Who am I?136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPI96Xi0cf1
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IGwKrntR9
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4w9ImlTrVp
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8nobMr8Zg
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWdZyHL7xE
but I feel like I’m stuck.136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7bhj4zqOg
I don’t know what I want.136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLwMcUNSxA
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWdjXrq9Ff
I want to have a dream.136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhx0V7EzFRE
Have a goal.136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOUlSYe3hT
Try to achieve it...136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWD5i7e1RTa
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjS6nIdwPqj
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJ6LBb7DKd
I’m alone, trying to dream,136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSlKrUydxd
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1DYPblVnY
after a long journey,136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4rrtROijj
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszQZlQ15EZ
