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被我從背後環抱著的這個人。8964 copyright protection126PENANArHYlVUC4Mc 維尼
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沒有了光,沒有了希望。8964 copyright protection126PENANABnHnZA5GP8 維尼
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只剩下軀殼的這個身體。8964 copyright protection126PENANAF0Nj2ZGw47 維尼
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沒關係...8964 copyright protection126PENANAYWsKSwXE0Z 維尼
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可是,如果你真的決定自殺的話。8964 copyright protection126PENANAsdpbHVeDir 維尼
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「心音,心音—!!」旁邊的聲音越來越強烈,讓我開始看清楚眼前的映像。8964 copyright protection126PENANAmxujc0LQuW 維尼
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這裡是宿舍。8964 copyright protection126PENANAKnvI3JdlvW 維尼
眼淚以及急促的呼吸不能被控制。8964 copyright protection126PENANAsXZWbrehlB 維尼
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...哥哥。8964 copyright protection126PENANA6iG6dy1vzH 維尼
不見了。8964 copyright protection126PENANADaJnh7IRxc 維尼
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真的,沒有關係。8964 copyright protection126PENANAX7WUraJxct 維尼
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我知道你很痛苦。8964 copyright protection126PENANAlL7TkDYWZL 維尼
我知道你無法在這種黑暗與罪惡感內活下去。8964 copyright protection126PENANAc7yb7wI7ev 維尼
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所以,沒有關係。8964 copyright protection126PENANA8ASGf1bOQ3 維尼
你想死也沒有關係。8964 copyright protection126PENANAxEGh3QiBlg 維尼
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可是...8964 copyright protection126PENANAOAB32wOMLY 維尼
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如果我不能把你留下來的話。8964 copyright protection126PENANAAblGJVLR06 維尼
那麼,請你帶走我吧。8964 copyright protection126PENANAcm2sMzF1qt 維尼
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「沒事吧?」主影的聲音響起,「做惡夢了嗎?」8964 copyright protection126PENANAcObK8gSevF 維尼
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...惡夢一般的回憶。8964 copyright protection126PENANAmWG6OaYvEo 維尼
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黑暗,不能控制。8964 copyright protection126PENANATmntK4TdNw 維尼
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當時的我,只有一個目的。8964 copyright protection126PENANAp4KvgZTvGu 維尼
讓你活下來。8964 copyright protection126PENANAgIf2xUnGK4 維尼
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在我調節著呼吸的時候,我才發現自己緊緊地抓住了主影的手。8964 copyright protection126PENANAUVz9qZAf5b 維尼
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主影...8964 copyright protection126PENANARZclhQMVez 維尼
非常擔心地看著我。8964 copyright protection126PENANAqCLJW7y2oP 維尼
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「...沒事。」我也邊擦著眼淚,邊交待著道。8964 copyright protection126PENANA3gPtp27Gnl 維尼
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「我去倒杯水給你吧?」主影皺著眉問道。8964 copyright protection126PENANA0W2k9B37Zc 維尼
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我沒有回答。8964 copyright protection126PENANAmC9KP7CJrn 維尼
顫動著的手卻無法放開。8964 copyright protection126PENANAXCOWsXoC3j 維尼
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「我睡了多久?」我的聲音也沒有全開。8964 copyright protection126PENANA62A4qOSNqZ 維尼
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「大約半個小時,我剛才洗完澡出來就看到你靠在沙發上邊睡邊哭了。」主影回答著道,「做了什麼夢?很可怕嗎?」8964 copyright protection126PENANAjXQIh3xljo 維尼
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...很可怕。8964 copyright protection126PENANAL9m5GPlQFq 維尼
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那是我人生中一段最可怕的回憶。8964 copyright protection126PENANAkzjHoOu1F1 維尼
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每天都很害怕...8964 copyright protection126PENANAasmlzhaapi 維尼
哥哥會死掉。8964 copyright protection126PENANABVSCuZnE47 維尼
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出於不想被哥哥拋下的自私心態,所以用盡一切方法留住他。8964 copyright protection126PENANATcJrpfeR96 維尼
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可是...8964 copyright protection126PENANAnuWR8g2Xj1 維尼
我最後卻竟然拋下他一個人了。8964 copyright protection126PENANAFWpWUZBNX6 維尼
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「你等等,我去拿紙巾給你。」主影摸了摸我的頭髮,然後嘗試往後走。8964 copyright protection126PENANAyOhpynwfKN 維尼
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可是,我的手卻抓得更緊了。8964 copyright protection126PENANAZjqEkQPsXP 維尼
我也不能控制地...8964 copyright protection126PENANA8JYb9GjpuM 維尼
