風仍未止。界紋淡淡，於天際似寫未竟之痕。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjuciP8sNd
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLJvnJfB5j
無名獨立於息象丘後山之巔，手中捧著那冊筆記本，書頁闔起，沉靜無聲。不是沉寂，而是拒絕。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4B7FZKWUm
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtnvCFYODK
他已第三次試著提筆書記，卻每一次，筆觸將落未落之時，紙面即微微振動，筆尖自行脫離。書頁翻過，空白如雪，不納一字。仿佛紙也有心，知他將書何物，便先一步避開。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJde5YBqDZ
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVniKIsV2v
他閉上眼，深吸，將心念集中。想寫下剛才對林慧芳的那句話：若問不能止，妳便非問者。筆尖懸空，氣息凝斷。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYcem4ELHZ
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCjiuiBDYs
筆冊驟然自翻，下一頁自行展開，浮出一行墨影。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0E3sdOmrU
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHY87qT0zy
——「非問者，不配書。」32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BhBzmnoCE
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKsAVeWtix
無名怔住，那不是他寫的，也不是他心中原念所映。那像是筆冊自己在答——不，是在審。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42q6F75RPG
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ETerIWIg0
風更寒，空氣中浮現一絲絲心象紋理，無形無味，卻使他心中一震。他看見筆冊內頁開始自動顫動，一頁頁拋開記憶：過往他所記下的每一筆問語，每一句對破相的懷疑，每一個在幻象中見到的他人與自己，現在如同被筆冊回放，卻全然陌生，彷彿不是他所書。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkW4B678hG
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡse1RsGCU21
忽然，一頁頁之中浮現一道影子——是他自己，坐在幽光中，執筆無動，眼神冷然，如審稿者般看著他。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnVNpDeh4t
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyB94j1wyL
幻象之中，書中之他問道：「你還在寫嗎？」32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpeXoREUsP
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeQAhsungE
無名喉頭一緊，不知如何應答。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5R293o017
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTwVSSlqWE
書中之影繼續：「你不是在問。你是在記錄你曾問過。你已經不再問了。筆知道，你只是想留下一點證明——你曾經想過什麼。」32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqhfzkVaMP
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnZzkhieNj
無名輕聲道：「我……我只是還不知道答案。」32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbjhVKo6Uf
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSGUrnWFab
書中影子冷笑：「所以你用筆填補空白，而非面對空白。」32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZK7GkJ0Yzw
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsReuGpdSbg
筆冊翻頁聲自幻中傳來，一聲一響，如斷裂之骨，響於虛空心界。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLD3rrJhQkm
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPEEXyBJua
他猛地睜眼，幻象崩散，但筆冊依然展開，一頁頁空白之中，中央那一句話未曾抹去：32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQl7eutmJs
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSehplArRt
——「非問者，不配書。」32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2x8KHckWHo
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRschy90eQT
這一次，他真正明白，筆冊不是失控，而是拒控。不是記錄之器，而是問之回響。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITRquO99KW
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizfx3koHOI
他手一鬆，筆墜地，靜止無聲。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmm4CxIOQzp
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0MC3BH9Dq
他低聲自語：「筆不記我之問，那我，還能問什麼？」32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPVeC7NTzW
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3M7oQUZwai
天光一線，無響而落，界仍無語，心未止。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWci6qtz6ck
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtxOWTxXiz
筆冊翻至第十三頁時，一道筆痕未現的頁面忽然泛起淡淡心象光痕。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3EK754HFJ
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIorUQqtZX
無名本欲合上筆冊，卻在那光痕形成瞬間，整個人如被筆冊牽引，意識被拋入書頁之內。周遭景色頓轉，四下皆白，無天無地無聲無物。唯有一方墨海浮空，其上懸著無數他曾書寫過、卻從未再讀過的詞句與問語。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JlQSk44F1
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmL7APVGCz6
他站在其中，彷彿進入了自己筆記未完成的夢中。那裡有他記過的名字、有他懷疑過的真理、有他寫下卻未能回答的問題——一個個懸浮在墨海之上，化為虛影，如同書魂殘影。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGg0ddlEJe8
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTaLzFs4of
忽而其中一道影子從虛中走出，與他身形相似，筆在手、冊於懷，面無表情。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiLbjREKfX
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOXoYqOAN9
那人一開口，聲音竟與無名無異：32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKOS2seF8q
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtLSwfcqcy
「你問這麼多，想知道什麼？」32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGN4YqLyzQ
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKYoeoFxrs
無名愣住，語塞。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFESTitRAIV
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3yqEgxCeB
書中之影步步靠近，語氣不斷加深：「你寫下那麼多字，記過那麼多事——你有真正去回答過哪一個？」32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENujNMhFR1
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGwlgUtdj6
無名低語：「我……不是為了回答，我只是想留下……」32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKrTpRRq3M
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwlYJWCrnK
「留下什麼？問？還是你自己？還是希望有人讀？」32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5v2dWtBeN
