I wish I could understand why I feel this way314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySP3FEuoQG
Why flying doesn't feel the same 314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFApnouTpXS
And the lows don't seem to fade314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlmynkxjBf
They just linger and remain
I find myself trapped with no incentive to fix it, to rewrite the narrative 314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMnpDvB1TI
Instead my mind picks it apart, going straight for the heart314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IvPKQcZos
I gotta give it to them, they play it pretty smart
I wish I could tell you everything that makes me hurt 314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxtYoDjSGa
I wish I could convert it into something better, avert from the inevitable 314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevbMjRFF6B
I'll convert this pain into something that works 314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8jxRdjDzy
Something that works to be charitable to my health, make my pain more revocable and severable 314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe966nObZhG
Because after several years of being rendered inseparable from this feeling 314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmoI0TKDcO
I finally feel like I'm worth freeing 314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cWAWhvhVc
That this pain made me bleed, but it can't keep me314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoxDXpa5k0
I'm finally fleeing
But my superficial confidence is fleeting as my heart slows its beating 314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdvmod1JtC
The breathing turns to drowning 314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDiP5Px9TcA
The seconds I'm counting, turns to shouting 314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeAEfpDTCI
I'm pounding on the walls, sounding my alarms314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKIJvE28BM
But no one welcomes me with open arms314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtM8cFzizcj
Their love is fictitious 314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvINNwKlZ1
So thus, restarts the vicious cycle314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRulLkIk46D
I try to focus on my survival, but I never see its arrival 314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhUDydsyhH
So I lay here, my body limp and my heart slowing 314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8XjClDGfi
The deprival of blood, of color, of feeling 314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlkhi9D9zm
My life is fleeting, like the confidcence I once had 314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJIFc11uRZ
I never meet my revival
But no one understands, no one offers a hand 314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMfkXGKUk7
I try to stand, my lungs expand, only to to be stuck in secondhand smoke314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61HNCMi7Vg
My voice broke as the smoke filled my lungs and covered my eyes like some sort of cloak 314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeq39MTngkN
I tried to yell, to call out for help, but all I did was choke
Falling on my knees, right back to the ground, I look around 314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMu4lz2ZkaS
Listening to the elaborate planning of everything demanding a change 314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTIR1VJlA0
They get their way, nothing remains the same314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekekKObHsb
All I feel is shame as I call out every name, hoping for someone to see everything slipping away 314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqVbcDtWTV
But no one comes my way, I'm disregarded and pushed away 314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFiRzpRgpaY
I guess no one wanted me around anyway
I give in to the deadly game, as if I was ever given a choice 314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrJ88u76Vq
But maybe my only claim to fame would be that I'm pretty damn good at playing this game 314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhUrOuyyXe
Even if it feels like I'm locked in a cage314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz68oWHmyx5
The game of push and pull with the demons in my mind314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAPMOs8eJf
Darkness covering my eyes, I'm blind 314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2Ru3B0QxP
But full of myself and always on time 314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcFq7NPFQv
I admit that the crime is mine 314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7J5LaS5or
Now I'll serve my time
I thought, maybe if I quit it314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfi3uZTeDa
The devil will lose his incentive 314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvDTWs5i17
The weak little girl, poisoned 314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5RNPPxNyS
Too bad for his game of tainting the good
But even then he just pulled down my walls 314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yvjukhHCf
Brick by brick 314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDoqIQbI6y
And now I'm back in this smoky pit, the light drained from it 314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MvdMFGP4v
Smoke filling my lungs and ripping the sight from my eyes 314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsNLUaYlVK
Once again, I'm blind
Even when I believe it's over314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVZ3OAKSKa
That the thunder has passed me by, the storm subsiding 314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHK788b107E
It's still right there 314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxvpTrodxJ
The devil on my shoulder
