"This inhuman place makes human monsters" 144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6p4p3IQoQl
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I felt something warm against my face, and my hands traveled to the warmth, I felt something hard and rough against my palms . I opened my eyes to see Cian already up and intently staring at me. His gaze was burning holes into me. He looked the king he is while he has been in bed this whole time. 144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqJFDjxR0A
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My eyes slowly traveled down to his chest where my hands rested, I hissed and retracted my hands with the sudden realization that I've been cuddling Cian shamelessly and touching his chest. 144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡseL6TUaBZp
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I couldn't help but notice the deep scars on his chest. I would think that those scars would make him feel uncomfortable to be stared at, but he just continued gazing at me without wondering why I was burning holes into his chest144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHqYQo9EFX
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"Good morning, love" 144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Zd7Lq0GfE
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My cheeks started turning red as I felt the hotness raise to my ears. My voice came out as a whisper 144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOzyLnSVsV
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"Good morning, Cian" 144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NWXYvXPYA
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His face had melted into a soft smile on his lips and happiness in his eyes "It is indeed a magnificent morning waking up next to my one and only" 144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YgLRaJNWR
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My eyes widened at his statement, I wasn't exactly shy with others, but I had no idea why my whole demeanor changed with him present. He always made me feel like distancing myself because I wasn't sure why I felt these overwhelming emotions. This man made me feel like opening the Mother Earth and throwing myself in it as the hole closes behind me. He made me feel things that I wasn't sure of.144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0nr3xYj6C
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I couldn't answer to what he said, so I gave him a smile which I wasn't sure came out as a smile but more like a stupid excuse of embarrassment. 144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygP994bs5r
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Making my way out of bed and keeping my head down because I didn't want him to stare at me anymore. I knew that if he didn't find me beautiful at my worst, he wouldn't deserve my best. But I didn't want to be seen in my worst, I felt too exposed. 144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppKHmEIXBV
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I hurried into the bathroom and closed the door behind me. I had subconsciously locked the door. It was stuck with me since childhood.144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRPlMMeJ74
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When I was a child, for more than 18 years, I wasn't allowed to close the door even when I was changing. I had encountered many weird and uncomfortable situations in my life. My mother not giving me the privacy I needed, my father would walk right into my room while I'd change. Sure he would go back out because once I was older I knew that is something wrong, but when I was 10 and around that age, he would get into my room when we were alone to "help me" zip my jeans. Now I know it might've just been exactly that, but I had no problems zipping it myself. Not to also mention he had watched porn in my room while I would go to get him a cup of water.144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5t5EoN7Fe9
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I need to take my pills.144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDhQwHP9Fs
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I haven't been taking them properly since I've moved in and it has been affecting me badly. 144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GTH466W32
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I was on Anti depressants, ADHD pills and OCD pills. They were all very strong on me. But they had helped with controlling my impulsive thoughts and helped me focus.144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxVIlmGzvf
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And now I had completely forgotten about them.144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPR3Kv9L8i
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Unwillingly, I had slid down against the bathroom walls and onto the floor. I couldn't think straight anymore as I remembered everything I had been through.144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJFYsFC1Cs
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My clothes had been drenched in the shower. I realized I had turned on the water to muffle my voice and my thoughts.144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cTdMHckZd
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How could my mom still be attached to the bastard. He was disgusting. He was a cheater, a manipulative husband and father, an abuser.144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4c4eeSGQq
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He never did anything fatherly without the occasional money which was rare. I had begged him to stop forcing me into things I didn't want, to stop being so manipulative, but nothing worked. So I did.144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoq41EOeAa1
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I stopped it all and no one could stop me from my actions. Ever since I've killed him I've felt more free.144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTuhVqrEKh
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I don't think Cian would ever understand any of it.144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdpTV0JvGi
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Not to mention that my mom keeps bringing up that it's all my fault, that the end of the day he is blood and I'm their daughter, that I shouldn't have threw him out of our lives.144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgpkpqeTj9
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And that she would have aborted me when she had the chance to.144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecXwp3syXg
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The first time he found out I had self harmed, he had called me a whore, a slut that was wrong for doing so. When I had clearly said it's all because of them.144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCr78FZkxK
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They didn't stop, 144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3jePHo7Os
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So I stopped them.144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHvAyU3H1N
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I'm breaking again.144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQ0GyNPKFE
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My knees had been pulled to my chest as I held my head in my palms, I kept hearing screams and I had no idea where it came from. I heard banging in the distance as my eyes burned with water trickling down.144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMLMz9eGAO
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I saw Cian the first thing as the door opened.144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rgZ3nlmBh
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Why is he here,144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2JCf90pMt
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He shouldn't see me like this,144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcW6vSxXmL6
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I clenched my teeth as I heard grinding from them,144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTnVowxu9O
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The screams have started getting louder in my ears144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5IswqhhC8
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It was me,144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIK7mVzwMzy
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I was the one screaming,144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7ct87BLsZ
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Why was I screaming,144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdu8kYmrlWh
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Without realizing that I hadn't been breathing this whole time, my vision had turned dark and I had been reaching out to Cian for help.144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusXcEJeSgy
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But the closer he got, the worse my condition got.144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOYAok7Dy2
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I felt pain going through my forehead as the wall kept getting closer and further from me.144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1gPwkHYDE
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I was banging my head against the wall.144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghr7s5GivR
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I didn't mean to.144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMp1OfZUyz
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I don't know what's going on.144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0NMJy6rYS
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I felt strong arms wrapping around me,144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrBwbDNrTu
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Cian was cradling me close to his body, his lips were moving but I didn't hear anything coming out of them144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2F1iahMCK
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My lips moved on their own, I didn't know what I had said, but I saw Cian's eyes144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjOYgIt05s
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There was panic, hurt and devestation in them. His eyes were too beautiful to be tainted with those emotions, his hands turned towards the faucet and cold water had suddenly hit my body144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxIdnglqLQ
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I was suddenly brought back to the present.144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tW4QONgrP
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I hard started breathing again as my head dropped on Cian's shoulder.144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6OSc8SnGK
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He held me tightly without question as he sat in front of the cold water that he gradually turned less cold and more warm with me directly under it, without realizing, I leaned towards him and my eyes started fluttering shut144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6TdjyuCOo
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"Relax little mate, We are right here, no one will hurt you, we will protect you" 144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauV1Zb1cXm
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"I promise"144Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaX1Bquo2NZ
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