出雪白的浪淘。151Please respect copyright.PENANARILzewz34i