二、新636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDczPTpeP1n
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鄧伊嵐親吻床伴的臉頰。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF20KUdkPKJ
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「以後唔見啦。」她淡定地說。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrS7XjAfn1
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她不習慣長時期接觸一個不感興趣的男生，因為如此下去，必然會越來越依賴；原先只將身交付予對方，心更不能就此任意出走。這樣對大家都不好。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgLrwkyYr0
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何況，這種關係，多是沒有真心。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtE97ztV1e
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有真心的話，除了兩情雙悅，否則只得一方沉淪，沒有人能進行救援，吐泡、窒息、發脹、腐爛，是必然的結局。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbe3keDEOFc
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有性無愛，是伊嵐自我慰藉的方法。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgBYDlxizW
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuZBCZSasu
她無法有愛無性——因為她愛的人不與她做愛，甚至對她無愛。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9d0yWyeRm
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伊嵐與阿行認識十二年，他們是小學同學。當時，他喜歡的女孩子是她的鄰座。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBQsBh4D62
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但她沒有助攻，只和他說：「佢鍾意班長！唔鍾意你，死心啦。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKl5sT3GehV
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDl9ZH3Xu5i
而伊嵐，已經喜歡阿行十二年了。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ze1a0yDMX
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楊念行摸摸宿舍附近的小貓，然後拍了拍手，行去上課。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAF9IvXtOE
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq48mId4mO2
這個學期，他大部分課堂都回復面授形式；他便悠閒地在日光下，慢慢走上山。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShKq6vgTZk
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSHbJPX1iA
張漫青快步走。她提前到了學校，便不想乘校巴，行上山更加能感受冬日的陽光；太陽並不猛烈，反而有些綿密的溫柔，這於她是好天氣。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMXg1TaYgd
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然後，阿行看見了青青，或者說，他見到一個和她很相似的側臉、三七臉、背景。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPqYJwUJ2k
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但他不打算行前一點拍她的肩。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LBZSDp27C
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkYHXKjF5Z
她前晚的拒絕稍稍令他認為，也許她並不願與他再接觸；然後就是，他的自尊心也輕微受創。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aLneszyz6
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無論當晚聊得多麼好，下次見面都不知應否打招呼。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jGpW5ezg6
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二人的路程一模一樣。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRzxPedeGV
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNL3EL96Uxm
她哼着鄧麗欣的《日久生情》：636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5KodWi1ne
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgM0PsqLFG3
大概一起了相擁過未算好636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGzWg8Elfk
只因是發覺被愛的恐怖636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dHVvy0DcT
能生出愛情636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJ3DDnQXrd
問我應不應去禱告636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKL45wr0htI
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搭𨋢、上天橋、行樓梯、踏大路、搭𨋢……636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1drf3En6xj
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXGaBY5sQf
青青終於看到阿行：「Hi？」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lqyRdbOQD
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnFnk67GMc
他沒有說，自己一早已經看見她：「真係再見添。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ89tnhgGW5
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoEZWb7pYu
「咁啱嘅，」她有些愕然地笑一笑：「我嚟上堂呀。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2F55Lrs69J
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhE6RNlaXfw
「我都係。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnQjZTlTrR
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHOxzqAbF3
他們靜默，再沒有話聊，卻一直行到同一個課室；然後停一停，他首先打開門，和她一同內進，成為鄰座。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQaYDYJBRo
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「唔係咁啱吖嘛？同一班？」她驚訝。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5B7miO2Uk0
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqLWI2y6gJ
她覺得有點邪，多疑的她不相信如此，這事說給誰聽，都像是誇張失實的節目橋段。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT099IP94tB
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……636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUj2JtRAxLk
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會不會真的太巧合了？636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYs3d0aHoos
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於他更甚，線上線下，已經遇見了她三次；「三」是「幾」的程度，算不算多？636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7u8RVTtXEj
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下一秒，他笑自己——係咪太想要女朋友？見多幾次就幻想咁多。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcd658D2bh
