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I felt something warm against my face, and my hands traveled to the warmth, I felt something hard and rough against my palms . I opened my eyes to see Cian already up and intently staring at me. His gaze was burning holes into me. He looked the king he is while he has been in bed this whole time. 178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTS9giB1zyM
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My eyes slowly traveled down to his chest where my hands rested, I hissed and retracted my hands with the sudden realization that I've been cuddling Cian shamelessly and touching his chest. 178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jyoVxQM7F
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I couldn't help but notice the deep scars on his chest. I would think that those scars would make him feel uncomfortable to be stared at, but he just continued gazing at me without wondering why I was burning holes into his chest178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0wblhGPfq
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"Good morning, love" 178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKxNr1eOns
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My cheeks started turning red as I felt the hotness raise to my ears. My voice came out as a whisper 178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AnhroIHXI
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"Good morning, Cian" 178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFcASNvRff
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His face had melted into a soft smile on his lips and happiness in his eyes "It is indeed a magnificent morning waking up next to my one and only" 178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHyRD5iLrX
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My eyes widened at his statement, I wasn't exactly shy with others, but I had no idea why my whole demeanor changed with him present. He always made me feel like distancing myself because I wasn't sure why I felt these overwhelming emotions. This man made me feel like opening the Mother Earth and throwing myself in it as the hole closes behind me. He made me feel things that I wasn't sure of.178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEXBi36CWz
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I couldn't answer to what he said, so I gave him a smile which I wasn't sure came out as a smile but more like a stupid excuse of embarrassment. 178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrokrPMO8WM
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Making my way out of bed and keeping my head down because I didn't want him to stare at me anymore. I knew that if he didn't find me beautiful at my worst, he wouldn't deserve my best. But I didn't want to be seen in my worst, I felt too exposed. 178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXa3K42zZk
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I hurried into the bathroom and closed the door behind me. I had subconsciously locked the door. It was stuck with me since childhood.178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeJJxo6and
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When I was a child, for more than 18 years, I wasn't allowed to close the door even when I was changing. I had encountered many weird and uncomfortable situations in my life. My mother not giving me the privacy I needed, my father would walk right into my room while I'd change. Sure he would go back out because once I was older I knew that is something wrong, but when I was 10 and around that age, he would get into my room when we were alone to "help me" zip my jeans. Now I know it might've just been exactly that, but I had no problems zipping it myself. Not to also mention he had watched porn in my room while I would go to get him a cup of water.178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYAuuEofph
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I need to take my pills.178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4JYZuOkv5
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I haven't been taking them properly since I've moved in and it has been affecting me badly. 178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLSr66f60z
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I was on Anti depressants, ADHD pills and OCD pills. They were all very strong on me. But they had helped with controlling my impulsive thoughts and helped me focus.178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOn8KGhedPo
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And now I had completely forgotten about them.178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEPKMgvFwT
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Unwillingly, I had slid down against the bathroom walls and onto the floor. I couldn't think straight anymore as I remembered everything I had been through.178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5sHBQY9xzO
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My clothes had been drenched in the shower. I realized I had turned on the water to muffle my voice and my thoughts.178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrmaYk1dPz
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How could my mom still be attached to the bastard. He was disgusting. He was a cheater, a manipulative husband and father, an abuser.178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aVicUocsE
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He never did anything fatherly without the occasional money which was rare. I had begged him to stop forcing me into things I didn't want, to stop being so manipulative, but nothing worked. So I did.178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2116Q3QKPf
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I stopped it all and no one could stop me from my actions. Ever since I've killed him I've felt more free.178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcO4KyuBAG
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I don't think Cian would ever understand any of it.178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QMj7K1cSU
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Not to mention that my mom keeps bringing up that it's all my fault, that the end of the day he is blood and I'm their daughter, that I shouldn't have threw him out of our lives.178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgqSYSXiKb
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And that she would have aborted me when she had the chance to.178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NNXfYsJJr
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The first time he found out I had self harmed, he had called me a whore, a slut that was wrong for doing so. When I had clearly said it's all because of them.178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1fD8tbOlj
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They didn't stop, 178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypIVaKE553
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So I stopped them.178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5rHiTZNKl
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I'm breaking again.178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXldUyzTAf
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My knees had been pulled to my chest as I held my head in my palms, I kept hearing screams and I had no idea where it came from. I heard banging in the distance as my eyes burned with water trickling down.178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUPWl4V3z4
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I saw Cian the first thing as the door opened.178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnilVogwAfm
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Why is he here,178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCb9T6Lwx8x
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He shouldn't see me like this,178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmfx1zFjmh
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I clenched my teeth as I heard grinding from them,178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcT4UaasTP
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The screams have started getting louder in my ears178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihH1SwWTmT
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It was me,178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DGbBxhPSM
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I was the one screaming,178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBvw9EsOjK
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Why was I screaming,178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65tVyoAm9p
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Without realizing that I hadn't been breathing this whole time, my vision had turned dark and I had been reaching out to Cian for help.178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzw81ZWLwMp
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But the closer he got, the worse my condition got.178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenDZLA0Sns
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I felt pain going through my forehead as the wall kept getting closer and further from me.178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSBJSUbr5E
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I was banging my head against the wall.178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡweKp1BTgBX
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I didn't mean to.178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJiVL1EzD7q
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I don't know what's going on.178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXsHPrXUcD
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I felt strong arms wrapping around me,178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAIFBuC5bh
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Cian was cradling me close to his body, his lips were moving but I didn't hear anything coming out of them178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjtUJ3Bwcg
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My lips moved on their own, I didn't know what I had said, but I saw Cian's eyes178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZUKmoOLnO
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There was panic, hurt and devestation in them. His eyes were too beautiful to be tainted with those emotions, his hands turned towards the faucet and cold water had suddenly hit my body178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7hJgfsAx9
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I was suddenly brought back to the present.178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvcz0q6xHN
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I hard started breathing again as my head dropped on Cian's shoulder.178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQCotDKUfp
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He held me tightly without question as he sat in front of the cold water that he gradually turned less cold and more warm with me directly under it, without realizing, I leaned towards him and my eyes started fluttering shut178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyA8s4EBhXz
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"Relax little mate, We are right here, no one will hurt you, we will protect you" 178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtaOYHwqK0
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