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I felt something warm against my face, and my hands traveled to the warmth, I felt something hard and rough against my palms . I opened my eyes to see Cian already up and intently staring at me. His gaze was burning holes into me. He looked the king he is while he has been in bed this whole time. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZULltPBMQ
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My eyes slowly traveled down to his chest where my hands rested, I hissed and retracted my hands with the sudden realization that I've been cuddling Cian shamelessly and touching his chest. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaURMBhXDf4
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I couldn't help but notice the deep scars on his chest. I would think that those scars would make him feel uncomfortable to be stared at, but he just continued gazing at me without wondering why I was burning holes into his chest177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaXwZO9sBQ
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"Good morning, love" 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NBM0umyAZ
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My cheeks started turning red as I felt the hotness raise to my ears. My voice came out as a whisper 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4W08vhXC1
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"Good morning, Cian" 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4kduwWnsh
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His face had melted into a soft smile on his lips and happiness in his eyes "It is indeed a magnificent morning waking up next to my one and only" 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVhc3CqtGm
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My eyes widened at his statement, I wasn't exactly shy with others, but I had no idea why my whole demeanor changed with him present. He always made me feel like distancing myself because I wasn't sure why I felt these overwhelming emotions. This man made me feel like opening the Mother Earth and throwing myself in it as the hole closes behind me. He made me feel things that I wasn't sure of.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGDoK0QFpt
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I couldn't answer to what he said, so I gave him a smile which I wasn't sure came out as a smile but more like a stupid excuse of embarrassment. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknL1TjORNs
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Making my way out of bed and keeping my head down because I didn't want him to stare at me anymore. I knew that if he didn't find me beautiful at my worst, he wouldn't deserve my best. But I didn't want to be seen in my worst, I felt too exposed. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnl8Qb5DkJ
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I hurried into the bathroom and closed the door behind me. I had subconsciously locked the door. It was stuck with me since childhood.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWBiYce2kT
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When I was a child, for more than 18 years, I wasn't allowed to close the door even when I was changing. I had encountered many weird and uncomfortable situations in my life. My mother not giving me the privacy I needed, my father would walk right into my room while I'd change. Sure he would go back out because once I was older I knew that is something wrong, but when I was 10 and around that age, he would get into my room when we were alone to "help me" zip my jeans. Now I know it might've just been exactly that, but I had no problems zipping it myself. Not to also mention he had watched porn in my room while I would go to get him a cup of water.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2VQtNXWTt
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I need to take my pills.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmC0QS10uW7
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I haven't been taking them properly since I've moved in and it has been affecting me badly. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccVEXA9PGL
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I was on Anti depressants, ADHD pills and OCD pills. They were all very strong on me. But they had helped with controlling my impulsive thoughts and helped me focus.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUNELedB2Y
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And now I had completely forgotten about them.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8sNdtwNsVk
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Unwillingly, I had slid down against the bathroom walls and onto the floor. I couldn't think straight anymore as I remembered everything I had been through.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3d1V0n27ls
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My clothes had been drenched in the shower. I realized I had turned on the water to muffle my voice and my thoughts.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAaiuWtUKp
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How could my mom still be attached to the bastard. He was disgusting. He was a cheater, a manipulative husband and father, an abuser.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45eg5xQZXG
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He never did anything fatherly without the occasional money which was rare. I had begged him to stop forcing me into things I didn't want, to stop being so manipulative, but nothing worked. So I did.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVw239F0V9
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I stopped it all and no one could stop me from my actions. Ever since I've killed him I've felt more free.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZNZOzuiha
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I don't think Cian would ever understand any of it.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Xuih0KV6Y
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Not to mention that my mom keeps bringing up that it's all my fault, that the end of the day he is blood and I'm their daughter, that I shouldn't have threw him out of our lives.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgcWTnf1my
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And that she would have aborted me when she had the chance to.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJz2t2me9jV
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The first time he found out I had self harmed, he had called me a whore, a slut that was wrong for doing so. When I had clearly said it's all because of them.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobB737m3ZT
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They didn't stop, 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaLSCQWycw
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So I stopped them.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhSnAgxhSS
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I'm breaking again.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJPie9a6k9
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My knees had been pulled to my chest as I held my head in my palms, I kept hearing screams and I had no idea where it came from. I heard banging in the distance as my eyes burned with water trickling down.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL35ifnQ6yX
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I saw Cian the first thing as the door opened.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyoHRx5Fsj
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Why is he here,177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3Y0oc1Uye
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He shouldn't see me like this,177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNJ2eavvWw
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I clenched my teeth as I heard grinding from them,177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAZm5kiP1A
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The screams have started getting louder in my ears177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUy9fHbDB2O
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It was me,177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSGIAAqP0v
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I was the one screaming,177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcEB0aQTMs
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Why was I screaming,177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVuIgZ5M2v
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Without realizing that I hadn't been breathing this whole time, my vision had turned dark and I had been reaching out to Cian for help.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8ZcIMNC5H
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But the closer he got, the worse my condition got.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3orNwjklZ
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I felt pain going through my forehead as the wall kept getting closer and further from me.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLsCJzT3IN
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I was banging my head against the wall.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJsyElIpjV
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I didn't mean to.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3kXP9zu1L
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I don't know what's going on.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmcWLU1xUh
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I felt strong arms wrapping around me,177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjB51zPNcII
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Cian was cradling me close to his body, his lips were moving but I didn't hear anything coming out of them177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMmGzrcxq5
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My lips moved on their own, I didn't know what I had said, but I saw Cian's eyes177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qmYm5xhq3
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There was panic, hurt and devestation in them. His eyes were too beautiful to be tainted with those emotions, his hands turned towards the faucet and cold water had suddenly hit my body177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyP4TGFiIB
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I was suddenly brought back to the present.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZq8eM71sj
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I hard started breathing again as my head dropped on Cian's shoulder.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnc20FudZ4
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He held me tightly without question as he sat in front of the cold water that he gradually turned less cold and more warm with me directly under it, without realizing, I leaned towards him and my eyes started fluttering shut177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXDy89BAHx
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"Relax little mate, We are right here, no one will hurt you, we will protect you" 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8OtyTU4v3
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