I feel like loneliness will never let me go.100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrqZbIin0K
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWD8L87TCwM
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlos2eiaAHu
people I can turn to—any time—100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmV9msqgaCL
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmed8nsUGtd
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNnkfTEhDx
someone who chooses them,100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLuKgCIBXOG
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0pdvDzcbl
I don’t have siblings,100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkItXnciuO
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FHtawb2Xw
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzx1hPNw8r
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1FU5JshcW
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QR14q7Dxg
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJiUywFzmB
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtnp8s46pf
but maybe it’s worse.100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ84WMDrbMD
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpeg8wYQVr
I can’t.100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GFzn5BVDD
Because if I go,100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlyLGL2aeA
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JBnc4pkZ6
I would support him, and he would support me.100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXgLlyKQtv
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzlrl2hTlo
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyckt7WCZB
when it was my turn to enter adult life—100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7tM2cNcKe
I was alone.
