「時間實際上並不能治癒傷痛。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnL3VhZLkwn
它只是緩和了痛苦，模糊了記憶。」237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WtMxXu9KO
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凌晨四點。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvpIVmPJmw
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濃郁夜色席捲一切，星辰寥落，一片深邃中藏着無數顆破碎的心。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIE55OO9c2j
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陳凱婷最近經常從夢中驚醒，帶着一身冷汗不斷喘氣。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXnXxl3Q2h
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和朱碩謙分手的事至今已有三年，她一開始以為自己能慢慢揮別過去。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEos2H92ISW
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然而隨著經歷了數段感情後，她逐漸意識到自己在不知不覺間被困在過去的回憶中，哪怕是最輕微的身體接觸都能引起她巨大的反應。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyT2GbTFd0C
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某個前任曾經紅着眼，對她一字一句地說：你不能把過往的傷害，帶給下一個人。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYdjQapEba
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她無言以對。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpX3qVRG50z
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她何嘗不想擺脫那些陰影呢？237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lr5LjBrtn
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女生臉上盡顯疲態，目光像失焦般投向床尾堆疊在一起的棉被。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVDEvtt4Ob
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被子形成一座小山丘豎立她面前，腳尖被壓得一動不動，恍惚中一種喘不過氣的錯覺。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94PQkiC2IX
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她像認命般放棄掙扎，身子往下躺，視野只剩下空白一片的天花板。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsH2LIGk773
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月光從窗外斜斜地投射進來，在陳凱婷頭上映出拉長了的窗框影子，她懶懶地翻了個身。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiIvPVDbqu
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合上眼。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBA7c4dlMGB
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回憶如黑夜般佔據一切。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SGDEstjCq
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生活糟糕得咄咄逼人── 陳國強這半年以來進醫院的次數比以往頻繁了許多，留院檢查的時間亦延長了不少。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vWErrhC76
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於是陳凱婷便要負上父親掉下來的擔子，替補他缺席的課堂，此刻她大概處於同時間兼顧學業以及道場裡種種大小事的繁忙狀態。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPu3MHXEgC
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更不用說蔣玲玲的狀況了，自從陳國強成了醫院常客後，也不知道是習慣還是賭氣，她總會在晚飯時預留一個位置給常年不回來吃飯的丈夫。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRXfEPaqet
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然後在睡覺前默默把陳國強那碗飯倒掉。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhmzRkqT9m
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陳凱婷經常一臉無奈地盯着陳國強那專屬位置，還有那雙筷子，暗自猶豫到底要否和蔣玲玲道出真相。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvh0SumEEXD
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陳國強回家的機會愈來愈渺茫了。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnalbX145QB
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當然，她最後還是不敢說出口，生怕蔣玲玲這一受刺激病情惡化便會釀成無法收拾的局面。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmssPsODZjf
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那晚，陳凱婷重新睡著前的最後一刻還在思考明天的行程。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwjIWTDemy
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早上需要回大學那邊考試，中午到醫院探望陳國強，然後晚上有長達四小時的跆拳道課。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GNlw0Q8Yp
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她偶爾感覺自己更和一部機械人並無二別，每天重複完成千篇一律的任務，七情六慾都被迫抑壓在心底裡發酵，然後在晚上演變成一個又一個讓她夜不能寢的噩夢。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63MQbq7qO4
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她不斷在某種困局中徘徊，答案似乎離她很近，可卻永遠隔了一層紗。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09KGSyrbBH
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摸不透，看不穿，走不出來。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOH7Nb91yXy
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翌日，陳凱婷像個沒事人般拿著倆膠袋走進陳國強的單人病房裡。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3f7jmZ5HW
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她先是打量了一遍明亮寬敞的房間，還有一旁的電視，然後把焦點放在中間的病床上。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84rtkY2hGT
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不愧是私家醫院，不愧是金錢的力量。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlk8U7HLaE
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至少她不用忍受某些陌生大叔盯得人渾身發毛的眼神，還有那股像是放了數天沒洗的髒衣服味。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjz6MD9xir6
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「嚟啦？」陳國強微微支起身子。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ahEF2pVZM
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他聲音再也沒有像以往那樣低沉莊嚴，現在更像卡了一口濃痰，聽得人耳膜不適。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkgSAOgXyg
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「例行公事。」陳凱婷舉起膠袋晃了晃，臉上寫滿不情願。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSY2wVOSCWA
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病房寂靜，窗簾透出天外的光亮晴朗。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUISBHf4BV
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他嘆了口氣，感嘆自家女兒還是一如既往地口硬心軟：「道場嗰邊點？仲係你睇住？」237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJprzIS9zk
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她聽出了他的潛台詞，皺眉，隨便拉了一張椅子坐到對面。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAN5ywQTdtO
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當陳凱婷坐在那裏，靜靜看著陳國強時，總讓她有種照魔鏡的微妙感覺。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yAJBf6IcV
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她歪歪頭，默認了他的問題。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOssk9PtPe
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陳國強好像從來沒承認過自己在跆拳道方面特別有天份，更加沒有支持過自己。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJdbgaJ3Qq
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他好像滿腦子都只想着要由兒子去繼承道場，至於女兒……她感覺陳國強只想把她嫁出去就作罷。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xUFOD9rIS
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「點解你咁唔鍾意我去玩跆拳道呢？」陳凱婷終於捨得解開她這些年來耿耿於懷的疑團。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBZaHQr3yv
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她趁對方還在思考時順便開始幫他削蘋果。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPtwY7mqWc
