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I felt something warm against my face, and my hands traveled to the warmth, I felt something hard and rough against my palms . I opened my eyes to see Cian already up and intently staring at me. His gaze was burning holes into me. He looked the king he is while he has been in bed this whole time. 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2rZyuYtBh
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My eyes slowly traveled down to his chest where my hands rested, I hissed and retracted my hands with the sudden realization that I've been cuddling Cian shamelessly and touching his chest. 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjUAtIOV34
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I couldn't help but notice the deep scars on his chest. I would think that those scars would make him feel uncomfortable to be stared at, but he just continued gazing at me without wondering why I was burning holes into his chest213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRE3AtvEb2
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"Good morning, love" 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Qk81Cw80x
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My cheeks started turning red as I felt the hotness raise to my ears. My voice came out as a whisper 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bt1kws70T
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"Good morning, Cian" 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRinHDvtOv
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His face had melted into a soft smile on his lips and happiness in his eyes "It is indeed a magnificent morning waking up next to my one and only" 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmj3XpF76A
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My eyes widened at his statement, I wasn't exactly shy with others, but I had no idea why my whole demeanor changed with him present. He always made me feel like distancing myself because I wasn't sure why I felt these overwhelming emotions. This man made me feel like opening the Mother Earth and throwing myself in it as the hole closes behind me. He made me feel things that I wasn't sure of.213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIdUiGwl9z
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I couldn't answer to what he said, so I gave him a smile which I wasn't sure came out as a smile but more like a stupid excuse of embarrassment. 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8lf8myZbd
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Making my way out of bed and keeping my head down because I didn't want him to stare at me anymore. I knew that if he didn't find me beautiful at my worst, he wouldn't deserve my best. But I didn't want to be seen in my worst, I felt too exposed. 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEUw2gilx7
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I hurried into the bathroom and closed the door behind me. I had subconsciously locked the door. It was stuck with me since childhood.213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkdLGC1elm
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When I was a child, for more than 18 years, I wasn't allowed to close the door even when I was changing. I had encountered many weird and uncomfortable situations in my life. My mother not giving me the privacy I needed, my father would walk right into my room while I'd change. Sure he would go back out because once I was older I knew that is something wrong, but when I was 10 and around that age, he would get into my room when we were alone to "help me" zip my jeans. Now I know it might've just been exactly that, but I had no problems zipping it myself. Not to also mention he had watched porn in my room while I would go to get him a cup of water.213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUVO32ztcf
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I need to take my pills.213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFc3Oys96qE
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I haven't been taking them properly since I've moved in and it has been affecting me badly. 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7zXS9MRJ9
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I was on Anti depressants, ADHD pills and OCD pills. They were all very strong on me. But they had helped with controlling my impulsive thoughts and helped me focus.213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnkSOxhz5p
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And now I had completely forgotten about them.213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptQBYNo6ax
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Unwillingly, I had slid down against the bathroom walls and onto the floor. I couldn't think straight anymore as I remembered everything I had been through.213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYFDCiug5H
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My clothes had been drenched in the shower. I realized I had turned on the water to muffle my voice and my thoughts.213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VnFriHrbN
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How could my mom still be attached to the bastard. He was disgusting. He was a cheater, a manipulative husband and father, an abuser.213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rNC08Y9BU
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He never did anything fatherly without the occasional money which was rare. I had begged him to stop forcing me into things I didn't want, to stop being so manipulative, but nothing worked. So I did.213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSasgAZpEJ
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I stopped it all and no one could stop me from my actions. Ever since I've killed him I've felt more free.213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLNgNOQKdc
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I don't think Cian would ever understand any of it.213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcWbTWxHop
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Not to mention that my mom keeps bringing up that it's all my fault, that the end of the day he is blood and I'm their daughter, that I shouldn't have threw him out of our lives.213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVW6rjI6ee
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And that she would have aborted me when she had the chance to.213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5KfuPceEK
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The first time he found out I had self harmed, he had called me a whore, a slut that was wrong for doing so. When I had clearly said it's all because of them.213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnObIiZH7vC
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They didn't stop, 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OSUOE3hC5
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So I stopped them.213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGs2EEaWk2
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I'm breaking again.213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DcHpy346Y
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My knees had been pulled to my chest as I held my head in my palms, I kept hearing screams and I had no idea where it came from. I heard banging in the distance as my eyes burned with water trickling down.213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzRTT6P81m
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I saw Cian the first thing as the door opened.213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsnMe83YEb
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Why is he here,213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGRre5ZW8y
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He shouldn't see me like this,213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qch9fBD8O
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I clenched my teeth as I heard grinding from them,213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhF4YlNvJUs
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The screams have started getting louder in my ears213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7170fXpgMl
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It was me,213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VHTrbeWpN
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I was the one screaming,213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzZzHRQRyr
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Why was I screaming,213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10jLLPy7FN
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Without realizing that I hadn't been breathing this whole time, my vision had turned dark and I had been reaching out to Cian for help.213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJolR3YHRls
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But the closer he got, the worse my condition got.213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqymwUcfnf
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I felt pain going through my forehead as the wall kept getting closer and further from me.213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8eSUqcfnt
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I was banging my head against the wall.213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVxJdrxcIr
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I didn't mean to.213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyo6prOtQX
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I don't know what's going on.213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0LRk353dL
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I felt strong arms wrapping around me,213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCn7Fbuc506
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Cian was cradling me close to his body, his lips were moving but I didn't hear anything coming out of them213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPtJiYTrtU
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My lips moved on their own, I didn't know what I had said, but I saw Cian's eyes213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQSheKnPj9
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There was panic, hurt and devestation in them. His eyes were too beautiful to be tainted with those emotions, his hands turned towards the faucet and cold water had suddenly hit my body213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQkj9MwKMc
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I was suddenly brought back to the present.213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4zFplDFPX
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I hard started breathing again as my head dropped on Cian's shoulder.213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kdJz3Ldr4
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He held me tightly without question as he sat in front of the cold water that he gradually turned less cold and more warm with me directly under it, without realizing, I leaned towards him and my eyes started fluttering shut213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYjRX1OWaF
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"Relax little mate, We are right here, no one will hurt you, we will protect you" 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzMKk0d4gs
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