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這個課堂並非呆板的講書、聽書、功課、報告，更着重個人思考和成長。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TwCM1ykUR
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老師說：「呢度嘅大家都係嚟自唔同科系同年級——我諗冇人原本就識？所以，都可以避免同識嘅人分享啲尷尬嘢……而家請大家同隔籬位傾十分鐘偈，然後，畫出對方喺你心中嘅形象。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkp738Dc7S
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdMIH91fC0
阿行和青青手上都各有一張紙、幾枝筆。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDpHCNdmUJ
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkKNPA4tr0
他們傾偈。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuJD3QoZQZ
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Zy6u2AkUC
「有冇覺得可以見返我？」他以調情的口吻說，但很像在扮演另一個人。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFsoP3K3or
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8Skp6Mz53
「咩料呀你？你嗰日都唔係咁㗎喎。」她也故作深沉。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFwYewzfwb
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJYqmdyC9B
她有覺得能夠再遇他，香港不大，就讀同一間學校更易見面，只是想不到會這麼快、這麼近。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8zqzHsMIP
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「如果我話，嗰日之日我有啲唔開心，你會唔會覺得我小氣？」他刻意皺了皺眉。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRuvUpj4Il
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv44r6aqdpM
「你好坦誠。」她轉一轉眼珠：「但係都小氣。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzD4L6DKu9V
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBRSMoXqfe
「點解reg呢個course？」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3KuTUUTj3
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「唔想讀啲咁嚴肅嘅嘢，我係學術垃圾，做親academic paper都靚唔到grade。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkiX4OKa6m
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0MWl7ssiT
「哦，有人想逃避。」他揶揄她，又說：「我都係因為想讀啲冇咁chur嘅科。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElFEsUM0su
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwgxPKvAdc
今天，他們是鄰座，和前晚的對面位不同，現在更近一些。他盯着她的臉，試圖記得她的臉部細節，等一會兒更加容易畫出來——即使他只會畫火柴人。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSeq1xOTVr
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4iRT6INRM
「使唔使傾啲認真話題？」她聽見了別人說對於共產主義的看法，並且越講越激昂。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV70V7B4hxa
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「你問。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqZeEYf4o1
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「啊——」她突然想到：「你有冇住hall？」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozzsn28Gh4
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她還是不想問太內在的東西，人與人之間，有時親近即遠離。她希望能與他至少在這學期內和平共處，真心地。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVjXWbhRdG
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgNpr0caxQ
「好認真喎。」阿行挑眉，答：「有。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7fiCSrq3K
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2KAz9RF4p
「係點㗎？」她沒有住過宿舍，十分好奇，雖然聽過雅君的故事，然而每個人的觀感應是不同的。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMJGOc4RnM
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PklzQh76i
「好嘈，半夜三更打麻將、播重音樂。全層都係男人……沖涼時間個個都唔着衫走嚟走去。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxhmzTSt4K
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTI6WZAv34O
「咁你有冇覺得佢哋好fit？」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQXZC2Nr8z
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezG1HZRFQo
「咩問題嚟……」他答：「冇。你話有女仔行嚟行去就話啫，男仔有咩好睇。咁你係咪冇住？點解？」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7hJ9LGmHP
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKtAEmwYCi
「係啊，因為唔想同陌生人日見夜見，同埋我都唔算住得遠嘅，宿費又貴。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWuHf0c8qr
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1jM7789nk
青青說出很現實的答案，完全活在資本社會的她，無法參與社會學的高尚討論。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoq9lVnrBxM
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如果問「小孩子是什麼」，而回答是「云云人海中的某個毫無意義的奴隸」，恐怕大家都會不快。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOPyay13Um
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3z8pkx1Oz
阿行點點頭，看一看青青的眉，發現她修了眉，立即整齊了許多。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsmmjFzgMT
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VXFPpFKVD
他畫了她：眉眼清晰，身材肥胖。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYMGGqqhrE
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQN3C9BBKMJ
她馬上不滿：「喂，雖然我唔瘦，但都唔係呢個程度。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXCRjdbwWd
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeI6ctX54s
阿行解釋：「Tinder肥仔聰。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtoc0hVgIR
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj72qWe8Dkc
青青稍稍舒心。她對自己的外型沒有自信，如果有人面對面說她胖，玻璃心將會盡碎。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGwF1M5oZi
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bA3V4lg4D
父親時常說她遺傳了他的毛孔，十分粗大，卻沒有他皮膚白；又時常叫她不要攤坐，不然會越來越肥，現在似乎已和他的手臂一樣粗壯。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRPsxS3dX8
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wKdC3RefY
他總是如此直接地批評女兒，認為她堅強又大方。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HGR19AO2T
