I wish I could understand why I feel this way263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDYkt0q3OZ
Why flying doesn't feel the same 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRWX395eD1
And the lows don't seem to fade263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtcm5pZyMj
They just linger and remain
I find myself trapped with no incentive to fix it, to rewrite the narrative 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NLl7PFTE4
Instead my mind picks it apart, going straight for the heart263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzyQQu7wEz
I gotta give it to them, they play it pretty smart
I wish I could tell you everything that makes me hurt 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxlZs2204R
I wish I could convert it into something better, avert from the inevitable 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0KpYzeVFW
I'll convert this pain into something that works 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6KChiEMYV
Something that works to be charitable to my health, make my pain more revocable and severable 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvTVJZJ4hC
Because after several years of being rendered inseparable from this feeling 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfPclZd4Oy
I finally feel like I'm worth freeing 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJrl1olyzJ
That this pain made me bleed, but it can't keep me263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk19dfC8HSl
I'm finally fleeing
But my superficial confidence is fleeting as my heart slows its beating 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkF6zwQb2FR
The breathing turns to drowning 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRSSVrpIso
The seconds I'm counting, turns to shouting 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5JW3zkNud
I'm pounding on the walls, sounding my alarms263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0UZDMRcaE
But no one welcomes me with open arms263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6eNz4e6wZ
Their love is fictitious 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtTN4T9CjN
So thus, restarts the vicious cycle263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvmm4jtY4g
I try to focus on my survival, but I never see its arrival 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtiiyeHNQV
So I lay here, my body limp and my heart slowing 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8C3EHsz4TN
The deprival of blood, of color, of feeling 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDe9wrt1zpU
My life is fleeting, like the confidcence I once had 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKtxDaxtxp
I never meet my revival
But no one understands, no one offers a hand 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3o388Hlk32
I try to stand, my lungs expand, only to to be stuck in secondhand smoke263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHi0GfoWqHH
My voice broke as the smoke filled my lungs and covered my eyes like some sort of cloak 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37rD6eeSFm
I tried to yell, to call out for help, but all I did was choke
Falling on my knees, right back to the ground, I look around 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68PH3oEeER
Listening to the elaborate planning of everything demanding a change 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNF88TLoJgj
They get their way, nothing remains the same263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWUHiWb6Mr
All I feel is shame as I call out every name, hoping for someone to see everything slipping away 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlt46XLcgfX
But no one comes my way, I'm disregarded and pushed away 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpoHhZlziO
I guess no one wanted me around anyway
I give in to the deadly game, as if I was ever given a choice 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQPfJZ1GSS
But maybe my only claim to fame would be that I'm pretty damn good at playing this game 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLXvah31Yq
Even if it feels like I'm locked in a cage263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGTQqhtbQq
The game of push and pull with the demons in my mind263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHi1OFwl3N
Darkness covering my eyes, I'm blind 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexHxslyWsA
But full of myself and always on time 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb09jT0GFUj
I admit that the crime is mine 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQczNIuZDJ
Now I'll serve my time
I thought, maybe if I quit it263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNZ5h8h902
The devil will lose his incentive 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPDZNDA9q2
The weak little girl, poisoned 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy53VyJ07Fb
Too bad for his game of tainting the good
But even then he just pulled down my walls 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9bcK4o4Ow
Brick by brick 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0XgSyw7Wy
And now I'm back in this smoky pit, the light drained from it 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pPutlcelJ
Smoke filling my lungs and ripping the sight from my eyes 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBgv4hnGd4
Once again, I'm blind
Even when I believe it's over263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcWAU4acsd
That the thunder has passed me by, the storm subsiding 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmCpUkRqk8
It's still right there 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lvMG0hn6r
The devil on my shoulder
