"Which is the true nightmare, the horrific dream that you have in your sleep or the dissatisfied reality that awaits you when you awake?" 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQrIdY2HHg
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After we left his forest, he had walked me to my chambers, it actually was really nice to walk there together.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLppN6Bxbpg
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I stood in front of my room and he awkwardly motioned for me to go in. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYVZJ21Zwi
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"It's okay, Cian. Let me see you go" 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40HbSGX5xr
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He awkwardly rubbed his neck and looked around 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixdgKVqgE2
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"Please, I insist, my queen. You go in first" 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAavAZkdd6
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I tried to not let a smile show on my lips but in return I couldn't hold it in so I looked down and made my way in silently. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoOsz3QJAc
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For a while I didn't hear anything but then I heard a few steps away from my door. But not more than that. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcDS3EJPPE
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I guess he is a silent walker. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcLqmL8sRN
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after the shower, I had gotten ready to go to bed. But then I remembered that I didn't have dinner. So I decided to get out in my pastel purple hoodie and black basketball shorts into the dark night for a midnight snack. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSi0zQHXEMw
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Once I opened my door I felt something heavy leaning against it and fall. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHGuIsmNkw
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What the fuck? 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzcNo4N7PX
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I jumped back instantly getting my twin blades on the table. But when I looked down I saw Cian. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGTnJhQfiQ
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What is he doing here? 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEBEmRXltd
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He squinted his eyes looking as confused as I did. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sWISdz60e
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"Cian" 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilzDd20yWZ
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He looked at me and smiled dashingly. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjT3nHvWov
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"If it isn't my beautiful mate, this is exactly what my imaginations picked out for you to wear" 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKe1MWgweB
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I looked at him even more confused203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDngC81DqM
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"I want you so bad, we want you so bad that we look forward to sleeping nowadays just to dream about you".203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcocAAiCdA
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His eyes softened "and we used to rarely sleep"203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbfPD2T4E7
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He stood up without caring about how close he had gotten to me. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiBIAP2xfu
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"Cian what are you-" 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTua8GpQOM
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And he just closed in even more, held my cheeks in his palms and kissed me so passionately that my vision started spinning. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYIa0GR363
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God, I love it when he kisses me. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzTnJKnq7E
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His lips moved against my own battling for his tongue to get into my mouth. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTxjcciIQp
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He tasted so fucking delicious. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTHEgQ7iU3
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It got more heated so quickly that I didn't expect his next actions. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpPR4BsQIW
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He pushed me on the bed while kissing and cupped my breast. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXw3Zx9gBLq
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It fit so perfectly in his hands. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbFK9b6vMb
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And I wasn't wearing a bra. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemxDR1Sc9E
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My nipples instantly hardened at his touch, yearning for his mouth and teeth. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0pK7QhsQ4
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I wanted him so fucking badly. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9kjhridue
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Then something snapped me out of the daze, I felt his manhood on my thigh over our clothes. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqWa9O3PlP
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I quickly pushed him away with force, that seemed to awaken him. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnc2VfF0o4E
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His eyes opened so wide upon realizing what was going on. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJdoO8MHTo
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The horror washed over his face as his eyes fired with guilt. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdthnCq7PgS
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"I-I am so sorry, my queen. I swear on my crown that I thought I was dreaming" 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyobhNoLXX0
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He looked down.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGK3zBqkHD
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However when I looked closely, it wasn't just guilt on his face, he looked ashamed as well. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEwBZ2IvXw
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I felt bad. I know he isn't supposed to be doing this without my permission, but I have already accepted him as my mate, and I really don't mind for him to touch me. I at least don't think he forced himself on me. But I still think that this is going way too quickly. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2CknJL36m
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This whole mate thing, I don't know how to go about it, I don't know whats normal and what's not normal, and to be honest, I don't know anything about love. And what I'm feeling right now, scares me. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ499ROqO166