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「你真的...」主影看著我的反應,輕輕嘆了口氣,「很不老實。」8964 copyright protection126PENANAukSgCW1unA 維尼
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我還在為主影的話而猶豫時,已經感覺到自己被抱了起來。8964 copyright protection126PENANAzRsoz71pYI 維尼
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「...做什麼?」我驚訝地看著主影問道。8964 copyright protection126PENANASLeLPkvGqJ 維尼
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「進房間睡吧,在這種地方睡的話,更容易做惡夢。」主影平靜地解釋著,走向我的房間。8964 copyright protection126PENANAMlBzLYK68X 維尼
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...第一次,以這種角度仰視主影的側臉。8964 copyright protection126PENANA1Z2iGTpSoW 維尼
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他真的是一個很神秘的人。8964 copyright protection126PENANAEyoa4RMFZJ 維尼
常常對我的行為作出讓我意想不到的反應。8964 copyright protection126PENANA4uYjOMtq1j 維尼
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可是,卻又不會讓人感到不舒服。8964 copyright protection126PENANAyUvJQkoV9x 維尼
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走到我的房間裡,主影把我放了在床上。8964 copyright protection126PENANAvxFi2f1jM4 維尼
然後,替我把被子蓋好。8964 copyright protection126PENANAYlLSuwzorx 維尼
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「會不會太熱或是太冷?」主影把化妝椅搬到床邊,坐了在椅上。8964 copyright protection126PENANAdJwwg1ufoM 維尼
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「不會。」我也搖了搖頭,「...你不回去睡嗎?」8964 copyright protection126PENANAnmDZxNEH5Q 維尼
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「目前不會。」主影毫不猶豫地回答道。8964 copyright protection126PENANAOCDXMKGe8T 維尼
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「為什麼?」明天還要回公司吧?8964 copyright protection126PENANAT79JrjgCJm 維尼
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「因為,我知道你現在很害怕啊。」主影替我把放在床邊櫃的手機連接到充電器上。8964 copyright protection126PENANA53X1I7Vckf 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANA83SVQCrN5Q
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...很溫柔。8964 copyright protection126PENANAwGC4kYsSwB 維尼
而且,無微不至。8964 copyright protection126PENANAQCfVmJUqcl 維尼
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「...你總是要睡的。」我也平靜地回答著道。8964 copyright protection126PENANApMWVC7kW7u 維尼
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「那麼,在你睡之前,我也不會離開你的。」主影嚴肅地回答道,「我不會丟下你一個人。」8964 copyright protection126PENANA45ooBDHNUe 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANADpgKFSWJ8j
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...你到底是為什麼。8964 copyright protection126PENANARcximYZdpT 維尼
能這麼容易地說出動搖人的話?8964 copyright protection126PENANAcNEQfwEsy6 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAaZb03wHbrd
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「...聊一下天吧。」我與主影對視著,「我還沒有睡意。」8964 copyright protection126PENANAJjoEFX0Kte 維尼
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「知道了。」主影爽快地答應道,「想聊什麼?」8964 copyright protection126PENANAFTy9bLDEsH 維尼
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「...不知道呢。」一時三刻想不出來,「主影有什麼想聊的嗎?或是想要知道的事情。」8964 copyright protection126PENANAei290XchqD 維尼
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主影聽了我的話,猶豫了幾秒。8964 copyright protection126PENANAYAElaQdHXf 維尼
然後,輕輕地深呼吸了一下。8964 copyright protection126PENANAK6vmACvGAj 維尼
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「有。」主影的表情依然認真,「可是,如果你不想說也沒關係。」8964 copyright protection126PENANAXWkMKjholg 維尼
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「什麼?」我先選擇追問。8964 copyright protection126PENANAJDFtvAl4lv 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAXv8G9Ut4es
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「你或許...」主影想了一會,「有情緒病嗎?」8964 copyright protection126PENANAEa3L4u3Bqb 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAOajHfmKnQ8
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...該來還是來了。8964 copyright protection126PENANAzv4qX3kmZf 維尼
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「為什麼這樣問?」我不解地看著主影。8964 copyright protection126PENANAgNLdhJpUcB 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAyfqQL3bH0B
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「...開始時只是覺得很特別,一時間可以很樂觀熱情,一時間卻又悲觀冷漠;一時間很糊塗,一時間卻又能很冷靜地處事。就像是有不同的人格生存在你身體裡那樣。」主影俯視著我,「可是,之後看到你不斷拒絕我的關心,而且心情總是在應該高漲及激動時平靜下來,便開始猜測...這些是不是你不能控制的身體狀態。」8964 copyright protection126PENANAUdG3deZ65V 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANANvBhfm5NQu
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...原來都已經快要兩個月了。8964 copyright protection126PENANAlNRyhk1v4l 維尼
