清晨，我從溫暖的陽光中醒來。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREKprJ1QeV
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又做了這個夢？428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5OLY86ByS
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明明．．．．．．．已經好久沒有做過這個夢了。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2r3X8f1i6D
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這個夢讓我想起了與布魯克斯伯伯的初遇。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9RheGRFJ8
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他救贖了我，把我從黑暗的深淵拉了回來。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6iPFUcRoR
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這一切的開端要從那一天開始說起；428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyUo1e4HLk
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１９９８年的４月２１日．．．．．．是我滿六歲的生日。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhItFzMvNXi
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也是在這一天，死神無情的奪走了我雙親的生命。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGBUVEqIGx
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一場意外．．．．．．在意外的現場，找到了一盒未拆封的水彩。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpgSSYaB1q
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即使已經因為意外而變得殘破不堪，但是對我來說．．．．．．那是我的寶物，最後一次從雙親手上收的生日禮物。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SjLguELAN
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「姐、姐姐．．．．．．爹地、媽咪呢？我要．．．．．爹地、媽咪！」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYukntusi9G
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雙親的喪禮就在一間小教堂簡單的舉行了．．．．．．當時我不明白什麼是死亡，更不明白雙親們到哪裡去了？428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHHNe1ryvN
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安娜姐姐一句話也沒說，只是緊緊得抱著我。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Iw9nIVm1o
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那一天．．．．．．是雨天。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwwM2Kxsmm
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１９９８年１１月２７日：428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60Z1FNQu7s
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離雙親逝世已經超過了半年．．．．．．我似乎理解了什麼是死亡，死亡是惡魔！428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOS3xkQ9oH9
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死亡．．．．．．是神對生命的惡作劇！428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mh6EmIHJu
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我不明白；既然有生，為何又要有死？428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0UMRlRyU4
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我不理解；既然都難逃一死，人類又為何要求生？428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMjig6Hd76
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這個過程的目的是？428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUh5TZVZnz
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在我六歲的那一年裡，我一直在思考這樣的問題。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYxahtsaPM
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死亡這個單字，對我所造成的衝擊太大了！428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLte4j0KZgg
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１９９８年１２月２４日：428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLy7w6fVIx
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這一天是平安夜，但是這是我第一次體會到沒有親人陪伴的聖誕夜。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWut5zD8Iad
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為了生計，安娜姐姐從高中休學，而不停的打著零工。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgWACudmea
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只是為了生存！428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZqYJGUI1B
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可笑的是．．．．．．人遲早都會面臨死亡！428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUDryEj5Sc
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那一天我一個人帶著雙親遺留給我的水彩盒，來到了聖奧爾本斯教堂的附近徘徊。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3ENf8k5iH
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我看著這雄偉的教堂，這裡面供奉的是人們所信仰的神！428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9yxzD1HTL
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「如果真的有神的話，就告訴我生命是什麼啊？」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLiFYbxXsy
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我忍不住朝著教堂大吼，想要發洩心中一切的怨氣。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjWBNKoSEq
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「小男孩，怎麼啦？」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp06fOdN8wa
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一位正好路過，穿著有點凌亂的老人問著我。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgxkYsVAEy
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我心想：這個人．．．．．．遲早也是會死的．．．．．．．428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDr9Mnjiin2
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「我不懂既然神給予了我們生命，為何又要剝奪？」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jydnxU1k1
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「真是個深奧的問題呢！」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3o9bvR8dfn
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聽到我的問題 眼前的老人似乎有點吃驚，或許這真的是一個非常深奧的問題。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWreJEjotHT
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老人一直用奇怪的眼神打量著我，讓我感覺到有點不自在。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lbaN8OhUo
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「小男孩，你喜歡繪畫嗎？」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATnLbg88eo
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老人的目光停留在我手上的水彩盒，然後柔聲的問道。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXJM87WfwH
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「以前喜歡，現在不喜歡了！」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfH7U0eRFM8
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「喔？為何呢？」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtY7MjyYqp