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZuvhed5Pw
那影子筆一揮，虛空浮現過往一頁問語：「『破相者無相之相，問者無問之名』——你寫下這句話時，心中有答案嗎？」32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ339wZb3B3p
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8doc5ZDkU1
無名凝視那浮字，搖頭。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOa2qfNTpE5
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBz4UJiNWSW
書中之影怒聲：「那你為何書之？」32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkbEq7YpTv
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0m2HP5lRh
無名沉聲道：「我不知道答案，但我記得那時候我動了心。」32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXWIDmVHB7
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JTJgZ99tv
書影低笑：「動心，便要書之？那筆冊成了什麼？心動紀錄器？還是怕自己日後忘記曾有過懷疑的記錄儀？」32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sonOcVHSZ
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwPA9rD3lL
無名一字一字地回答：「筆，不是為了證明我知道什麼。筆，是為了不讓自己忘記，自己曾經不知道。」32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aibWRtbnP
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02CehllhUC
書影靜了數息，沉默凝視著他。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNKO2TvynM
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFsLR3vwaN
最後，筆冊驟然合頁，墨海崩散，心象碎裂成白光。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxP2tRT8CSi
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwR3E1gj2U
無名猛然從幻象中甦醒，背脊冷汗未乾，筆冊仍在手中，未曾動過。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAbpzAg5aB
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx00o40FLxl
唯有書頁最下角浮現一句——32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWWyrgQhTg
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5VhTIqd5l
「若問者不能自答，筆即不答之。」32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokGdNssVyg
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlohPXg8jbK
筆冊無聲闔上，天色轉冷。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfIjuZrWvP
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SubDhyDGS
他的手仍握著筆，卻再無勇氣提起。
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpMgYiwFGI
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8rJVpoNF0
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9azAKYmtd
無名靜坐於枯石之上，雙目垂下，筆冊攤開在膝頭，頁頁雪白如初。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJWrJo99DV
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Vpx7BdgVZ
他再次嘗試提筆，這一次不寫任何語句，只想畫下一筆橫線——象徵斷裂、結束、沉寂。那筆尚未觸紙，便忽然一震，如被反彈之力推開。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVUC1NEe4T
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDz0SSzRS7
他的手微顫，再度落筆，紙頁竟捲起如波，筆尖未至，筆鋒已自碎。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4Z9k0thHZ
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIGuDb6PER
筆冊中央，浮起一道極細的裂紋，如書頁之折線，自中軸斜斜而裂，輕如息卻深如刃。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkY1Pif0oHc
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVEXAWSNQu
那一刻他明白——筆冊，不再容他書寫。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwT29rDbfRl
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4OwEWccIH
筆非碎，書非毀，卻在排拒他本身。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxQM6jJ1UI
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQXnMpkcAO
風從斷紋中穿過，如冷指劃過脊骨。無名聽見某種聲音，自書頁深處傳來，不是語音，不是念語，是一種無形的抵抗。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmALpXgCLt
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqD8MpqBm7y
「你不是問者了。」32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunVjhOjrSP
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKji4zyadmv
這句話無從而來，無形所現，卻重如山崩，將他整個人壓下。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YjtXWeBPU
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18zlu80Xaz
無名張口，卻無聲。他想問：「為何我不是？」卻無一語能出，彷彿不配提問。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3JwZqn2q0
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtP2k5DhPVC
筆冊緩緩闔上，如不願與他對話。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKMDkayjbU
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglZ87rc22I
他低頭望著自己手中的筆，那是他多年來書過最多問語的筆，卻在此刻，顯得比石更冷，比雪更遠。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOYTUKyvFD
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGd0IO8JOyy
他緩緩放下筆，將筆橫置膝前，低聲說道：32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3bM2uqCtR
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3VeVzHP4G
「若筆不再信我之問，那我是否……再無問可書？」32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHq9whM9C2
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWu1Ld00Uy4
無人回答。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlDoYyi0FA
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqLZbmrZC0
書頁無聲，筆拒其心。書冊未毀，問已不續。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyC7HlySuL
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOgBHaTbnR
他明白，此非筆毀，而是——筆已不再認他為問者。
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0cWmmEv9o
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetLijQS2oA
問界深處，七宗心盤高臺上，觀測者接連傳來異動警示。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YXZAPHhCE
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwsDibj5Zq
一位身披灰紗的女性立於語律宗觀臺，她名喚「厲瑤言」，面容清冷，手執空訣，心盤之上浮現一道深裂筆紋。她目光微凝，聲音清晰卻無情：32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpRtJhHFe1