從我自殺的那天開始計起。8964 copyright protection126PENANAhSrU4sTBeL 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAKUmaDCRKV1
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剛開始交換靈魂的生活起,直到現在...8964 copyright protection126PENANAdHL9Ncd7KV 維尼
一直陪伴著我,讓我能渡過這段時間的人,是主影與劉夏謙。8964 copyright protection126PENANAv4c9HiTkQ5 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAVy0JdpbG7T
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世娜姐姐說過,她信任這兩個人。8964 copyright protection126PENANAwwendj6lmo 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAycimFZNj1Z
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那麼,我呢?8964 copyright protection126PENANAzRlUsC6pMh 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAb4YewcrJxm
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我信任你嗎?8964 copyright protection126PENANAdCKNrAFVES 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAic7TSK0v9s
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權主影。8964 copyright protection126PENANAy2sFySCZ2v 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAXxaxkM1X2k
8964 copyright protection126PENANAFj5FZHD6OG 維尼
...我相信你,也沒關係嗎?8964 copyright protection126PENANARyqr00KBt1 維尼
把真實告訴你,也不會受傷嗎?8964 copyright protection126PENANAzcz1YRTwCc 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAmnUxAeXhzK
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「...即使如果在知道後可能會受傷。」我也認真了起來,看著主影,「也想要知道嗎?」8964 copyright protection126PENANA5ggoMVlN36 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANA2uDDTEEtLl
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「嗯。」主影沒有一絲猶豫,「我要知道。」8964 copyright protection126PENANAv72o5afJBZ 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAoO6GZSBgmb
8964 copyright protection126PENANAIINepjfB4E 維尼
...到底是為什麼?8964 copyright protection126PENANAHkVYkREHyC 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAr69Tk3lOfn
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我明明就不能給你什麼。8964 copyright protection126PENANAh1kGMgSr9o 維尼
為什麼還要這麼關心我?8964 copyright protection126PENANAZPptzSgCUr 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANApgbf4hHizz
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「不算是情緒病。」我輕輕嘆了一口氣,「是人格疾患。」8964 copyright protection126PENANAsdTehBf3jN 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAgvaQbLAPvL
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既然如此...8964 copyright protection126PENANAdqcJBDjOWF 維尼
既然都到了這一步。8964 copyright protection126PENANAI0RamxrJpp 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANADUIWgmOnrp
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就賭一把吧。8964 copyright protection126PENANAhbTiD5rqda 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAJT9KRstJI2
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「邊緣性人格疾患。」我補充著道,「沒有聽過吧?」8964 copyright protection126PENANAkepeKYzenQ 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAo2JT1w7SYr
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人格疾患,Personality disorders。8964 copyright protection126PENANAbOtzc34Fd5 維尼
被分類為精神疾病。8964 copyright protection126PENANAs3tcFlJ7E5 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAEx4kkL6Ylr
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患者會經常因人格和行為的問題...8964 copyright protection126PENANAV8ZqqUsbH5 維尼
導致社會功能的障礙。8964 copyright protection126PENANAwoSXs8QENM 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAiKUOQlFGkL
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而邊緣性人格疾患的患者,很多時會同時出現極端對立的表現。8964 copyright protection126PENANAJ8yloWIwrD 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAP99ucyzfZQ
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衝動;冷靜。8964 copyright protection126PENANAXiu64z3xOX 維尼
熱情;冷漠。8964 copyright protection126PENANAoTHFbktq3Q 維尼
樂觀;悲觀。8964 copyright protection126PENANAAeG8xtc0eC 維尼
開朗;平靜。8964 copyright protection126PENANAMYX5cQLdBk 維尼
光明;黑暗。8964 copyright protection126PENANA6oB8zwZU4Y 維尼
希望;絕望。8964 copyright protection126PENANAilcm3fV9Yw 維尼
掙扎;服從。8964 copyright protection126PENANAEoil2WfcjW 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANA2XBTEObSiK
8964 copyright protection126PENANAfeyYPpNcTu 維尼
想生存。8964 copyright protection126PENANAAvVxDpEZGz 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAaMsX8Obp3u
8964 copyright protection126PENANADQ3rXImvhs 維尼
