"Which is the true nightmare, the horrific dream that you have in your sleep or the dissatisfied reality that awaits you when you awake?" 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvF6qwE8m4
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After we left his forest, he had walked me to my chambers, it actually was really nice to walk there together.207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVv8v3OVdS
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I stood in front of my room and he awkwardly motioned for me to go in. 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAsah3sp6M
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"It's okay, Cian. Let me see you go" 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuU1EgEDJuG
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He awkwardly rubbed his neck and looked around 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1TBSwqlqe
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"Please, I insist, my queen. You go in first" 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9jyffNIxL
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I tried to not let a smile show on my lips but in return I couldn't hold it in so I looked down and made my way in silently. 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mQkCtnvDZ
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For a while I didn't hear anything but then I heard a few steps away from my door. But not more than that. 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZNb5JbfI4
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I guess he is a silent walker. 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSQ9g54NyE
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after the shower, I had gotten ready to go to bed. But then I remembered that I didn't have dinner. So I decided to get out in my pastel purple hoodie and black basketball shorts into the dark night for a midnight snack. 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ007qMUJl3R
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Once I opened my door I felt something heavy leaning against it and fall. 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPcP9HR4tF
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What the fuck? 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfHQLtyvjH
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I jumped back instantly getting my twin blades on the table. But when I looked down I saw Cian. 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnhE1QX5xu
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What is he doing here? 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn11P0EpFg3
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He squinted his eyes looking as confused as I did. 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlshiHLuwWA
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"Cian" 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwKjTq5hWh
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He looked at me and smiled dashingly. 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcD7burKz6
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"If it isn't my beautiful mate, this is exactly what my imaginations picked out for you to wear" 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWhUjK6uOW
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I looked at him even more confused207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoasnyHEFqg
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"I want you so bad, we want you so bad that we look forward to sleeping nowadays just to dream about you".207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86YX9D7rSU
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His eyes softened "and we used to rarely sleep"207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOV5uTHZNFY
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He stood up without caring about how close he had gotten to me. 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2e3mpZqDQ
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"Cian what are you-" 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukn7Oi47w9
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And he just closed in even more, held my cheeks in his palms and kissed me so passionately that my vision started spinning. 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqnYur15Gq
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God, I love it when he kisses me. 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LabMuXgRX
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His lips moved against my own battling for his tongue to get into my mouth. 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcCTrUiWhG
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He tasted so fucking delicious. 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2FR6WzQyM
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It got more heated so quickly that I didn't expect his next actions. 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaqV7icP6W
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He pushed me on the bed while kissing and cupped my breast. 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmbt16InDT
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It fit so perfectly in his hands. 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwu4eE7ruE
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And I wasn't wearing a bra. 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemBwjUuGKM
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My nipples instantly hardened at his touch, yearning for his mouth and teeth. 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnS8rhz8u0k
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I wanted him so fucking badly. 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfIVJd4MEy
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Then something snapped me out of the daze, I felt his manhood on my thigh over our clothes. 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEa7bclL7S
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I quickly pushed him away with force, that seemed to awaken him. 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrRpJfBM93
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His eyes opened so wide upon realizing what was going on. 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5icgtAjH1
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The horror washed over his face as his eyes fired with guilt. 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJC3LB08e2m
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"I-I am so sorry, my queen. I swear on my crown that I thought I was dreaming" 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPCrF7Saj4
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He looked down.207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXp4tJnqicz
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However when I looked closely, it wasn't just guilt on his face, he looked ashamed as well. 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvaElgsiJd
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I felt bad. I know he isn't supposed to be doing this without my permission, but I have already accepted him as my mate, and I really don't mind for him to touch me. I at least don't think he forced himself on me. But I still think that this is going way too quickly. 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcP480X4owh
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This whole mate thing, I don't know how to go about it, I don't know whats normal and what's not normal, and to be honest, I don't know anything about love. And what I'm feeling right now, scares me. 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQw16H8EZB
