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I felt something warm against my face, and my hands traveled to the warmth, I felt something hard and rough against my palms . I opened my eyes to see Cian already up and intently staring at me. His gaze was burning holes into me. He looked the king he is while he has been in bed this whole time. 210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9JdWjh3nW
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My eyes slowly traveled down to his chest where my hands rested, I hissed and retracted my hands with the sudden realization that I've been cuddling Cian shamelessly and touching his chest. 210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0V8IFqEMz
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I couldn't help but notice the deep scars on his chest. I would think that those scars would make him feel uncomfortable to be stared at, but he just continued gazing at me without wondering why I was burning holes into his chest210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvumlRrs3M8
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"Good morning, love" 210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCe5or3biC
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My cheeks started turning red as I felt the hotness raise to my ears. My voice came out as a whisper 210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7T4BwxCyaK
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"Good morning, Cian" 210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQ07U6f2sB
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His face had melted into a soft smile on his lips and happiness in his eyes "It is indeed a magnificent morning waking up next to my one and only" 210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkfSLJkGWC
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My eyes widened at his statement, I wasn't exactly shy with others, but I had no idea why my whole demeanor changed with him present. He always made me feel like distancing myself because I wasn't sure why I felt these overwhelming emotions. This man made me feel like opening the Mother Earth and throwing myself in it as the hole closes behind me. He made me feel things that I wasn't sure of.210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZMAu8oFMD
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I couldn't answer to what he said, so I gave him a smile which I wasn't sure came out as a smile but more like a stupid excuse of embarrassment. 210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTd2LOSwA27
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Making my way out of bed and keeping my head down because I didn't want him to stare at me anymore. I knew that if he didn't find me beautiful at my worst, he wouldn't deserve my best. But I didn't want to be seen in my worst, I felt too exposed. 210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUy35O0WG2
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I hurried into the bathroom and closed the door behind me. I had subconsciously locked the door. It was stuck with me since childhood.210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJW3KOLeBzO
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When I was a child, for more than 18 years, I wasn't allowed to close the door even when I was changing. I had encountered many weird and uncomfortable situations in my life. My mother not giving me the privacy I needed, my father would walk right into my room while I'd change. Sure he would go back out because once I was older I knew that is something wrong, but when I was 10 and around that age, he would get into my room when we were alone to "help me" zip my jeans. Now I know it might've just been exactly that, but I had no problems zipping it myself. Not to also mention he had watched porn in my room while I would go to get him a cup of water.210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgooJLumuOF
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I need to take my pills.210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0vsfziTTI
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I haven't been taking them properly since I've moved in and it has been affecting me badly. 210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5R91NTJyb4
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I was on Anti depressants, ADHD pills and OCD pills. They were all very strong on me. But they had helped with controlling my impulsive thoughts and helped me focus.210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7fySzYVnJ
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And now I had completely forgotten about them.210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLtHRhu8Da
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Unwillingly, I had slid down against the bathroom walls and onto the floor. I couldn't think straight anymore as I remembered everything I had been through.210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kXpXmK1jL
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My clothes had been drenched in the shower. I realized I had turned on the water to muffle my voice and my thoughts.210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKH5UHRKZw
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How could my mom still be attached to the bastard. He was disgusting. He was a cheater, a manipulative husband and father, an abuser.210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9iVLUYpLvV
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He never did anything fatherly without the occasional money which was rare. I had begged him to stop forcing me into things I didn't want, to stop being so manipulative, but nothing worked. So I did.210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpzMEetrhP
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I stopped it all and no one could stop me from my actions. Ever since I've killed him I've felt more free.210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCncEtdXQXA
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I don't think Cian would ever understand any of it.210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5HSW1QjTT
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Not to mention that my mom keeps bringing up that it's all my fault, that the end of the day he is blood and I'm their daughter, that I shouldn't have threw him out of our lives.210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHnWdQzX5B
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And that she would have aborted me when she had the chance to.210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GKXugMJkm
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The first time he found out I had self harmed, he had called me a whore, a slut that was wrong for doing so. When I had clearly said it's all because of them.210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiuoRPGbrZ
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They didn't stop, 210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oP9EweYeH
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So I stopped them.210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq51QhmqMkN
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I'm breaking again.210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHfHynUJaI
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My knees had been pulled to my chest as I held my head in my palms, I kept hearing screams and I had no idea where it came from. I heard banging in the distance as my eyes burned with water trickling down.210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9HYtkGYhc
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I saw Cian the first thing as the door opened.210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABjQ6C4P3n
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Why is he here,210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4FxY2pgCw
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He shouldn't see me like this,210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdi3BjrOvK
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I clenched my teeth as I heard grinding from them,210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQZ5iqMP2a
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The screams have started getting louder in my ears210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUjsV9U5Iu
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It was me,210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFw2NeeVwo
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I was the one screaming,210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnXoPjPECa
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Why was I screaming,210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSre5iGolK
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Without realizing that I hadn't been breathing this whole time, my vision had turned dark and I had been reaching out to Cian for help.210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnkPzZMjJl
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But the closer he got, the worse my condition got.210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAALvQnMtIt
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I felt pain going through my forehead as the wall kept getting closer and further from me.210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOBQZ7PEBL
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I was banging my head against the wall.210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3BeifKhvl
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I didn't mean to.210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pjb9Z6lQL
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I don't know what's going on.210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwO987bjnOa
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I felt strong arms wrapping around me,210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKeuw17LRps
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Cian was cradling me close to his body, his lips were moving but I didn't hear anything coming out of them210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHfloVD3NS
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My lips moved on their own, I didn't know what I had said, but I saw Cian's eyes210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZOd3FgRy7
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There was panic, hurt and devestation in them. His eyes were too beautiful to be tainted with those emotions, his hands turned towards the faucet and cold water had suddenly hit my body210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yKQUSmU5H
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I was suddenly brought back to the present.210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92G43p81bf
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I hard started breathing again as my head dropped on Cian's shoulder.210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKckAIxPqRa
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He held me tightly without question as he sat in front of the cold water that he gradually turned less cold and more warm with me directly under it, without realizing, I leaned towards him and my eyes started fluttering shut210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MXzxofZji
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"Relax little mate, We are right here, no one will hurt you, we will protect you" 210Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCusk68PqI2
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