...想死亡。8964 copyright protection126PENANAdH2nMUUsau 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANATnBJnJua0w
8964 copyright protection126PENANAeyEQyxwfcY 維尼
「...是怎樣發現的?」主影沒有正面回答我的問題。8964 copyright protection126PENANAEh9DOuTfxb 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAM9kbJHZcmm
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「當每一天都處於希望之地與死寂之地的交界,不斷來回時,我便去看了醫生。」我憶述著道,「然後,被確診了。」8964 copyright protection126PENANAv49b15RSD6 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAw8vAfHq3Vp
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那段時間的我,很不正常。8964 copyright protection126PENANAO87Dxy3Fx1 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANA3mFaLsg3BV
8964 copyright protection126PENANAxFTkEsnmWu 維尼
每天都是那樣子...8964 copyright protection126PENANAn4wsR7dxVP 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAmr1gpGxhZB
8964 copyright protection126PENANAr6xaz6zn7s 維尼
感到很絕望,覺得看不見未來。8964 copyright protection126PENANAoag0fzgu0u 維尼
突然對自己有了信心,認為可以憑自己的力量創造未來的人生。8964 copyright protection126PENANAFDON2dB7IX 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAChau4HxXUm
8964 copyright protection126PENANALVokcYJBCi 維尼
覺得這個人生毫無意義...8964 copyright protection126PENANAPhLmrGPnxN 維尼
覺得這個人生能給予人祝福。8964 copyright protection126PENANAT9Lr7JopLp 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAwyCh5KH3PP
8964 copyright protection126PENANAbG3Clits6U 維尼
每天都在來回地獄又折返人間,不斷循環。8964 copyright protection126PENANAmNbp0SpKAx 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANA0vZTW6Pvob
8964 copyright protection126PENANAkBxrVHJT8l 維尼
甚至能每天來回三次...8964 copyright protection126PENANAa2fqtUESd9 維尼
明明一旦發作時,可以無力得無法站起來。8964 copyright protection126PENANAk7RbCPlY4J 維尼
但又要繼續在別人面前裝作開心與堅強,然後繼續努力上課,繼續努力工作。8964 copyright protection126PENANAzEGRPC4Bu6 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAzSQ6UnWUYH
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然後,當面對黑暗時...8964 copyright protection126PENANAjcupeWm3lF 維尼
突然湧出那些被壓過去的情緒。8964 copyright protection126PENANA7fzACLnRJZ 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAlCJqcLMSsl
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去死吧。8964 copyright protection126PENANA2kUBpHrzct 維尼
既然想停止這樣的生活的話。8964 copyright protection126PENANADVluVOxDxh 維尼
既然這種生活已經如此沒有意義...8964 copyright protection126PENANAq8nxDl9VkH 維尼
既然已經無法看見未來的話。8964 copyright protection126PENANAz41YGCdwyU 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAYaO0hNQEM8
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「情緒病與人格疾患的分別是什麼?」主影追問著道。8964 copyright protection126PENANA8KBACu0SMs 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANA0qxRA233j2
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「情緒病,如果找出來源的話,可能可以治好。」我苦笑著道,「人格疾患大多是從成長環境構成,即使找出來源,也已經成為人格的一部分,所以不能治好,只能舒緩。」8964 copyright protection126PENANA8sWPH0XJJw 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAZWt61Almwz
8964 copyright protection126PENANAtjfy5gMsBp 維尼
「...醫生是怎樣說的?」主影靠著床邊櫃看向我。8964 copyright protection126PENANAyEcuFvuOwH 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANA6SD4jZulj5
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「說已經是情況比較樂觀的患者,起碼不會用自殺威脅別人。」我道出當時醫生的評語,「但他可能沒有想到,我會直接自殺。」8964 copyright protection126PENANApQoS0sZg7j 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAYq0RHPxFRy
8964 copyright protection126PENANAhn0OSWV8YY 維尼
...當每天都活在天堂與地獄之間時。8964 copyright protection126PENANAeXUfe5S5lk 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAXmzZOYJ7vt
8964 copyright protection126PENANAVPdnWWXqUM 維尼
我開始不知道自己到底是誰。8964 copyright protection126PENANA719F1AiI5m 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANASfh94GsiHn
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而且,厭世的感覺更深。8964 copyright protection126PENANAoNj7a5Zxbu 維尼
因為這種每天被送到人間,又再次被打回地獄的感覺...8964 copyright protection126PENANA2ZVOOqUGTg 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAecV5tVZmse
8964 copyright protection126PENANAOQku6jui4r 維尼
痛苦得讓人不想再繼續那樣下去。8964 copyright protection126PENANACQa2DnoB9u 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAHTI3KEdJFi
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「你一時很快樂,一時很平靜的理由...」主影也很專心地聽著我的話,「就是這個?」8964 copyright protection126PENANARbBqQzWPyn 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAdx02fGNCKO