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I kneeled next to him. 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpL3BdgMBPS
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"Cian, why are you here?" 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqikgbxfsc
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"It was Helios, ever since he had seen you and felt you, he has not stopped talking about you. He kept asking for you. He wanted to sleep next to you and have you in our arms, but I know that you would not want that so we came to an agreement to sleep outside your room" 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gCzhTdnVx
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My eyes widened. He could've just asked. But then again if I had said no he would've still slept outside. 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaVZdEXsXs
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Fuck it. 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFAZdZBFrj
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"You can stay" 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NRqFCYhZs
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His head instantly whipped up with shock and happiness lightening in his brown eyes. 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyxdt5ZJA7
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"Besides I need to tell you something, but first would you like some midnight snacks, your majesty?" 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnKSIk4Gnc
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I was teasing him at this point. 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8d9EswFmI
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I sleepily smiled at him and made my way out to the kitchen,207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NZKCqVpTa
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Cian had awkwardly followed me, his eyes roaming around every where we were going. 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLfJCc4anU
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It seemed like his guard radar has been set on high right now and I didn't like that because this is his castle, there is no one in this kingdom that would try anything funny with him. I mean our people knew he was kind to his own, but he really was fearless otherwise. 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSuEn3n1lxn
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So why is he so cautious? 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwYzsZhelh
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I tried to quickly open the fridge and get anything chocolatey out. 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGqtvuhrqb
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My periods start tomorrow, so I'll get anything that's sweet to help me through it, and of course, we have sick days we can take off as well depending on how sick you are. That's gotta be tomorrow and the day after. 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuExgXog7A
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I looked around and got more snacks remembering Cian is going to stay too. 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrVj66dH1K
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I started quickly making my way back to my room as Cian followed me sneakily checking everything around us. 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZd463AIgl
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As we went into my room, I closed my door and locked it. I set the snacks down, grabbed a couple of cute cups that my mother had given me back when she was nicer, and set them down. 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxRuGwQBN4
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Pouring some hot milk into each cup, I sat down nibbling on a piece of heavenly chocolate while hugging my legs to my body. The cramps were already killing me. 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiQmrLT8TC
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I suffer from something that I didn't even bother remembering the name of, but it's that I get cramps before, during and after my periods. I don't have any way to fix it or make it feel better other than sex, according to the doctors. And I've never had sex.207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6IarleZrw
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And I sure as hell am not getting any.207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwcJnVkghq
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Cian may already be aware of it once I get my periods, and honestly that makes me feel a bit uneasy because I don't want him to smell that.207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruQIpALB2G
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I laid my head back holding my tears back, God I hate getting so emotional over nothing. Last time I had my periods I cried over a piece of tomato that fell. I bawled my eyes out.207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2q00ImdQhp
It is crazy when even through tough times like this if I was on a battlefield I could cover it all up, I just blank out and fight, but normally I felt like a normal girl, yet I suffered from feeling numb and feeling too much.
Cian sat close to me, his shoulders were slightly grazing mine, it felt like electricity and euphoria mixed together going up my body.207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZzKLGFckj
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"Signy" 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQXzAeNsOB
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His voice called over to me and I opened one eye to look at him. 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj49T5rX7Ch
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He opened his arms 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaGneNx5k3
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"C-Can we c-cuddle?" 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWokSZvF1V2
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His cheeks tinted slightly,207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiL4xMVTIy
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I really could use some cuddling. And he was way too adorable to give in to right away. 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlclhHlol0
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I scooted closer and laid my head on his shoulder, but he instead decided to pick me up, making me gasp as he put me down on his lap. His arms sneaked around my waist as he pushed my head on his chest. 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLA6t51g70
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His heart was beating fast, possibly faster than mine. 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnAjVyaQ2j
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The king is cuddling his mate who happens to be a leader of the warriors of Asmodemia. 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2CcTsIIvxB
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Without realizing it, I had slowly drifted into a comfortable sleep deciding to tell him everything some other time, 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX80MnLHGYG
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I'm not ready, 207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxVZ51Gw33
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I'm not ready to leave,207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzhmsnpLIW
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