"Which is the true nightmare, the horrific dream that you have in your sleep or the dissatisfied reality that awaits you when you awake?" 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30H7VKzJ52
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After we left his forest, he had walked me to my chambers, it actually was really nice to walk there together.167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0RnkUrXwm
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I stood in front of my room and he awkwardly motioned for me to go in. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7EiVC8eov
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"It's okay, Cian. Let me see you go" 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLEEDVcu6Q
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He awkwardly rubbed his neck and looked around 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGHP7Kruei
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"Please, I insist, my queen. You go in first" 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9N9UbQDukp
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I tried to not let a smile show on my lips but in return I couldn't hold it in so I looked down and made my way in silently. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARHIwPZkDv
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For a while I didn't hear anything but then I heard a few steps away from my door. But not more than that. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWAqRm6KV6
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I guess he is a silent walker. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPpwdB3Ywt
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after the shower, I had gotten ready to go to bed. But then I remembered that I didn't have dinner. So I decided to get out in my pastel purple hoodie and black basketball shorts into the dark night for a midnight snack. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdBYZJm0ma
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Once I opened my door I felt something heavy leaning against it and fall. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWHu7FC019
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What the fuck? 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MiXr7pHzK
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I jumped back instantly getting my twin blades on the table. But when I looked down I saw Cian. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVlPhatFuX
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What is he doing here? 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsoAZ64lDhI
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He squinted his eyes looking as confused as I did. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlFh19WFYI
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"Cian" 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQizjgRTPE7
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He looked at me and smiled dashingly. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmxrnhQ4LI
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"If it isn't my beautiful mate, this is exactly what my imaginations picked out for you to wear" 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8llLwXxeS
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I looked at him even more confused167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctOqs1fAbE
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"I want you so bad, we want you so bad that we look forward to sleeping nowadays just to dream about you".167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uSlt7kweY
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His eyes softened "and we used to rarely sleep"167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxAN2eRduu
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He stood up without caring about how close he had gotten to me. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAbrTOxnri
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"Cian what are you-" 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jlxjb3eVA
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And he just closed in even more, held my cheeks in his palms and kissed me so passionately that my vision started spinning. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWL9lH0uZg
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God, I love it when he kisses me. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrK0Cg40va
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His lips moved against my own battling for his tongue to get into my mouth. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fmQAbuDXT
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He tasted so fucking delicious. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JaULDw2mK
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It got more heated so quickly that I didn't expect his next actions. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMQONUZcUh
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He pushed me on the bed while kissing and cupped my breast. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeO9QPhZiu8
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It fit so perfectly in his hands. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiQJdKsWP6
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And I wasn't wearing a bra. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuzd2xGG4C
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My nipples instantly hardened at his touch, yearning for his mouth and teeth. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbeUnrJqLnd
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I wanted him so fucking badly. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEcFRBVbNm
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Then something snapped me out of the daze, I felt his manhood on my thigh over our clothes. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvXhRSxcmi
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I quickly pushed him away with force, that seemed to awaken him. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhB2TBGBpkF
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His eyes opened so wide upon realizing what was going on. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlfV9DfkEJ
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The horror washed over his face as his eyes fired with guilt. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSJkXeK1yS
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"I-I am so sorry, my queen. I swear on my crown that I thought I was dreaming" 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYeRC8Elq5
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He looked down.167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4LZDfNBAg
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However when I looked closely, it wasn't just guilt on his face, he looked ashamed as well. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPMzB9apO3
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I felt bad. I know he isn't supposed to be doing this without my permission, but I have already accepted him as my mate, and I really don't mind for him to touch me. I at least don't think he forced himself on me. But I still think that this is going way too quickly. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugI4PN7MdF
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This whole mate thing, I don't know how to go about it, I don't know whats normal and what's not normal, and to be honest, I don't know anything about love. And what I'm feeling right now, scares me. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vIY24F4gm