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「...不完全是,我並不打算把我的性格歸究於任何『病』。」我平靜地敘述著道,「而且,即使邊緣性人格疾患的患者會有很多情緒起伏,但不是每個人都會有解離狀態。」8964 copyright protection126PENANAgo8tiaByCU 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAsgZR4q8XS9
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「『解離狀態』?」聽到第一次聽的詞彙,主影再次不解地看著我。8964 copyright protection126PENANAOGcbEkaoV4 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAzE9O7sO98W
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「解離有很多種,而我的那種解離,是會將自己從某些情緒中解離。」我解釋著道,「當想讓人對我留下開朗的印象時,我會把悲傷的情緒全然收起。」8964 copyright protection126PENANAgLNnRXX5rh 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANA6OwikJGs6N
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禁止自己有悲傷的情緒。8964 copyright protection126PENANAc13yKZMppi 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAVIfOqBRJu0
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我很記得,自己在年紀還很小的時候...8964 copyright protection126PENANAKKDRsdXFDj 維尼
只要一哭鬧,就會被爸媽打。8964 copyright protection126PENANAj2wWEp7D3V 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAg19NcJcHhg
8964 copyright protection126PENANABSFU0lqCuH 維尼
不能哭。8964 copyright protection126PENANAvInHIBmAVH 維尼
不能悲傷。8964 copyright protection126PENANAxegE06YaWY 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAMevtxAeA69
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笑吧。8964 copyright protection126PENANAFRyFd53bRz 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANABhj3xlvp4G
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「久而久之,面對一些會讓我有很真實與強烈的情緒起伏時,我會像『啪』一聲斷了線的那樣,在那一瞬間完全沒有任何情緒,而且忘記剛才發生的事情所引發的情緒。」8964 copyright protection126PENANAvvRlbNxiXB 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANA0h3TFF38JT
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就像是一個碰到重要指令時便會出故障的機械人那樣...8964 copyright protection126PENANAfrJAfOdfiR 維尼
即使在開新開啟後能繼續進行指令,但已經無法返回到錯過了的指令。8964 copyright protection126PENANAGjA0BL9dHT 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAmYXSwoQnJi
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「為什麼,你會說...」主影的語氣依舊柔和,「如果我知道了的話,會受傷?」8964 copyright protection126PENANA8jpYkfMBqi 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAA9VLU81rAp
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因為...8964 copyright protection126PENANAERqYMoytwU 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAfaBFSipcgb
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對了。8964 copyright protection126PENANANlnB7qJeKp 維尼
我在做什麼?8964 copyright protection126PENANA1pmaOahxfc 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAaHirWx532B
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我一定是瘋了吧?8964 copyright protection126PENANALqmV14Ic0I 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAR8keys6oNI
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「...抱歉,我累了。」我把被子蓋得更緊了,「還是明天再說吧。」8964 copyright protection126PENANAvmCzBOtAqk 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAchzv0EW9Di
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「...知道了。」主影雖然是停頓了一下,但看來明白了我的意思,「明天再說吧,晚安。」8964 copyright protection126PENANAK1jexjisXj 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAiPE4khVFtn
8964 copyright protection126PENANAcotw4oEf0T 維尼
...我是瘋了嗎?8964 copyright protection126PENANAwBQJRXQO6x 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAGVYxDHqoZU
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就連對劉夏謙也沒有說過的事情...8964 copyright protection126PENANAS3Lrsfle8t 維尼
為什麼要賭在主影身上?8964 copyright protection126PENANA7UdRHjmhdd 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAkQbRvxUMo5
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竟然得意忘形得...8964 copyright protection126PENANAx8FSqilBSd 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANANZSMgDx6QK
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忘記了自己受過的傷害。8964 copyright protection126PENANAUXQfdIg2wx 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAsawC5HxnHj
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不要倚靠任何人。8964 copyright protection126PENANA5MJPEh1JON 維尼
不要相信任何人。8964 copyright protection126PENANAtZEkai1f3K 維尼
130Please respect copyright.PENANAcuGbuJbb0W
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反正都已經剩下這麼少的時間...8964 copyright protection126PENANAxZWlqEiJ7R 維尼
還是就這樣讓它過去吧。8964 copyright protection126PENANANpnSELp0pu 維尼
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