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父親沒有惡意，但她聽得很認真。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6l4OpYG9V
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaXC8MjlGE
從她九歲，講到十九歲，她真覺得自己的身型很糟糕。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOLhdOvP0d
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ104vExa5EV
青青畫了阿行：眼睛總是瞇起來的火柴人。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLOOp1x2XS
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrgiZ3kEeF
阿行的眼尾微微下彎，像無辜的小狗；眼裏充滿水花，似有萬種風情訴說。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgPWmVhXN1
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之後，老師就開始介紹這個課程，他們沒有再說話。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlhIAjUhD7
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jYCoq6mcm
落堂，青青起身離去，說：「拜拜，我去下一堂。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKVO1583vx
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASN73Qt90n
這是藉口，她只想快快到飯堂吃飯，自己一人；唯有如此，她才能自然地滿足食慾，不用任何表情、聲調。只是上了一堂，她就已經有點累。這一年裏她似將身體捱壞，時常覺得睏倦，沒有一點青春少艾應有的活力。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdYOEcSGPv
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQPCzKO7Vx
「喂，contact呀！」阿行叫住青青。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxVoV3tsiE
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXw3Rb2YdGF
「你會搵我傾偈？」青青昂首，抓了抓額頭。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnA6XuPqt2w
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTsWeU69v3
「會啊。」他點頭。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvwN5E6VXm
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeX5KfW4uoA
「不了，無啦啦傾咩偈，我哋會見㗎嘛；當面先傾，好似舒服啲。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo50A2ff4vO
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ216328dhlw
「咁如果唔會呢？」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGdBFuIrHo
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8ZMh2JZEL
「咁攞嚟做咩？」她理直氣壯。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqp2XJHShC
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoIg0GitmM
「你反口！」他感覺又被她擺了一道，卻沒有生氣。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6GoquGzxD
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YgYvEQIL8
她不理，側一側頭，揮手：「下堂見啦，同學仔。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADiR8eLehr
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sCfxXkJn9
青青對阿行有些好感，但是，她不想無故與他聯絡，就算他有話題。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvyHO0zOD4
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfzwzGH4lB
因為二人並不相熟，無事無幹，又豈會私下聊天；如果會，意圖又很明顯——是否她太多心？應該是。她從來都是一個多疑的人，而且心胸狹窄。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY66r2Nulhl
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHzu7DqUbP
她突然發現，自己口中常說的戀愛渴望，其實並不大。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIycJXFLn8v
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CkiCJ0ZFi
她只想開開心心、嘻嘻哈哈，但不想承擔責任。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMnrJHlmBN
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBjKqmO2qp
愛人與被愛，都是很害怕的事——636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6n07Vs3JM
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其實她不應如此說。她的戀愛經驗多數是來自聽別人的故事，但唯有足夠曲折的經歷才令聽者印象深刻636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKe0NNW7Ww0
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何況，她感覺到，他對她也有好感。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGQRqzsRaJ
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阿行心癢。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iHBa3xcZd
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雖然他在上一段感情中並不愉快，但回歸自身人際網絡圈，他總能哄得身邊人高高興興，大家都親近他。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd00mH7bga5
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青青的反應，令他始料不及。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuR1BH3aue
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最重要的是，很快，他便在飯堂看到她，她根本沒有趕去上課，而是在悠閒地玩電話。她的臉部沒有泛起任何漣漪，眼睛不再靈動，只是放空地睜着。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0V8s5nMDiu
她欺騙了他，為什麼？是他做了不好的事嗎？636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoFZh34qgu
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他發現了她身上有很違和的東西——外型菂菂式式，但神態多是冷漠，唯有面對人時，才有人氣。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVW4lMAl3U
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他在離她遠遠的位置，也吃着飯，然後離去。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06vX18zKpu
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下午，阿行離開學校前，都會去摸一下附近的小貓。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBGU5FPApt
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他正在去往圍住草地的路徑，便看見青青；她正蹲下來，靜靜地看着正在睡覺的貓。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxh1XKwes2
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「呿！」他用力拍她的肩。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFsMqGPeqr
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「好彩冇嘈醒貓貓。」她嚇得被彈起，瞪一瞪他：「幼稚鬼。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TlL9eK7as
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他告訴她，牠的名字是Gri。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡly7wh5pBPK
