I feel like loneliness will never let me go.164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡix8ZLkmOpP
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZ5T0lmCYZ
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpscoM3t1S
people I can turn to—any time—164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lgevoN9XV
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItwRvjZBGv
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXn9WPI8vWP
someone who chooses them,164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnidWtL2XWh
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1DlMtUauG
I don’t have siblings,164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfh0d0IvCj
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvMBhoCOsa
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXqjvk1kc8
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZzaqlsMB6
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQM9sodyDRP
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOL5ZuGax3
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGikAETdzrQ
but maybe it’s worse.164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCB0D37DBzG
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsU97bkS3G
I can’t.164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0eaw2Dvzd
Because if I go,164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIQr5UGxMQ
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMh0Otm2rJ1
I would support him, and he would support me.164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvAEHz9Fw2
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1du6MNoi0G
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUJ3jywTFx
when it was my turn to enter adult life—164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlnnJKkBL8
I was alone.