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一圈又一圈的蘋果皮堪堪掛著，她垂下頭不緊不慢地削，有股等不到答案便不會離開的堅持。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7YaGeAED9
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「窮養兒，富養女嘛……」237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vdhBmFhtC
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「你有做過咩？」237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9x0YhEiiI
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她一頓，刀刃卡在拇指上，滲出的血比蘋果皮更紅。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUroWUZUJh
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陳國強撇開頭，躲過她銳利的目光。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqygw5EXWPP
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「想。」他有氣無力地回答：「不過做唔到。」237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcdpgMOBkM
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她沒有接話。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqm3B8DVWbB
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蘋果很快便被切成一片片稜角分明的弧形，像陳國強那日漸陷下去的雙頰，以往還算得上健康的氣息消失了蹤影，只剩下倆顴骨掛著垮下來的肌肉。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNg14VS3mfD
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陳國強閒散地靠在床頭板上，掃視了陳凱婷一眼。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEMKDw4VA9
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他有一瞬間的失神，似乎又看到了小學時天真爛漫的女兒，那時她經常會向自己撒嬌，還有似模似樣般模仿着他大展拳腳。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcW3IfxqHKg
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後來她的笑容收斂了不少，看自己的眼神也失去了當初的敬愛。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRj7sg1R1I
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曾經的他神采飛揚，無憂無慮，身邊願意湊過來的女人多不勝數。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaTbZIx2I2
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現在他病得奄奄一息時，卻只剩下女兒願意來找自己。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtWyyoqnrn
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他不時會想，要是當初沒有在女兒失落時落井下石，也許他們還會有一絲和好的餘地。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhXT6S2jhJ
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也許她不會像現今那般痛苦，似乎無法與過去的自己達成和解。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtu5IHJoLyw
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他輕咳了聲：「人老咗之後，就發現其實冇咩係放唔低。」237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55GWLzaIN2
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走到最後，他才發現原來自己最放不下的是家人。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgzxHs6tin
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陳凱婷奇怪地瞥了他一眼。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5bDVEt5lf
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「你想表達啲咩？」237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHG1gZimvma
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氣氛再度凝結。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhgRXFFVC9
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半晌，他動了動。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZIu6EqN5E
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「可唔可以原諒我呢個唔稱職嘅老豆？」237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tg4d9qDCI
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聞言，她微仰起頭，心裡有種說不出口的難受。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrs5IbiZ4Z5
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「你好似上一秒先怨緊陳曉智冇如你願繼承家業。」她答非所問。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGooAQLZuv
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「講吓啫。」237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmGDDpv3az
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房間只剩下沉重的呼吸聲。她一時間不知道該如何回答對方。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcICQjP6Ri1
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這是他們兩父女將近三年以來第一次心平氣和地聊天。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZ2QUZz5Hs
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「聽講曉智拍咗拖，叫佢遲啲帶過嚟俾我睇吓。」237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELQUEdzG9t
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陳凱婷揚眉：「點解？」237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEN5Hh5vSAL
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即使是她也不一定能叫得動那如膠似漆的情侶呢。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0NlKjYYx1
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「我想臨走之前試吓做好父親嘅責任。」他努力扯出一個笑容：「死而無憾。」237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnzsxzbhAs
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「所以你而家算係點？想自己良心好過啲？」她聲線開始帶上鼻音。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzYHEsYu5L
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陳國強聳聳肩，眼神示意她自己意會意會。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkV9STtVbVC
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她沉默了下，對上那長得如出一轍，卻因年邁而變得混濁的瞳眸。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFiWnomGBx
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指尖發力捏著另一邊掌心，竭力抑制即將滿溢的情緒。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsIV3GuPev
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「我走啦。」陳凱婷瞟了一眼時鐘，直起身子往門口走。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSpxnwkxpZ
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女生的身影此刻顯得無比孤獨。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8wKsdgClL
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「凱婷。」237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGHrB6oPHp
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她回頭。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QowUPlZrF
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「三年啦，放低啦。」他重重咳了下：「唔好學我過咗幾廿年先嚟後悔自己錯過咗最重要嘅嘢。」237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzTDDvC83r
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「考慮吓。」237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCszAQIvift
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她臨開門前偏頭看了一眼。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjshSoDvIAV
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接著自嘲一笑。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3HRRHQ3MA
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淚水不爭氣地滑下來。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAb2lxzJg2
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比起原諒陳國強，她好像需要先原諒那懦弱的自己。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcn2vUS2kt
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