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I felt something warm against my face, and my hands traveled to the warmth, I felt something hard and rough against my palms . I opened my eyes to see Cian already up and intently staring at me. His gaze was burning holes into me. He looked the king he is while he has been in bed this whole time. 140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssWK9MB4j9
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My eyes slowly traveled down to his chest where my hands rested, I hissed and retracted my hands with the sudden realization that I've been cuddling Cian shamelessly and touching his chest. 140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCarwd5IKwg
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I couldn't help but notice the deep scars on his chest. I would think that those scars would make him feel uncomfortable to be stared at, but he just continued gazing at me without wondering why I was burning holes into his chest140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0I2SGqESPb
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"Good morning, love" 140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXjzDP4XFt
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My cheeks started turning red as I felt the hotness raise to my ears. My voice came out as a whisper 140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAHUN56YOC
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"Good morning, Cian" 140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hGsdcCuzD
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His face had melted into a soft smile on his lips and happiness in his eyes "It is indeed a magnificent morning waking up next to my one and only" 140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0bur4hWYi
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My eyes widened at his statement, I wasn't exactly shy with others, but I had no idea why my whole demeanor changed with him present. He always made me feel like distancing myself because I wasn't sure why I felt these overwhelming emotions. This man made me feel like opening the Mother Earth and throwing myself in it as the hole closes behind me. He made me feel things that I wasn't sure of.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhJZDxUVX0
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I couldn't answer to what he said, so I gave him a smile which I wasn't sure came out as a smile but more like a stupid excuse of embarrassment. 140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVLhqrZZs9
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Making my way out of bed and keeping my head down because I didn't want him to stare at me anymore. I knew that if he didn't find me beautiful at my worst, he wouldn't deserve my best. But I didn't want to be seen in my worst, I felt too exposed. 140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaE3Ui6oiB
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I hurried into the bathroom and closed the door behind me. I had subconsciously locked the door. It was stuck with me since childhood.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TZooBoheK
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When I was a child, for more than 18 years, I wasn't allowed to close the door even when I was changing. I had encountered many weird and uncomfortable situations in my life. My mother not giving me the privacy I needed, my father would walk right into my room while I'd change. Sure he would go back out because once I was older I knew that is something wrong, but when I was 10 and around that age, he would get into my room when we were alone to "help me" zip my jeans. Now I know it might've just been exactly that, but I had no problems zipping it myself. Not to also mention he had watched porn in my room while I would go to get him a cup of water.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtALFCRceSM
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I need to take my pills.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhN3YFZjgj
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I haven't been taking them properly since I've moved in and it has been affecting me badly. 140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QkgfseeBC
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I was on Anti depressants, ADHD pills and OCD pills. They were all very strong on me. But they had helped with controlling my impulsive thoughts and helped me focus.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaYmSLI8Ov
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And now I had completely forgotten about them.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdje0smiMT
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Unwillingly, I had slid down against the bathroom walls and onto the floor. I couldn't think straight anymore as I remembered everything I had been through.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBkKi2Tg6m
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My clothes had been drenched in the shower. I realized I had turned on the water to muffle my voice and my thoughts.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvwwTp9yUV
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How could my mom still be attached to the bastard. He was disgusting. He was a cheater, a manipulative husband and father, an abuser.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqvYo9OHjz
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He never did anything fatherly without the occasional money which was rare. I had begged him to stop forcing me into things I didn't want, to stop being so manipulative, but nothing worked. So I did.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjUxkPN2Co
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I stopped it all and no one could stop me from my actions. Ever since I've killed him I've felt more free.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7xpfc5CZP
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I don't think Cian would ever understand any of it.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kvNjTIAi5
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Not to mention that my mom keeps bringing up that it's all my fault, that the end of the day he is blood and I'm their daughter, that I shouldn't have threw him out of our lives.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIvYsbVlNu
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And that she would have aborted me when she had the chance to.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRoQXSQ0Cj
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The first time he found out I had self harmed, he had called me a whore, a slut that was wrong for doing so. When I had clearly said it's all because of them.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutn5pjtlzv
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They didn't stop, 140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2wdbl1MEH
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So I stopped them.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMHJzsQ38g
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I'm breaking again.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLyMLSpGkE
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My knees had been pulled to my chest as I held my head in my palms, I kept hearing screams and I had no idea where it came from. I heard banging in the distance as my eyes burned with water trickling down.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIdmtltfEp
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I saw Cian the first thing as the door opened.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdO3kAVpJU
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Why is he here,140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXxHn3FDuO
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He shouldn't see me like this,140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2FkEfSeyT
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I clenched my teeth as I heard grinding from them,140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcWYCPHNLs
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The screams have started getting louder in my ears140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzf4Z3TzwC
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It was me,140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNXUlzFzCx
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I was the one screaming,140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLTn8GtIYb
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Why was I screaming,140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdRJkBfymF
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Without realizing that I hadn't been breathing this whole time, my vision had turned dark and I had been reaching out to Cian for help.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8IJtQuSk5
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But the closer he got, the worse my condition got.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmySpvudS0q
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I felt pain going through my forehead as the wall kept getting closer and further from me.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOl7eJO6gQ1
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I was banging my head against the wall.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtoDEVSYjV9
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I didn't mean to.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUoa4SD7YD
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I don't know what's going on.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWUjeprdC9
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I felt strong arms wrapping around me,140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡau440R4cVH
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Cian was cradling me close to his body, his lips were moving but I didn't hear anything coming out of them140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhmzOK1X3E
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My lips moved on their own, I didn't know what I had said, but I saw Cian's eyes140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOpqWA3ldd
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There was panic, hurt and devestation in them. His eyes were too beautiful to be tainted with those emotions, his hands turned towards the faucet and cold water had suddenly hit my body140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvNNDILMEX
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I was suddenly brought back to the present.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0V6x4LPg2
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I hard started breathing again as my head dropped on Cian's shoulder.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1P2X4v6Agl
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He held me tightly without question as he sat in front of the cold water that he gradually turned less cold and more warm with me directly under it, without realizing, I leaned towards him and my eyes started fluttering shut140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMbfkhtdBw
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"Relax little mate, We are right here, no one will hurt you, we will protect you" 140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuzPsk63U1
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"I promise"140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYRAJJIlSN
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