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「因為所有的一切都是騙人的假象，一切都會消失！」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLz8iKHDiJ
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想起了雙親．．．．．．428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQThlNvlvI
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雖然我沒有看過事發的現場．．．．．．但是那鮮血染紅大地景像，卻日復一日的出現在我的夢裡。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECCjCY3DNf
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想到這裡，我忍不住流出了淚水。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZXCio5p67
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「男孩子不可以哭唷！」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKa3YwLxDtm
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老人用他蒼老的大手抹去我臉頰上的淚水，他的手令人覺得溫暖、厚實。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcHTn67ghY
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我．．．．．停止了哭泣。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHdMEAjunm
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「小男孩，你看這棵大樹。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrBGMvTCWc
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我朝著老人手指的方向看了過去．．．．．．428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlbV0NIpjJ
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「你感覺到了什麼？」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCD3gGeeFY
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我搖搖頭，因為那只是一棵普通的大樹而已！428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWuLf1Egw4
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「你在看看地上這些枯葉，你能明白什麼嗎？」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEqbxYcsXw
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我仍是搖頭。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyDe4R5MDF
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「乖孩子，你記好！有形的事物終將有凋零的一天，即使強壯的大樹幹也好，或是不起的小樹葉也罷！都無法逃離這樣的循環。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJphh4MPJI
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「可是．．．．．活著根本一點意義也沒有！」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzSSHWmu5A
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「你真的是這樣想嗎？」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HS1gPtW1S
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老人很認真的注視著我，他的雙眼彷彿能看穿我的內心。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhAtURaqxS
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「．．．．．．．」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGR16Qv4AS
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「每天都有很多的人死去，但是同時也有很多新的生命誕生！在這樣的無限循環中，你覺得你能些做什麼呢？」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Q64rUufei
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「這樣的循環，一點意義也沒有！」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoLBBAiH1A
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「是這樣子嗎？」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡui1b7Gxcfp
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「而且．．．．．我根本就什麼也做不到。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMFEcsiJZS
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是的．．．．．．我什麼都做不到。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2aAeSClOU
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我根本無法自己一個人生存．．．．．．如果有一天，安娜姐姐也離我而去的話．．．．．．那我又能做什麼？428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6toAVCme6D
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「小男孩，你現在就有你能做到的事情。只是你沒有注意到而已！」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRzITwhiDL
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「我能．．．．．．做到的事情？」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD60KzQQNkK
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「就是你手中的水彩啊！」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMqKXtmqKX
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老人笑了，笑的非常開懷。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfuNxWRdoai
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「我、我的水彩？」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5sZ7W7F0k
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我看著手中緊緊握住的水彩盒，唯一的寶物。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUL7n6fGqI
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「有形的事物雖然會凋零，但是思想卻是會傳承的！你不是會畫畫嗎？把你的思想畫在畫中傳達吧！」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHAitIWNBk
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我疑惑的問道：「畫畫．．．．．．」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcgnapSqOf
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「對！畫出你所想的、所見的、所聽的、所夢的。雖然你有一天仍必須將要直視死亡，但是你的精神卻會傳承下去！」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhULQ5QYgGK
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老人的這翻話，震憾了我．．．．．．．．428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjpnWLDlJg
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原來，人們並不只是無意義的活在這個世界上。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohXsOmKT38
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我似乎能理解了．．．．．．人的價值。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0iXb7UtcPu
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這就是我與布魯克斯伯伯的初遇。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡor122ZaHrt
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英國；428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT74WIlZCFK
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１９９８年１２月２４日；428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2geVwQIhIB
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寒冷的聖誕節前夕．．．．．．我向手中的水彩盒立下了誓言，我要成為一名能傳達思想的畫家。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsvhVFuvYQ
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用這盒充滿著對雙親回憶的水彩，畫下我曾經存在過的痕跡！428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSXlSgNu0M
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（註：這篇是以軒現有的思維去回想，當時的他並未能完全真正的明白布魯克斯的話中涵義。）
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