我起床，便帶著三隻貓公仔，踏上前往她家的路上。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7k4pK8a4Qq
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門是鎖上的，沒有人。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJCwXXC9qu
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我在樓層中間窗口位置待著，很久也沒試過在這個位置看風景。等了一會兒她的爸爸回來，依舊以親切的笑容和我打招呼，我想他不知道我們之間的事，她性格就是這樣子。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv71nVnBG9F
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她的爸爸把門打開了，我將三隻公仔放進令我完全安心的房間，爸爸笑說：「兩個都大唔透。」我心裡暗想：是的，心裡想對我來說她是個小女孩，也令我誤會了她會和我一起成長到下一個階段。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZR1lLkvfz5
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我也是，一個長不大的人，雖對自己的愛一心一意，但卻是個不懂守好自己最愛的人，也是個沒能引領她的小孩。三隻貓公仔是代表她，就像看著她做不同的事。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeR7RSBWhhy
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我想念她。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOI0XiWA5PY
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之後在客廳與她爸爸說話，說的是工作的閒事，但感覺就像自己爸爸一樣，心裡在哭，差點就流出眼淚。我想成為他的家人，可惜現在未有這個機會。我沒有什麼太大的變化，在她家裡我反而出乎意料的活得自然，也沒有什麼偽裝。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRcQReB1vu
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吃了她媽媽給的半個麵包，我就有空玩玩貓貓和看著自己送著她的東西。我之所以把我第一天從她手裡帶走的公仔還給她──當時的我是為了保管好我對她的愛，作為我守護好她的愛。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvPekbdnfz
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但開頭她也在哭，但我拿走到一半方才感受到她的怒意，我就是這麼的笨。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTihDHevVuB
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那時的我尚未認知到，有一種東西我是永遠不可能帶走，那便是我們的愛。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCLBR7D7zC
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她櫃上沒有了那個東西。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6NgDn9Vly
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我想了想，心裡卻知道她房間中最秘密的地方在哪，我拿出來看──是的。和過去來電說的一樣，保存得很好。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4ofPhgMqs
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真是很珍惜的愛。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Say1cxECd
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我看了許久，差不多該要工作的時候了。她的貓在門旁，我心血來潮想畫一張畫，第一次畫小毛孩，早就想到畫得不久就會走了，所以我很快的草畫了形態和五官，之後就慢慢追著來畫好細緻。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFOP0rI2A9
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最後寫上給她的細字。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtidv9Xxov
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超字了一大點。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKWWSrpuZG
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到了工作室，我努力的工作。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5rvk0ZiAd
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玩樂的心情？早就沒有了。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5d9l3APMZ
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現在想，我在寫的可能不會被了解。我重做了某個設計，很想快快完成，但電腦感覺很慢，上班超時的那急躁心情湧現，感覺很不舒服。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4S9pfphANP
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好想快點解決，安靜地聽她的聲音。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7xkCTMK4T
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最後23:30才完成工作。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFnm1q4mrT
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以我現在的狀態下，強迫自己工作其實很不好受。當獨自一人時，我找了她兩次，她都給了令我心痛的回應。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvof9I8LHaZ
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「鐵石心腸」其實也在我意料之內，她心裡雖對我印象都是疼愛她的，但現在就是不會給我守護她的資格，我了解這是談何那麼容易，但我那時又笨又激動的寫出湧現心裡的渴望。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGYNNE0JfI
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對，我了解她也是有被愛的渴望，但已被別人滿足了。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJo67ImPTq
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我了解，不會防避好感的她，也想多一個人對她好，但也不是好得把她奪走。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjes3lzKTLQ
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她是我最珍惜的寶物。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZ6Zjho9Fe
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人就是這樣子，有那麼多別的人，就僅僅要奪走我的寶物。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5v8tPwXsRa
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心傷痛。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71ggp45hsn
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我不想她被別的人擁抱、接吻。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFIp3wBQVt
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人常說：愛情是自私的。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunCQ0s8bvP
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但我卻是情願將愛完全傾注給她，也不曾想要找別人的好。
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