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShPAlXakmC
「此人筆冊已拒主，書問失綱，應封。」32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQmLAsZ6EF
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlL9E5O9Fj
旁側，武衡宗項悲風抬眼，沉吟道：「拒主不等於毀問，或許……是他心問未穩，筆自止。」32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZYgwgJS1d
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6e0JjZcli
寂骨宗的牧魃子倚於一旁石座，冷笑聲中透骨：「問者之筆，若不服問者，則人亦無義持筆。若他仍自視問者，便是狂。」32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4aU1AkvZBw
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGIQw2B8uG
靜詠宗觀主低聲提筆，記下觀盤紋變，語氣柔和卻不無警示：「筆冊未毀、心象未亂，僅以『拒』判封，過重。」32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0paVpxNttw
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywsl6tAvKn
而真籙宗心臺中央，一道光幕投出筆冊中心之裂，光紋閃爍間，浮現出無名的心象殘痕，不成字、不成句、亦非象。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8KNx9ri6V
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHA5SX5hm4
真籙宗使者低語：「此為非象之象，或許……非止人之問，乃界之回。」32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ozKhZDVPc
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRexiCzfKB
語律宗厲瑤言冷斷一句：「無象可記者，不可留筆。此例若開，界將無律。」32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZUYGHccNs
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhu6ZyQWvo
眾聲爭論未決，心盤共振，浮出一句系統性心盤預判語：32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJQzdXhDY4
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5U9EAGCui
——「問者筆冊失控三級，預評為界源風險體。建議七宗內審。」32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnf52bJtPQ
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrLjhzygD8
此言一出，六宗觀者同時凝神，七宗內部首次同時記下關於無名之筆冊之異動事件。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNp2W6OOZBJ
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Ei5rl4aR2
項悲風垂首，目中似有難言。牧魃子袖中藏意，冷冽一笑。厲瑤言閉目再觀，手中空訣凝成碎影，似擬筆裁問。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tRepu9mt2
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6PQnjRVQj
筆冊尚未崩裂，議決之聲已先臨。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaFKLcOjMP
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugtD1vZ1YQ
七宗，從觀問轉為審問，從外察轉為內斷。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cSb0mxmen
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtaFqC9Kod
此為問界筆冊紀錄中，首次記載：「問者失控，筆冊拒主。」
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1uDfI6Ule
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNfXPwUUCa
無名坐於息象丘後緣的山石之上，天色已沉，暮色灑落如灰墨，他眼前的筆冊，靜靜躺著，闔上，未再震動，也不再翻頁。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwA79WOYAGK
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPVEzUnDi3
他沒有再試圖提筆。筆仍在掌中，但像握著一枚冷鐵，無暖、無息、無應。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYmGhBu82L
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxlfVBaOuJ
他曾以為，問與筆是一體的。問者必有筆，筆者即問者。如今筆不書、問不映、字不顯、心不見，他忽然不確定了。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrXSqjdMBe
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXaiqhoTI4
「若我無筆，還能問嗎？」32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXI64NNaMo
32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7C7wnJzLS
他問這句話時，無人聽見。楚紅練不在，林慧芳亦不在，丘地只剩風聲與一縷未明之光，從霧中透出，薄如問影。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqFoGH3mtj
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他低頭看自己的掌心，那曾為千問所記之筆冊，如今彷彿從他生命中抽離，不再是器物，而是一段被拒絕的過去。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDAxQkUnlu
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他忽然想起許久以前，在某個幻界之底，他曾問過：「問，是為了答案，還是為了不斷問？」32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalmCJmbFvp
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當時他記下這句話，是想以後回來看——現在他來了，那答案卻只剩靜默。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OhymhXoEk
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他試著閉上眼，在沒有筆、沒有冊、沒有語、沒有頁的情況下，心中默問：32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6jsoDssz4
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「我還在嗎？」32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntM185i6ck
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這一問無聲無象，卻在心底深處漾開一圈極微的波紋——如無聲之響，如無筆之印。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtPSNZDJP4
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幻界遠處，天際深紋再現，一條極淡之裂，延伸向無名所在之地，如回應他的默問——32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl53El6VXPF
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但無字，無語，只有一道問的感覺。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DUGIFGxgM
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他睜眼，第一次明白：問，不必藉筆；念，不需落字。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItEgVB3EZs
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他緩緩收起筆冊，將之懷中藏起，手中空空如初，卻覺得那空，不再只是遺失，而是一種準備。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fbE49ZDmh
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「無筆，不是終點。」32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgUPCjFmmw
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「或許，是我真正要開始問的起點。」32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemosAgouLF
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此刻的他，不再是筆之問者，而是——無筆之人。
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