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I kneeled next to him. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQn5GqiXek
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"Cian, why are you here?" 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6LhZQTrxk
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He looked up avoiding my gaze 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0SeCUJyaH
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"It was Helios, ever since he had seen you and felt you, he has not stopped talking about you. He kept asking for you. He wanted to sleep next to you and have you in our arms, but I know that you would not want that so we came to an agreement to sleep outside your room" 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUKYYfILkI
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My eyes widened. He could've just asked. But then again if I had said no he would've still slept outside. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDz85Pndjmx
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Fuck it. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9sevaTyOi
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"You can stay" 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9XbMAMr8K
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His head instantly whipped up with shock and happiness lightening in his brown eyes. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11EJtl0Cqm
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"Besides I need to tell you something, but first would you like some midnight snacks, your majesty?" 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBPs6tWrj9
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I was teasing him at this point. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfcOV9rAWF
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I sleepily smiled at him and made my way out to the kitchen,167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6bDxsMohw
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Cian had awkwardly followed me, his eyes roaming around every where we were going. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaxkH16QYF
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It seemed like his guard radar has been set on high right now and I didn't like that because this is his castle, there is no one in this kingdom that would try anything funny with him. I mean our people knew he was kind to his own, but he really was fearless otherwise. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIx098URiSl
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So why is he so cautious? 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyv2NgdijI
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I tried to quickly open the fridge and get anything chocolatey out. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWya0rqPxA
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My periods start tomorrow, so I'll get anything that's sweet to help me through it, and of course, we have sick days we can take off as well depending on how sick you are. That's gotta be tomorrow and the day after. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbmnx8xNPv
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I looked around and got more snacks remembering Cian is going to stay too. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOeQiR489D
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I started quickly making my way back to my room as Cian followed me sneakily checking everything around us. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLERA0ch4nF
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As we went into my room, I closed my door and locked it. I set the snacks down, grabbed a couple of cute cups that my mother had given me back when she was nicer, and set them down. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HoK6pJdOB
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Pouring some hot milk into each cup, I sat down nibbling on a piece of heavenly chocolate while hugging my legs to my body. The cramps were already killing me. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEKaJaqGjY
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I suffer from something that I didn't even bother remembering the name of, but it's that I get cramps before, during and after my periods. I don't have any way to fix it or make it feel better other than sex, according to the doctors. And I've never had sex.167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kEc5JHpqe
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And I sure as hell am not getting any.167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWNhdgCgLc
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Cian may already be aware of it once I get my periods, and honestly that makes me feel a bit uneasy because I don't want him to smell that.167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwU7ay5ybS
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I laid my head back holding my tears back, God I hate getting so emotional over nothing. Last time I had my periods I cried over a piece of tomato that fell. I bawled my eyes out.167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3ORjXBsKp
It is crazy when even through tough times like this if I was on a battlefield I could cover it all up, I just blank out and fight, but normally I felt like a normal girl, yet I suffered from feeling numb and feeling too much.
Cian sat close to me, his shoulders were slightly grazing mine, it felt like electricity and euphoria mixed together going up my body.167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlq5hWsWPSH
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"Signy" 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWp7C0zhHH
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His voice called over to me and I opened one eye to look at him. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDbD9m88O1
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He opened his arms 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWp1GIcyVNq
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"C-Can we c-cuddle?" 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclnQTUkx5p
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His cheeks tinted slightly,167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFFyLhYmew
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I really could use some cuddling. And he was way too adorable to give in to right away. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRxtZLeL85
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I scooted closer and laid my head on his shoulder, but he instead decided to pick me up, making me gasp as he put me down on his lap. His arms sneaked around my waist as he pushed my head on his chest. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHatQg9uf9S
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His heart was beating fast, possibly faster than mine. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Vkxtlf5yF
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The king is cuddling his mate who happens to be a leader of the warriors of Asmodemia. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9lDGiD8hN
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Without realizing it, I had slowly drifted into a comfortable sleep deciding to tell him everything some other time, 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSDWDTa3DO
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I'm not ready, 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQTJdRSGf1
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I'm not ready to leave,167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZdQLA0SQU
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