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I kneeled next to him. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdESKWGQxjr
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"Cian, why are you here?" 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBD6bfHpX97
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"It was Helios, ever since he had seen you and felt you, he has not stopped talking about you. He kept asking for you. He wanted to sleep next to you and have you in our arms, but I know that you would not want that so we came to an agreement to sleep outside your room" 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEx10D7WNI
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My eyes widened. He could've just asked. But then again if I had said no he would've still slept outside. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPJiOzx5VL
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Fuck it. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EJ8NyHjxR
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"You can stay" 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCkDbTbn48
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His head instantly whipped up with shock and happiness lightening in his brown eyes. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZHmKMBx14
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"Besides I need to tell you something, but first would you like some midnight snacks, your majesty?" 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFg3S2nv78
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I was teasing him at this point. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7XcdEuOEV
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I sleepily smiled at him and made my way out to the kitchen,203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ov7xGyLbo
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Cian had awkwardly followed me, his eyes roaming around every where we were going. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lv6UDsobm
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It seemed like his guard radar has been set on high right now and I didn't like that because this is his castle, there is no one in this kingdom that would try anything funny with him. I mean our people knew he was kind to his own, but he really was fearless otherwise. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuc7BK9X0C8
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So why is he so cautious? 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNayNaybpR0
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I tried to quickly open the fridge and get anything chocolatey out. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXw5CuVRWwo
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My periods start tomorrow, so I'll get anything that's sweet to help me through it, and of course, we have sick days we can take off as well depending on how sick you are. That's gotta be tomorrow and the day after. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwwj4KzbEV
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I looked around and got more snacks remembering Cian is going to stay too. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtEMuaan65
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I started quickly making my way back to my room as Cian followed me sneakily checking everything around us. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReC2Hg9ZJ9
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As we went into my room, I closed my door and locked it. I set the snacks down, grabbed a couple of cute cups that my mother had given me back when she was nicer, and set them down. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo22hPDES22
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Pouring some hot milk into each cup, I sat down nibbling on a piece of heavenly chocolate while hugging my legs to my body. The cramps were already killing me. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEK7PLJhSC
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I suffer from something that I didn't even bother remembering the name of, but it's that I get cramps before, during and after my periods. I don't have any way to fix it or make it feel better other than sex, according to the doctors. And I've never had sex.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUKuKTbOQC
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And I sure as hell am not getting any.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1L7bD2NSNy
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Cian may already be aware of it once I get my periods, and honestly that makes me feel a bit uneasy because I don't want him to smell that.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTzlkBjkZc
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I laid my head back holding my tears back, God I hate getting so emotional over nothing. Last time I had my periods I cried over a piece of tomato that fell. I bawled my eyes out.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYNn935ajv
It is crazy when even through tough times like this if I was on a battlefield I could cover it all up, I just blank out and fight, but normally I felt like a normal girl, yet I suffered from feeling numb and feeling too much.
Cian sat close to me, his shoulders were slightly grazing mine, it felt like electricity and euphoria mixed together going up my body.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pfTs50Apv
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"Signy" 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJ3ZksuJc8
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His voice called over to me and I opened one eye to look at him. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSk81XbnOP
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He opened his arms 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIa2H9SHxa
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"C-Can we c-cuddle?" 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbLgmNA8c1
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His cheeks tinted slightly,203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7ycbzV8jO
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I really could use some cuddling. And he was way too adorable to give in to right away. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmXKM7AbH9
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I scooted closer and laid my head on his shoulder, but he instead decided to pick me up, making me gasp as he put me down on his lap. His arms sneaked around my waist as he pushed my head on his chest. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYdxirzD94
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His heart was beating fast, possibly faster than mine. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmbZRaIEtQ
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The king is cuddling his mate who happens to be a leader of the warriors of Asmodemia. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AOrHBQboz
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Without realizing it, I had slowly drifted into a comfortable sleep deciding to tell him everything some other time, 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjEwdvKSAA
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I'm not ready, 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MQD9ZyWR5
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I'm not ready to leave,203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkirDsyj2Jl
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